ohcomeon.
it's 6:21 in the morning.
and im still not sleeping.
damnit.
this cant go on.
my youth is slipping every minute
when i reached 18.
so it means,closer to getting more :
- wrinkles
- prone to getting exhausted
- creaking bones
ahh man, i need sleep.
so many things happened.
and photos are up soon!..
and I would like to thank these people before hand!
1.My Family
2.Grace
3.Shandy
4.Jazreel & Yen Xi
5.Shi Min
Labels: birthday, coming of age, thanks
- Opening -
hey guys..
i have been trying to meddle with the picture.
but the darn picture is freakin huge.
*points at profile picture*
anyone,anyone please..
help me!
fyi : i have been using photobucket to switch it.
am i doing it right?
give me some help.
- end of opening -
im wondering if doing that, (the opening and ending),
is it weird..?
lol,i bet it does..
Anyway!...
I have started my sweet 18 celebrations since last week!..
Ok, maybe the end of last week.
It started with Shandy on the 20th of Feb (friday).
Then my parents on 22nd of Feb (sunday).
Today, with Jazreel & Yenxi, the 24th of Feb (tuesday)
And yes, tomorrow is the day where I can step a step closer to adulthood.
BUT!
Surprisingly, im not in the mood.
lol, im not sure why.
and!
im not saying i dont enjoy..
Its just that, this year is rather different from the previous years.
I have always been excited of being a step closer in being 18.
But, guess what..
Im hitting 18, yet im like...
I dont have the certain word to describe this.
But, im not that excited like how I should be.
hahah, weird in a way..
x _ x
well well, i guess its the thought of "HEY,YOU'RE AGING!" biting into me.
*chuckles*
im not sure, but yea..
i guess..?
But..
strangely, i have the picture in head..
Of me, showing my IC to the 7-11 vendor tonight at 12am.
and purchase a cold heineken.
hahah, ok,childish u might say..
its the KID in me..!
hahah, very strange.
well, i did have my fair share of alcohol..
even before I hit a suitable age.
ranging from yucky beer to sweet cloying wine to named sweet cocktails and
to different countries of alcohol types!
with the consent, I drank with self-control.
even though I have never puked.
(that it GROSS,
but i wanna try getting drunk with my parents along!)
for my bro, he had his hang-over quite a lot of times.
well,my bro drinks like he's drinking water.
O_o
(enough of the topic of getting drunked, haha)
Ok, so...
Yea, this is what has been going through my mind.
And I doubt I will rid of my childish ways.
Like getting mad (crazy) or getting high or going crazy cos of hot korean boys.
(Anyway, i think 2PM is so damn hot now!...)
Hmmm, im gonna meet yenxi at 2:30.
So,im gonna send songs into my Zen.
(yes, i want an iPod touch!)
damnit..
Anyway, will post pictures on the blog or Facebook.
and i will place the link here, aights..?
And yea!...
To my friend; Heidi.
Babe! Our 18th birthday is coming in like 12 hours from now..?
Firstly, Happy Birthday girl.
And yes, I love you so much.
Wondering where you have been.
England..?
Hahah, I guess you must be partying now.
:X
I miss you so, and yes..
When im going to give you youir present..?
Shandy helped me to choose.
Alas, again..
I MISS YOU! and I LOVE YOU!..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,HEIDI...!
25th of Feb!
Our Special Day!
Labels: birthday, blogging, celebration, pictures to be added
finally!
anyway, please visit
http://sweet-young-lovely-18-me.blogspot.com/
this is another skin.
i wanna have some opinions on it.
thanks. (:
Labels: new blogskin, whee
im so tired,having headaches.
and my ears are still ringing.
damn pain sia. ):
and my voice so damn hoarse.
i sound like A TOAD.
*croak*
i just celebrated valentine's day with Shandy and Neelam and the gang.
im so damn tired.
So,shall I start on what happened..?
Ok,First, I gotten sick.
Yes, as what I have blogged on my previous post.
I AM sick..
*sighs*
On the road to recovery,i presume.
hopefully in 10 days before my bday.
):
Ok,so..
I celebrated my first valentine.
well, my past 16 years, im ALWAYS dateless.
damnit.
*chew on her lips*
So,so..
I was to meet up with Shandy at 6pm right after her work.
and,damn..
i was late (as always)..
and i cant believe that i flared up at everyone..
i stink,man..
im apologetic to my parents for that..
yikes!
Met shandy at Orchard.
and as usual, my friend is as cute!
haha, saw her waiting for me.
lol.
Then we headed to Taka with the intent to head to Wisma's food republic.
But then, we stopped over at Taka, and pondered over the HK cafe or Ajisen.
We took Ajisen as we didnt see anything we like in HK cafe.
Ordered Butter Corn ramen wheile shandy ordered a Bento set.
talked over dinner abt her boyfriend, while i blabbered on about my dream.
always on my mind,even in my sleep...
Ajisen was damn crowded, but as usual.
the food was as good!
(:
Talked to her about my following agenda of the evening.
To meet neelam and the others.
well, it was a 'ceremony' to like send neelam off.
i guess he's currently in india.
and, thank goodness.
Shandy had plans at the same destination we were heading.
so, we travelled to Vivo together.
had to part with her as i needed to ask for directions.
- thanks,shandy, for EVERYTHING! (:
i had a wonderful evening, even it was relatively short.
due to my late habits. -
So after fumbling and sweating, I managed to get onboard a bus.
reached sentosa and met up with them.
the guys were still quite the same,like they were previously..
Talked to them and walked around sentosa..?
And it was the first time i walked the shaky bridge!..
went to the 'other island'..
went up the towers and they had their dinner while i looked on.
after hanging out for a while, i called shandy.
cos i didnt want to play truth or dare.
walked around, and talked to shandy.
but realised that as the time passes, my throat hurts even more.
So, i had to leave..
Said my goodbyes and went the same way they brought me there.
haha,i guess im not that 'direction-stupid'..
lol!...
went to the bus station and waited for the free bus.
stopped at Vivo's bus stop and walked across to catch bus 80.
Called shandy on the way and for the 1st time i heard her 'sleeping' voice.
it sounded so..funny..
so i asked her to sleep and waited for my bus 80.
was so damn scared that i have to spend MORE money on a cab, as it was around 12:26am.
the last bus was at 12:40am.
Alas, my bus came!
yay!
and when i went up the 2nd level.
damnit.
i saw that fcuking ugly fat bitch with her touchy boyfriend..
