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»Urgh..
Friday, May 30, 2008

"Allelujah... xDD"

im exhausted.
xDDD
words spilled @ 5/30/2008 09:23:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»lol lol lol LOLITA!
Thursday, May 29, 2008

"Arrrghs,my pocket burned...!"

I came to school surprisingly early today.
Reached my class at 8:40am.
Well,the price of coming so early,by cab...
Costed me 13.80+$4.85=$18.60

This is my first time and well last time I want to cab to school.
It is my 5 days expenses,ok?!
im so uber-ly shocked.
siala.

I cabbed here because of 2 reasons.
Thinking that today is contemporary,and UT test.
:/i hate computing.

SIAN!
sadly,yes..
Ireached earlier before UT started.
BUT,its computing today..
ZzZz.
not that I hate computing..
just that contemporary allowed me to
score a minimum of 7As after attending only 8 lessons.

:]
but computing is gracious.
I scored B's...
THANK U,MR AW.. x]

sheesh,this is the only time I can be happy.
But i aint feeling that happy today.
Ohyayay,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SAMANTHA.. UR 17,AND UR A FARTBAG..!!~

ohyes,sorry love..
called u too early in the morning.
hahahahah!~
cos i need someone to comfort me ma...
I so freaking scared.
xD
LOVESSSS!~
eh,that was counted as MORNING CALL..


SIALA,FUCKKKK.
one qn didint do.
and its something i know.
B I G F U C K.

F U C K.
John is an un-discharged bankrupt. Can John take a new job that requires him to travel to Indonesia frequently?..

NO LA,cannot la..
HE CANNOT LEAVE LA.
actually,he can leave for indonesia.
But he need to ask Singapore's govt for permission.
:]
SIAN!~

I didnt do sia...
NIN NA SAI...

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

siala,i wanne go for archery lesssons.
Weee.
last time archery at malaysia last year..
x]
LOVEEE YOUUUUUUU...


siala,IM A STUPID BITCH.
hahahha,no la.



I heard from people,no...
Its from Jazz's mouth.
She said..
"Friends are those who still keep in contact with '
you even you are not in the same school/class..."


so..
my friends are specifically:
Sam,Amanda,Grace,Mingyan,Gladys,Shimin,Alyssa...


This is what Sam and mingyan want me to do...

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Cry,Scream,want to find him and kick his nuts ba.
But after that,I will find him and ask him why..

And take it as a lesson learnt.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be freaking rich. Never ending wealth,but yet be a humble person.
So i can provide my family and friends things when they need it.


#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Anything is ok. Extragavant,Simple..
But most importantly,my wedding has to be really sweet.
With everyone i love present and to be given good blessings.


#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmmmm,yes.. confused is sure one. But hopefully,i will find a right path.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
hmmmm,someone who understands me,give me hugs everyday.
Love me more than i love myself. Treats me like a princess ba.. xD


#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being lovedd. :]

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Hmmm. Not too long ba. Cant waste my youth on one person.. xDD

#8 if person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Shrug it off and like someone else! ahhahhahaha.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes.just i was unhappy because something I just experienced

#10 is being tagged fun?
YESYESYES,when its meaningful and when it cheers me up.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hmmm,never think sia..Hopefully working in a place earning >$6K...

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY,really IMPORTANT friends,HIM.. (lovesss)

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she is silly,funny and she laugh like crap.

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Hmmm,single but rich. Cos this world is too Materialistic.

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
Snooze my bloody alarm,make a fuss in bed and open the mirror to see myself.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
Yes. On the condition that person is someone who loves me more than i love myself.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hmmm,that happens usually. take the one that likes me and who have better points lo.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
NICE,FUNNY,SILLY & PURE @ HEART. :]

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
those 'friends' who act like friends and just bring me down. :]

#20 how many people you think they fall in love with you now?
LOL,none?! kimkibum.TOP.JGS. (teehee. xD)

hahahhaha.. xDD
people i tag.
DAPHNE,SARAH,JAZZ!:]



I noticed something.I was unhappy afterall.
Not to say,But i realised that there are things that HAVE to be left UNSAID when there are people like them in place...
true enough,they are being fake..
In ur face,I say that its ok to hang out with u..
But behind,you guys are all the same..
LOL,everything is said in ur own words.
Nobody has any say.
hahaha,i just find these people so seriously childish.
CONTINUE TO BE IN UR WORLD,IDO NOT THINK IT'S WHERE U BELONG...
i rather to be stress free.
then getting uptight,hanging out with those 'im in our own world,u dun belong inside' people.im getting freaked out that they can be that childish..


u think im saying about u? search deep down,dont avoid because u want face.
And if u realised it that u have been doing these,yes then ur the one..

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words spilled @ 5/29/2008 08:48:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»hahahs. HOT DEBATE.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I let u see one very cute picture of The Gazette
KAI!!!!!
My beloved drummer.

KAI!

KAI 2. :]
"Lack Of Money is the root of all Evil.."

lols,just debated with Michelle's team.
No Offense.
Im just like that when it comes to debating.^^"
hahahas.

Siala,debated till very shiok.
That was the best part out of today.
AND!
LSM do not sucks.
He's a nice guy... :]

Teamed with Sarah,Simon,Hafiz and Joshua.
VS-ed
Michelle,Daphne,Ming Feng,Henry,and the MIA 3.9 Raman..

tiredd.

im beginning to fall into the deep trap.
:/
SHEESH.
eh,STOP TALKING TO ME!

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words spilled @ 5/27/2008 04:10:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»No. 191. :]


"SUPER JUNIOR & GIRL'S GENERATION"

"Kissing You,Baby!"

"This is HAWT. Look at Hyo Yeon!"

"Baby Baby.."
"ohh la la,I wish we have college fest.. Dx"

sia la!
I HATE LeeSoiMok

he's so boring.
siann`ed.
anw,its Enterprise sia.
Missed last week lessons.
POA,somemore.. ://
ZzZZzZ.

sheesh,now keep using excel till cannot take it.
but so cool.
LOL.
hahaha.

random: SAM,i want loco roco.
:]]
trying to get th game in progress.


tmrw is SCIENCE.
butt guy is back.
geeee,how i hate him for his stupid 'i act nice'..
:/
IM SO NOT PAYING ATTENTION.

EEEEEEEK,
i dun wna get sick.
DDx

"Ooo La La.. Ooo,My Baby..."

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words spilled @ 5/27/2008 11:55:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im LATE again.
Monday, May 26, 2008

"ZZZZZZZZZZZ.... why?"

sheesh,im late again. :/
first
I overslept,then..
I forgot my laptop.

=_=

I dunno why I am so lazy.
i kept snoozing my phone,then woke up at 7:26.
i was supposed to leave house at 7:30!
lol,weird.. right?!

I am still coughing and wheezing.
ZzzzzzzZZZ.

Im now trying sinseh's medicine.
SO FREAKING BITTER.
T_T
ate 1 whole week of anti-biotic alr,still haven't recover.
ZzZzzz.

