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»hey,im 18 already?
Saturday, February 28, 2009

"baby,its kick-ass!"

ohcomeon.
it's 6:21 in the morning.
and im still not sleeping.
damnit.

this cant go on.
my youth is slipping every minute
when i reached 18.

so it means,closer to getting more :
- wrinkles
- prone to getting exhausted
- creaking bones

ahh man, i need sleep.
so many things happened.
and photos are up soon!..


and I would like to thank these people before hand!

1.My Family



2.Grace


3.Shandy



4.Jazreel & Yen Xi

5.Shi Min


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words spilled @ 2/28/2009 06:20:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»sweet 18 coming my way
Tuesday, February 24, 2009

"love overload.."

- Opening -
hey guys..
i have been trying to meddle with the picture.
but the darn picture is freakin huge.
*points at profile picture*

anyone,anyone please..
help me!

fyi : i have been using photobucket to switch it.
am i doing it right?
give me some help.

- end of opening -

im wondering if doing that, (the opening and ending),
is it weird..?
lol,i bet it does..

Anyway!...
I have started my sweet 18 celebrations since last week!..
Ok, maybe the end of last week.
It started with Shandy on the 20th of Feb (friday).
Then my parents on 22nd of Feb (sunday).
Today, with Jazreel & Yenxi, the 24th of Feb (tuesday)

And yes, tomorrow is the day where I can step a step closer to adulthood.
BUT!

Surprisingly, im not in the mood.
lol, im not sure why.
and!
im not saying i dont enjoy..

Its just that, this year is rather different from the previous years.
I have always been excited of being a step closer in being 18.
But, guess what..
Im hitting 18, yet im like...
I dont have the certain word to describe this.
But, im not that excited like how I should be.
hahah, weird in a way..

x _ x

well well, i guess its the thought of "HEY,YOU'RE AGING!" biting into me.
*chuckles*
im not sure, but yea..
i guess..?

But..
strangely, i have the picture in head..
Of me, showing my IC to the 7-11 vendor tonight at 12am.
and purchase a cold heineken.
hahah, ok,childish u might say..
its the KID in me..!

hahah, very strange.
well, i did have my fair share of alcohol..
even before I hit a suitable age.
ranging from yucky beer to sweet cloying wine to named sweet cocktails and
to different countries of alcohol types!

with the consent, I drank with self-control.
even though I have never puked.
(that it GROSS,
but i wanna try getting drunk with my parents along!)

for my bro, he had his hang-over quite a lot of times.
well,my bro drinks like he's drinking water.
O_o

(enough of the topic of getting drunked, haha)

Ok, so...
Yea, this is what has been going through my mind.
And I doubt I will rid of my childish ways.
Like getting mad (crazy) or getting high or going crazy cos of hot korean boys.
(Anyway, i think 2PM is so damn hot now!...)

Hmmm, im gonna meet yenxi at 2:30.
So,im gonna send songs into my Zen.
(yes, i want an iPod touch!)
damnit..

Anyway, will post pictures on the blog or Facebook.
and i will place the link here, aights..?

And yea!...

To my friend; Heidi.

Babe! Our 18th birthday is coming in like 12 hours from now..?
Firstly, Happy Birthday girl.
And yes, I love you so much.
Wondering where you have been.
England..?
Hahah, I guess you must be partying now.
:X
I miss you so, and yes..
When im going to give you youir present..?
Shandy helped me to choose.
Alas, again..
I MISS YOU! and I LOVE YOU!..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,HEIDI...!

25th of Feb!
Our Special Day!

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words spilled @ 2/24/2009 12:19:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»hello peeps
Thursday, February 19, 2009

i changed the skin,
finally!


anyway, please visit
http://sweet-young-lovely-18-me.blogspot.com/

this is another skin.
i wanna have some opinions on it.
thanks. (:

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words spilled @ 2/19/2009 04:31:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im SICK..
Sunday, February 15, 2009

"keep me close..."

im so tired,having headaches.
and my ears are still ringing.
damn pain sia. ):

and my voice so damn hoarse.
i sound like A TOAD.
*croak*

i just celebrated valentine's day with Shandy and Neelam and the gang.
im so damn tired.

So,shall I start on what happened..?

Ok,First, I gotten sick.
Yes, as what I have blogged on my previous post.
I AM sick..
*sighs*

On the road to recovery,i presume.
hopefully in 10 days before my bday.
):

Ok,so..
I celebrated my first valentine.
well, my past 16 years, im ALWAYS dateless.
damnit.
*chew on her lips*

So,so..
I was to meet up with Shandy at 6pm right after her work.
and,damn..
i was late (as always)..
and i cant believe that i flared up at everyone..
i stink,man..
im apologetic to my parents for that..

yikes!