(she bigger than me.. so im fat, she's fatter..)
I saw them on the 'bus terminal' at sentosa.
they were kissing and cuddling like there is no one there.
wtf!?
(ok,at that point i was jealous..lol...)
but was equally grossed out.
and how is it possible that they got on bus 80 earlier when I got down earlier..?!
the bitch was smirking at me.
i know i stupid, but stare what stare..
go and die!
I simply ignored her and plonked myself at the last row.
took out my book and plugged in my mp3.
i tell u, shandy..
thanks for intro-ing me the book.
thank u!
its damn funny.
i can totally put myself in her shoes,you know..?!
like, we are almost the same.
hahah.
and then there came my twinge of comfort as i was sniffling in the bus.
the bus DAMN cold.
it made my nose all so dribbly.
But well, the trios came up and tadaaaa!
plonked infront of me.
and furthermore, the one directly infront of me is..
-' drool-worthy' 'cute' 'eye-cand' -
may u put all forms of descriptive words to praise him!
he is hot.
ok, drop dead - cute..?
haha..
his dressing is awesome too.
^^
that was a PLUS.
some guys, cant dress..
- __ -''
but he's so hot.
haha..
ok, i stopped looking at him and went back to my book.
and omg.
i spent almost the entire journey with them.
but..
they were cam-whoring.
3 big guys..
....
ohwell, never mind.
korean guys cam-whore.
i dont mind, thats a plus..?
lol.
im nuts, delirious, maybe..?
haha,im fed of my fill of eye-candies.
my eyes are still screaming for 'MORE'..
haha.
yes,im N.U.T.S
the last stop was sengkang interchange.
so, i went out and took a cab home.
So, i saved quite a bit of money.
a min of $10 saved.
i remember one trip from harbourfront to my house is around $25+
(incl. night charges)
damn ex.
but i just spent only like 5 plus..?
from sengkang to my house.
ahaha.
But I reached home at one plus and slept at 3..
Zzzz.
my nose,giving me probs..
Ok then,i guess i go sleep alr.
my 'change handphone' plan..
didnt manage to carry out.
something cropped up.
*sighs*
Ohwell,i can wait.
^^
nights,peeps.
---------------L.O.V.E----------
(in the mood to write something)
As rain stopped pelting at her windows, she put her pen down on the parched paper.
Examining her written work,
she propped her elbows on the table and rested her chin on her hand.
As her eyes scanned through her work,she was reminded of something.
she straightened up and headed to the drawer.
with shaking hands, she jerked the drawer opened.
the contents hit the floor with a messy crash.
In the pile of the papers and stationery,something shined mysteriously.
her frantic fingers scoured the items and seeked for something.
her fingers felt the cold and smooth surface.
she grabbed it up and hurried to her desk.
she ironed the parched paper flat and read through her work again.
her heart thumped fervently as her eyes reached the sentence ;
"A ring given during a full moon means to pass one heart to the reciever".
She gasped and the ring in her hands suddenly felt a thousand times heavier.
- end -
(i made the whole thing up..
esp the ring given during a full moon.
i even went to check it out.
lol..)
Labels: a day with shandy, hot guys, i am sick, party, send off, story, valentine day
ohman,damn tired.
my joints are aching!
old alr.
*sighs*
And i guess im getting a cold..soon
ohyea,hello my friends.
i woke up at 1 today.. lol
i think the person must be pressing the doorbell till mad..
(sorry!)
I talked to Shandy for like 3 hours plus.
From 12plus till 4am this morning.
lol.
break record alr..!
we talked about the BBQ.
ohyes..
the BBQ was AWESOME.
those people, i dont know what happened.
but how can u leave Kino hanging there..?
He has to pay over $100 plus!
Seriously..
that was plain mean!
i just feel that please,please.
if u are unsure next time, please dont give empty promises!
it will be best to pay him something, cos u dont make empty promises without a price!
Anyway, only 7 people turned up yesterday.
But its ok, at least we had our share of fun,right..?
Thanks to Aisha,Mizi,Eri,Kino,Charlotte,Joshua & 2 of Charlotte's friend.
They managed to make full use of the BBQ.
and well, had their share of the food.
Reached there at 5 plus.
then Charlotte arrived.
I helped in BBQ-ing the food,also with Aishah and Mizi.
So fun sia..!
(:
Drank Heineken with Charlotte and Kino.
thanks for the treat,guys..!
Then Charlotte's friends came and helped us BBQ.
^^
Talked to Aishah and knew more about her.
haha (:
Went to buy marshmallow with her..
and heard a guy saying 'what the fuck' in a funny tone.
(cos he fell down due to his skates)
Aishah and I was laughing about it.
lol!..
damn funny.
'Packet' A&W with a few otahs, a packet of sausage and crabsticks.
We couldnt finish it,so we split the load..
hahah!
Smelly otahs!
x - x
Then played Tekken with Joshua.
hahah.
he kept winning sia.
damnit.
(am i fated to only win AI? and not human players..?!)
What surprised me, was that we could still connect even we are a bridge away!
lol!
but we lost connection when 2 bus blocked us.
haha..
Took 55 with Aisha and went home.
Reached home at 11plus.
went to bathe, and called shandy.
talked damn long.
loads of things to talk about!..
haha!
i really appreciate her talking to me.. (:
thanks shandy!..
*hugs & kisses*
Had dinner at chomp chomp today.
and ate frolicks.
ohyea,people..
I had put some pics into Facebook alr..
go check it out!.. (:
See you guys for my birthday dinner,aites..?
Labels: BBQ, chit chat., friends are for life, having a cold, im going to be sick, im tired
finally, im blogging.
it has been 10 days since i touched my blog.
*sighs theatrically*
ohwellwellwell.
let me try to recall what i did.
*laughs*
first, after coming back from Genting,
went cycling with Jazreel & Yen Xi.
Had fun with them at East Coast park!..
Cycled around ,chat and we met a cute baby with his dad.
cant rmb his name..
^^''
But i certainly remember having a great time with them.
haha. ^^
and the baby!
so way adorable..
we went to carry him..
lol..!
and yea.
after that..
i spent my days with the computer and TV.
and spent some great time with my family.
Also, went visiting different relatives and friend's house.
im addicted to Tekken now.
damnit.
im holding onto my PSP most of the time.
Zzzz
training all different sorts of characters.
^^
ok, i dont know what am i blogging.
but well..
i went for job interviews and etc.
waiting still.
then...
going out on the 9th of feb
and yes,i sprained my neck today
):
ok, byebye.
need to go..