Argghs.
anw,forgotten to take lappy out today.
rushed home to get it and changed clothes.
its too darn hot to wear jeans out.
:/

Well,shall talk about my weekends.
hehes.
On Saturday,
collected my spree item from PrettyBooth with sam.
made sam wait for me for like an hour?
hahahas. ^^"
mianhaeyo!~
MY APPLE T-SHIRT SO CUTE. :]
lols,anyway,i love SPREES.
hahahaahhas.
shopped in tampinese,no..
is window shopping.
im BROKE,btw.

Then met Ammy after she did her assignment with her TP friends.
went to sam's house after that and slacked.
relaxed and talked crap.
ate BAZHANG.
hahahas.
wrapped grace bday present in white writing paper.
siala,then mummy ask me go home.
ZzzZZZzz.

Parents went to fetch me to bedok to eat.

On Sunday,
went to sam house again.
Surprised grace with present.
hide with amanda outside grace's neighbour house.
SO WARM LA.
omigosh.

went to eat with grace,jiapeiiiiiii,sam,amanda.
went to eat YOSHI.
:D
my loveesssss.
then gace meet that guy.
while ammy,me,sam,jiapei walked around heartland.
went to see earphones.
I prolly wna get the lime green earphones.
:]

after that,sent jiapei home then play at the fitness corner.
my hand was feeling so..numb.
lols.
went sam's bouse again.
then she downed water into me.
siala,thanks NURSE SAM. :)

received sarah's sms abt streetfest.
mummy sure dun allow me go one.
cos im still sick.
:/
searched for picture on streetfest'07,
urgh,saw that person's multiply and the cosplay picture.
actually,i dont hte her.
but her death note cosplay 'squeeze-chest-to-show-you-i-woman' picture,
turned me off.

then went to search for lolita pictures.
came about this lolita website.
I dont mind cosplay people and stuff.
but i prefer nice looking people doing it. :]
SARAH is my lolita.
JyCE too.
omigosh,joyce is the cutest lolita.
!!

anyway,my lovedd` lolita style is Kodona Style.
means PRINCE.
tailcoat and 3/4 shorts with a tophat. :]
loveddd.

also KURO and SHIRO lolita.
ALL black or ALL white.

FYI: I have been at sam house for continuous 3 days. xDDD

then let her listen to the mutton's songs.
while ammy showed us one SNSD video.
lol.
FRIGGIN funny.
xDDD
wth,SUPERJUNIOR is NOT GAY.
some stupid people went to cosplay them.
SHEESH.

then went home lo.
SAM,im so so sorry for not going online.
Bro was using.
://

Im getting over you. :]

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words spilled @ 5/26/2008 09:52:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»AWESOME!~
Friday, May 23, 2008

"I just saw Charles dancing..."

OMIGOSH,
I SAW CHARLES DANCING BALLET!
:]

anyway,im still dying.
have not been progressing well.
DD:
sighs.

i wish i can do better. :]

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words spilled @ 5/23/2008 03:15:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»do u see washing machine doing salsa?
Thursday, May 22, 2008

"knn,wtf,wth,CBF,fuck,cmcf"

lol,lol,lol..
jst joking with the headers.
I was just being random..
hahahah.

im so tired now.
freaking drowsy..


SIALA,
I forgot to sms shimin. Dx
my BAD!
sorry sorry;3rd Wife.. Dx
im at fault.
still promised to talk to her thru sms.
SORRY!
(bow down)
> <"

V(^ (00) ^)V


anw,time to give dajie her present alr.
GRACE!!!!! :]]
hope she would be happy with it.. DD:
ammy,sam,and me paid $ for it.
kekekes.

ohya,
tell u guys something very scary orh.
just now,while washing my cup and standing next to my washing machine..
my washing machine shook like crazy.
I was peeved,man!
I was afraid that it would topple.
So i wash the cup while using one leg to hold the washing machine in place.
Brrrs.
(X_x)
scared big time,sia..


anw,
u may want go YOUTUBE to watch this..
Type Audition for Martial Arts.
Its all for good laughs..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-DT_8y7rJM

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words spilled @ 5/22/2008 10:16:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»croaking like a toad.

"I ain't wanna pretend"

im still sick.
D:
sia la.
please allow me to recover.

getting my beautiful clothes. :]
on the 24th..

I realised that not everything in this world is flawless.
even thou I had told myself that there is nothing called perfect in this world.

sighs,
I wonder is it a little too late..?

siala,
everthing that comes around in this world in going round and round.

someone is singing A7X songs..
:]]


I will tell myself not to cry..
Be strong,Be wild,Be True....
Sometimes,I realised that you are naive.
But I really think that this really spared my agony.
If only you knew the truth,I think it would be harder for me to accept.
I would never want to know wheter you in love with her or not.
Deep inside me,Im crying for release.
Just show it to her that you like her and spare me the pain..?
Ok...?
I'll leave the confessions to the confessionals.


Came late to school today,sian-ed.
And I think Michelle is pissed with me.. D:

Today,in the blink of the eye..
I deleted everything about,regarding,anything about him.
well,eunice re-borned on 3:00pm today,22/5/08....


im glad that I did this,or else probably,i will go nuts.
hahahs.
amanda,u aint the only God Of Jealousy.
I dun want to be in that..
It's POISON,only show off people do that...

Im in too.
haha.

Yu-Ling,BE LIKE ME,MAN..
who cares about that asshole.
Sherraine;if u ever treasue Yu-Ling,
DO THE RIGHT THING
No point making yu-ling upset by hanging out with tht moron/retard..
Yuling dear,
tht moron is not ur type of dish,alright?!...
wait for a better one..
he's not WORTH of u.

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words spilled @ 5/22/2008 11:35:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im half dead,
Wednesday, May 21, 2008

"where's nurse sam...?"

im dying..
sighs,im exhausted and half dead.
i wonder how jazz managed to come school today..

IM SO IN PAIN.
DD:

help help help..

well,i dont really like him,amanda..
LOL.
:]
i dont like him anymore..

but well,he is still hot as ever.
:]]]]]]
LOVESSS.

im tired,restless in pain.
both internally and externally.

anw,
i realise that it was all my fault.
It would not have turned like that if I didnt fall for him..
but well,
I just hope we still can be friends.
:]
im an asshole,sometimes,i just feel like escaping from here.
i wonder..

if i dissappear from the face of the earth,will u guys even cry...?

Im now trying to hope,that it will go back to where i was before.
i just want the old u back.
treat me like a friend,will u..?

and well,
i think im getting ASS.
attention seeking syndrome..
fuck. haha...
IM NOT A TWIT,FOR FUCK SAKE...

anyway,its so funny.
hahah.
MG's phone rang,
with Yui singing Rolling Star
during Jun Jun's presentation.

