»Ae Bee Ceee!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
"Im looking for my calling..."
Im back from genting.
Just reached home at 11pm.
Happy New Year, my friends.
sorry about the late post.
tatas!...
i love my family, i love genting, i love shopping, i love our honda civic, i love having fun.
i love my friends and i love MONEY.. ^^
im posting the pics tml,later,the day aft tml..
goodnight,and buhbyes.
Im back from genting.
Just reached home at 11pm.
Happy New Year, my friends.
sorry about the late post.
tatas!...
i love my family, i love genting, i love shopping, i love our honda civic, i love having fun.
i love my friends and i love MONEY.. ^^
im posting the pics tml,later,the day aft tml..
goodnight,and buhbyes.
Labels: crazy, f u n, family, Genting, joy, vacation
words spilled @ 1/27/2009 11:52:00 PM /
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»update and more updates
Sunday, January 25, 2009
"all so long..."
Oh my god.
i realised i havent been updating my blog!
this is BAD.
well, lets continue from where i left it.
So...!
I have ended my semester 2,on a VERY high note.
All thanks to the beautiful sweethearts in class.
thank u.
(i wonder hows Chitra's class on Fri..?)
I ended it on thursday.
hahaha.
^^'
well well,
went shopping with shandy, yenxi during that week.
and guess what.
I WAS NOT LATE FOR 3/5 days!..
and i didnt take a taxi..
lol!
good,right..?
yesyes.
GREAT..
all thanks to peishan and shandy.
I really dont have much to say.
cos all these are not able to be described in words.
even if they are able to,
i will be posting a darn long post.
so forget it..
xD
but i really really thank to all those beloved friends of mine.
kamsahamnida!..
So, let me say something of a much recent activity.
its CNY soon.
and well,
im celebrating CNY in Genting.
Let me tell u.
IT'S DAMN PACK AROUND HERE.
DARN IT.
- ___ -
im currently in Starbucks (First World Hotel)
waiting for our turn to get our rooms.
- ___ -
bad idea to come in CNY.
ohwell, im gonna enjoy myself..
Ohyes, Shandy ah..
my story gor error sia!...
cannot open!!
i need to restart it.
darn it.
zzzzzz!
Jazreel & Yenxi..
u guys rocks.. ^^
bye people.
im off to have fun with other stuff..
Ciao..!
and yea,
XING NIAN KUAI LE!...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..
Oh my god.
i realised i havent been updating my blog!
this is BAD.
well, lets continue from where i left it.
So...!
I have ended my semester 2,on a VERY high note.
All thanks to the beautiful sweethearts in class.
thank u.
(i wonder hows Chitra's class on Fri..?)
I ended it on thursday.
hahaha.
^^'
well well,
went shopping with shandy, yenxi during that week.
and guess what.
I WAS NOT LATE FOR 3/5 days!..
and i didnt take a taxi..
lol!
good,right..?
yesyes.
GREAT..
all thanks to peishan and shandy.
I really dont have much to say.
cos all these are not able to be described in words.
even if they are able to,
i will be posting a darn long post.
so forget it..
xD
but i really really thank to all those beloved friends of mine.
kamsahamnida!..
So, let me say something of a much recent activity.
its CNY soon.
and well,
im celebrating CNY in Genting.
Let me tell u.
IT'S DAMN PACK AROUND HERE.
DARN IT.
- ___ -
im currently in Starbucks (First World Hotel)
waiting for our turn to get our rooms.
- ___ -
bad idea to come in CNY.
ohwell, im gonna enjoy myself..
Ohyes, Shandy ah..
my story gor error sia!...
cannot open!!
i need to restart it.
darn it.
zzzzzz!
Jazreel & Yenxi..
u guys rocks.. ^^
bye people.
im off to have fun with other stuff..
Ciao..!
and yea,
XING NIAN KUAI LE!...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..
Labels: chinese new year, elated, Festive season, happy, travel
words spilled @ 1/25/2009 03:48:00 PM /
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»Persistent ignorance
Sunday, January 18, 2009
"those people whom I shared beautiful memories with in W15A.
Be it the guys when it comes to CS or cards.
Or be it the girls, when we group up talking.
or the whole bunch of people, lively and nice.
it may seem that this class is seperated.
but i doubt it.
I love this class.
It gives a feeling of family.
where brothers and sisters have fun.
im getting attached to this class.
really..
i love these people."
Thank you, W15A..
' give me strength, give me the silence of the power you hold in me..
bestow me with the strength that will overcome all obstacles.
i love you all,so..'
Show you the nice nice pictures.
^^
We had a full attendance on Enterprise module.
and it was great, so CLASS PHOTO!...
Take One..
(a lil disorientated)
Cos everyone dunno what to do.
Take Two.
(neater then previous)
Mizi trying to put everyone at right position.