Labels: holidays
Im back from genting.
Just reached home at 11pm.
Happy New Year, my friends.
sorry about the late post.
tatas!...
i love my family, i love genting, i love shopping, i love our honda civic, i love having fun.
i love my friends and i love MONEY.. ^^
im posting the pics tml,later,the day aft tml..
goodnight,and buhbyes.
Labels: crazy, f u n, family, Genting, joy, vacation
Oh my god.
i realised i havent been updating my blog!
this is BAD.
well, lets continue from where i left it.
So...!
I have ended my semester 2,on a VERY high note.
All thanks to the beautiful sweethearts in class.
thank u.
(i wonder hows Chitra's class on Fri..?)
I ended it on thursday.
hahaha.
^^'
well well,
went shopping with shandy, yenxi during that week.
and guess what.
I WAS NOT LATE FOR 3/5 days!..
and i didnt take a taxi..
lol!
good,right..?
yesyes.
GREAT..
all thanks to peishan and shandy.
I really dont have much to say.
cos all these are not able to be described in words.
even if they are able to,
i will be posting a darn long post.
so forget it..
xD
but i really really thank to all those beloved friends of mine.
kamsahamnida!..
So, let me say something of a much recent activity.
its CNY soon.
and well,
im celebrating CNY in Genting.
Let me tell u.
IT'S DAMN PACK AROUND HERE.
DARN IT.
- ___ -
im currently in Starbucks (First World Hotel)
waiting for our turn to get our rooms.
- ___ -
bad idea to come in CNY.
ohwell, im gonna enjoy myself..
Ohyes, Shandy ah..
my story gor error sia!...
cannot open!!
i need to restart it.
darn it.
zzzzzz!
Jazreel & Yenxi..
u guys rocks.. ^^
bye people.
im off to have fun with other stuff..
Ciao..!
and yea,
XING NIAN KUAI LE!...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..
Labels: chinese new year, elated, Festive season, happy, travel
Be it the guys when it comes to CS or cards.
Or be it the girls, when we group up talking.
or the whole bunch of people, lively and nice.
it may seem that this class is seperated.
but i doubt it.
I love this class.
It gives a feeling of family.
where brothers and sisters have fun.
im getting attached to this class.
really..
i love these people."
Thank you, W15A..
' give me strength, give me the silence of the power you hold in me..
bestow me with the strength that will overcome all obstacles.
i love you all,so..'
Show you the nice nice pictures.
^^
We had a full attendance on Enterprise module.
and it was great, so CLASS PHOTO!...
(a lil disorientated)
Cos everyone dunno what to do.
Take Two.
(neater then previous)
Mizi trying to put everyone at right position.
Kudos to you Mizi!..
(Pretty,all..)
- Guys, see you in school in the future!... -
Take care, and be well!...
------------------------------------------------------------------------
"thou shall ignore what is happening.."
bleed, my love.
this is what you can give me..
gosh.
im feeling really restless today.
I woke up feeling upset, unwilling to do anything to heavy.
I just lay at my parent's bed hugging ele,
while i slip into sleep or get awaken by alarm;
which sounded so far away.
i thought of options.
different types.
those mild ones to those extremes ones,
that probably will make u start scolding me.
or probably chastise me.
but after the 6th ring of my snooze alarm,
i came up and brushed my teeth.
tried to organize my thoughts, but no avail..
So..
I started tidying up the house.
sweeping from room to room.
And I finally realised;
doing another thing really will block out unwanted thoughts.
and it did!...
But, when it comes to alone time.
it doesn't work.
especially when you are listening songs with strong lyrics.
sentimental lyrics with affecting power.
But my day was great..!
Went to buy my pants for CNY,
had dinner at a korean restaraunt.
really great food served there..
^^
and boy, im lucky to see korean tourists there.
seeing those korean tourists, i recalled those silly things i did.
really silly things, like embarassing ourselves infront of others.
esp, to people whom are foreigners.
such an embarassment..!
and well, came back home.
then daddy went for a dinner.
I bathed and here i am sitting,
using Shandy's hand cream.
I love it dearly, my friend!...
The room slowly filled up with a peachy smell.
nice.. ^^
ahhh, tomorrow is the last day i can see all my friends.
well, people..
lemme show you one nice song that represent the time when edward left bella.
Just Surrender - Forgotten Not Forgiven
I'm watching your eyes move slowly
Up and down my silhouette,
And I wonder if you get it yet.
This is the last time I crawl away on these broken knees,
And don't you wish it all would be okay?
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
And I can't breathe without you here
For fear I'll catch your scent.
And we both know how bad I get.
I don't do well or dwell in change.
And don't you know that
Three small words could make this all okay?
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
You promise me
You'll never forget me.
You promise me
You'll never forget…
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
“You promise (YOU) me (PRO) you'll (MISE) forget (ME) me,”
You said as you walked away.
“You promise (YOU'LL) me (FOR) you’ll (GET) forget (ME) me.”
Ok people,im gonna sleep alr.
TIRED. ):
Labels: dreaming, emo, fears, sleepy, stressed
but where are you now, when i need you the most..? -
its saturday.
and im not that emo.
still emo, but not still..
im feeling better.
cos i know the pain wont come biting till the weekdays.
this is something that i dont wanna say,
cos..
it will only hurt.
dont listen, ignore my pleas for help.
im just crying for the sake of it.
- "Oh, I should have realised..
You were gone the moment when I started needing you.." -
Reality is just as harsh as it seems.
you thought it would be pretty sweet.
but when it falls back to square one,
it doesnt taste the same anymore.
- " reality sunk in the moment when i saw you again.." -
Im so tired, regretful of things I did.
stupid,foolish mistakes.
'Paying for what you did..'
I can hear myself repeating this in my head.
Ahhh..
This is what I deserve for being so stupid and foolish.
Paying for what I have did when I had fun.
Playing with fire, will somehow burn you..
Now, am I tasting the aftermath.
The feeling of being burnt.
The pain..
Im so tired, so afraid what is about to come to me.
I feel like stopping this bullshit.
Turning back time and pressing the 'Restart' button.
Like..
When you die, just press ' restart' and you will be back at where you last been.
I just want to do that.
But yes,
Reality..
that is impossible...
So now...
I have to start being realistic..
I have to start,right..?
i have to...
Face the punishment for the sins I have done..
- "Finally, she realized..
He did not even belong to her from the start.." -
sucha fool,i am...