Paul did something so surprising.
I thought he would reprimand MG.
but well,he was clapping his hands.
:]
ROFLS.

lols,so funny la.

anyway,Jazz..
PAUL's BUTT IS SAGGING.
i can see it.
he can no longer fit into his salsa pants.
Unless..
you make him use the BUTT MASKS.
:]

EDITS
well,stayed back in class for quite a while.
jazz,lyn and eileen went to Mustafa today.
kekeks.
And yes,simon called.
Well,SIMON ah..
PLEASE TAKE CARE HOR.
go see doctor if u need to.
'fang tai' will cook tonic for ya..
even though ur in risk of gettign killed by me.
hahahs.
well,simon 3G-ed eileen and we poke to him lo.
seriously,i today no mood.
cos very sick,thats why im so quiet..
hahas.
tomorrow is another day.
have to get back to school sia.
:/
anyway,im missing u,boy..
cos i think ur my next big thing...

sighs,
its a sweet sweet love.
"Never did I expect this,
Your eyes just caught me off guard.
Can you give me your love like what you did to her..?
Lets not make this love underground,but make it to the headlines.
Make me scream for your name when you leave..
Tell me that we still could be together and yes..
be together forever.
I ain't a babe,yet im chillin`..
Waiting for ya to make me feel.."

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words spilled @ 5/21/2008 10:50:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»sick,sickened,sickening
Tuesday, May 20, 2008

"coughs and wheezes with dad.."

First the heartbreak,now comes the throat pain.
Siao la..
I hate having this tyoe of mild sickness.
But it also means Im also slightly free of dangerous illness.
small sick will prevent big sick.
LOLs.
sorry,weird translation.

anyway,yes SAM..
i like him.
haha. :]]

yawns,today sucha boring day.
talked to sarah.
wished her a happy bdae.
and found out that our class has so little people in it.
everyone getting the virus.
:/
those need to get well,please get well soon.
INCLUDING ME.
:]]

siala,u guys better nt PON class again.
k?...


"Dont treat me like ur older sister,I just wna be your girlfrind"

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words spilled @ 5/20/2008 09:11:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»my curfew is 12.
Sunday, May 18, 2008

"MAD DASH!!"

YAYAYAYAY!
had fun yesterday. :]
went out with th Wafflers.
I decided to name;
'W25K WAFFLES' as th WAFFLERS.

ahhahas,
own crappy thinking.
well well,
*whispers*
I broke my first curfew!
ahhahaha.

this is like,
lol. FIRST TIME.
well,reached home at 2am yesterday.
lols.
CRAZY RIGHT?!

shall explain why i reached home THAT late.
lols.
In the morning,arnd 2:30,met up with Jazz and Lynn.
Went for the Kid's Run talk then accompanied lynn to change wallet.
The guess wallet the clip cannot clip back.. :/
I cannot stand the aunties la.
they compain,complain..
its ur PRODUCT that got problem eh!

well,after that Lynn went back to Hyatt to work.
Whereas me and jazz were walking around wisma atria there.
(am i right?)
went to Contton On to see th clothes.
tried on a few,then wanted to get the scarves.
BUT SIA LA,
it was $10 with any other purchase or the original price is $20.
sian. :/


well,after that went to Charles and Keith to see bag.
talk talk and chat chat with jazz before walking to dunno whr,
@ 5plus,we walked to..
the John Little.
LONG JOHN SILVER to meet our friends.
saw nigel,simon,mingfeng and mich's church friends.
well,sadly only 2 of the china people came.
Jun Jun and Zunhua. Xuguang couldnt come. DD:
sadly,he was too tired.
lols.
that very nice guy. :]]

So these were the people I met.. :]]
Jazreel,Mich,Jun Jun (no.11),Zunhua,Nigel,Simon,MG,Mingfeng.
as well as Mich's church's friends.
Met Shareen,Melissa (SHE LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE AMANDA SISTER,SIA!),Emily (the very cute ABC.),Jason (th guy with extension),Luke (the Earthwalker. xD),Raymond (making fun daphne,GOOD JOB DONE!),Michael,Guixiang (inside the smell,it is very expensive),
Melody (the AMERICA but is CHINA girl :] her english rocks..) and loads of the other people..

after that,called MG.
well,he was with Sarah and shld be SGcafe friends.
called him to rush over.
cos everyone was waiting for him.
:/
kekes.

anw,MG,NICE HAIR TODAY!! :]
but his friday hair nicer..DD:
Look more like L.
HAHAHAHA!
¬ ¬"

met up with him,and all of us walked to the Jap building.
was bullying junjun again and again.
cos she's so adorable.
kept smacking her face.
sorry if it hurts. DD:

went up the lift and met up with their other friends.
walked into this very high class place.
the outside look like kena people destroy like that.
but inside very grand. :]]

talked talked and played with junjun.
disturbing MG also.
hahah.
I went to choke him.
I think it might have hurt cos he push me away.
sorry sorry (guilty)
> <"
zunhua also bully junjun with us.
LOL!
then nigel tell me dun bully junjun.
but I LIKE LEH. :PP

changed hats with junjun.
then take some pictures.
anw,was wearing the winter wear bought from taiwan.
I WAS SWEATING LIKE CRAP.
D:
heard that im junjun's 3rd hubby.
talk about flirtatious,hah!
:PP

after that,they ushered us into the auditorium?
(if im nt wrong)
then sat down and talked talked.

Sat near melody (whose english is VERY good even thou she's from china)
MG and Junjun sat beside me.
went to kidnap bunny from MG and threw him my guess bag/
HAHAH,
cos very very heavy.
LOLs.
(I think bunny gained weight!)

After that,
they had a band singing songs or play games.
cant recall. :/

anyway,they gave a theme.
as in when they..
"Who have the LONGEST,FASTEST,BIGGEST.."
then people must run over to the stage.

RP had loads of people running to the stage.
lols.
First,was Jason..
Which did the fastest..
well,they were asked to blow a balloon and pop it.
At first,i thought we were gone case.
but well,
JASON was BRILLIANT.
other 2 blow until so big,but jason blew the balloon smaller then the 2.
and he popped it.
clever right?!
lols.