Kudos to you Mizi!..
Be it the guys when it comes to CS or cards.
Or be it the girls, when we group up talking.
or the whole bunch of people, lively and nice.
it may seem that this class is seperated.
but i doubt it.
I love this class.
It gives a feeling of family.
where brothers and sisters have fun.
im getting attached to this class.
really..
i love these people."
Thank you, W15A..
' give me strength, give me the silence of the power you hold in me..
bestow me with the strength that will overcome all obstacles.
i love you all,so..'
Show you the nice nice pictures.
^^
We had a full attendance on Enterprise module.
and it was great, so CLASS PHOTO!...
Take One..(a lil disorientated)
Cos everyone dunno what to do.
Take Two.
(neater then previous)
Mizi trying to put everyone at right position.
Kudos to you Mizi!..
Take Three!.
(Perfect!)
'Say CHEESE!'
Take Four
(Pretty,all..)
- Guys, see you in school in the future!... -
Take care, and be well!...
------------------------------------------------------------------------
"thou shall ignore what is happening.."
bleed, my love.
this is what you can give me..
gosh.
im feeling really restless today.
I woke up feeling upset, unwilling to do anything to heavy.
I just lay at my parent's bed hugging ele,
while i slip into sleep or get awaken by alarm;
which sounded so far away.
i thought of options.
different types.
those mild ones to those extremes ones,
that probably will make u start scolding me.
or probably chastise me.
but after the 6th ring of my snooze alarm,
i came up and brushed my teeth.
tried to organize my thoughts, but no avail..
So..
I started tidying up the house.
sweeping from room to room.
And I finally realised;
doing another thing really will block out unwanted thoughts.
and it did!...
But, when it comes to alone time.
it doesn't work.
especially when you are listening songs with strong lyrics.
sentimental lyrics with affecting power.
But my day was great..!
Went to buy my pants for CNY,
had dinner at a korean restaraunt.
really great food served there..
^^
and boy, im lucky to see korean tourists there.
seeing those korean tourists, i recalled those silly things i did.
really silly things, like embarassing ourselves infront of others.
esp, to people whom are foreigners.
such an embarassment..!
and well, came back home.
then daddy went for a dinner.
I bathed and here i am sitting,
using Shandy's hand cream.
I love it dearly, my friend!...
The room slowly filled up with a peachy smell.
nice.. ^^
ahhh, tomorrow is the last day i can see all my friends.
well, people..
lemme show you one nice song that represent the time when edward left bella.
Just Surrender - Forgotten Not Forgiven
I'm watching your eyes move slowly
Up and down my silhouette,
And I wonder if you get it yet.
This is the last time I crawl away on these broken knees,
And don't you wish it all would be okay?
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
And I can't breathe without you here
For fear I'll catch your scent.
And we both know how bad I get.
I don't do well or dwell in change.
And don't you know that
Three small words could make this all okay?
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
You promise me
You'll never forget me.
You promise me
You'll never forget…
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
“You promise (YOU) me (PRO) you'll (MISE) forget (ME) me,”
You said as you walked away.
“You promise (YOU'LL) me (FOR) you’ll (GET) forget (ME) me.”
Ok people,im gonna sleep alr.
TIRED. ):
(Pretty,all..)
- Guys, see you in school in the future!... -
Take care, and be well!...
------------------------------------------------------------------------
"thou shall ignore what is happening.."
bleed, my love.
this is what you can give me..
gosh.
im feeling really restless today.
I woke up feeling upset, unwilling to do anything to heavy.
I just lay at my parent's bed hugging ele,
while i slip into sleep or get awaken by alarm;
which sounded so far away.
i thought of options.
different types.
those mild ones to those extremes ones,
that probably will make u start scolding me.
or probably chastise me.
but after the 6th ring of my snooze alarm,
i came up and brushed my teeth.
tried to organize my thoughts, but no avail..
So..
I started tidying up the house.
sweeping from room to room.
And I finally realised;
doing another thing really will block out unwanted thoughts.
and it did!...
But, when it comes to alone time.
it doesn't work.
especially when you are listening songs with strong lyrics.
sentimental lyrics with affecting power.
But my day was great..!
Went to buy my pants for CNY,
had dinner at a korean restaraunt.
really great food served there..
^^
and boy, im lucky to see korean tourists there.
seeing those korean tourists, i recalled those silly things i did.
really silly things, like embarassing ourselves infront of others.
esp, to people whom are foreigners.
such an embarassment..!
and well, came back home.
then daddy went for a dinner.
I bathed and here i am sitting,
using Shandy's hand cream.
I love it dearly, my friend!...
The room slowly filled up with a peachy smell.
nice.. ^^
ahhh, tomorrow is the last day i can see all my friends.
well, people..
lemme show you one nice song that represent the time when edward left bella.