Labels: regret, resentful..., sad, tired and drained., upset
im bored bored bored.
well, not really.
I dont usually have any headers, so here is one.
I guess listening to 'Remembering Sunday' can make one really emo.
im emo now..
kinda.. upset,weird, and really confused.
tired too.
something is bugging me,and i dont know what am i supposed to do.
i have been telling myself to get it sorted out when i was walking from the interchange.
but..
am i able to..?
I will, and I have too..
I might be able to and I will be able to.
It's just temporary.
But I really hate it..
It shouldnt have started.
It wasn't supposed to start..
So wrong...!
I hate this type of fucking problem.
damm it.
Labels: angry, guys stinks, im tired, its singled sadness, relationship SUCKS.
"her heart stops beating the moment her left her.."
worse than a vampire..
Let me post the beautiful pics!
Jaz's bday..
"Nice to meet u,im Martha the mouse.."
im so tired.
help me..
really really tired.
my body aches and my mind is exhausted.
time for me to sleep earlier..
(i slept at 2am..)
):
its maths.
and guessss what..?
its the day when jazreel turns 18..
woohooo!
happy birthday,girl..
love u so so much!
and daphne came to RP.
i miss this girl so much.
SO SO MUCH.
we talked and she gave me a gift.
thank u,dear.
i bet its expensive.
):
thank u so much.
but i didnt give u anything!
and man..
i took ur 4.00
):
bahhhhs!
THANK U SO MUCH..!
^^
im gg back to class..
byeees.
Labels: birthday, daphne, eunice lor, friends are for life, jazreel, school
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
Labels: excited, im tired, irritated, mixed emotions., scared
*crap*
people..
this stinks.
u know what..?
i had a horrible dream.
and its terrible and rather heart wrenching.
this is how it goes.
I dreamnt of the guy that I have heard from Shandy.
(all thanks to her,we have been discussing abt him..)
And well, i dreamnt that he came to me..
He asked something from me,he wanted to be with me.
But with a condition.
Help him get together with SHANDY.
SHANDY..?
(she's like my bff besides heidi)
total heartache.
Anyway,I agreed.
heh!
But I didnt dream of him and I doing anything.
(dammit,wasted!)
But well,jealousy get the best of me.
Got angry with Shandy & Heidi.
Cos Heidi got mad at me for doing something.
(cant remember alr. once i say someting out,i cant remember.)
After that,I was all alone and..
(here comes the surprise part)
I became friends with Sophia!
Shandy's friend..
(So weird..)
Sophia said she will help me and stuff.
And through the dreams,
Shandy and him (FJ) got close.
He begin giving her gifts and presents.
and..
(here comes surprise part 2)
He gave her the hair clip. was the same as what Shandy dreamnt of.
lol!
it was pink and with circle things on it.
Then well.
(CLIMAX or NON-CLIMAX)
HE KISSED HER.
FREAK SIA.
anyway, u wanna me to describe the kiss..?
First, they are at the secret corner.
Just beside W15A.
'Cradling her face in his large hands,
He leans down,peering into her eyes.
And so ever carefully,he lowers his face and pressed his lips to hers...'
(this sound so errr...)
anyway,i need to go..
See shandy's blog..
i need to go..
Labels: its all a dream.
-Hinder : homecoming queen
I have totally forgotten to update.
i only complained and pour my sorrows in my previous post.
ok..
so,yesterday which is the 6th of January '09,a Tuesday.
walked to the interchange with yenxi.
talked alot and stuff..
Met my mum and had dinner with her at Hougang mall.
Went to shop for Chinese New Year good.
Salt,Sugar,Rice,Vinegar,Light Soya Sauce and etc.
It was a perfect timing for us to bond..
We kept joking to each other.
Then daddy & mummy bought me a new mouse.
cos my GCube mouse died.
It's life flickered from existence.
(it's an optical mouse..)
I kept saying my mouse was killed by the cat.
The cat,obviously..
is my manhandling of my mouse.
lol,i treated with such brutality
ok,i didnt!
im not a sadist!
Eugene helped me to install left 4 dead and i played till 1 am.
lol,terrible.
and i was late for class.
dammit.
and yea, this is the main point!
Today,the 7th of Jan.
I saw 161 and i made a ran for it.
and guess what..?
the bloody (function word + ing) driver didnt see me.
no,he pretended he cant see me.
damn him..
and damn malu la!
):
and yea.
had class the whole day.
teamed up with my friends.
Shandy (supergirl undies flasher) & Heidi (stitch girl)
didnt understand today problem.
but thanks to dear Joy and Zul.
once again.
the saviours.
they taught me and guide me.
THANK U SO MUCH!
watched Twilight with Heidi.
and well..
had quite an embarassing moment.
I screamed about Twilight so loudly.
lol..
dammit.
Presented and stuff.
went to read manga online.
lol,manga quite nice sia!
then went out with Jazreel and Yenxi.
met Vicky near the MRT gantry..
lol..!
i kept laming in the MRT to both Yenxi and Jazreel..
was talking about Jazreel didnt have much time being 17.
and me having 43 more days of..
"Young and lovely. Seventeen forever!"
Went to novena's Cotton On.
favourite haunt.
^^
tried on quite a lot of tops and bottoms.
but no feel sia.
so didnt buy.
jazreel bought a black tank.
then yenxi..
hahah! (i will say later)
well,after that, went to eat at Ah Mei's cafe.
ate wanton mee and prata.
drank ovaltine ice.
soooo nice!
and talked about school and classmates.
laughed about lame jokes.
Me and jazreel decided to go to dhoby gaut's Cotton On.
so we decided to make a move.
THEN!!
Yenxi realized she didnt buy her items.
Her clothes was sitting at the Cotton On's counter.
lol!
Then she went to buy her stuff,while me and jaz left for PS.
Reached PS and looked for her stuff.
Jaz couldnt find M for the cute blue striped tank.
So,she decided to head towards Wisma's Cotton On.
And thats when i purchased a scarf and a ring.
a total of $14 spent..
well,its a pretty scarf!
^^
and so here i am blogging.
and im gonna update my zen and handphone.
lol!
tatas,my love!
Labels: shopping, silly me, update
I am feeling so sorry about neglecting the blog.
dammit.
well,i guess,im going to try keeping up the pace once again.
anyway,its computing.
brrr, the teacher whom gave me my first friggin fat fugly..
u see what im bolding..?
yes, a F..
ohwell,im just going to accept that.
i wonder how am i going to survive the next 2 years.
seriously..
im really worried in a way.
dammit, u see science and maths are never my good subjects.
