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»bold and strong
Saturday, August 30, 2008

"A sudden outburst will last.."

if anyone caught my previous post (which i deleted)..
sorry for the rough language.
just having a rough patch.. :X

anyway..
i solved the problem today!
yay!!~
even though i still scratch my head.
hahah.

ok,so the LEO problem is settled.
anyway..

I seriously think my brother's friends have problem.
sheesh.
fancy them saying.
no hard feelings thou..
cos they're just bunch of kids..
xDD
immature bastards,i will say..
ok la,still feel the pinch.
but so what..?
im human. made of meat not STEEL.

ohya,
if u happen to pass my blog..
well, ANTAGONIZE.
i repeat antagonize urself by readign my posts.
Seriously..
I doubt im losing to u with these verbal quarrels.
because seriously..
if u look urself in the mirror..
i think ur no far better than me..?
lol, ur just a pathetic prideful little guy..
im so sorry.
if someone steps on ur lil ego,i bet u will squeal like a lil girl


well, familiarity is something that makes people expose their lil tails.
be it their history.
their weakness.
as time pass, everything is revealed..?
isn't it..
sighs..
what a fool..

Ohyes, I HAD SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY!
hahah.
had our class BBQ there.
even though i went home shivering like a little rat and suffered ant bites.
but woah..
yesterday was FUN!
lol.
I destroyed the styrofoam box..
lol. xDDD
man..
I still didnt manage to get eileen.
x ___ X
but i got lynn though.
lols!
hahahaha...
all the CS virtual thing..
hahaha..
funny is somthing i name this occassion.

tatas people.
its the last day of 7thmonth.
remember to pray!! :]

and here's one funny video.
i saw from Yandao.
hahah.
its HILARIOUS..
especially those who studied history can quite reminisce.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoTqRQ29Od8

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words spilled @ 8/30/2008 10:43:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»nope is an answer..
Thursday, August 28, 2008

" ohh, sing my favourite lullaby "

is it me or is my blog skin too old..?
I guess i can go hunting for blog skins before school starts.

man!~
why are the time so un-coordinated..
sheesh..

ang tadaaa..
lemme present u my BIGBANG albums..


Big Bang mini album Stand Up & my freebie..
:]
TOP is HOT,right..?



Here now is my current count of Big Bang albums.
2 of them sponsored by my dad..
hahaha! :]
lucky me..
One i buy myself.. xDD
I still have loads to collect.
Like Taeyang's HOT album and stuff.
And when did i become so crazy about this..?
xDD



Look who's married again..
Alyssa & Eunice..
PEIQI! u wait for urs..
Our R.O.M was at Sengkang library..



My happy wifey!
:]
Seriously, u can see she's damn skinny..
:X
and another trademark..
She looks like Darlie from 黑人牙膏
Doesn't she..? xDD



Let's wrap it up with this picture..
We manage to take this at the Cathay before the guard chased us away..
Shhh, keep it a secret.. ok?
xDD

I miss the old days..
When we act like crazy morons and stuff.
Can I relive those memories once again..?


"I dont know.. but ur acting like a 3 year old.."

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words spilled @ 8/28/2008 08:38:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»BIG BANG HAS ARRIVED

"gracious me..."

uhuhuhuhuhrrrr!~
i have to say..
going out with alyssa was a B L A S T..
No money spent except for some pasta and bubbletea..
:]

alyssa,i love uuuu!~
went to plaza sing with her then headed to compass to print the photos.
IM SO HAPPY!

anyway,i went home and another surprise hit me..
I recieved my starthots sprees~
hahah!!
my STANDUP (bigbang) album..
oh my god..
the pictures from the freebies were fabulous!

im waiting for my poster..
to be collected at the post office due to its bulky size.
hahah!~
lemme say..
Starthots is trustworthy..
haha.. :]

anyway..
im having a blast now.

and whadde..?
Jessica, u drunk..?
daummm..
partying sia la..
never chio..
:X

i dont know..
but my life is kinda in a rut..
:/

anyway, some good intros.
a very funny parody of Haru haru


i shall place the link here..
xDD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GCQJZYNZtQ&feature=related

Ok, im pissed about Big Bang's V.I.P saying too much bout GD..
those tshirt..?
Cmon!
GDragon has a sense of Style..
Sometimes, bold words are used to bring out a dull or boring t-shirt.
And hello..?
GDragon majored in fashion..!
(not quite sure bout this..^^;)
eeiiishhhh!~
Broaden urself and be more open-minded!