Second,was SIMON.
haha.
he did BIGGEST
Biggest capacity to finish the water.
I was screaming like mad when he finished.
LOL!
:]

Third,NIGEL.
hahahahah!
Cos it was the LONGEST
Nigel is a giant.
thinking that longest means tallest,we ask him to go.
LOLS.
but!!!
weirdly,they were looking for LONGEST leg hair.
= =

lol.
but well,
we still won.
RP WON!
We managed to get Ben and Jerry's ice cream vouchers.
YAY!
:]]]]]]

FYI: it was people all over from SP,TP,NYP,NP,RP,and NS men.
so it was competition with other schools. :]

anw,watched the drama.
FYI:the theatre was called 'Imposter'.
AND well,it was FUNNY.
hahaha.
cos got Daphne with her "WOAH WOOO WOAH WOO YEAHH YEEE YEAHHH".
LOLS!

after everything,
which lasted till like 9 plus?..
walked to plaza sing and talked among ourselves and stuff.
and during the walk,
something happened..
MG,U MUST BE RESPONSIBLE.
screams*
(jst jking,but it really hurts.. D:)

well,me and daphne were talkign abt her favourite phrase.
then MG come talk also.
HE SAY I.. DD:
sheesh,shall nt talk about it.
LOL.
but after thinking through what he said,
I think its true. DD:
lols.

then well,me and daphne went to chase him and messed up his gelled up hair.
LOLs.
then when we walked past the president house,
Simon say he wanna go home.
At first,I got tricked.
Cos i thought he really wna go home.
DD:

then i realised that he trying to say that he's the president.
then Nigel also.
LOLS.

then zunhua also gang up with MG,
help MG..
SHEESH.
how can u do that,uncle..!?

well,walked to the 711 to buy water.
and send Zunhua and junjun to the train.
and Nigel also went home to find GF.
THEN!
my headache came 'BAM!'..
FCUK.
my vision went blur and the pain linger quite awhile.
after that, my legs went a lil wobbly.
LOL.
scary sia.
I thought my eyes something wrong when i couldnt see clearly.
When I wanted to speak,my head slightly throbbed.
It feels like someone use brick smack my head.
DD:

talked to lynn,and the pain went back and fro.
and it HURTS!
but u cant possibly ask me ask everyone stop,right..
D:

alas,reached Cathay.
then my head went 'BAM' again!..
took escalator up to Ben and Jerry.
then my head was slightly ok then went BAM again.
nin na sai.

got a little hungry,
then went down basement,sat down with Luke.
the hyper guy.
ahah.
Saw a bunch of my wafflers sitting tgt.
went to them and simon said that i looked like i lost my child.
LOLs.
i guessed my hair was in a mess.
lol.

sat down with friends and had fun.
daphne bought chicken for me and i chew and eat lo.
gradually,my head went light.
didnt really feel pain,then my vision got clearer.
lols,cos i think my tears helped too.
the Shilin chicken spicy sia.
:/

and i rmb the same thing,
after watching Rule #1 with laopo(s),ammy,goro,angel and guy friends.
my head hurt,then after eating Ajisen,my head didnt hurt badly.
and i was ok.
lols.
:]
i really hope this dont happen again.

after that,
david came and we talked with jason,Mingfeng..

david carried bunny from my lap and hung around him.
talked talked,while MG bought drinks.

then the leader said separate to allow us not to miss the last train or bus home.
but well,I was hungry.
so together,we wanted to leave.
but well,david still had MG's kid.
lol.
so waited for david to return to him.

walked to the MRT station to take MRT to somewhere.
and well,MG,shareem,Melissa didint come along.
D:
so wasted.

sighs,well..
went to Cine to eat Hong Kong cafe.
the one Ziling said it was nice and at Heartland mall one.
sighs,managed to try the cheese baked rice.

FYI:
MF,Simon,Jazz,Daph,Mich,Guixiang,Luke,Jason,Raymond
and Michael stayed to have dinner.

and simon very funny.
ordered 6.50 for a maggie mee with egg and 2 luncheon meat.
lols.
haha,but well he share mich's share.
cos i think he not full. :]

ate and talked with these people.
jason planning to have a paintball event.
dunno wheter shld go or not..

anw,finished our supper,i meant.
cos i think i never say.
we finished our dinner at 12:50 or 1?
so it was Supper.
LOLs.

the bill went up to $104.
scary,right?
lent $10buck to mich to pay the bill.
cos it was nt enough.. :/

anw,jazz went home by taxi? or with parents ,cant recall..
mich went home by cad while gguixiang met her sis.
me,simon,daphne and mingfeng went home by night rider.
Took N6 home with simon,
chat chat a little and reached his house liao.
friggin fast.

and me,stupid stupid..
didnt know where the bus go.
but thankfully,went to prime's bus stop.
:]

ran home because my house there,the light never turn on.
and not to mention the scary incident that happened near my house.
:/
BUT, surprisingly, I saw people sitting on the floor talking at that time.
It was 1:45 am..
by the way!! D;

went up the lift,with one uncle.
that uncle very nice.
Still say goodnight to me.
hahah. :]
he stay at floor 13.
nice number. :]]]

smsed people when I reached home.
and eugene was nt asleep yet.
talked to him for a moment before hitting to bed.
:]

HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY!..
Learnt loads of things today.


1)call 100 to ask for other place's number.
E.g : number for Hong Kong cafe.

2)u can take night rider at night after 1am.
:]

3)these friends of mine know loads of things

4)DO NOT BE SO ROUGH, even playing with boys..
lols.




Well,I also noticed that..
I have been neglecting certain stuff..
And, sadly..
Its is my friends.
We need to connect, badly..
I know I have been talking and not acting.
I will, I hope and try to..
I just want to take this time and see what’s with us..
I want to sort out the differences.
See what I could do for certain things.
I do not want to still have that blockage in my heart when I talk to u guys.
All I can say, I feel upset and no longer united with you people.
We seem to be separated like an untied kite.
Drifting from each other.
I just hope ,I can sort this out fast..
And one day..
Remember my roots, and where I felt warmth from.
“Let me get up from my feet, and run to join u people..”
And let me take this time to see what is right, what is wrong
But be sure to tell me, ”Will you want me back..?”
Cos I don’t see the point of getting back of we no longer connect..


“I hate myself for being selfish. But I just know that I was supposed to do this one day. And Im doing it now.. Therefore, we can last even longer..”







Anyway,
I really want to state something..
I am proud to be in my religion..
I love to pray with Jossticks, burn candles and offerings to respective buddhas.
I am a Buddhist,and I will always want to be..
I do not want to change my religion..
Because,I dont see the need to.
I love what I am now. I want to be myself..
Even though I am not Christian,but I will respect and love Christianity..
But I just want to be a Buddhist whom also want to visit Churches.
But never will I want to be a Christian..
But I am very happy to know of friends who are Christian and see the love they have..
Well,us too..
Come to Tua Pek Kong,Ti Kong,Guan Yim Ma temple to see.. :]]
If you dont mind..


I also want to state that Im not trying to offend anyone,but stating my facts,stands beliefs and would just want to remain what I am.. And NOT offending anyone...

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words spilled @ 5/18/2008 03:24:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»biased? i think so too.
Friday, May 16, 2008

As she called her 'sisters', she wandered into thoughts.

it seems that everything changed. From feeling upset about seperating to feeling eager to seperate as soon as possible.

She felt that something was wrong since the contest.
There was a huge hint that someone was biased against others.
She thought it was a spur of a moment that they did it,for fun,for entertainment.
She shrugged it off like nothing had happened.
But recently,its back again.
She felt something wrong this time. Obviously some people were feeling upset over this.
Well,she knew of this before.
Hah! Immature,she thought.
But it felt that something was wrong now.
The unity before was no longer in them.
The confidence,the bond..

It felt bad ever since the contest.
they were so... scary.
She knew of the word 'immature' but she never knew of such things that people could act like this.