*sighs*
Now,i regret doing many things I should not have done.
Gosh, if i put in effort with the goal im heading..
it will be so much easier for me now.
Now i can taste the exact opposite of..
"First bitter work,then sweet results"
im getting the opposite.
"First,Sweet & Relaxed,then Bitter & Mad"
If I did wanted to go the poly I wanted, and worked hard for it.
Like,have a goal instead of the usual..
"When the boat reached the bridge,it's path goes straight.."
Now.. Im totally bitter with myself.
I dont regret coming into RP at all.
Because I love how it is.
But i just detest the course I landed myself into.
It's terrible,and I loathe it.
But who can I blame..?
No one but me.
But I cannot complain,
Cos it will only cause my parents to be upset.
Even though they may just be angry on the outside,
but i can feel they are just upset about this too.
Probably even much more upset than me.
Ok,ok,back to the topic.
I ought to lighten this post.
So..
I have just placed Left 4 Dead in my laptop.
it can run smoothly.
but sometimes,it will just die completely.
lol.
and yea,that stupid game caused me to lose sleep for a night.
i could feel i was not sleeping.
but instead I was just closing my eyes.
well,i did get sufficient rest for abt an hour or so.
I should sleep earlier tonight.
(I must..)
And, I realised that my EQ is not as high as I thought that I would have.
I cant control my emotions well.
But thanks to the book i borrowed,
i know roughly how to control my anger.
I have to control my temper as if I was a young werewolf instead of a newborn vampire..
hahah!
cool,right..?
it can aid me when i think like that.
I will try picturing myself that I will explode into a wolf when i get too mad.
and well,for the sad emotion..
I will think like as if im a newborn vampire.
snapping easily..
Emotions are allowed to flow like a lake..
But it will be bad if a lake gushes like a river, wouldn't it be bad..?
I have to get back to lesson right now.
Really,im really really going to have to change.
What do i need to do,immediatly
deadline: 2 weeks from now
- I have to note down things I dread about myself.
- Then,I am going to seperate them into different categories,like emotionally,physically,mentally.
- Then I will rank them. From most important to least important.
- Im going to write solutions to solve these problems.
- I will have to start changing.
- Then,start a new list of things that i need to fulfill in my life.
- And a section that says : Things to do before I turn 18.
- And stop before I start another list that I will have to think about.
Im done! (:
ok,bye bye!
Labels: angry, bored, im tired, painting with my emotions.
but i think its more likely to be suicide roulette
ahah!
its a new year.
but the same ole damn boring eunice.
well, except the fact that i wasted my poor hols and got a new haircut.
bah!
my thick mane just got snipped away.
it looks alright though.
but well,a change is better than no change,right?
and well, im sad that I have nothing to update about.
cos i am on a sad 'no - life' status,currently.
and school's bout to reopen.
and and and!
my ten weeks holidays is just 3 weeks away.
time for me to waste it away,again. (its a habit)
background mum's voice: "Get a Job la! Always at home and say you nothing to do!
Tsk! Tsk! Always computer & TV! Tsk!"
well, my usual phrase which is used to placate her is :
"Orh,ok la. Dont nag,can..? I will.."
(this is not talking back)
this is just a step back into rebelllion.
i dont like people to tell me to do things.
i want to do it on my own.
tsk! ):
well well,
school's starting soon.
it's gonna stink and sting.
cos im gonna bid farewell to these extraordinary people..
i never realized that time passes so fast when ur happy.
and, time drags like a long speech in the school halls when you aren't
(points back to post that stretched from '08 april.)
ohwell.
at least i met different people,saw different face,had acquaintances and well,friends!
im really glad to those people in W15A!
thank u ol' SO SO SO much!
esp; Shandy,Heidi,Peishan,Zul,Charlotte,Joy!~
and not forgetting all the faccis and my other beloved classmates.
and ahh!
I totally forgotten about the New Year Resolution.
ahhhh,fuggggg it!
well,apparently i will contradict myself in one action and another.
I will still need a new year resolution, and well..
i will also leave some undone.
(shakes her head bewilderedly)
and gah gah gah!
im going to be 18 soon.
*sighs*
im excited and rather apprehensive about that.
cos someone just gave a huge knock on the head.
"What have you done this past 18 years of your life..?
what have you achieved.."
seriously,that STINKS & STINGS.
blah!
and to be heard from someone i dearly love.
ah,crap.
so so so..
like what i am always.
left ear go in,right ear come out.
anyway,im currently installing Core of Duty 5 : World at Wars.
wonder shall i install on my laptop or not.
kekes.
and well,gahhh..
im feeling so crappy now.
cos everything is not kinda accomplished or done yet.
*hits head*
and yea,the Twilight mania is fading..
so so slightly.
kekes.
im still not really into rob pattinson.
he..he did not wash his hair for 6 weeks.
gosh.
ok,thats a lil gross.
seriously..
and well, EMMET IS SO DAMN FRICKING HOT.
same as JASPER.
lol.
cute and duper hot hunks.
and i seriously AM so into their eyes.
*tears*
i wonder how will u feel if u stare into a the eyes that holds sapphire and emeralds...?
i think i will probably get stuck there as if there's quicksand in them.
im so willing to drop into that!
*slaps hysterical self*
okok,im back and ready to check on my CoD.
and yea,SUBWAY is the next place im gonna drag grace to.
and i love thier cookies!
*goo-goo eyes*
suresh is gonna say i cant pull them off.
pffft!
TT_TT
alright my peeps.
i shall see u either i school or at shopping malls.
and yea,there's a FRICKIN fat cockroach in my study.
i hope it dies or get eaten by ants.
you know how i much i hate roaches.
*shudders*
I HATE ROACHES.
im feeling so uncomfortable right now.
due to that stupid roach.
DIE DIE DIE!
*sulks*
Labels: bored, everyday life., HOLIDAYS-winter, school starting, sleepy
May all of u guys have fun and beautiful memories!
and as for me,
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
^^
(im gg back to making my handphone themes)
Labels: 2009, a new beginning, New year
Merry Christmas,my friends.
I guess this came a lil bit too late.
Anyway,celebrate the few days of 2008..
^^
and yea,holidays ending soon.
(bleahs)
Im rather happy this week.
Went out with alyssa on christmas.
and well, had fun playing COD 4 & 5.