And ooohhh lalal..
Marc jacobs..?
whadddee...
TOP looks extremely.. ermmm...
I srsly has no say in this.. lol!
well, bae is still hot looking..
GD is well.. aweesoooome.
anyone tell me where to get his earrings..
they look catchy..!

I now know that BIGBANG is the MAN..
lol..
I love their music.
Sense of style..
Their shyness.
Their hardworking attitude..
OHMYGAWWD.
B I G B A N G is LOVES.

enough of spam.

PS: Amanda if u see this, if it possible of we meet.
I got ur bday present.. :]

this is SO random.
but totally cute..
wonder is it daesung or GDragon..
o___O
http://i38.tinypic.com/2nlvmsh.jpg

some youtube videos to offer..
hahah.
1)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87s9Uzb9PJk&feature=related
This is Taeyang for the opening for Alicia Keys concert is Seoul (if im not wrong)
His fly opened.. *X _____ x*
i just died`dddd...
he zipped it up thou..
xDDD



i commented on it..
xDDD
hahahah!~
Im the GeneGenezSher..
xDDD
i misused someone youtube acnt.
heh!
anyway,credits to Youtube..?
because i put it on blog..?
and WolvesandShinobies too.. :]


Next is..
Haru Haru part 2..
2) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhk-X9BEnDo
Not a parody.
More like a remake of the MV..
there's blooper scenes behind..
:]

This is about Super Junior H..
hehe..
Aww man.. my hyukie slipped.
Dx
That was an Olympic Celebration..
3) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aOHQqgirh8


AND AND AND!!
PIC SPAMS



How fabulous can Kwon's/Bong's/G's (beg my pardon) wardrobe be..?
Hur..?!
Look at those shoes..!
DAMNNIT!
am i spotting a Spongebob..?



here's Kwon/Bong/G doing a peace/cheese sign..
ohmy..
I hope he's ok with those people (esp V.I.P) flaming him.. Dx
I dont like it..
cos super star/genius/cute ass needs a break! Dx



GDragon/Kwon/Bong/G with No Brain singing 'OH MY FRIEND'

why the GDragon/Kwon/Bong/G! issue..?
Look at GDragon/Kwon/Bong/G! tshirt..
Notice anything..?
If you did.. and that is why he's being flamed..
sheeshh..
be OPEN-MINDED la




BAE & DAE!
cuteness overloadssss...
*brains goes haywire*
i likeylikey baeee....
and i like daeeeeee toooo.. xDD





Can i call this cute..?
' T - T . O . P '....
hahaha!~
i love him and his hair..
my my my..
how cute can TOP/ be..?



captions:
"You wanna mess with me..? Are u sure..?"
TOOOPPPPP! :]
he's sooo macho...



"D-I-S-C-O...!"
Uhm junghwa with 'T -T O P..."
hahaha! :]
Mnet.. :)
Anyway Lee hyori was there too..



here's the BIGBANG!
hmmm, i spot Adidas..
Fashion Critic :
This is the summer..
And I wonder how Big Bang is dressed..?

Daesung : You look like a rocker,baby!~
Cmon over to rock my world..
U look hot in black..
But black asorbs heat..?

Seungri: You look gorgous magnae..
But arent u a bit warm..?
U may wanna take off that jacket..?

GDragon : Wise decision,Kwon!
Your the only one wearing something fit for summer.
(Except for ur pants and that vest)
But urr.. whats on ur head..?
o___O

Taeyang : Babe, do you know ur wearing an animal on you..?
Ok,enough about animal rights..
Are u trying to kill urself in the summer..?
o___O
Ditch that fur thingy.. Dx

TOP : you look like ur from the underworld, love..
Sexy and hot, though.. :]

BIGBANG : Overall..
You guys should start wearing brighter colours and lesser clothing.
Come on over to Singapore..
I will teach you how to do it..
kekeeks! xDDD


Somehow a nearer picture of them..
:]
Kwon, Dae, Ri..