Just Surrender - Forgotten Not Forgiven
I'm watching your eyes move slowly
Up and down my silhouette,
And I wonder if you get it yet.
This is the last time I crawl away on these broken knees,
And don't you wish it all would be okay?
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
And I can't breathe without you here
For fear I'll catch your scent.
And we both know how bad I get.
I don't do well or dwell in change.
And don't you know that
Three small words could make this all okay?
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
You promise me
You'll never forget me.
You promise me
You'll never forget…
“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.
“You promise (YOU) me (PRO) you'll (MISE) forget (ME) me,”
You said as you walked away.
“You promise (YOU'LL) me (FOR) you’ll (GET) forget (ME) me.”
Ok people,im gonna sleep alr.
TIRED. ):
Labels: dreaming, emo, fears, sleepy, stressed
words spilled @ 1/18/2009 09:50:00 PM /
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»take the pain away as you go
Saturday, January 17, 2009
- "boy, you are the sunlight in the dark room i am in.."
but where are you now, when i need you the most..? -
its saturday.
and im not that emo.
still emo, but not still..
im feeling better.
cos i know the pain wont come biting till the weekdays.
this is something that i dont wanna say,
cos..
it will only hurt.
dont listen, ignore my pleas for help.
im just crying for the sake of it.
- "Oh, I should have realised..
You were gone the moment when I started needing you.." -
Reality is just as harsh as it seems.
you thought it would be pretty sweet.
but when it falls back to square one,
it doesnt taste the same anymore.
- " reality sunk in the moment when i saw you again.." -
Im so tired, regretful of things I did.
stupid,foolish mistakes.
'Paying for what you did..'
I can hear myself repeating this in my head.
Ahhh..
This is what I deserve for being so stupid and foolish.
Paying for what I have did when I had fun.
Playing with fire, will somehow burn you..
Now, am I tasting the aftermath.
The feeling of being burnt.
The pain..
Im so tired, so afraid what is about to come to me.
I feel like stopping this bullshit.
Turning back time and pressing the 'Restart' button.
Like..
When you die, just press ' restart' and you will be back at where you last been.
I just want to do that.
But yes,
Reality..
that is impossible...
So now...
I have to start being realistic..
I have to start,right..?
i have to...
Face the punishment for the sins I have done..
- "Finally, she realized..
He did not even belong to her from the start.." -
sucha fool,i am...
but where are you now, when i need you the most..? -
its saturday.
and im not that emo.
still emo, but not still..
im feeling better.
cos i know the pain wont come biting till the weekdays.
this is something that i dont wanna say,
cos..
it will only hurt.
dont listen, ignore my pleas for help.
im just crying for the sake of it.
- "Oh, I should have realised..
You were gone the moment when I started needing you.." -
Reality is just as harsh as it seems.
you thought it would be pretty sweet.
but when it falls back to square one,
it doesnt taste the same anymore.
- " reality sunk in the moment when i saw you again.." -
Im so tired, regretful of things I did.
stupid,foolish mistakes.
'Paying for what you did..'
I can hear myself repeating this in my head.
Ahhh..
This is what I deserve for being so stupid and foolish.
Paying for what I have did when I had fun.
Playing with fire, will somehow burn you..
Now, am I tasting the aftermath.
The feeling of being burnt.
The pain..
Im so tired, so afraid what is about to come to me.
I feel like stopping this bullshit.
Turning back time and pressing the 'Restart' button.
Like..
When you die, just press ' restart' and you will be back at where you last been.
I just want to do that.
But yes,
Reality..
that is impossible...
So now...
I have to start being realistic..
I have to start,right..?
i have to...
Face the punishment for the sins I have done..
- "Finally, she realized..
He did not even belong to her from the start.." -
sucha fool,i am...
Labels: regret, resentful..., sad, tired and drained., upset
words spilled @ 1/17/2009 09:34:00 PM /
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»Save me from the depths of pain
Friday, January 16, 2009
"this pain has to stop, but it shouldn't have even started..."
im bored bored bored.
well, not really.
I dont usually have any headers, so here is one.
I guess listening to 'Remembering Sunday' can make one really emo.
im emo now..
kinda.. upset,weird, and really confused.
tired too.
something is bugging me,and i dont know what am i supposed to do.
i have been telling myself to get it sorted out when i was walking from the interchange.
but..
am i able to..?
I will, and I have too..
I might be able to and I will be able to.
It's just temporary.
But I really hate it..
It shouldnt have started.
It wasn't supposed to start..
So wrong...!
I hate this type of fucking problem.
damm it.
im bored bored bored.
well, not really.
I dont usually have any headers, so here is one.
