i feel like crying now..
cos im bored to my tears..
and im feeling sad.. )):
haiis,im quite DOWN recently..
last night, i cried like no one's business den got a HUGE headache.. )):
head pain until like SHIT lor..!
FUCK. ):
im pissed..cos im really pissed..
im getting senseless thou..SHIT!

- i just wanna hide my tears behind my smiling face.

either the world opposed me,OR me myself is opposing everyone else.
im throwing quite a tantrum past these few days..
either I myself is trying to be MYSELF..
OR!! i myself wasnt being MYSELF for these stupid 15 years!!?
oh god..im LOSING myself..~
HELP!!~

- i just wanna see what you look like under those smile.

i think im going to go INSANE..!~
FUCKFUCKFUCK..!!~
ahhhh.
i guess they dont seem to be like what they seemed to be..
it all makes sense..
you wanna badmouth,badmouth right in my face..
stop stabbing me from behind..
im totally walking like a ZOMBIE with KNIVES sticking out my back!!
SHIT YOU.. (:

-traces of pain etched thru your face like a piece of drawing.

ur an ASSHOLE and you know it..
*sighs* i feeling WAYY better now.. ((:
kekes..

- i wonder who i am really.

ahhh..
thank you MINGYAN!!
thanks for being concerned abt me..
and thank you Amanda for making me laugh when i saw ur lame message.. :P
aiis..my dear dear Samantha..
take care of yourself,gal!!
Si Won & Dong Hae's heart may break at the sight of you..
TAKE CARE AND REST WELL!

Ming Yan just introduced me a new forum.. ((:
Soompi..MY SUPER JUNIOR!~
ahh gawd..ming yan just doesn't wanna tell me how to get there..
im LOST thou.. )):
HELP REQUIRED..!!

- would i rather be the SMILEY or the Norm in you eyes..?

ahhh..
aloysius just got hold of a job..(lucky fella)
awww..im so ENVIOUS of him!!
i wanna work like that too!!~
awww..i dun mind working/being SM trainee thou..
hmm..BUT i seriosuly have no talents..
just a few easy dancestep can get me no where.. ^^"

- its too difficult for me to be ur SUNSHINE.

ahhh..my stomach's aching once again.. ):
it hurts!!
i hope my uterus dun come bleeding during the trip to Korea..
it will be ewww.. )):
ahhh..i wanna sleep..
my CCA starting at 25th.. )):
BLEAHS.. but still got EXCO stuff..
sian dio..
haiis..

- cos im still MYSELF. whenever i laugh or cry,its none of your business

sorry for not blogging for these past few weeks.. ^^"



MY W550I IS ALIVE..GROWLS~!

ahh..my phone was FINALLY fixed..!~
i miss it so MUCH..i guess i cant live without my phone..
sobs sobs.. *howls and whimper*
my w550i rocks..!
but i wanna get another phone.. ^^"
i dun wanna lose this precious phone!!~
aiis..PHONEPHONEPHONE!

forget about my phone first..
OMG..I JUST CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF MY PHONE!~
ahem**..sorry..lost my composure..
im SO happy thou..cannot blame me..! XD
OK no more..stop stop..

so yesterday,(7/11/06)..
i hang out with the GALS..
ming yan,amanda,yan zhen,grace,and sihui..
so,we went to the city area..
ORCHARD ROAD!!!
woots..it was so nice..
i saw a rolls-royce,7 series BMW,a lamborghini..
it was like "OMG"..
i've never seen a rolls royce in Spore..its like so EX..
im being a country bumpkin.. (:

so we went Heeren,Cineleisure,Wisma Atria,then Taka..
Heeren is renovated pretty nicely..
too bad the wallet shop kinda got taken over.. ):
*ming yan wanted to buy wallet and earrings..
we should have went Dhoby Gaut Xchange..
i've long wanted to go there!!
want to go there to shop shop.. (:
went strolling the Heeren..
HMV is currently selling SUPER JUNIOR!!
ahhh! im SO ecstatic!! so happy..!!
i wanna get the photobook..
so KIMs ah..on the Wednesday kk?..
then went woo and ahh over the stuff in Heeren..
got lots of new shops thou..ok la..not alot.. (:
ahYAn brought me to the Graffiti Cafe..
she wanted to show me the "RyeoWook" written in hangul.. (:
next time the 4KIMS must go there! ok?!

