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»i will kiss ur teardrops.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008


"its not painful when ur alone,but when ur with another.it hurts.."

im so sad.
WHY WHY WHY WHY?

i wna hug u and make ur face pretty again

I wished u were not that strong,
cos i want to protect u.
I want to be there for u.
I know..
there is never any feast that do not end.


hey,
just let down ur guard and come to me.

once as sisters,always sisters we shall be

anyway,
lets get over the sad things.

WELL,
went to the running track yesterday.
and my butt,thighs,hands are aching.
havent been running. ^^"
haha.
anyway,
my school's sports complex is real pretty.
the swimming pool looks good,
the gym rocks.
there's some really good weight lifter in the area.
lol.
and well,cool sports complex.
:D

went to the gym at first.
actually we were supposedly to run in the gym.
But went at a wrong time,
too many people.
went with Jazzreel,Daphne.
hello?!
these 2 sweethearts are SO adorable.
i tahnk them for encouraging me.
its really;
ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE

not like some other people;
(gives fcuked up face)
:PP

I LOVE MY CLASS
hehes.

after running in the track,went to do sit up and stuff.
my back hurts. :X
well,im getting better..
i AM. :D
chatted with them.
then went to bathe in the toilet.
the water is COLD man.
lol.

after that,walked to
the interchange with daphne.
Jazz went alone.
to meet her friend. :D

well,went home to rest.
WAS DEAD TIRED.
lols.

well,as for today.
IM PUNK'D.
stupid badminton trial out.
STUPPID.
cheat my feelings.
i brought such a heavy bag!!

ohya,
say the funny thing today.
i was in the same team as MICHELLE.
man,she's good la.
her presentation skills.
DANG.
must learn from her le.

well,WE WERE SOOO funny la.
its like 17 of us.
out of 24,went to.
No..
we tried to go to the CE talk tgt.
LOL.
as in like the place alr freaking full le.
then all of us try to like go in.
Mingfeng,Prakash(imaya),Joshua was playign with the mike
in the opposite lecture room.
LOL.
funny la.
HAHAHHS.

then well,cos the CE talk so many people.
then we wanted to have lunch tgt.
but well,
nigel suggested going to the
'House Of Lobsters' in our sports complex.
then we went to have lunch there.
We were SOOOOO noisy la.
lols.
FYI:
the malay and china classmates went to
class or some went back.
Some went dapao food.
kekes.

well,had our lunch there.
actually,we wanted to cheers one.
with our drinks.
saying "CEDRRRRRIICCC" instead of the usual
"YAMMM SENNNNG".
haha,but decided to do it during our class BBQ
at xuguang's RP hostel.
HAHAH.
cos too much publicity is nt very good.
xD

ohya,then took pictures during lunch.
haha.
FUNNY la.
migosh.

OHYA,
those who wna see photos related to W25K,
please go SIMON's blog

haha,he is in my link.
:D

but well,i got post our w25k photos.
:D
I LOVE THEM
ONE REPUBLIC POLY.WE SHALL BE.
(lame)
kekes.

well,we had our class photo done by..
Sarah's friends.
Teddy and mummy?
I presume its right??
THANKS AH!

Anyway,
thats all for today.
OHYA.

sad sad sad.
CEDRIC leaving for reservice.
SHEESH,
we just begin liking him.
sighs.
FACCI,COME BACK SOON!
:D

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»OH-MONA!
Monday, April 21, 2008

"BEAUTIFUL GIRL.."

im so tired;YAWNS.
currently having my break.
SO little time,SO many people.

i've seen enough people today.
my head aches.
ohmymymy,
but im terribly eunthusiastic to go to the gym.
OIE,wake up BODY.
lets DANCE,and go LOW LOW LOW..
lols.

my gosh,
SNAKES and LADDERS?!
what language is that?
but i remember playing that when i was younger.
LOL.

ohya,ALWEE.
I found ur TWIN.
lols,its a friend/seior of some classmates of mine.
its SO alwee.
lol,except their into COSPLAY and stuff.
xD

W25K,I LOVE YOU GUYS.

well,
these people are sooooo enthu.
OMIGOSH.
:DD

well,shall intro my classmates next time.
i shall take some examples from my classmate's blog;
CRAYON SIMON

my class consist of 25,no.
I meant 24.
Mr. Eric is so M.I.A-ing in our class.

my monday group contains:
Jazreel (the PRESTIGE one)
Ika (IKAN BILIS!)
Xu Guang (Charles the Boy)
Ming Feng (the happy become EMO boy)

my tuesday group contains:
1st Week
BingJie (LuLu the girl;BISCUIT)javascript:void(0)
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Zenghua (JOSHUA the IT guy. :D)
Yuan Chuan (the same.)