I guess listening to 'Remembering Sunday' can make one really emo.
im emo now..
kinda.. upset,weird, and really confused.
tired too.
something is bugging me,and i dont know what am i supposed to do.
i have been telling myself to get it sorted out when i was walking from the interchange.
but..
am i able to..?
I will, and I have too..
I might be able to and I will be able to.
It's just temporary.
But I really hate it..
It shouldnt have started.
It wasn't supposed to start..
So wrong...!
I hate this type of fucking problem.
damm it.
Labels: angry, guys stinks, im tired, its singled sadness, relationship SUCKS.
words spilled @ 1/16/2009 04:14:00 PM /
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»it doesnt hurt,and it will never will..
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Meeting up with daphne!
"her heart stops beating the moment her left her.."
worse than a vampire..
Let me post the beautiful pics!
Jaz's bday..
"Hello..? I have a mouse.."
"Nice to meet u,im Martha the mouse.."
im so tired.
help me..
really really tired.
my body aches and my mind is exhausted.
time for me to sleep earlier..
(i slept at 2am..)
):
its maths.
and guessss what..?
its the day when jazreel turns 18..
woohooo!
happy birthday,girl..
love u so so much!
and daphne came to RP.
i miss this girl so much.
SO SO MUCH.
we talked and she gave me a gift.
thank u,dear.
i bet its expensive.
):
thank u so much.
but i didnt give u anything!
and man..
i took ur 4.00
):
bahhhhs!
THANK U SO MUCH..!
^^
im gg back to class..
byeees.
Labels: birthday, daphne, eunice lor, friends are for life, jazreel, school
words spilled @ 1/13/2009 10:43:00 PM /
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»flipping inside out...
"Fear of stopping dead at one place.."
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
Labels: excited, im tired, irritated, mixed emotions., scared
words spilled @ 1/13/2009 11:13:00 AM /
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»i hate shandy & heidi
Monday, January 12, 2009
"its all a dream,yet everything seems so real.."
*crap*
people..
this stinks.
u know what..?
i had a horrible dream.
and its terrible and rather heart wrenching.
this is how it goes.
I dreamnt of the guy that I have heard from Shandy.
(all thanks to her,we have been discussing abt him..)
And well, i dreamnt that he came to me..
He asked something from me,he wanted to be with me.
But with a condition.
Help him get together with SHANDY.
SHANDY..?
(she's like my bff besides heidi)
total heartache.
Anyway,I agreed.
heh!
But I didnt dream of him and I doing anything.
(dammit,wasted!)
But well,jealousy get the best of me.
Got angry with Shandy & Heidi.
Cos Heidi got mad at me for doing something.
(cant remember alr. once i say someting out,i cant remember.)
After that,I was all alone and..
(here comes the surprise part)
I became friends with Sophia!
Shandy's friend..
(So weird..)
Sophia said she will help me and stuff.
And through the dreams,
Shandy and him (FJ) got close.
He begin giving her gifts and presents.
and..
(here comes surprise part 2)
He gave her the hair clip. was the same as what Shandy dreamnt of.
lol!
it was pink and with circle things on it.
Then well.
(CLIMAX or NON-CLIMAX)
HE KISSED HER.
FREAK SIA.
anyway, u wanna me to describe the kiss..?
First, they are at the secret corner.
Just beside W15A.
'Cradling her face in his large hands,
He leans down,peering into her eyes.
And so ever carefully,he lowers his face and pressed his lips to hers...'
(this sound so errr...)
anyway,i need to go..
See shandy's blog..
i need to go..
*crap*
people..
this stinks.
u know what..?
i had a horrible dream.
and its terrible and rather heart wrenching.
this is how it goes.
I dreamnt of the guy that I have heard from Shandy.
(all thanks to her,we have been discussing abt him..)
And well, i dreamnt that he came to me..
He asked something from me,he wanted to be with me.
But with a condition.
Help him get together with SHANDY.
SHANDY..?
(she's like my bff besides heidi)
total heartache.
Anyway,I agreed.
heh!
But I didnt dream of him and I doing anything.
(dammit,wasted!)
But well,jealousy get the best of me.
Got angry with Shandy & Heidi.
Cos Heidi got mad at me for doing something.
(cant remember alr. once i say someting out,i cant remember.)
After that,I was all alone and..
(here comes the surprise part)
I became friends with Sophia!
Shandy's friend..
(So weird..)
Sophia said she will help me and stuff.
And through the dreams,
Shandy and him (FJ) got close.
He begin giving her gifts and presents.
and..
(here comes surprise part 2)
He gave her the hair clip. was the same as what Shandy dreamnt of.
lol!
it was pink and with circle things on it.
Then well.
(CLIMAX or NON-CLIMAX)
HE KISSED HER.
FREAK SIA.
anyway, u wanna me to describe the kiss..?
First, they are at the secret corner.
Just beside W15A.
'Cradling her face in his large hands,
He leans down,peering into her eyes.