"the KIMS are not O.V.E.R!
we are here to Rock The House!
we just want u to Show Me Your Love
and we wanna have ur HONESTY written over ur face,
cos we have the BELIEF that we will share ENDLESS MOMENTS.
cos we know You Are The One,
So I wanna see ur SMILE. (: "

seriously,im getting LAME. (:
ok,back to the Graffiti thing..
WE KIMS MUST GO THERE!
go scribble nonsense.. (:
then we passed a tattoo shop..
seriously this painful stuff kinda makes my stomach twist..
BUT i wanna pierce my ears AGAIN!
but i guess it must be after the trip to Korea..
kekes..i dun want my ears to get infected.. *its scary..

then after making rounds in Heeren,we went to HMV..
the KIMS went gaga over Super Junior.. (:
its so US..

thean after lingering at the K/JPOP section,we left for Cine..
Went to est KFC in Cine,took NEOs there too..
i just wanna go back to Cine AGAIN!
its nice.. (:

**FYI : ming yan said that Choi SiWon's stead is a year OLDER than us!
ahhh! she is SO LUCKY!..SAM u got chance le!!
a teeeny weeeny chance can le!! NVM! GO GO FIGHTING!~

ok back to wat i wanna say again..we went to took NEOs.
seriously i look kinda funny..in one of the pics..
no no no..i look FUNNY IN ALL!
I look weird in the neos..!
thats bad..
there is one which i had already prepared myself to take the neo le..
but i went to kick sihui..so i turned to say sorry to her..
by that time,my pic was taken..so pai seh.. haii..but so funny
thank god amanda agreed to take with us.. (:
she dont like taking neos,so vehh diff to persuade her into the machine..
hehe..

so after Cine,we went to Taka there..
the girls wanted to see the MAZDA car competiton..
so we went there..
saw a few celebs then sian dio..
cos the contestant was quite not there.. ):
so went into taka..
saw the HUGE christmas tree..(its the same old one too)
hehe..no offence.. (:'
thrn we kept snapping pics..
EXCEPT ME..my phone was still at Simei.. ):
people fixing screws on my poor 'broken-into-2' phone..
then kept taking pics la..then we took some quite intresting ones..
(next time i post it up!!)
[i think i posted quite a lot!! i've finish listening to ALL suju's songs!]

after resting in the air-conditioned Taka,we went to Wisma Atria..
we walked past the BIG fishtank..
so [sihui,amanda,ming yan and me] crowded around the fishtank..
discussing wheter are the fishes eating thier own kind..
*we saw them eating something silvery which dont look like plastic..!
it looks like a carcass of a fish!..freaky!
then amanda dragged me away from the fishy.. ):
so sad..

then we went home taking the MRT..
seriously,my leg kinda ache very BADLY that day..
but it was great..it was my 1st time to shop with my School U in Orchard!!
anyway,my windows *my eyes are kinda closing by themselves..
so tata! i wanna snooze le..*yawns*
Nites!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUPER JUNIOR!~

ahaha..i didnt even know that today is the day when Super junior was born..

Lee Teuk,Kim Hee Chul,HanKyung,YeSung,ShinDong,KangIn,SungMin
EunHyuk,DongHae,SiWon,RyeoWook,KiBum,KyunHyun

Congrats to them for turning 1 year old.. (:
Super junior has been endorsing lots of stuff lately.. (:
im so PROUD of them!!
sobssobs..*drama queen*
anyway,thanks to MingYan.
she was the one who informed me that Super junior is 1 year old TODAY!
ahh..(:
im so happy..

