"Regrets are not suppose to happen.."

Something reminded me of somebody.
It happens so often when something goes terribly wrong.

You lose something..
- a friend/boy/girl
- an important item

but whatever dwells will be memories.


I wonder..

Will I make the same mistakes twice..?

Make someone miserable, when I didnt mean to..?

To lose something, I didnt want to..?

To lose someone without being true..?


It's all about experiences and learning through them.
And hopefully,growing with them.

I wish I can see something more in me.
Like how I have learnt from the past mistakes.

But I can certainly see how the past mistakes have bring me to..
Some lost, some gone, some left, some abadoned..
Such cruel mistakes, such rash decisions.

Built in years of strong foundation;broken..
Held in bliss;gone..

But Im glad..
I have people standing by me.
Teaching,guiding,loving and caring..

-sometimes,you learn and grow with ur mistakes..-

" facing what I need to go through "

im so so dazzled by the boys in BOF.
extremely hot and well..
kim bum do have the effect of dazzling girls.
as for minho, his height and smile is stunning and gorgeous.
as for hyunjoong and kim jun, they have sweet and masculine features.
amazing.

(:

im dazzled and in a state of shock.
hohoh.

i wonder why are koreans so pretty and goodlooking..?
well,we know why..
but i guess its partly due to them being koreans.
in a 4 season climate and stuff.
i like them pretty.

they are just so well, appetising for the eyes.
at least u see them,u will feel happy.
everyone love pretty things.
unless u have a fetish for some type..
x _ x


well well,
I am OFF-ed today.
working with that chatterbox (lethal,i must say)
that ji-puo.
(direct trans : chicken woman)
and 2 days in a role..!

*mimicks the painting of 'The Scream' *

horrendous and horrifying.
dreadful,dreadful.

ok,focus on present.

Had western food for dinner tonight.
at tampinese, near our old house.
haha,so glad!
i miss the look of my old house.
the huge balcony and the field where u can see training parachuters touching down.

had dinner and came back to watch BOF.
im so so happy!
thrilled.

well, work tommorrow.
so need to sleep.

and IT helpdesk replied!
interesting.
hopefully,i can check out what's my class.

i wonder why am i feeling so dreadful?

" seriously, are you serious?! "


- Shandy ahh, I cant login to LEO!
how ahh?-

Eh eh eh!
IM NO PUSHOVER HOR!?

eeeesh!
just got back from work and im feeling damn,damn nasty.
all thanks to that,that,that..
*exasperated*

ahh,forget abt it.
im just glad im with Yati tml.
yaya!

Sunday with Yati is not a bad thing at all.
thank goodness no one ruins my weekends.
and hello?!
business is a BLAST!

awesome sales today..
hoho!
i need cash badly, cos i see something from zipia.

$___$

and well, off on monday..
anyone,go out jalan jalan and makan makan.
please hor, no expensive dinner.
i not enough 'ka-ching' in wallet.
payday next month.
=X

and woohoo,i need go bathe.
tatas and...

GRACE IS COMING BACK TML!
shiok-ahh!

well,daddy and mummy going over to malaysia on sunday.
boohoo.

hoping for a safe journey!

and well, i want an itouch, but i see alr..
a lil bit no feel.
probably borrow from bro.
^^


I MISS MY FRIENDS!

Jazreel
Shandy
Yen Xi
Grace
Samantha
Vanessa
Peishan
Heidi

" Ye'zzir! Behh mahh babe! "


YEAZZIRRR!
(Yes sir!)

it's an OFF day again!
say what,it's my OFF day.
*jumps around madly*

and here i am again.
burning the CD's i borrowed.
a different genre of songs.
Folk,pop rock,lounge,alternative rock.

those type of songs which u can hear when u enter some of haji lane's shop.

Yati call them 'spa therapy' songs.
hahah,
its rather exquisite.
they have quite a fresh type of feeling.

Yesterday, got some steals from A 'N' BC.
bought 2 notebook, really appealing notebooks.
those korean + french inspired designs.
pretty and rather cheap.
they cost lesser than those in ARTBOX.
well, its budget and i like it, alot, i must say.

Had awesome sales yesterday that i didnt manage to reply my texts.
shandy and mummy must have been waiting.
hahah.

Our sales were even better then the expected amount.
hahah!
see what the 2 aunties got to say to yati next time.
such show-off of their sales.

I feel really good when Im with Yati now.
I feel so carefree,
but its making me slightly lazy.

I just dread working with the aunties.
they make me stressed up for the whole 10 hours.
gosh,tomorrow with one of the aunties again.
-__-
dreaddreaddreaddread.

After finishing our sales and closing at a high note, went home.
took mrt and saw a cute eyecandy.
a perfect closing for me. (:

after reaching home,had dinner.
mummy made an awesome delicious fish.
sat at the tv and watched Champagne at KBS.

damn funny.
it was SNSD in it.
even though i didnt understand, but im so amused by Sunny.
she is so cute and funny.
funny girls.

after that, went to bathe and re-read Twilight again.
i dont see to be able to curb this need for twilight.
haha. xD

listened to Super Junior's SORRY SORRY again and over again.
i bet it could get a 1st on music bank!
awesomeness.