And so ever carefully,he lowers his face and pressed his lips to hers...'
(this sound so errr...)
anyway,i need to go..
See shandy's blog..
i need to go..
Labels: its all a dream.
words spilled @ 1/12/2009 04:09:00 PM /
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»eunice is a kuku sami
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
"She's just somebody's daughter,just looking for sombody to love her.."
-Hinder : homecoming queen
I have totally forgotten to update.
i only complained and pour my sorrows in my previous post.
ok..
so,yesterday which is the 6th of January '09,a Tuesday.
walked to the interchange with yenxi.
talked alot and stuff..
Met my mum and had dinner with her at Hougang mall.
Went to shop for Chinese New Year good.
Salt,Sugar,Rice,Vinegar,Light Soya Sauce and etc.
It was a perfect timing for us to bond..
We kept joking to each other.
Then daddy & mummy bought me a new mouse.
cos my GCube mouse died.
It's life flickered from existence.
(it's an optical mouse..)
I kept saying my mouse was killed by the cat.
The cat,obviously..
is my manhandling of my mouse.
lol,i treated with such brutality
ok,i didnt!
im not a sadist!
Eugene helped me to install left 4 dead and i played till 1 am.
lol,terrible.
and i was late for class.
dammit.
and yea, this is the main point!
Today,the 7th of Jan.
I saw 161 and i made a ran for it.
and guess what..?
the bloody (function word + ing) driver didnt see me.
no,he pretended he cant see me.
damn him..
and damn malu la!
):
and yea.
had class the whole day.
teamed up with my friends.
Shandy (supergirl undies flasher) & Heidi (stitch girl)
didnt understand today problem.
but thanks to dear Joy and Zul.
once again.
the saviours.
they taught me and guide me.
THANK U SO MUCH!
watched Twilight with Heidi.
and well..
had quite an embarassing moment.
I screamed about Twilight so loudly.
lol..
dammit.
Presented and stuff.
went to read manga online.
lol,manga quite nice sia!
then went out with Jazreel and Yenxi.
met Vicky near the MRT gantry..
lol..!
i kept laming in the MRT to both Yenxi and Jazreel..
was talking about Jazreel didnt have much time being 17.
and me having 43 more days of..
"Young and lovely. Seventeen forever!"
Went to novena's Cotton On.
favourite haunt.
^^
tried on quite a lot of tops and bottoms.
but no feel sia.
so didnt buy.
jazreel bought a black tank.
then yenxi..
hahah! (i will say later)
well,after that, went to eat at Ah Mei's cafe.
ate wanton mee and prata.
drank ovaltine ice.
soooo nice!
and talked about school and classmates.
laughed about lame jokes.
Me and jazreel decided to go to dhoby gaut's Cotton On.
so we decided to make a move.
THEN!!
Yenxi realized she didnt buy her items.
Her clothes was sitting at the Cotton On's counter.
lol!
Then she went to buy her stuff,while me and jaz left for PS.
Reached PS and looked for her stuff.
Jaz couldnt find M for the cute blue striped tank.
So,she decided to head towards Wisma's Cotton On.
And thats when i purchased a scarf and a ring.
a total of $14 spent..
well,its a pretty scarf!
^^
and so here i am blogging.
and im gonna update my zen and handphone.
lol!
tatas,my love!
-Hinder : homecoming queen
I have totally forgotten to update.
i only complained and pour my sorrows in my previous post.
ok..
so,yesterday which is the 6th of January '09,a Tuesday.
walked to the interchange with yenxi.
talked alot and stuff..
Met my mum and had dinner with her at Hougang mall.
Went to shop for Chinese New Year good.
Salt,Sugar,Rice,Vinegar,Light Soya Sauce and etc.
It was a perfect timing for us to bond..
We kept joking to each other.
Then daddy & mummy bought me a new mouse.
cos my GCube mouse died.
It's life flickered from existence.
(it's an optical mouse..)
I kept saying my mouse was killed by the cat.
The cat,obviously..
is my manhandling of my mouse.
lol,i treated with such brutality
ok,i didnt!
im not a sadist!
Eugene helped me to install left 4 dead and i played till 1 am.
lol,terrible.
and i was late for class.
dammit.
and yea, this is the main point!
Today,the 7th of Jan.
I saw 161 and i made a ran for it.
and guess what..?
the bloody (function word + ing) driver didnt see me.
no,he pretended he cant see me.
damn him..
and damn malu la!
):
and yea.
had class the whole day.
teamed up with my friends.
Shandy (supergirl undies flasher) & Heidi (stitch girl)
didnt understand today problem.
but thanks to dear Joy and Zul.
once again.
the saviours.
they taught me and guide me.
THANK U SO MUCH!
watched Twilight with Heidi.
and well..
had quite an embarassing moment.