Also another close picture..
Tae and TOP..
my my my..
I seriously hope its faux and not REAL fur..



Tae looking good..
Captions:
"Im thinking bout Eunice Cheung,right now..."



LASTLY...
Captions: (Gdragon)
"Cant you guys just chill..
These logos are supposed to make u smile..
STOP SCOLDING ME..
and V.I.Ps; im getting cross!"

And an additional note..
Captions and critics are my OWN jokes and opinions..!

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words spilled @ 8/28/2008 12:24:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im like a rotting...
Sunday, August 24, 2008

"Girl, girl.. U-go-girl... "

Ohmygawwwwd.
Someone please..
I said PLEASE save me from depression.
sheesh.

ASGDFGDHJK.
that is something called ;
'out of the blue'..
Man, everyone is mugging their nuts off.
Those mugging for ur exams, u go get it.. MAN....!~
ganbatte!~ hwaiting!~ jiayou!~

Im in love with this..
hahaha

1 Night & 2 Days(1박 2일)
The cast :
1) Kang Ho-Dong 2) Kim C 3) Lee Seung Gi 4) Lee Su Geun
5) MC MONG 6) Eun Ji-Won

Its totally hilarious till the extent of me choking on my on phlegm!
On the condition that it is subtitled.
xDDD
hahaha.
Its terribly funny to see Kang Hodong overreacting.
Kim C giving that silly smile..
lol. everything is funny.

KBS World ROCKS!~
Channel 173 on Starhub..
hurhurs.
Another hit is Golden Star Bell Challenge.
And also Music Bank..!
Heard that arirang is goign to be aired soon.
*FOC*
hahaha!~
happy..
my dose of Korean entertainment is subtle for my self-made boring life.


"It seems so dramatic whenever I think of you..
Be it the memories we shared or the paths we taken together.
Forever,it is etched in my heart.
Due to my raging jealousy, I fall prey to my anger..
Which turned into hurting words..
I hereby ask u to forgive me...
Thou has realize my silly mistake after thinking through..
It feels sad without you..
Would you still.. Be my friend..?
But if you aren't keen..
I guess I am ok too..."


aiishh..
WHERE IS MY STARTHOT's GOOD's..?
*screams hysterically*
Man, I dreamt of Seungri the night before.
(this is SO random)
AHHH
*continues screaming*
They said the shipping is on 7/08 - 7/20
IT HAS BEEN 4 days after the end of the shipment..
Where is my goods..
*howls*

*snaps back to reality*
*clear throat*
Oh,where was I..?
Ok ok..
These few days are soo ever rotting for me.
*sighs*
anyway, I borrowed some VERY good books.
One of the example is..
about learning from ur dogs.
And well, I realize lots of things.
Hahah, that I am lack of..
And what i read was not what I thought it used to be..
Many self-realization..
*that was an accomplishment*
:]

YAYAYAY!
i can finally go out on Monday..
Thanks to Alyssa..
The dearest..
My head of the 'harem'..
Wonder how is my beloved..

I shall hereby 're-rank' my belovedsss..
1) Alyssa (she's the head)
2) Alicia (my advisor)
3) those are my little wifeys.
E.g : Gladys,Zhenling,Shimin,etc...
*come to me if u want a promotion*
But no more than position 3..
Cos my beloved darlings are there...
xDDD

ok la, i tired liao..
Well, here's a webbie to see
1박 2일..
http://dkyang258.googlepages.com/1night&2days

And well well well..
i have taken an interest in Graffitti..
Let u see some good linky which teaches good graffitti.
http://www.mrwiggles.biz/graffiti_alphabets.htm
http://www.wikihow.com/Draw-Graffiti-Names

and!!
let u see some saxy boys..
my babes!!!!
hahaha...
Haru Haru... (live)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkG15LF-4RA

Due to my utmost impatient character..
I shall present it in Youtube form..
lols.



OHMYGOD.
that was so hot..

ok la,i really tired alr..
NIGHTS.
i need sleep..