Core of Duty 4/5.. ^^
I love it.
but COD 4..
brrs, a lil bit sad.
cos all the nice people die in the end.
and whats with the name Soap..?!
O_o
alright..
last few pics to do the talking..

Core Of Duty 4
Alyssa.
she was so nice for me to take picture
thanks alyssa..
Alyssa at Vivo.. ^^
Merry Christmas & welcome 2009!
Labels: Christmas, gaming, HOLIDAYS-winter
Oh great.
A week has passed.
dammit.
I wish time will slow down.
Like just probably slower slightly.
Ahhh,gosh.
I now think being a vampire rocks.
Yes,its because the vampires in Twilight is hot.
But its also due to them not having to sleep!
Gosh,i sleep alot.
As if I am hibernating for the winter.
So I rather become a vampire.
Dont need to sleep,dont need to eat.
Just go suck blood..
xD
I wanna be vegetarian vampire.
Human smells awful,i guess.
Ok.lets get back to something more,human.
So..
I still have to put a conclusion to how my weekend was.
So..
Thursday was awesome...!
Went out with Peishan,Shandy and Ah Long.
I woke up late,all thanks to the korean drama.
Woke up at like 2pm or 3..
Woken up by the purr of my handphone vibrating on the surface of my table.
Was damn late.
Met Shandy,peishan and ah long.
crapped around.
And I shall say...
SHANDY,u damn funny.. xD
^^
When she saw me,she was like damn hyper.
lol.
And well well, I have found another fan of Wonder Girls.
it's Ah Long!
He like Yoon Mi...
^^''
Walked around Clarke Quay with them.
Then went to the shop that me and shandy saw online.
im not naming it.
but..
the stuff looks so good online,
it didnt look as good in the shop.
Shandy bought a few things.
Then we went to have dinner at Wakaru Casual Dining.
Dinner was great.
Ah long was soo soo funny.
I look forward to go out with them again.
One of the jokes: "Mike Tan or Bill Tan?"
hahaha.
Then I went home instead of Vivo.
Cos i was quite exhausted.
On Friday,consider this day as my climax of the week.
Met up with GRACE...
im seriously missing her soo badly.
Met up at the MRT in hougang and I gotta say.
The few moments were so awkward..
But after talking,both of us eased up.
Went to Pasta Mania to have lunch.
Talked to her about school.
I realised another side of Grace.
She was so.. wise.
she changed,quite alot..
Then went to Yamaha to get her score sheet.
Then rushed to Bugis to take..
yes,the ever suck money machine.
Neoprints.
I guess our neoprints skills went rusty.
we were so awkward when we took neoprints!
then oh my..
i completely lost the feel of decorating the neoprints..!
ohwell,but it was beautiful!
^^
Then walked around bugis.
Went to NUM to get grace's shoes.
and hmmm, gotta rebutt what Shandy said about NUM guys.
xD
maybe i not lucky.
cos i didnt see any hottie.
no hottie,but at least a helpful guy to help grace.
Then rush all the way back to hougang.
grace gotta work.
gave her one last strong hug and went off.
before that,heard that samantha was going overseas.
she finally get what she wanted.
and woah.. 1 week.
thats so cool.
i also wanna go overseas. TT__TT
ok then.. so i guess thats all.
let the pictures below to do the talking..!
---------------------
Tuesday,Twilight Day..
To catch Twilight at Vivo City.
Yenxi,Freda & me
-------------------------
On Thursday!
Day out with Shandy,Peishan & Ah Long.
------------------------
On Friday!
Outing with Grace..
Starbucks... ^^
I just love this friend of mine..
Nope, its not Twilight day.Its just my obsession that I wanted grace to snap a pic of it.
To end the day with a pinch on the cheeks...!----------------------------------
Ok then,im done! ^^
shandy..
i want those pics..!!
xD
Labels: friends are for life, shopping, Twilight obsession
helloooo people.
this is a very very tired eunice blogging here.
why, you may ask..?
It's because..
I have been through the whole beautiful night of 16.dec.08
Gasping,whimpering,wheezing,screaming,giggling,laughing.
On 16 december '08,
I have caught Twilight with Freda & Yenxi.
I have seen the most beautiful christmas tree in Vivo.
I spent the beautiful 2 hours from 9:50pm - 12am,
looking into the big screen where i was;
exhilarated by the beauty of the 9 vampires,1 werewolf,2 human.
(i cant say laurent is beautiful.. he looks scary)
Ok people.
im so so so stucked up in my throat that i can no loner express how i am feeling.
so im not gonan blog.
if u wanna know..
call me out and i will blabber everything to u!!
Freda,
I had the best night ever!
I hope u didnt mind sleeping over in my room with that dripping sound.
and i love playing guitar heroes with u!
will wanna come ur house to meet u and play with Rio & Rooney.
Yenxi..
i will post the pictures on other days. ^^
thanks u for such a great night.
and u looked beautiful that night!
Jazreel.
silly girl finally back from malaysia..?
^^
lets hang out,aite..?
Labels: exhausted, holiday season, Twilight
Now I see the reason why there is always a drop in my blog entries when it comes to the holidays.
My entries crawls to a halt as I stop using the computer.
lol, i just find it weird that i dont like using things that I have access to.
it's so so weird.
I always want thing I dont get.
Does this also imply on the term 'the yearn for the forbidden fruit'?
Ahem,go face the wall if you took that phrase for lust.
gosh, anyhow think!
I just used that term to imply what I am always doing.
lols.
Well well,enough of nonsense.
Let me update my life.
1.IT'S MY HOLIDAYS
2. I just booked my preview tickets for Twilight.
3. I need and must look for a job to prevent more naggings.
4. Im so in the mood for christmas. (i wonder why)
5. Im not really aware of what I am saying,cos my brain is filled with Twilight fantasies.
(I know,Shandy is going to tease me,again!)
lols.
Ok, so the korean fever died down a little.
Now my brain is squished with twilight till the extent of me being incoherent with what im trying to say.
I just realised that my internet is not really co-operative today
Well, what i was trying to say that,
I do not want to scare my old friends with some incoherent nonsense nor me babbling on how hot edward is..
(I totally can fit in Heidi's shoes now,on how hot Edward is)
And well, this holiday is great.
I am relatively happy with myself.. ^^
Cos,Im assured with myself that the first week of my holidays are filled with stuff to do.
I do not need to shudder at the image of me sitting on my couch, my eyes black and hollow, empty of what i call intelligence.