I screamed about Twilight so loudly.
lol..
dammit.
Presented and stuff.
went to read manga online.
lol,manga quite nice sia!
then went out with Jazreel and Yenxi.
met Vicky near the MRT gantry..
lol..!
i kept laming in the MRT to both Yenxi and Jazreel..
was talking about Jazreel didnt have much time being 17.
and me having 43 more days of..
"Young and lovely. Seventeen forever!"
Went to novena's Cotton On.
favourite haunt.
^^
tried on quite a lot of tops and bottoms.
but no feel sia.
so didnt buy.
jazreel bought a black tank.
then yenxi..
hahah! (i will say later)
well,after that, went to eat at Ah Mei's cafe.
ate wanton mee and prata.
drank ovaltine ice.
soooo nice!
and talked about school and classmates.
laughed about lame jokes.
Me and jazreel decided to go to dhoby gaut's Cotton On.
so we decided to make a move.
THEN!!
Yenxi realized she didnt buy her items.
Her clothes was sitting at the Cotton On's counter.
lol!
Then she went to buy her stuff,while me and jaz left for PS.
Reached PS and looked for her stuff.
Jaz couldnt find M for the cute blue striped tank.
So,she decided to head towards Wisma's Cotton On.
And thats when i purchased a scarf and a ring.
a total of $14 spent..
well,its a pretty scarf!
^^
and so here i am blogging.
and im gonna update my zen and handphone.
lol!
tatas,my love!
Labels: shopping, silly me, update
words spilled @ 1/07/2009 11:43:00 PM /
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»I just need some time alone
"Heed the calling of my sweetheart.."
I am feeling so sorry about neglecting the blog.
dammit.
well,i guess,im going to try keeping up the pace once again.
anyway,its computing.
brrr, the teacher whom gave me my first friggin fat fugly..
u see what im bolding..?
yes, a F..
ohwell,im just going to accept that.
i wonder how am i going to survive the next 2 years.
seriously..
im really worried in a way.
dammit, u see science and maths are never my good subjects.
*sighs*
Now,i regret doing many things I should not have done.
Gosh, if i put in effort with the goal im heading..
it will be so much easier for me now.
Now i can taste the exact opposite of..
"First bitter work,then sweet results"
im getting the opposite.
"First,Sweet & Relaxed,then Bitter & Mad"
If I did wanted to go the poly I wanted, and worked hard for it.
Like,have a goal instead of the usual..
"When the boat reached the bridge,it's path goes straight.."
Now.. Im totally bitter with myself.
I dont regret coming into RP at all.
Because I love how it is.
But i just detest the course I landed myself into.
It's terrible,and I loathe it.
But who can I blame..?
No one but me.
But I cannot complain,
Cos it will only cause my parents to be upset.
Even though they may just be angry on the outside,
but i can feel they are just upset about this too.
Probably even much more upset than me.
Ok,ok,back to the topic.
I ought to lighten this post.
So..
I have just placed Left 4 Dead in my laptop.
it can run smoothly.
but sometimes,it will just die completely.
lol.
and yea,that stupid game caused me to lose sleep for a night.
i could feel i was not sleeping.
but instead I was just closing my eyes.
well,i did get sufficient rest for abt an hour or so.
I should sleep earlier tonight.
(I must..)
And, I realised that my EQ is not as high as I thought that I would have.
I cant control my emotions well.
But thanks to the book i borrowed,
i know roughly how to control my anger.
I have to control my temper as if I was a young werewolf instead of a newborn vampire..
hahah!
cool,right..?
it can aid me when i think like that.
I will try picturing myself that I will explode into a wolf when i get too mad.
and well,for the sad emotion..
I will think like as if im a newborn vampire.
snapping easily..
Emotions are allowed to flow like a lake..
But it will be bad if a lake gushes like a river, wouldn't it be bad..?
I have to get back to lesson right now.
Really,im really really going to have to change.
What do i need to do,immediatly
deadline: 2 weeks from now
Im done! (:
ok,bye bye!
I am feeling so sorry about neglecting the blog.
dammit.
well,i guess,im going to try keeping up the pace once again.
anyway,its computing.
brrr, the teacher whom gave me my first friggin fat fugly..
u see what im bolding..?
yes, a F..
ohwell,im just going to accept that.
i wonder how am i going to survive the next 2 years.
seriously..
im really worried in a way.
dammit, u see science and maths are never my good subjects.
*sighs*
Now,i regret doing many things I should not have done.
Gosh, if i put in effort with the goal im heading..
it will be so much easier for me now.
Now i can taste the exact opposite of..
"First bitter work,then sweet results"
im getting the opposite.
"First,Sweet & Relaxed,then Bitter & Mad"
If I did wanted to go the poly I wanted, and worked hard for it.