She was always afraid of stepping into this adult world.
It is ever so scary and it was always difficult to expect what will happen next.
Ever since that incident.

But now,it is seriosuly going out of hand.
It was so obvious that they were acting that way.

She thought further but heard someone calling out her name.

"Hello,Hello..Hello?"
the reciever at the end was calling out.
"Oh Hello?! I am so so sorry,girl. I was in dreamland." she replied apologetically.
"Nahh,its ok.. So what's wrong?.." 'Sister' asked.
"Ohh,ohh. I want to ask u.. Oh man,I cant recall I wanted to ask you!" she slapped her forehead as she talked.
"Ahahah! your so cute! well,take ur time to recall.." 'sister' replied calmly,stifling her laughter.
"Ohh ohh! i recalled,I wanted to ask u.. Did YOU tell HIM?!" she asked flusteredly.
"Huh? told him what?" 'sister' asked puzzedly.

"HIM,ME!! YOU!!!" she sighed exasperatedly.
"Oh,that.. No.. I did not.." 'Sister' replied earnestly.
"You sure?" her expression changed when she heard, 'sister's' reply.
"Why? you dont tust me?" sister sulked as she heard her let out a sigh.
"No no no,I trust you... You are my worm in tummy.. :]" she laughed as she thought of the happy times with her.
"Anyway.I guess I have to hang up now. I have things to do.. Sorry LOVE." she blabbered as she remembered that she had something to do.
"oh,ok.. hahaah. see you then!" 'sister' replied ang hanged up the phone.

'If it's not her.. Then it's her??! (2nd sister)' she gasped as she thought about the 2nd sister relationship with HIM.
'sheesh,If its her,she's sooo DEAD.' she thought in her mind and dialled 2nd sister's number.

While waiting for 2nd sister to pick up,her thoughts wandered off again.

Taling about them,she had many many many different feelings about them.
Those mixed feeling do not come one by one. Instead,they come in a rush.
She always thought they were nice,but seeing what is happening around her.
She realized it's not soley the word 'nice' to describe them.
They gave her a certain feeling,
She just did not have the word to say..


TO BE CONT'D

Sighs,today cannot watch Chocolate.
Hafiz not here,syafiq not here,Raman here and Ask too.
Sighs.
NO MORE CHOCOLATE.
anw,waiting for daddy to pass me the address of where to learn certain stuff.
(Its a secret,till I make the decision of joining it and I will then reveal it..)
:]]]

I dont want "All Talk,No Actions.."

Im so tired today,
kept thinking bout the stupid movie.
'Dead Silence'.
This movie made me realised that dolls can really kill.

I learnt 3 things from the show.
1. NEVER EVER GET A DUNMY DOLL. THEY KILL.
2. SEE MARY SHAW,DONT SCREAM. u wont wna lose ur tongue.
3. NEVER EVER WATCH THIS SHOW. COS IT'S GROSS. :/

IT's SICK.

enough with Caps. LOL.
HAHGAHAHAH.

anyway,im feeling no where better.

SAM,U MUST ALLOW ME TO FOLLOW UUUUUUU!

i guess its wiser to distance myself from u. I dont wna get u into the bullshit.
And u, I think u changed. ur not nice anymore. D:

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words spilled @ 5/16/2008 12:07:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»it is just a vicious cycle.
Thursday, May 15, 2008

"trying to take a break out of this..."

I realised,some people can be insensitive to other people feelings,
while,some get concerned over others till they secrifice themselves.

Seriously,I ASK YOU,my blog readers..
what are u?
to be insensitive or be sensitive?

sometimes,my sarcasm is from the things I faced and experience.

anyway,my insecurities are piling up till the ceiling.
lols.
:]

I really thank you alot,daphne.
I really appreciate your love and concerns.
thank u.

Please,If you really think I am bitching about you,sadly. No.
i have no time to bitch about you. Your existence do not affect me. :]

Meeting so many nice people really benefit me alot.
your beautiful image is losing its water colours,I see your ugliness
well well,
Mich's sick. D:
siala,IKA also.
=_='

ohyesyes,
my resolution for this week.
"Grow up and forget about those silly things.
I appreciate the beautiful memories with you!! :]
Next,is just be REAL. hahah."

YESYESYES,i have a NEW want.
HAPTIC PHONE!

saw the functions.
OHMAN,I think changmin is very very CUTE.
he and jessica. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
xD
Yoona and YC too.
Esp the part he wanted to kiss her.
(shyyyy)


"listening to First Snow of SMTOWN.. RYEOWOOK,I LOVE UUUUUU!"

I realised that the more you are prominent,the more I feel intimidated by you.
Don't worry,I will NOT bug you any longer. I AM NOT A LEECH,alright?!
I had enough of the spotlight on you. :]
Maybe you had enough of me too. (shrugs)


I really want the old you back. I miss that. Did I scare you?
Sighs,I wished it never had happened...


As she closed her eyes,the memory of him etched in her mind like a painting.
So clear,so real..
It has been ages since she liked him.
She prayed when she saw him.
Wishing he will be as happy as her.
Prayed when he was upset,hoping she will take his sadness away.

But things have begin to change,
He stopped talking to her,stopped smiling,stopped playing with her.
His constant teasing was over.
Even though she hated to be teased but she missed it.
His smile,his eyes glittering when he smiled.

"Why has he been ignoring me?" she thought while she lay closing her eyes.
Refreshing through what she spoked to him the last day he spoked to her.
"Did it show too much that I like him?" she questioned herself.
"yesyesyes,I DID!" she moaned and slapped her forehead.

Her usual antics,to play with him,giggle at everything he said,to gossip about him in front of him.

"IT'S TOO OBVIOUS" her head screamed as her actions kept zooming in her mind like a powerpoint.
"Im the stupid-est person. Ohman.... D:" she groaned as she probed further into her thoughts.
"Wait.." she said aloud;
'Was it THEM,who told him?!' she gasped as she thought of her 'sisters' in school.

Them..
They were the 2 closest friends she had in school.
No, 1 of them was ONCE her closest friend.
Till she met the OTHERS.
She became so close with them,that she is neglecting all. D:
Never mind about her.
Well,she has so far told them too much.
From boys to MORE boys.
And those poison she spread.

"No..No..No" Not them,please..
She begged as she thought of the things she told them about him.
"Those horrendous thoughts of mine,imagine them cycling in his head..." she gasped and sat on her bed,strengthless from all those scary things.

"I will find them,and ask them..." she thought,picked up her phone and dialled a number...