Met shandy at Orchard.
and as usual, my friend is as cute!
haha, saw her waiting for me.
lol.
Then we headed to Taka with the intent to head to Wisma's food republic.
But then, we stopped over at Taka, and pondered over the HK cafe or Ajisen.
We took Ajisen as we didnt see anything we like in HK cafe.

Ordered Butter Corn ramen wheile shandy ordered a Bento set.
talked over dinner abt her boyfriend, while i blabbered on about my dream.
always on my mind,even in my sleep...

Ajisen was damn crowded, but as usual.
the food was as good!
(:

Talked to her about my following agenda of the evening.
To meet neelam and the others.
well, it was a 'ceremony' to like send neelam off.
i guess he's currently in india.

and, thank goodness.
Shandy had plans at the same destination we were heading.
so, we travelled to Vivo together.
had to part with her as i needed to ask for directions.

- thanks,shandy, for EVERYTHING! (:
i had a wonderful evening, even it was relatively short.
due to my late habits. -


So after fumbling and sweating, I managed to get onboard a bus.
reached sentosa and met up with them.

the guys were still quite the same,like they were previously..

Talked to them and walked around sentosa..?
And it was the first time i walked the shaky bridge!..
went to the 'other island'..
went up the towers and they had their dinner while i looked on.

after hanging out for a while, i called shandy.
cos i didnt want to play truth or dare.
walked around, and talked to shandy.
but realised that as the time passes, my throat hurts even more.

So, i had to leave..
Said my goodbyes and went the same way they brought me there.
haha,i guess im not that 'direction-stupid'..
lol!...

went to the bus station and waited for the free bus.
stopped at Vivo's bus stop and walked across to catch bus 80.
Called shandy on the way and for the 1st time i heard her 'sleeping' voice.
it sounded so..funny..
so i asked her to sleep and waited for my bus 80.
was so damn scared that i have to spend MORE money on a cab, as it was around 12:26am.
the last bus was at 12:40am.

Alas, my bus came!
yay!
and when i went up the 2nd level.
damnit.
i saw that fcuking ugly fat bitch with her touchy boyfriend..
(she bigger than me.. so im fat, she's fatter..)

I saw them on the 'bus terminal' at sentosa.
they were kissing and cuddling like there is no one there.
wtf!?
(ok,at that point i was jealous..lol...)
but was equally grossed out.

and how is it possible that they got on bus 80 earlier when I got down earlier..?!
the bitch was smirking at me.
i know i stupid, but stare what stare..
go and die!

I simply ignored her and plonked myself at the last row.
took out my book and plugged in my mp3.
i tell u, shandy..
thanks for intro-ing me the book.
thank u!

its damn funny.
i can totally put myself in her shoes,you know..?!
like, we are almost the same.
hahah.

and then there came my twinge of comfort as i was sniffling in the bus.
the bus DAMN cold.
it made my nose all so dribbly.

But well, the trios came up and tadaaaa!
plonked infront of me.
and furthermore, the one directly infront of me is..
-' drool-worthy' 'cute' 'eye-cand' -

may u put all forms of descriptive words to praise him!

he is hot.
ok, drop dead - cute..?
haha..
his dressing is awesome too.
^^
that was a PLUS.
some guys, cant dress..
- __ -''
but he's so hot.
haha..

ok, i stopped looking at him and went back to my book.
and omg.
i spent almost the entire journey with them.

but..
they were cam-whoring.
3 big guys..
....

ohwell, never mind.
korean guys cam-whore.
i dont mind, thats a plus..?
lol.

im nuts, delirious, maybe..?
haha,im fed of my fill of eye-candies.
my eyes are still screaming for 'MORE'..
haha.
yes,im N.U.T.S

the last stop was sengkang interchange.
so, i went out and took a cab home.

So, i saved quite a bit of money.
a min of $10 saved.
i remember one trip from harbourfront to my house is around $25+
(incl. night charges)

damn ex.
but i just spent only like 5 plus..?
from sengkang to my house.
ahaha.

But I reached home at one plus and slept at 3..
Zzzz.
my nose,giving me probs..

Ok then,i guess i go sleep alr.
my 'change handphone' plan..
didnt manage to carry out.
something cropped up.
*sighs*

Ohwell,i can wait.
^^
nights,peeps.