Like,have a goal instead of the usual..
"When the boat reached the bridge,it's path goes straight.."
Now.. Im totally bitter with myself.
I dont regret coming into RP at all.
Because I love how it is.
But i just detest the course I landed myself into.
It's terrible,and I loathe it.
But who can I blame..?
No one but me.
But I cannot complain,
Cos it will only cause my parents to be upset.
Even though they may just be angry on the outside,
but i can feel they are just upset about this too.
Probably even much more upset than me.
Ok,ok,back to the topic.
I ought to lighten this post.
So..
I have just placed Left 4 Dead in my laptop.
it can run smoothly.
but sometimes,it will just die completely.
lol.
and yea,that stupid game caused me to lose sleep for a night.
i could feel i was not sleeping.
but instead I was just closing my eyes.
well,i did get sufficient rest for abt an hour or so.
I should sleep earlier tonight.
(I must..)
And, I realised that my EQ is not as high as I thought that I would have.
I cant control my emotions well.
But thanks to the book i borrowed,
i know roughly how to control my anger.
I have to control my temper as if I was a young werewolf instead of a newborn vampire..
hahah!
cool,right..?
it can aid me when i think like that.
I will try picturing myself that I will explode into a wolf when i get too mad.
and well,for the sad emotion..
I will think like as if im a newborn vampire.
snapping easily..
Emotions are allowed to flow like a lake..
But it will be bad if a lake gushes like a river, wouldn't it be bad..?
I have to get back to lesson right now.
Really,im really really going to have to change.
What do i need to do,immediatly
deadline: 2 weeks from now
- I have to note down things I dread about myself.
- Then,I am going to seperate them into different categories,like emotionally,physically,mentally.
- Then I will rank them. From most important to least important.
- Im going to write solutions to solve these problems.
- I will have to start changing.
- Then,start a new list of things that i need to fulfill in my life.
- And a section that says : Things to do before I turn 18.
- And stop before I start another list that I will have to think about.
Im done! (:
ok,bye bye!
Labels: angry, bored, im tired, painting with my emotions.
words spilled @ 1/07/2009 02:48:00 PM /
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»WOOO EEE WOO AH AH!
Sunday, January 04, 2009
"Russian roulette wont be the same without a gun,wouldn't it..?"
but i think its more likely to be suicide roulette
ahah!
its a new year.
but the same ole damn boring eunice.
well, except the fact that i wasted my poor hols and got a new haircut.
bah!
my thick mane just got snipped away.
it looks alright though.
but well,a change is better than no change,right?
and well, im sad that I have nothing to update about.
cos i am on a sad 'no - life' status,currently.
and school's bout to reopen.
and and and!
my ten weeks holidays is just 3 weeks away.
time for me to waste it away,again. (its a habit)
background mum's voice: "Get a Job la! Always at home and say you nothing to do!
Tsk! Tsk! Always computer & TV! Tsk!"
well, my usual phrase which is used to placate her is :
"Orh,ok la. Dont nag,can..? I will.."
(this is not talking back)
this is just a step back into rebelllion.
i dont like people to tell me to do things.
i want to do it on my own.
tsk! ):
well well,
school's starting soon.
it's gonna stink and sting.
cos im gonna bid farewell to these extraordinary people..
i never realized that time passes so fast when ur happy.
and, time drags like a long speech in the school halls when you aren't
(points back to post that stretched from '08 april.)
ohwell.
at least i met different people,saw different face,had acquaintances and well,friends!
im really glad to those people in W15A!
thank u ol' SO SO SO much!
esp; Shandy,Heidi,Peishan,Zul,Charlotte,Joy!~
and not forgetting all the faccis and my other beloved classmates.
and ahh!
I totally forgotten about the New Year Resolution.
ahhhh,fuggggg it!
well,apparently i will contradict myself in one action and another.
I will still need a new year resolution, and well..
i will also leave some undone.
(shakes her head bewilderedly)
and gah gah gah!
im going to be 18 soon.
*sighs*
im excited and rather apprehensive about that.
cos someone just gave a huge knock on the head.
"What have you done this past 18 years of your life..?
what have you achieved.."
seriously,that STINKS & STINGS.
blah!
and to be heard from someone i dearly love.
ah,crap.
so so so..
like what i am always.
left ear go in,right ear come out.
anyway,im currently installing Core of Duty 5 : World at Wars.
wonder shall i install on my laptop or not.
kekes.
and well,gahhh..
im feeling so crappy now.
cos everything is not kinda accomplished or done yet.
*hits head*
and yea,the Twilight mania is fading..
so so slightly.
kekes.
im still not really into rob pattinson.
he..he did not wash his hair for 6 weeks.
gosh.
ok,thats a lil gross.
seriously..
and well, EMMET IS SO DAMN FRICKING HOT.
same as JASPER.
lol.
cute and duper hot hunks.
and i seriously AM so into their eyes.