-TO BE CONT'D-

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words spilled @ 5/15/2008 12:25:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»i feel like crying.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008

"the tears of the mothers in china pains me."

read the evening paper,
felt so sad when i saw the lifeless bodies in the papers.
especially when it was the children.
their parent's heart must be bleeding profusely.
I feel so sad.
D:
someone,if possible,raise a charity for this.

there are so many people needing the $ now.
but..
Beware of Scams..
:]
please donate if there is one.



well,I shall not get too emotional.
But I just cant help but to feel sad.
D:
such lives taken away from these poor people.
lets pray that this will NEVER happen in Singapore.

anw,
today I was so EMO.
lols.
hate it,man.

my lil angel (conscience) says
"It is ok,just look at him and u will feel fine.."
SADLY,NO. I didnt feel happier. I felt more upset.
Seriously,when puberty (I am too old for puberty) bites in,
IT SUCKS.
eh,seriously..
If i go sad over boys,i'll turn NOT like guys.
ok.no la.
just jking,I cant live without guys.
LOLS.
see one,like one.
haha.
21st century..

well, my lil devil (conscience) said
"YOU LIKE THAT FELLA? ARE YOU BLIND? YOU WANT ANOTHER FAILED RELATIONSHIP AH?!"
I kinda agreed to it for a second,but my heart went wobbly when I talked looked at him.
I AM NOT A PERVERT.

well,
I told myself to get over this CRUSH
I am an AUNTY,for god sake.
a YOUNG aunty. :]]]
hahahas.

This is for all la,
gotta study le.
PUNK PUNK PUNK!!!

ohyess,i wna get this pair of shoes.
DROOLS.**

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words spilled @ 5/14/2008 09:45:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»SO LONG,SUCKAs...!

"It was since long I heard rain drops pelting on the windows.."

I am under stress;mentally and pyschologically.
Not because of the school work but something else.
sighs.

"Posion spreads to the heart like how fire spread.."

man..
it never felt so nice to listen the raindrops pelting on the windows.
I feel peaceful and happy.
I would like to spend time alone rather than
get surrounded in a place where insecurities are realised..

sighs,
STOP BEING RIDICULOUS!
seriously,you are stepping on my nerves.
Yesterday,I thought u changed.

Oh please,
am I lying to myself?..
YES YES YES.
*nodds frantically.

by the way,
I noticed that it's all turning into a nightmare.

it is so sad.
sad sad story.

I spotted certain stuff are not turning what I thought it was supposed to be.
Is it going to be all the same?
It feels so constrained sometimes.
Constricted into what they want.
They build their own dreams and own regulations.
Thinking others will comply to them.
I wish to rebel,like some.
Yet,I was forced back into complying with their nonsense,bitching and stuff.
The poison is so alluring,yet it kills once you are attracted to it.
I thought of the consequences if I did not comply..
It was disastrous without me even saying it,the thoughts haunt me like my shadow.
But more surprisingly,I realised some people just comply,listen and follow.
They are just following or they found the meaning of complying with these rules?
My tongue forked as I spoked of them.
I became angry,yet concerned of certain parties.
I wished I was never turned into this scary cycle.
Am I supposed to hold on what I was trying to spit?
Should I bother and severe ties with them?
It bites as the thought lingers..
I am so afraid of speaking the truth..
Yet,I do not want the beautiful dream to shatter..

I will,once I see their true colours under those cracked mask.
I am so disappointed with what you are doing,I thought you were as nice as I thought you were..

I wish your faceless lies will reveal their true colours.

"Life is a STAGE,therefore I am going to unfold the drama. As I am the DRAMA QUEEN."
you have no right to instill your meaningless rules into their minds.

ok,well.
enough of me complaining.
:]]
I seriously am making use of the blog to vent my emotions.
D:
my bad.

I hope I have not attached myself with ASS.
NOT the guy in my class.
BUT Attention Seeking Syndrome.

I dislike it when people have it.
But well,attention seekers will always be like that.
:/
sighs.

-LOVES TO ALL WHO REALLY CARE-

character clash are so commonly seen.
Hoped that there are solutions to resolve this.
Cos these cannot be avoided.

Anyway,the drama is unfolding itself.
Needless to say,I aint toucching;doing anything.
I realised,
human nature will have people who have ASS,
go for th rich & famous,materialistic,
they can be the exact opposite of what you thought of them,
or maybe they potray themselves as flawless human that in the end,
you realized that they are all the same.

Greed & Lies runs in their lives like how blood runs in them.

'Would you stil be mine if I told you that all I said was lies?'

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words spilled @ 5/14/2008 11:34:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»hur hur hur hur!!!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008

"stare what stare? i poke ur eyeballs out.."

I am NOT acting BENG/LIAN.
cos seriously,
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE STARE AT ME.
hello?!
fancy u sleeping and someone staring at u..
:/
SHEEESH.

First thing first,
well..
today..MATHS WAS BORING. I wonder what is the PROBABILITY
of me getting that bored during lesson time??


Today,
I was not really cheerful.
sighs,somethign happened and it sucks.
:/

But...
Had a great time with Fatimah,Yenxi and Jazreel.
I was so happy till I couldnt do my RJ.
eh pls sia.
FATIMAH,I LOVE UR ATTITUDE. :]

man,jazz's SA (socially accepted) friends rocks!
met them with jazz,talked about thier school,class and studies.
OHYES,
FATIMAH AKA JESSICA LOVE DBSK(JAE-JOONG),SJ (EUNHYUK-ssshi!)

I was so ecstatic when I heard she like my lil monkey.
well,she's a hiphopper,of course she like my monkey boy. :]

MAN.
I LOVE YEN XI!

hahah,
well..
its because when we headed to the interchange then
Fatimah didnt wna walk on the grass.
cos she loves the plants,she's a conservationalist.
lols.
"love me,love my plants!"

well,me and yen xi walked on the grass lo.
I jumped to try pissing off fatimah,yenxi followed suit too.
haha.
then we were like jumping around and laughing aimlessly.

FYI: if u hang out with fatimah,u will get slim.
she makes people laugh like siao. xD

we were trying to piss fatimah off that's why we did it.
xDDDDDDDDDD
anyway,after running and jumping,
fatimah said something,
and it was HILARIOUS.
she said we looked like monkeys,
un-glamorous monkey making donkey sound.
LOL.
I LOVE FATIMAH.

anw,we are sisters now.
im FATIMINAH.. :]
only fatimah can call me that. :]]

after parting with them,went to 965,realized the queue was short,
went to 161.
saw eileen and her friend jacintha at the bus stop.
and yes,
i was furious man.
cos 161 was a single decked.
but i boarded the 2nd bus when my ZEN died on me.
forget to feed electric to it. :/

anyway....
I gotta say..
I HATE HATE HATE it man.
do u know what,
I board the bus,sat down and this lady look at me like im
MAS SELAMAT. :/

well,usually I will avoid the gaze thinking they just looking at me
or my very not glamorous dressing and style.
BUT,not one and NOT twice.
I caught her STARING at me for like 30mins.
and its not STEALING GLANCES.
its stare and for like 30seconds before I look at her.
As in I look straight into her eyes,then she will turn away.
(haha,YOU LOSE.)

anyway,I dozed off..
Cos well,it has been a tiring day.
NOT because I did any work in class.
Basically,I wasnt in the mood to do things.
SORRY,TEAM 5.. :[

Something was bugging me real bad.
anyway,slept till i reached the stop.
THEN...
I caught her red-handed again.
SHE WAS STARING AT ME!
fcuking creepy,u know!?
damn her. :[
well,i didnt look unglam,nothing on my face.
No left-over rice on my cheeks or whatsoever.
I CHECKED MY FACED ON THE MIRROR!!
and i found nothing.
:/
sheesh.