2nd Week
Yuan Chuan (MG the EMO)
MingFeng (again. :D)
Eileen (the NICE person,she gives MENTOS)
XuGuang (again. :D)

On wednesday is PAUL.
jazreel's LOVE.
NIGEL (baby giant)
Lynn (BIG SISTER)
Yuan Chuan (MG,lols)

On Thursday its MAS.
lol,mas selamat.
(kekes)
aiyo,shall not talk bout her.
SHE BORE ME TO DEATH.
DAPHNE (piggy lover girl)
ASYRANI (ling nian zhong AKA ASK ME,ALL RIGHT)
Yuan Chuan (AGAIN. xD)
Joshua aka Zheng Hua

On Friday,
its LKK..
well,nice guy..
:D
but a lil lor sor. :D
haha.
well,
BISCUIT.
MINGFENG.
SYAFIQ (secretish guy)
and the MIA,
Henry.

(KIMs GIRLs : familiar with henry the violinist? kekeks.)
I bet Henry the Violinst went for surgery la,
he become so handsome. kekes.


BORING NOW,MAN.
anw,i miss u!..
SERIOUSLY,I DO.

ohyya,speaking bout LOVE.
secret boy must be upset.
D:
NEVERMIND.
CHEERUP.


"Nothing ever seem so flawless,
till you appeared.
You made the whole world beautiful.
Yet,suddenly..
The world,seemed so cold.
So artificial.
Wait..
Just hold my hands and assure me.
I need you here now,my love.
Please dont stray from me.
Let me keep you in track.."

ohyesyes.
I remebered..
the 18th.
GRACE BDAY.

MYMYMY,
i LOVE GRACE's FRIENDS.
JOYCE(THE SILLY PRINCESS),
YAN RU(THE ACT CUTE ONE),
PEIRONG(MY BASKETBALL GIRL),
SHIRLYN? (THE LONG HAOR PRETTY ONE),
JOYCE (SITTING BESIDE ME ONE.)

hahah,
PEIRONG,XIAO PRINCESS,
I LOVE YOU GIRLS.
haha
well,wna see these pretty princess?
go SAM's BLOG.
:D
TYTYTY.
cos i very lazy update,
and i lost the bluetooth software.
D:

PEIRONG,i miss u.
D:

grace ah,
take care and be happy..
:D
LAOPO WO AI NI!

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»EMOTIONS running wild like Horses.
Friday, April 18, 2008

"what am I doing here?"

It feels so stuffy in my chest,feel like something is stuck there.
Cant breathe,cant talk,cant express my emotions out.
I feel suprisingly sad today. ):
Even thou its my darling's bday.
Sorry grace dear!

Well,should talk about what happened 2 days ago.
When i was having Sciene lessons.
I was really out of place that day.
didnt know what got into me..
I was nervous,sad,a little disorientated..
Stressed up and really,upset..

It seems like I am out of place,
like this very sharp sharp shard of glass within these diamonds.


What the hell happened to the BO-CHAP person in me?..
The 'whatever,like i care' personality..
I WANT THAT BACK.
I WANT THAT BACK!! (screams)

Man,seriously..
I am going a little mad.
im sooo depressed now.

Well,thank goodness.
Paul ( my fassi) was really caring.
He saw my cocked up face.
He asked me not to be stressed.
A tear dropped la,cos im touched that there are people who actually CARE.
Not say that my teammates dont care or what.
they do thou.
Especially,the big sister in our class.
LYN! :D
(she asked me not to be stressed when i fcuked up for the PPT.)

SHIT,i feel all shitty la.
Cos i felt that i didnt put effort.
im always feeling sooooo lazy and restless.
blame it on me,man..

Well,thats all for Wednesday (16.04.08).

For thursday,
my DARLING facilitator never come.
the one who gave me the 2nd A,
DIDNT COME..
dang,wanted to tell her that i saw her with
my first day orientation fassi.
W25A. D:
I miss Jin Jing.. D:

sheesh,she didnt come.
Instead Mas the Fassi came..
well,there was a bit of problem.
lol,SIMON the crayon boy..
Well...
He went out of class then came back in.