*tears*
i wonder how will u feel if u stare into a the eyes that holds sapphire and emeralds...?
i think i will probably get stuck there as if there's quicksand in them.
im so willing to drop into that!
*slaps hysterical self*
okok,im back and ready to check on my CoD.
and yea,SUBWAY is the next place im gonna drag grace to.
and i love thier cookies!
*goo-goo eyes*
suresh is gonna say i cant pull them off.
pffft!
TT_TT
alright my peeps.
i shall see u either i school or at shopping malls.
and yea,there's a FRICKIN fat cockroach in my study.
i hope it dies or get eaten by ants.
you know how i much i hate roaches.
*shudders*
I HATE ROACHES.
im feeling so uncomfortable right now.
due to that stupid roach.
DIE DIE DIE!
*sulks*
but i think its more likely to be suicide roulette
ahah!
its a new year.
but the same ole damn boring eunice.
well, except the fact that i wasted my poor hols and got a new haircut.
bah!
my thick mane just got snipped away.
it looks alright though.
but well,a change is better than no change,right?
and well, im sad that I have nothing to update about.
cos i am on a sad 'no - life' status,currently.
and school's bout to reopen.
and and and!
my ten weeks holidays is just 3 weeks away.
time for me to waste it away,again. (its a habit)
background mum's voice: "Get a Job la! Always at home and say you nothing to do!
Tsk! Tsk! Always computer & TV! Tsk!"
well, my usual phrase which is used to placate her is :
"Orh,ok la. Dont nag,can..? I will.."
(this is not talking back)
this is just a step back into rebelllion.
i dont like people to tell me to do things.
i want to do it on my own.
tsk! ):
well well,
school's starting soon.
it's gonna stink and sting.
cos im gonna bid farewell to these extraordinary people..
i never realized that time passes so fast when ur happy.
and, time drags like a long speech in the school halls when you aren't
(points back to post that stretched from '08 april.)
ohwell.
at least i met different people,saw different face,had acquaintances and well,friends!
im really glad to those people in W15A!
thank u ol' SO SO SO much!
esp; Shandy,Heidi,Peishan,Zul,Charlotte,Joy!~
and not forgetting all the faccis and my other beloved classmates.
and ahh!
I totally forgotten about the New Year Resolution.
ahhhh,fuggggg it!
well,apparently i will contradict myself in one action and another.
I will still need a new year resolution, and well..
i will also leave some undone.
(shakes her head bewilderedly)
and gah gah gah!
im going to be 18 soon.
*sighs*
im excited and rather apprehensive about that.
cos someone just gave a huge knock on the head.
"What have you done this past 18 years of your life..?
what have you achieved.."
seriously,that STINKS & STINGS.
blah!
and to be heard from someone i dearly love.
ah,crap.
so so so..
like what i am always.
left ear go in,right ear come out.
anyway,im currently installing Core of Duty 5 : World at Wars.
wonder shall i install on my laptop or not.
kekes.
and well,gahhh..
im feeling so crappy now.
cos everything is not kinda accomplished or done yet.
*hits head*
and yea,the Twilight mania is fading..
so so slightly.
kekes.
im still not really into rob pattinson.
he..he did not wash his hair for 6 weeks.
gosh.
ok,thats a lil gross.
seriously..
and well, EMMET IS SO DAMN FRICKING HOT.
same as JASPER.
lol.
cute and duper hot hunks.
and i seriously AM so into their eyes.
*tears*
i wonder how will u feel if u stare into a the eyes that holds sapphire and emeralds...?
i think i will probably get stuck there as if there's quicksand in them.
im so willing to drop into that!
*slaps hysterical self*
okok,im back and ready to check on my CoD.
and yea,SUBWAY is the next place im gonna drag grace to.
and i love thier cookies!
*goo-goo eyes*
suresh is gonna say i cant pull them off.
pffft!
TT_TT
alright my peeps.
i shall see u either i school or at shopping malls.
and yea,there's a FRICKIN fat cockroach in my study.
i hope it dies or get eaten by ants.
you know how i much i hate roaches.
*shudders*
I HATE ROACHES.
im feeling so uncomfortable right now.
due to that stupid roach.
DIE DIE DIE!
*sulks*
Labels: bored, everyday life., HOLIDAYS-winter, school starting, sleepy
words spilled @ 1/04/2009 02:46:00 AM /
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Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
May all of u guys have fun and beautiful memories!
and as for me,
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
^^
(im gg back to making my handphone themes)
May all of u guys have fun and beautiful memories!
and as for me,
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
^^
(im gg back to making my handphone themes)
Labels: 2009, a new beginning, New year
words spilled @ 1/01/2009 12:06:00 AM /
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