Walked home in a speedy speed.
didnt dare to walk the usual place.
somebody commit suicide.
I VERY SCARED SIA.
then need to go home so late.
SIAN. :/

anyway,that uncle downstairt,very very funny.
when i came home,
he told me that when the whole family was out,
he helped us to trim our plants and placed nutrients.
:/
I was like so shock.
my thing,u go and touch??!
:/
scary sia.

anyway,im surviving without a maid.
how impressive.
mummy must be exhausted thou.
sighs,
well.
mummy, i officailly say
"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY" to you,online.
:]]
i love ya.. :]]

anyway,
centipede escaped again!...
:/


MG!!
U OWE ME ONE..!!
:[

anyway,SAM!!
i miss u and ur nonsense!!

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words spilled @ 5/13/2008 10:44:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»god of jealousy

"I think it had been ages since I met u.."

"Did you ever seen snow queen cry before?"
he asked while kicking the snow.
"Huh? No.. snow queen should be heartless,right?
Then why would she cry?.."
"No emotions,No nothing,No sadness.. then why would she cry?"
she asked puzzedly.
"hahaha,I was just asking. There is a chair there,you wanna sit..?" He asked while he scanned the surroundings.
"hahah! yes,I think I need to remove the snow from my shoes.." she giggled as she pointed to her snowy shoes.

Both sat down while she took off her shoes and emptied them of their contents.

"hey,which do you prefer?
To have a crush or just head down the road together?"
He asked while she peered into her shoes.
"Ahhhh? I guess..to have a crush?"
she thought for a moment before replying.
"Huh? But crushing on someone is painful.. Longing and Jealousy.."
He looked at her and thier eyes met.
"Hmmm.Because it has th thrills!! As in when you get to take a sneak at him,and it has the thrills!!!"
she laughed while he gave her the weird look.

"sighs,jealousy is so eating into me...."

i guess i have to apologise to my team today.
cos i seriously very affected by something and something.
sorry Michelle,Joni and daph.
well,MG is away. so no need to apologise ba?
Cos seriously,i cant wake up annd just be REAL.
D:

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words spilled @ 5/13/2008 12:03:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»"SHIT U"
Monday, May 12, 2008

"seriously,ur nt gna get anywere with that fucking attitude.."

IM DARNED PISSED AND UPSET NOW.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.

this is just my way of expressing how I feel.
I feel so sad now.
(Jaz:its not that.. :])

FUCKKKK!
how can u do that?
u know,drive everyone crazy and crying.
Seriously,
I now realized that I was not an angel too.
At least,I love my parents and brother.
I drove them mad,and now i regret it.
Cos their getting so way older.
SO PLEASE,dun regret.
those friends are pointless to make.

for FUCK sake.
its ur O's..
FUCK U MAN..

stop hanging with those crap.
seriously,I feel so sad when I see her cry.
Althou,she's fierce but she care about ur future!
HELLO?! u have a guide to hold on to..
FUCK MAN.
she care a nd love,yet u do this.

u turn addict alr?
ISIT?
FUCK MAN.
FUCK.
at least,im ur SENIOR.
but i have no right to dwell into ur SHIT BUSINESS.

I cant care too much cos I have a brother to guide too.
FUCK man.
At least,he;s on AUTO mode.
Please la,
dont dissappoint me and ur sis.
Can??

I see she cry,
I also cannot stand it.
cos making ur mum cry SUCKS.
Well,get over it man.
stop being a loser.

I hope u can treasure ur time and just study.
NOT SPENDING TIME WITH FUCKING MACHINES.
dont be like me.

UR O'S IS COMING.
NO POINT HANGING OUT WITH SOME GUNDOO'S AND WASTE UR FUCKING TIME.
TIME IS PRECIOUS,MAN.
FOR FUCKING SAKE,WAKE UP.
COS U WILL REGRET HANGING OUT WITH THEM.

dun regret it like me,
u asshole.
if im able to do something,
I will beat the crap out of u.
even if im just a year older.

stop maing them cry,its pointless.
ur breaking their hearts and wasting ur time.
Wake up and leave the crap..


U WILL REGRET.
just fucking wake up.

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words spilled @ 5/12/2008 11:12:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»it seems so hopeless.

"Once spotted,Im gna flee.."

hahahs,
MAXIMUM EXPOSURE.
:]
(smiles grimly)

I guess im so gna let go,man.
yes,I know..
Im weak.
weak,weak,weak.
but i still love u.

:D
its a SECRET.
cos i just wanna keep it.
but its a spoken and a very obvious secret.
:D

but who cares.
No proof,no edvidence.

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words spilled @ 5/12/2008 01:13:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»SNAPSHOTS
Saturday, May 10, 2008






"HAPPY HAPPY"...
words spilled @ 5/10/2008 01:04:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»double happiness?
Friday, May 09, 2008

"how can you just leave me there crying?"

man,sobs sobs.
I am soooo STUPID today.
I almost costed my team mates grades.
D:
and yes,
THANK YOU FACCI! I LOVE U,NORA

MAN!
i love her.
she gives me 3 As alr.
Well,scolded by her today.
Cried because I almost costed my team mates grades.
Because they are also so nice and sweet to me.
I cried more because of that.

SUDDEN NEWS
In front of me,got a guy keeo bullying.
Not those joking bully,but is really bully.
MY GOD.
lyn scolded him.
She so daring la..
omg..

anyway,will stop blogging.
BRB!!:]

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words spilled @ 5/09/2008 05:38:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»:] CHONG PANG STEAMBOAT.

Had dinner with my friends today sadly only 10 ppl were here.
Went to chong pang at boon keng, bendeemeer to have dinner with w25k.
Take loads of silly pictures .
Will post them on Friendster some other night.
:]
I LOVE MY FRENDS.
Hello? They are like the best cliques I ever had.
Girls,u guys are still my cliques.
Sadly,got some injuries la.
Nigel hit his head where is hit my head.
His head got bleed. Poor thing lols.
Then,noticed some things and bonded with them.
Really happy to see them.. :p
Sheesh,we were like talking crap la. Lols.
I SOOOO HAPPY.
words spilled @ 5/09/2008 09:21:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»dun hate me,my boy...
Thursday, May 08, 2008

"I think im falling for you.."

Shhhheeeeessssshhhh!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
:]
can i really say that again?
I LOVEEEE YOUU!!!!~

okla,its just a crush.
daphne,dont need to fuss over it. :]
i need help then i tell u.
cos i want to make sure whether i like him or not?

anyway,changed team today.
(same team with him today AGAIN!)
omggggggggg. :]


anyway,im like sssooooo tired today.
almost came late for UT.
yes,I WAS LATE THOU.
freak. :/

cedric came back today.
he came back from catching mas selamat.
Im alil bit tired today.
seriously.
PMS-edd.