(my brother will go: oh,really?)
I have always regretted that I do not spend my time in my holidays wisely.
Not in the way that I call 'enjoyment'..
All I do is sit in the couch and look at my little black and rather flat box projecting sharp images.
(That is called 'no life'...)
So, now..
I have to entertain myself with other type of fun.
By,going out with friends. (not spending $)
Clearing my room of its mess.
Organizing myself.
Looking for jobs so I could please my brother's naggings.
Sorting out my life and looking at my goals.
- random point : my head flashed out a word 'placate'
& it means to appease soemone of his anger -
(gosh,this is so strange and sudden)
I so need to improve my vocabulary with strings of beautiful words.
I seemed to have meshed my head with sonme rather simple words.
Which results me in speaking simple english.
I need to find more words,therefore, I could express myself more freely.
And not struggle internally while trying to dig up words hidden behind my head.
Gosh, even my writing is going downhill.
*shakes head*
Time to improve on english.
(not really a priority, but enough to make into 'Top 1o things to do')
And well, that jazreel of mine.
gosh, heading to Malaysia.
I just hope that she's safe.
Ohyea,
i forgotten about today..
Slept till 3, cos alyssa called.
woke up and sorted out my room cos our date was cancelled.
went to compass with bro to have lunch.
met eileen on the way.
stayed at the library for quite a while.
and I must say that the library almost froze my legs off.
had sakae sushi with my family.
went to DIY shop to get the necessary while eugene's heads off to friend's house.
came home, read eclipse again.
and yea.. like that..
(im not in the mood for blogging,i guess?)
and yea, Yenxi!
tomorrow,our Twilight date!
"Oh Edward..."
Ok people,
i need to sort out my mp3 and my psp.
^^
Bye bye people.
and well, i love u guys..!
Labels: HOLIDAYS-winter
than your golden honey filled eyes"
Hello people.
I have seen my blog being quite neglected.
so, GUESS WHAT DAY WILL IS BE AFTER 15MINUTES..?
(Hint : It's 11:35pm of 12th December'08 )
it's......
H - O - L - I - D - A - Y
Yes,your right..
MY HOLIDAYS!
3 weeks..!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
a well deserved on indeed.
im so damn tired..
Anyway.. just booked tickets for Twilight Sneak preview.
yay!
its TWI-tastic!
im sick too.
just now the doctor teased me and scared me by saying that he want to give a jab.
so scary!
ok people.
i go eat medicine and tats!
nights people.
i love you guys and yea..
love me too,right..?
sleep tight!
ohyes.
i can officially declare that I have finished the Twilight series in 3 days!
call me a smug ass, call me a show off.
and yes, I LIKE THAT!
HAHHAAHHAAHHAHA!
xD
currently re-reading Eclipse.
our dear Edward ripping beautiful victoria's head out..
Oops,too much leak! xD
Labels: im tired, sick, sleepy, Twilight
Can I have some 'serendipity' in my life..?
its random.
but ohwell, life is boring and in a rut process.
but i gotta admit that I am having it better than before.
Anyway..
I have finished New Moon!
It kinda stole my sleep again.
Slept at 2am,woke up at 10am..?
There are guest in my house today.
So,as promised..
Best behavior.
No offense, but sometimes..
all these feng shui makes me feel all weird and stuff.
to believe or not to..?
Anyway,i have not been big banging.
and YES..
Monday is also a holiday.
So..
4 more days to go.
to MY 3 WEEKS HOLIDAYS!
go find job and etc.
^^
i need to go window shopping.
that's all then.
^^
Shandy, tell me when u wanna buy the accessories..
-EDITS @ 7pm-
Guess what..
I did something that shocked me badly.
With the company of 96 selected songs on my iTunes,
I finished them all.
What's the best thing..?
Im almost completed with Eclipse.. ^^
U,go girl.. ^^
Labels: feng shui, HOLIDAYS-summer, new moon, Twilight
- Twilight ; Stephenie Meyers.
im in madness.
lol.
I finished Twilight in like 8 hours!
and well,
it caused me to sleep at 4am.
im getting a tad bit older
my mum always nag at me saying that.
Well,and congrats to me
i have started on New moon.
Like what heidi said,its all about Jaob.
ohwell,at least Jacob is easing her pain,
from where i have read till.
Ok people,
im not big bangified recently.
uits the TWILIGHT craze.
so bye byes.. ^^
i will be finishing the book soon!
(:
Labels: bookworm, late nights, Twilight
Hellooo.
Today is Friday,or probably 30mins ago
School was ok with communication.
and Awwwwwww.
it was the last lesson for the year '08.
gosh.
Teamed with Suresh & Peishan.
did our stuff and mainly slacked.
kept playing word challenge in facebook.
im finaly in top 10
yay! (:
Peishan was doodling with Pet Society.
And class went on like usual.
Except it was much more less crazier,less active and less work.
After class ended,spazz about earrings and stuff with Shandy.
Then headed to Causeway to get her stuff.
After that,went to meet my daddy & mummy at Taka.
and ahhhh!
after looking at my surroundings,
Taka is really really high-class.
with high end goods and etc.
Man,i crave for a LV bag.
But gosh,$1,080 for that bag..?
ahh,man.
I saw even scarier prices.
$4,000 for an item that u carry on your shoulders.
O_o
But well,the beauty of LV seem to draw me into a whirlpool.
I dunno,but its alluring.
esp,when TOP from big bang uses their shades.
Walked past Chanel and stuff.
Man,Chanel is real pretty. ^^
Then met up with my parents.
Had dinner and AHHHHH..
i saw very nice yummy food.
*note to self,bring Shandy there!
Then headed to Coach to see the bags.
and man, $600 for a wallet.
wth. - ___ -;
ohmygod.
The bags were,well..
more expensive.
Then looked around in LV, Fendi,Dior, and the favourite Ralph Lauren.
Spotted a favourite in LV.
i wonder how long i have to earn to get a bag like that.. lol
And gosh,$175 for a Ralph Lauren tee.
man.. expensive for a piece of clothing.
but arghs,fashion statement.
Went to GUESS shop.
(hehe,favourited!)
Check out the stuff and didnt see the bag i wanted.
Then went over to the GUESS place in Takashimaya.
and AHAH!
there was my bag..
in red and grey..?
where's my BLUEEEEE..?
TT__TT
($200,is it considered ok..?)
Then walked walked around.
Saw Jimmy Choo's boutique.
and gosh,i love heels.
but fashion = pain is the price to pay.
