ยปSometimes there are things, you cant say.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
" There's so many things.. "
I havent been blogging for a while now.
I just didnt have the 'feel' to blog.
Whereas now, I have something to blog about.
Or maybe just rants.
I dont know.
Sigh, I just realized I am sinking into mud again.
At first, I thought it was just plain fun to joke and act all delirious.
But I had just set the trap for myself.
I pushed myself into it, and tadaa..
I am in trouble now.
I have been constantly worrying and thinking about this person.
I didnt expect this to actually happen.
I thought, this would blow over.
Maybe its in my system that I have to someone to dream about,
or maybe i would just collapse.
Since secondary school, it was pretty alright.
But after reaching poly, esp Year 3.
things are getting out of hand.
Sigh, I am worried for myself.
Living in self delusional lies was not what I was hoping for.
This is worrisome.
Also, I realised...
That I am becoming a really bad person.
A bad friend, especially.
I am slowly turning into this 2 faced creature that I have always hated.
My tongue has been wagging viciously at whatever that I wasnt happy about
I am a bad person. ):
A bad friend.
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words spilled @ 11/13/2010 01:34:00 AM /
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