Now im contemplating over the need for me to get an itouch.
and i dunno whether should i even spend the money i earned.
xD

crazy man.
alright then, bye people.
and i love u all, as usual!

Go check out "HOW TO BE", starring Robert pattinson
im so gonna check this movie out
Out on on 25th April


And major news!
New Moon, the movie is screened on 3rd December '09 (Singapore)

" Never as lonely... "

OFF day!
yaya!

so happy that im off from my job.
damn tired to work in that enviroment.
but yati is awesoome!

We had quite a laugh yesterday.
Did our sales.
Went to have Subway for lunch.
AND!
my mood was instantly lifted by the handsome caucasian guy.

Then changed the songs in the boutique, from Duffy to Ballads to Lilly Allen to Hip hop.

-eye candies are vital for one's survival-

Achieved our sales targets by a lil all thanks to the customer who bought 2 bags.
Closed shop at 8plus.
Then went shop shop around Raffles City.

(i didnt know Accesorize's things cost SO much)

A bag cost 98.70..?!
omg.
*eyes popping out of socket*

then went to dapao donuts from Donut Factory.
went to take MRT home.
and tadaaa!..

met Alyssa and her mum in the train.
they are so nice! (:
like mother like daughter.
they look similar,esp their eyes.
heeehee.
then talked to alyssa about life.

after that, i went home.
and my legs were cramped so badly.
):
reached home,had fried rice for dinner and pork ribs soup.

watch V for vendetta and switched back to Music bank.
it was the 500th episode for MB.

SNSD, KARA and Gaeul performed songs from previous times.

Saw chaeyeon performing.
Damn funny.
(chaeyeon the funny queen)

I love 'Gee'..
awesome and catchy song.
(:

'Gee gee gee'

Then went to bathe at around 1am plus.
played with my bro's iTouch.
Love the tap tap revenge.

then slept at 3plus after reading Twilight again.

Woke up at one plus and had lunch with bro.
then came home use comp and i recieved an email from Starthots.
Super Junior's 3rd album came out.
'Sorry Sorry'..

lemme tell u, the boys improved!
and that is so so drool-worthy.
Not only they became more man, their live singing is GOOD!
haha,im so so happy so hear from them.

Then went to visit starthots.
and..
SHINee promoting BB cream..?
kinda weird but cute at the same time.

Then went to see Big Bang's section.
and, omg..
i saw them selling the FILA shoes the boys have been wearing.
im so gonna get GD's pink fila shoes.
awesome drool-worthyness.
but it cost around $160..
- ___ -

expensive,with the capital E.
my bank is draining like mad.
gosh,faster earn money and buy the drool worthy shoes.

and work is tiring.. ):


Now,im currently burning all the disc i borrowed from the shop.
hohoh.

and gonna meet mummy at hougang mall.
*yawns*
feel sleepy.
cant belive my whole day is gone.
*groans loudly*

work again,tml..
sian ahhh!
damn sian!

and i wonder how's grace in japan..?
how's shandy in AK?
how's jessica whom i saw at raffles city?
how's heidi my lil stitch?
how's jazreel?
how's peishan?
how's yenxi?

hmmm, so many hows..


anyway, sam thanks for visiting.
(:
when's the attachment going on..?

" baby, its riding high! "

let me start with a BIG sorry bfore i blog.
so sorry for not blogging.
Been busy these few days.

And there is a saying i heard..
"The job not tiring, but the first thing you do when you get home is sleep"

Ok then, here i go with a whole load of blogging.
and im so sorry about not blogging bout my bday.

Can u guys check out Facebook instead..?
Sorry bout that!..

---------------------------------------

im tired, dead tired.
lol.

no joke, dead tired.

why?
because i have just started working.
and the time is awesome-ly long.

and that means (cash x hour) + commission = money!

work work work.
But at least not bad la.
im at an high end shop, at a great enviroment.
nice co-workers.
(only some are nice)

the lunch there is great too.
got Shokudo,subway,MOS,BK.
but expensive.
TT__TT

So i have been going there super early.
to buy breakfast and do something there.
walk around and look around.

The other time when i work is steam clothes,serve customer,wrap clothing,talk with my co-worker;Yati and buy dinner/lunch..

i love steaming clothes. (:
awesomeness.
jaja!

and thennn!
i love the food republic.
awesome food.
and the oyakuuuu!
oiishii!

and and and, i get to see pretty girls and handsome guys.
(:
largi best!

hmmm, but leg damn tired la.
but getting used to it.


AND!
wish me luck,again.
working with the aunties.. ):<
damn sian!

jia you jia you!..

and grace,bon voyage and take care!
i miss u too,plus enjoy urself in Japan!

(:

"break's out,honey.."

im a very lazy bum.
and i know it.

i rarely or DONT blog now.
haha.
thats a bad sign.

well,im gonna blog about the birthdays
i swear.
but im just too lazy to.

or the timing is perfectly terrible.
and im gonna start work.
sheesh.

so many things left undone.

"all talk,no work.."

damnit.
*shrugs*

" 1 step into my heart "

ahhh, i dunno how to start the blogging.
now this is a BAD idea.
of like compiling all the birthday celebration tgt.
- ___ -

- let me blog in the afternoon -
its alr 3am plus.
so, i guess i will do it later.

- dragggg -

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.