D:

AND FCUK,during
its presentation!!?
PAISEH MAN.
i borrowed from sarah.
thank goddd. :]
THANK YOUUU SARAH!

anyway,class was not bad.
:]

but,sighs..
leaving them,is it easy.
afterall,we have been together for so long.
i duunno,
i guess after loads of conflicts,
i begin to get a little upset.
i dunno,whether am i gonna part with them or not?
they changed too much alr.
thay scare me too.
I hope i can just try to sort out the difference.
D:

I MISS SAMANTHA,AMANDA,MINGYAN.

ohya,my misaki is getting sooo HOT man.
look at him play sports.

ohya,i have aches all over.
:/
went to play badminton with
jazz,eileen,lynn,joshua,xuguang(FEIFEI),mingfeng,MG.
:]
happy man..!

REPLY TAGS SECTION
SAM: NOOOOOOOOO! hes mine la.
go away la,u...
he's MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE!!!
:]

mingyan:YOOCHUN?
hes not handsome lo!!
YOONA is nothing!..
i like SUNNY!!!!
lols.
:]

AMANDA: im gna ban u if i have to.. :P

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words spilled @ 5/08/2008 04:53:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»WTF,SUPER JUNIOR GO CHINA?!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008

"SUPER JUNIOR,OH YO!"

AHHHHHHH,
I just recieved a very nice nice,
NEWS. :]

LOVEESSSS.
Huazhong technology school.
JUN'JUNs SCHOOL!!
omigosh.
SUPER JUNIOR IS GOING THERE!!
YAY!
KIBUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!
:]
LOVESSSSS.
ryeowookkkkkk!

asked her to ask her friend take picture for me.
hehehs.
SMILEs.

hehehes.

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words spilled @ 5/07/2008 10:08:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»i've taken a step too deep
Tuesday, May 06, 2008


CRAYON SHIN,SIMON!

MY SOCIAL NORM COGNITIVE TEAM

MY NAGA SAGA COGNITIVE TEAM

yuan chuan , MG and YG?

THE KIM LEES.

XU GUANG,xiao fei fei,xu xu

ASK?!?!

W25K and 1 day W25N

HAFIZ,nescafe?

SYAFIQ,i like pinching him. SECRETs.

SIMON SAYs....

IKA IKA,paramore girl

me and mi ladies

TAIPEI,my shopping heaven

ZHIMEI!playful monkey

nice girl eileen

LYNN,the big sis.

ASKKKKKK! lil ass.


"it seems that she is in ur heart,right?!"

BWAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRs!
its seem ages since i blog.
shld i change my URL..?
dun worry,i will provide u with my URL if i do.


I had my UT test today,
the few days ago,
I 'biahhh-ed' the 6P.
I was so scared. Dx
its 50% for shit sake.
D:
then today super rush.
Daphne (xiaozhu;laopo no.9),
laptop went nuts after she plugged in her batt.
Its partly our fault,
hahahas.
Cos we scare her that MG later will step the plug,
or later short-circuit.
Then her laptop sure die.
(FYI: without batteries or electric,ur lap wont work.)

ohya,what we say really came true.
When we
(jaz,eileen,lyn,daph,simon,nigel,zhimei,xuguang,hafiz,syafiq)
went for the CE talks,
AND!!
when all our laptops were still operating,there was a short circuit.
then daph's laptop ki-siao again!
LOLS.
poor girl.

As for the UT today,
I almost went nuts..
I was so kancheong-ed.
reached class at like 8:53?
i needed to set up for UT ma,
then suay suay the AUT dun wanna work.
Cos i didint DL the test.
hahas. ^^;
stupid me. lols.

when the test started alot of typing sound.
michelle type until like..walao.
like office lady.
she very steady today.
then OMG,
the UT la, soooo many 'write-ur-own-thoughts' qns.
SIANZ. ¬ ¬"

I very scared cannot finish.
btw,the 6P cannot help.
i was busy typing le,no time refer.
hehes.

daphne had to write lo.
poor girl. ]:
bo-bians.

After UT test was Mr.Aw's class.
"sturrrdent?".
COMPUTING & MATHS IS MY ENEMY.
not MATHS thou. :]
loveee maths.

he give us the program flow to play.
its super cute la.
I handled "If..Then..Else"
then the others did their part lo. :]
imsohappy,cosiminthesameteam.

the programme kinda cool,
better than all the previous week.
cos next week is UT.
(gulps)

basically,today was kinda cool.
had cup noodles for break 1.
courtesy of lynn.
WE THANK HER FOR THE DUSTBIN TOO.
i went to buy chopsticks with her..
AND ITs SOOO CHEAP,MAN!
DANG DANG DANG.
$1.25?
freak man.
DAMN CHEAP.
lols!

makan the noodles with man,syaf,hafiz,lynn,daph.
SO SHIOK MAN. :]
well,after break 1 back to work.

till break 2,we went CE talk.
talked to jazz and searched her wallet.
saw so many topshop card with her.
next time drag her to topshop to shop.
:]
her EZLINK,
hahahahahhaahs.
like OBASAN..
more like a mother looking person.
(she has a friend called eunice too!)

while having the talk,
Simon was sleeping,
the guy next to him was in lala land too.
xD

then lynn..
she..
HAHAHA.
very cute la.
she said "SERVICE!",
then recieved a pen.
hhahahaahs. xD
rofls.

after that went to W4 foodcourt,
simon say he could smell the food when we're in the lift.
jazz says he eat kiddie 'chai pung'.
lol,sausages and stuff.
kakakaks!
I went to buy sandwich with Lynn.
got yoghurt too.
the yoghurt tasted weird. :/
And i tell u,
the sandwich is NOT small.
its HUGE,man..
like 1 full lunch.
lol.
diditn eat the bread or the chips.
just finished the fish.
:]

after that,slack a while.
present as usual.
today did fairly well.
:]
can explain.
hahahas!

then after RJ was released,
I slack again.
then they say science grade release.
SIAN.
i see alr,also sad.

THANK GOD,
GOT LYNN,DAPHNE,JAZREEL and friends.

they sayang me.
cos i was devastated.
D:
dun need say,u guys should know why.

i guess im gna start a,
KILL PAUL CAMPAIGN..
Im the HEAD.
come join me.
searching for recruitments. :]

anyway,this is all la.
i post picture let u gusy see me class.
:]
LOVEEEDDD.

DUN SAY I NEVER REPLY TAG!
AMANDA& MINGYAN:
U IDIOTS,
stop using my tagboard.
(smacks yellowcard towards both.)
AGAIN,and I will BAN u guys..

AMANDA:u asshole,
remember.
GET A TAGBOARD.
i hate yoona,by the way.
lols. :]
LOVES sunny now.

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