BAEEEEE!
here i come for uuuuuuu....!~

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words spilled @ 8/24/2008 01:09:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»emotions
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

"Hoping to find a spot to rest on.."

Weakness..
Is something everyone fear to show others.
Even to those whom they love..
Is it the lack of trust..?

I am really in need of a job now.
I cant just slugg around in the house in this state.
Intro..?
Anyone..??

Anyway, my hols has been quite a 'pffffftt'...
I do not know what am i doing.
*scratches head*
Hoping to find a job and earn money (besides my mum's money)

Well well, after ah gong camped over at our house for 3-4 days.
My grandma is finally out of the hospital.
I guess I really kinda long for a good relationship with the elderly.
sighs, its all too late now.

well, well..
I have learn quite a lot.
haahaa...
Must really eat more fruits.
xDDD

"WHEN AM I GETTING A PUPPY,HUH?!!"
Im asking this question like the 1000th time..?
mama said soon.
Once she deals with this 'problem'..
:/
How long will that take..?
We still need to change papa's mindset.
Can la, they alr said its SAFE!
So now buy, let the puppy stay in this environment,
then we change the environment when it reaches a suitable age.
:O

Aiiish, A silver medal.
*sighs*
Ok lo, the table tennis team did well.
:]
Nice job..

It takes effort to sustain Friendships..
Im putting in effort yet it is all in vain..


sighssighsisighs.
KNS. x ___ X
hat was i supposed to blog about..?
cant quite remember.

i better get on with my life..

OK LA.
READY. SET. GO!...

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words spilled @ 8/19/2008 12:30:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»sick.tired.exasperated.worried.
Thursday, August 14, 2008

"things happened too fast,it was all in a blur.."

'jealousy turns into rage..'
Lemme tell you,im NOT jealous at all.
Because I dont give a shit about how and what you guys do.
Bitching behind the people that you hang out with is rather amusing..
I really cannot stand that pretense.
lols.
im so so so OVER this.
But well, thank you for the great memories we had.
I will keep it in mind..

well, enough of ranting.
Lets get on with my life..

*the BIG , BANG!*
i saw that on jess PM..
hahah, that is what has been lurking in my poor brain for ages.
FYI: im down with sore throat AGAIN.
dammit.

i really hate getting sick.
even though when ur sick, people care about u..
but whadde?!
it hurts and make u feel like slugging in bed for hours..
I did sleep like 14 hours straight..?
:D

anyway, loads of things happen..
uncountable.
first,im changing class soon.
Tuesday was my last day of school,which was also my last day in W25K.
*sighs.
i really love this class again..
once again, im in love with this class.
Thank you, Eileen..
im so greatful to you..
Im so glad that I have met you and Lynn.
Because you 2 elders have taught me valuable lessons.
Thank you so much!

and yes, HAFIZ
my note is ur redemption ticket.
Redeem ur coffee by bringing the note to me.
Or else no Coffee..!
hahahah!!~

IKAIKAIKA,
i will mismissmissmisss UUUUUUUU!
always be an angel.
When there's a performance, put it on ur PM..
i will wanna go!~

Next,i went Pulau Tekong with my class on Wednesday..
that was an eye opener.
cos..
i finally realized that they are veryvery nice people..
and well,we saw a fair share of cutie pies.
xDDD

I also realised..
its never easy to heal a heart u hurt once..
So, prevention is better than cure...


Lynn and mich had motion sickness.
but thank god no one puked.
:D
I love the ending of this class..
Indeed, it ended on a high note..

*lets put the bad things behind us and shout..
1 , 2 , 3 W25K , WHOOOOSH!~


Im so glad mummy asked me to go for it.
cos it was memorable..
Lynn face painted..
Eating the army food..
Having fun..
:DD

Third..
In the evening, went to have dinner with the family..
ate xiaoxuanfeng..
then daddy recieved a call from grandpa.

ah ma got heart attack.. Dx
she had to go for bypass and ah gong stayed over my house.
Dx

ok la, i have to stop.
im getting tired.
nightz.