So,forget it.
I will just get myself Dunks and Sneakers.
Walked around the cosmetic area.
and Ahhhh..
Anna Sui.. recent intro from my cuz.
Nice and pretty.
Spotted the Kenzo perfume round the corner.
I need to get one of those.
lol,it smells really vanilla-ish.
yummy. ^^
Then cont'd walking around lookign at bags.
was too tired to actually try on shoes.
and well,i wore my Nike Air..
i dont want let people see my jap socks.
xD
Went to kinokuniya with my parents.
My mum flipped through catalogues,
while i went to check out Twilight.
And ohmy.
the collection type was $150 for all.
all hardcovered.
But well,being a 'not-so-avid-fan-of-keeping-books'.
I decided to just buy all four books,soft covered.
And daddy was being so helpful in finding books that were in near perfect condition.
Thanks daddy! ^^
Bought the books and headed to the basement.
Went to get the Japanses fish pancakes.
walked all the way to wisma atria to get Starbucks.
i told my dad and mum that i was dying for it.
and them,for being so nice,followed me.
Bought chocolate java chip for myself and cafe mocha for my parents.
Was looking for the thing that me and jaz ate before going for daphne's concert.
hmmm,i wonder what is it called again.
Sat there and finished our coffee while my mum browsed
through the catalogue she bought.
After that,went home.
And read on Twilight.
and yeasaaaa!!
I love it.
Here I am, my parents in the living room.
Watching their show.
Ohyes,did i say it's 1am in the morning..?
And I must say,im intruiged by Twilight.
its darn good.
^^
im currently on Chapter 6
Wish me luck for as I can finish the book before watching the movie.
^^
BYES! (:
Andyes,im gonna do RJ tml.
somebody,REMIND ME,please!
Labels: im tired, shopping, spazzing, Twilight

I just had to post this at the top..
Big Bang just created History in Eunice life..

"Hey,hey, that's Eunice *points"
OMG.
OMG.
OMG.
I know this is old news,but oh well..
BIG BANG'S CONCERT'; BIGSHOW
On 31.01.09 & 01.02.09
The concert
Seating plan
★ Concert Details★
● 2009 BIGBANG CONCERT [BIG SHOW]
● Dates: 2009.1.31 (Sat) 6pm; 2009.2.1 (Sun) 3pm / 7pm
● Venue: Oylumpic Stadium Gymnastics Stadium
● Ticket Value: up to 66,000 Won (not inclusive of 10% tax)
● Oganiser: YG Entertainment
Credits for the information & pictures:
- YG Ent.
- G-Market (Seating plans)
Enough of the concert.
Cos, I cant go.
Thanks to my holidays.
WHY.. WHY.. WHY..
if it was in Jan..
Well, i mean early jan..
wouldnt it be good..?
*sighs*
Ohwell, never mind..
Cheer up.
Here is some very good news for BB fans.
Our boys have been nominated as 'Best Dressed'


dressing out of the norm is actually a fashion too ^^
Congrats,boys..
Credits for the information & pictures:
- minsarang@wp (for the info)
Lets see the funny side of our boys,shall we..?

this is so FREAKING funny
i burst out laughing when i saw this GIF
ohwell, it's SMEXY,yea..?

For Shid & Zul
Oh Zul, why is BONG so cute..?

For Zul
Caption : "Hey ya, Zul" *points*
Another Problem, Zul..
Mind keeping your boy's pants up..?

Is it me or is Bong's boxers a lil starry..?

His pants are getting owned by gravity

Again.. BOXERS exposure..

Zul, you need CPR..?
Now.. *drums rolls* its my T-T-T-O-P

Heard of 'Touch My Body..?

SEE THAT SMIRK,OMG,THATS SO FRIKKIN HOT

Bong & Bae..is CUTE..
Credits to Soompi Users for the pictures
- monVIP
- jemnise
Anyway,i found this on Soompi
"someone there pointed out that in GD's rap in REMEMBER (korean version)
you hear him say "kiss me VIP"
listen carefully.
jichyeo jami deulmyeon geudaen jamdeulji anko (Kiss Me)
hangsang meonbalchieseo amu mal anko
nunmuldo eojjeom geuri manheo tteoreojin sigan jogeumman chameo (VI)
naega sum swil su inneun iyu it's you miss you geudae(P)neun areumdawo"
-------------------- Cr: Soompi user; naturalhonee ----------------------
Cool..?
You bet so.. ^^
Another thing..
This is damn funny..
Misheard Sunset Glow lyrics.
I was laughing like a donkey when i saw what they wrote..
Cr: WendyNANA @ Youtube
Ok people,about my life..
THANKS SHANDY..
she helped me alot by listening to me today.
and well, computing sucked as usual
no one in my team chabot. ^^
Ok,tml got UT.
NIGHTS.. ^^
Labels: big bang mania, love, VIP
im feeling so upset right now.
seriously.
its all because of an icecream.
even when i am typing this,
my heart have this heavy feeling.
this feelings only appears once in a while.
it just makes me feel so drained and tired.
all i feel like doing is to stop,sit down in a dark corner.
bury my head into my knees and cry.
this feeling inside is so painful and hurting.
it seemed to take up an imaginary space in my body,
squeezing my lungs and organs into a knot.
i want someone to beat me up and exhaust this feeling.
this is so unbearable.
may this be guilt,sorrow,hatred.
but its tormenting me.
Yet,tears dont seem to fall.
All I can do is to pretend im strong and steady.
i really hate this pretense.
i really hate it so much.
I wont say im not in the wrong.
but why do you have to say that its all yours to blame..?
why do you have to spite us..?
i do not want to turn into u.
because you scare me so much that i fear..
fear that i will grow like u.
someone throw me into a web of lies.
so i can lie and coax myself into something much more convincing.
Labels: fears, im sorry, im tired, its singled sadness
im different.
im getting bored.
ok.
i have nothing to say.
thank my bro for the bag again.
i love it SOOOO much. ^^
anyway,daddy got sore eyes.
oh my.
it kinda hurts.
so, it DOES pay for not being healthy.
get well daddy.. ^^
another thingy.
went to have dinner with family ytd and stuff.
and i love yesterday's lesson.
MORALITY
lol, im morally right.. ^^
ok la. its ENT and IM BORED.
but its about HR.
lol.
ohwell, bye people.
dont feel like blogging alr..
Labels: boring, loved, music bank, this is my friggin classroom life