---------------L.O.V.E----------
(in the mood to write something)

As rain stopped pelting at her windows, she put her pen down on the parched paper.
Examining her written work,
she propped her elbows on the table and rested her chin on her hand.

As her eyes scanned through her work,she was reminded of something.
she straightened up and headed to the drawer.
with shaking hands, she jerked the drawer opened.
the contents hit the floor with a messy crash.

In the pile of the papers and stationery,something shined mysteriously.
her frantic fingers scoured the items and seeked for something.
her fingers felt the cold and smooth surface.
she grabbed it up and hurried to her desk.

she ironed the parched paper flat and read through her work again.
her heart thumped fervently as her eyes reached the sentence ;
"A ring given during a full moon means to pass one heart to the reciever".

She gasped and the ring in her hands suddenly felt a thousand times heavier.


- end -

(i made the whole thing up..
esp the ring given during a full moon.
i even went to check it out.
lol..)

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words spilled @ 2/15/2009 06:30:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»damn tired
Tuesday, February 10, 2009

" let me say.. i love u..."


ohman,damn tired.
my joints are aching!
old alr.
*sighs*
And i guess im getting a cold..soon

ohyea,hello my friends.
i woke up at 1 today.. lol
i think the person must be pressing the doorbell till mad..
(sorry!)

I talked to Shandy for like 3 hours plus.
From 12plus till 4am this morning.
lol.
break record alr..!

we talked about the BBQ.
ohyes..
the BBQ was AWESOME.

those people, i dont know what happened.
but how can u leave Kino hanging there..?
He has to pay over $100 plus!

Seriously..
that was plain mean!
i just feel that please,please.
if u are unsure next time, please dont give empty promises!

it will be best to pay him something, cos u dont make empty promises without a price!


Anyway, only 7 people turned up yesterday.
But its ok, at least we had our share of fun,right..?

Thanks to Aisha,Mizi,Eri,Kino,Charlotte,Joshua & 2 of Charlotte's friend.
They managed to make full use of the BBQ.
and well, had their share of the food.

Reached there at 5 plus.
then Charlotte arrived.

I helped in BBQ-ing the food,also with Aishah and Mizi.
So fun sia..!
(:

Drank Heineken with Charlotte and Kino.
thanks for the treat,guys..!

Then Charlotte's friends came and helped us BBQ.
^^

Talked to Aishah and knew more about her.
haha (:
Went to buy marshmallow with her..
and heard a guy saying 'what the fuck' in a funny tone.
(cos he fell down due to his skates)

Aishah and I was laughing about it.
lol!..
damn funny.

'Packet' A&W with a few otahs, a packet of sausage and crabsticks.
We couldnt finish it,so we split the load..
hahah!
Smelly otahs!
x - x

Then played Tekken with Joshua.
hahah.
he kept winning sia.
damnit.
(am i fated to only win AI? and not human players..?!)

What surprised me, was that we could still connect even we are a bridge away!
lol!
but we lost connection when 2 bus blocked us.
haha..

Took 55 with Aisha and went home.
Reached home at 11plus.

went to bathe, and called shandy.
talked damn long.
loads of things to talk about!..
haha!

i really appreciate her talking to me.. (:
thanks shandy!..
*hugs & kisses*

Had dinner at chomp chomp today.
and ate frolicks.

ohyea,people..
I had put some pics into Facebook alr..
go check it out!.. (:



See you guys for my birthday dinner,aites..?



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words spilled @ 2/10/2009 11:17:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»its the taste of first love
Sunday, February 08, 2009

"Sweet, cloying and ever the same..."


finally, im blogging.
it has been 10 days since i touched my blog.
*sighs theatrically*

ohwellwellwell.
let me try to recall what i did.
*laughs*

first, after coming back from Genting,
went cycling with Jazreel & Yen Xi.
Had fun with them at East Coast park!..
Cycled around ,chat and we met a cute baby with his dad.
cant rmb his name..
^^''

But i certainly remember having a great time with them.
haha. ^^
and the baby!
so way adorable..
we went to carry him..
lol..!

and yea.
after that..
i spent my days with the computer and TV.
and spent some great time with my family.
Also, went visiting different relatives and friend's house.

im addicted to Tekken now.
damnit.
im holding onto my PSP most of the time.
Zzzz

training all different sorts of characters.
^^


ok, i dont know what am i blogging.
but well..

i went for job interviews and etc.
waiting still.


then...
going out on the 9th of feb
and yes,i sprained my neck today
):

ok, byebye.
need to go..

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words spilled @ 2/08/2009 12:07:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here