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words spilled @ 8/14/2008 10:53:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»WHUDDE?
Monday, August 11, 2008

"there goes the special august..."

teh!~
my special august just swooshed past me.
aiish.
-_____-

1st is the ALC...
2nd is the opening of the olympics.
3rd is singapore's 43rd bday.
hurhurs.

first is my ALC..
I COMPLETED ALC.
3 STORIES EH..?!
WHAT THE HELL..!
damn scary.
Dx
THANKS HAFIZ..!~
hurhurs.

during 080808.
it was one of my saddest days ba..
my beloved teacher.
Dx
sighs, last lesson of G104..
CEDRIC is the BEST!~
he treated us icecream and chicken rice(?)...
eiiisshhhhhh...

after that, went out with jazreel to novena;
(velocity & square 2)
jaz went to snip her hair while i went to see see.
Dx
bought stuff at cotton on.
I SAW TOP SHADES!~
hahahahahah!
and i bought it at $13.....!!
but i spent $90 in there,.
but well.. 8 pieces of things..?!
haaha, worth it..
xDDD

i saw lots of china people supporting the opening of olympics.
wow, i wish i was that patriotic.. Dx

ok la, should i chao half away..?!
Dx
hahahah.. xDDD

Edits at 3:44pm in W2 lvl1 toilet.

LOL. i better skip the details.
'i wonder how jaz manage to stand the flashing lights in the last cubicle..?'
well, i chiong for the last lesson of G101.
did the ppt and stuff.
well, nora said it was not bad (hehehehehe, xPPP)
i think, not very perfect ba..
Dx
cos normally my other team mates can back me up with their prior knowledge.
hais, i will miss Nora..
and well, today was a bunch of hugs and smiles.
jaz had a bad day (i presume)...

"i dont know, but i said the truth.
The facts went into my 'words analyzer and it deems unoffensive
but she seem mad at me.. Dx"

- Lynn, hopefully the expression you gave me was one that shows ' im tired..' and not
' im mad'.
^^;

hurhurhurs.
my tummy hurts and i got a BUBBLE WATCH which cost like 8 bucks..?
hhahahaa.
mama said "cheap stuff dont last"..
I doubt so..
hurhurs.
xDDD

eeteuk has this watch.
hyukie too..
hurhurs.. xDD

THIS FLASHING LIGHTS ARE MAKING ME DIZZY.

hopefully, everyone would be present tomorrow..
hurhurs. :DD

WEAR CLASS T-SHIRT.
and daummmmmmm. (said to be damn)
i bought a few size too big..
Dx
sobs, im wearing a dress or what..?!

im gna post pictures.
keep a look out for me in the skies!!~
(my ALC...)

"sometimes, i feel bad of what i have done to him..
But when there is no love, it cannot last...
sighs, it all should not have start..."

anyway, im gna go shoppung with jazreel again!
teeheees.
:D

jessica is loves.
yenxi is loves.
jazreel is bigbigbig loves.
x]
no biasness intented.

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words spilled @ 8/11/2008 10:43:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»i will suck it up and move on
Thursday, August 07, 2008

"blah blah black sheep any any mooooo..."

im being random, and seriously.
u guy are in ur own world.
*scoffs*
im pissed and yes, i will say it in ur face.

im glad i met up with much more mature people than u guys..

those people not related to this, just fuck off.
i dont need ur sarcasms.
and thanks lynn.
i always thought my messages were unclear,
I didnt know that i set my messages that straight.
thak u for telling me this.
Cos i feel more confident of telling them how i feel.

act ignorant all u can..
I cant be friends with you people anymore...
CHILDISH behaviours.
Yes, i have met better people then u guys..


OHYES,FORYOURINFO,FRIEND(s) THRASH THINGS OUT..
THEY DONT BITCH BEHIND OTHER BACKS.
YOU NOW UNDERSTAND WHY I AM NEUTRAL, HERE..
IN UR FACE..


*exhales*

im feeling so much better now.

and YEAAAAAAHHHHHHH!~
W25K is LOVED..
i dont wanna separate,but we have to..
Dx

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words spilled @ 8/07/2008 12:43:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»forgive and forget
Wednesday, August 06, 2008

" What is Jazreel doing in the toilet..? O_o"

hahaha.
i think u guys know... xDD

oh yesyes.
HAPPY AUGUST '08...