(Its not the normal go out and come back in..)
Thank god thou..
It was so scary when he went out la.
LOL,he and prakash.
xD
Like couple like that..
kekeks

Ohya,yesterday.
The 17th of April 08.
I had a BIG fall.
my butt got blue back liao.
kekes,
but well.
no big harm..
Since it was an accident,shall not go too deep..
MingFeng,never mind alr la.
Since u were like soooo EMO yesterday. D:
CHEER UP ehs..

ohyya,
i was in a very very funny team.
Consist of Mr.Lim;the ARSE,ASS.
Daphne,the piggy girl.
Joshua;the IT boy.
The EMO boy;MG;Yuan Chuan.

QUOTE:
ASK said that Boys Not Bad,Girls wont like..
LOL.

Ohya,took some pictures with my teammate.
ASS always say "All Riiiiight!"..
then Simon will say that too.
kekes.

my butt hurts. :X

Well,as for today.
I AM SO MOODY!
omigosh,restless MAN..
RESTLESS.
sheesh.

allright,take care.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D

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»im so UPSET!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008

NUMBER 13 always.

im sooooo UNHAPPY today.
got scolded,commented by him.
a little bit heartbreak.

sighs,tatas.
i felt so helples just now.
i couldnt help my team,so i feel so weak and helpless.
:
(sobs)

we went silent for so long.
dang,MG must have felt sucky too.
my team.. SORRY.
i feel so sucky.

i feel like slapping myself for being nervous and forgetful.
I SO SHOULD MAKE MYSELF RESEARCH MORE,

FREAK ME.

i love team 3. xD
but i feel so apologetic towards them.

EDIT
i hate it when u give her attention.
YOU SUCK.
i hate it it it it.
I hate you you you you you.
stop messing with my heart ...
shucks shucks shucks.
I NEED ATTENTION HERE!
HERE.
(bleeding heart)

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»SCHOOL IN.
Saturday, April 12, 2008

"tissues anyone?"

AHHHCHOOOOO!~
i belive the flu bug has been going around.
Not through the air,but through food.
Well,i have been hit with the gastric and stomach flu..
And it is BAD.
pronounced as baaaaaaad.

Well,the previous night;which was on Thursday the 10th.
Went to thomson road,had dinner with Gene,Mum & Dad after his bass lessons.
Ate my dinner the usual but much more of a rushed way.

Went home,bathed. Jokeed and slept.
Tossed around like a shrimp getting cooked in bed almost the whole night.
Woke up around 0430,had runs.
I do not mean physical running.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up at around 0545,threw up everything that i ate last night.
Mum,Dad woke up;gave me medicine.
Went back to sleep.

Woke up once again at 0745,threw up my med AGAIN.
Called mum.
Went back to sleep again.
Smsed Sam,Jazz,MG,Ika.
Msged MG couple of time before sleeping again.

At 0900,Dad took a leave and brought me to Doc.
Surprisinglly,dad was feeling cold.. :)
I thank him for taking his time off ti bring me out.
:D
Doc said i had gastric flu,prescribed me some med.
Went home and took the med.
Slept for a while before...
throwing up everything i took.
x-X
and MAN, i would tell you.
I was feeling weak and wobbly all over.
i couldnt think.
All i could do was groan and puke. D:


i was feeling all weak and stuff,lol.
and well,i didnt dare leave the toilet.
Oh ya,i slept in the toilet for like 30 mins,
befoore dad shook me up and brought me into my room.

Slept like 2hrs which was at 12plus.
Mum called,went to pick up the phone.
And i could tell you.
My vision went black,i couldnt hear,couldnt feel my legs.
It was terrible la.... D:

Anyway,had porridge for breakfast or you could say my lunch.
Then after all this crapp.
Slept and then went out..

The whole day was like crappy la..
But well,im feeling way better now lo.. :D

like what my aunt said,
"One day u sick,ur like a jelly, another day when ur fit..You become like nothing happen."

Well,its translated from teochew. LOLs.
:D
pardon my teochew. im trying to improve it..

Anyway,Republic isnt as bad as what i thought to be..
And YOU,stop messing with my thoughts.
Seriously,im beginning to wonder why am i friends with you.. :/
And maybe,
i will use this chance to prve that polytechnic friends can be equivalent as secondary friends. :Djavascript:void(0)
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hope so.. :D

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