Happy 1st,2nd,3rd,4th,5th,6th August..

wahaahahahahha!~

1st August - Release of Big Bang 'Stand Up' album.
2nd August - MTV Asia Awards. (I caught it..) Except i didnt see the nominees for Korea.
3rd August - Stayed at home and slacked..? Did I not..?
4th August - Pon school
5th August - Pon again... I know,its bad..
6th August - Went to school. =___=

im waiting for the 08.08.08. (Olympics)
and the 09.08.08...
Singapore's 43rd Birthday..

and well, the others..?
is the future..

sighs, i really dont know what to say or do now..
Dx

anyway, its funny some people are so ignorant..
and wth?
When did Channel 51 become MTV China..?
lols.. xDD

OHYES, im so lucky yesterday.
On the 5th of August.
I caught School Attack and it was S U P E R J U N I O R.
And Golden Star Bell Challenge; S H I N E E.
xDD

H I L A R I O U S ..
x ______ X

and michelle darling, when did you try me before..?
"Eunice bu hao chi..?..."
No one ever said I tasted nice..
hahah..!~

ok then, its S C I E N C E again.
hmmphs,
6th of August is named to be the first & last.

Today is my first time doing the ALC programme.
I would like to try the programme, scaling high heights..
and well..
Today is also the last science lesson..
I will miss you, Mr Mentor..
Dx
Thanks for all u have done..
xDDDD

and BAM..
I AM BROKE.
waiting for my bigbang album,taeyang cap and taeyang socks..
hurhurs.. xDD

"Im so sorry, but I love.. Taggajinmal.."
molayo... I dont know..
Oppa, saranghae, take care.. :DD

"today is a gift, because its called present..."

Edits at 11:46pm.
im home, finally.
after the high ropes obstacle course with W25K..
man, i will tell myself NEVER ever forget this day.
and thank you H A F I Z..
HAFIZ PRAISED ME AND LYNN!~
xDDDD

Lynn, well DONE!
ahahha!
YOU DID IT!~
remeber the " 1,2,3" and you stepped over!
JIAYOU.
I told u alr, u can do it.
and u did it!

Michelle, thank you for cheering the classmates..
Ur such an angel..
:D
GO GO GO MICHELLE

Nigel, hahahah!
giant baby!
thank you so much.
when you said 'wo bu yao' is your phrase,
you took the fear away from me for a millisecond..
:D
thanks!

zhimei!
the lil tomboy..
thank u so much.
haha, idk why..
but you just make me feel very comforted when ur around..

Eileen, thanks for cheering too.. :DD

Sarah & MG.
u 2.. aiyo...
anyway, thanks SARAH.. xDD
arigato gozaimatsu..!~

Mingfeng,
thanks for allowing me to go first..
and hahah..
thank you for being so nice and not stepping on the 'see-saw' when i shouted.
hahaha!~
THANKS!~

JOSHUA, hahaha..
Da jie, ooooppsss.
Da ge, thanks a lot..!~

JUNJUN, laopo.
thanks a lot..
aisinile..!~

HENRY!~
aiiishss, ur toe la.
take care sia..
and thanks for being our photographer for the day!~
its such an honour to have a friend like you in class!
DO take care..

IKA, i love you so much...
Thank you babe..
And well, YOU DID GREAT!~
you were FAST..

JAZREEL,
my beloved...!
today is a day you conquered your fear and mine..
WE DID IT...!~
hurhurhurs!

HAFIZ,
my Nescafe boy.. :]
Thank you for being there..
You really helped me alot..
Thank you, saviour..
I really thank you alot, from the bottom of my heart.
Its really comical that you actually went back to help me because I was scared.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
And im so sorry for screaming at you..
I was just too scared.. :X
Its my honour to be friends with you..
and I thank Chocolate for bringing us together as friends..
haah!~
eh, that was supposed to be our 1st movie date leh.
Dx
and dont steal jazreel away!


To those people whom i forgot to mention..
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO BE THERE..
we have just created HISTORY.. and it will be in our MEMORIES;forever

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