OH YES! hee chul oppa!
WELCOME BACK!
thank god..he recovered well.. (:
hes BACK..i love the girly him LOADS.
kibum oppa,take care of hee chul oppa.. (:
and PLEASE..i know hee chul had recovered..
so PLEASE..dont come during 18 dec to 27..
no no no..i would be heartbroken.. ):
seriously..!!
*prays hard*

ahh..Shi Won has finish filming his Chinese movie..
im anticipating for his movie..
next time the KIMLEES must go watch.. (:
then go shop shop.. (:
seriously,i have been slacking on SuJu..
but i do know that DongHae shin is attached with someone..
leeteuk too..
aww..that kinda sucks..
kekes..i wanted them all by myself..
selfish me.. (:

alrights then..i think im DONE.. (:
will blog more often..
Ciao..!

i think i would remember today 06/11/06

Current Song :Eternity by Do As Infinty

It Ended at 10:01




annyung!
ahaha..been feeling kinda "heavy" this time round..
very tired of the nonsense around me..
but im very happy thou..
im still a HAPPY girl..

On the 3rd of Nov;
Aloysius,Amanda,Bryan,MingYan,Samantha,Vanessa and i went to Changi Airport..
went there to eat ban mian..
sadly,my pathetic phone was oOo..
it was out of order...it broke..
it is still currently in servicing..sobs sobs..
i miss it LOADS.. ):
sam was snapping lots of photographs thou..
lol..~
we did lots of silly stuff...
(hello?! we're like ONLY 15? O.o?)

thanks to amanda,we went to take the skytrain(?)..
sam & amanda ran to area and i follow suit..
i almost puke my food out..
[DO NOT RUN AFTER EATING A FULL MEAL!~]*
its like phews~! so tired..
ming yan & aloysius walked there..
i wished i had done the same..kekes.
then we went to Terminal 2..
went to windowshop again..
i immediatly went into MiniBits Korea..
loved those accessories..O.O
it was SO shiny..*bling bling*
then we went to Mac to find the lovebirds..
while the love birds ate,the KIMLEES did silly stuff..
by taking pics with uncle mac.. O.o *odd*
i was acting all goofy..*goofball* XD

after all those eating,we went back to the bus terminal..
on the way to the terminal,we saw a group of girls with cameras and etc..
they looked like fans..
so,sam and i decided to check it out..
they were a couple of china gals,then we thought of HanKyung coming to Spore..
lols..
haiis..i really hope SUPER JUNIOR would just pop up in Spore right now.. (:
then we went to take 53 to van's house..
left aloysius to get home to bring his puppy for grooming..
aww..he shld have came..
then we walked to Vans House..
the trail was filled with LOADS,i mean LOADS!! of mosquito..
my legs were bitten..SOBSOBS. ):
we played "lets learn english" and sang "Somebody To Love" from DBSK.
we sang the "love love love" part..lols..it was hilarious..!!

we watched slither immediatly after going into Vans House..
it was D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G..! too much gore..
eww..so not to my liking... X(
wanted to vomit quite a couple of times..after watching the movie,
the others played big 2 while i flipped thru the mags..
watched some kiddies show..i seriously need those..
lols..
then we watched Hi-5..*lols..
*i wanted to watch Barney..
*LOLS* but van didnt suscribe..):
omg..im SUCH a BABY! lols..alriite then..
i have posted quite enough.. (:
look at my next post then.. (:

Current Song : Pherhaps Love - Howl & J

it ended at 9:21.. (: smiles!

*pardon my blog..its a little shortcircuited..=.=

ahahaha..ok;enough of my crap..(:
feel SO much better after ranting out all mii stuff..
i dun feel that stuffy now..its WAY better..*phews*
i was limping all the way for yesterday and today..
i twisted my poor ankle..sobssobs.. ):
it really hurts..so,i didnt go for work today..
went for work yesterday..
my leg really hurts and the therapist guy never come.
so,i had to limp all the way back form tampinese to punggol in my daddy car.. (:
then we ate dinner..the fried rice was SO good..
it was 'yummy'..really good..(:
then SADLY,mi w550i broke into 2 pieces..
[actually,i wanted to post the pic..but mii infared dun want to co-operate..]
it break until like SHIT like dat..
so stupid lor..tonight going to fix my phone and my leg..
lols.. XD..
love mii darling phone..(:
lovelovesloves..
anyway,dunno which "lovely" go tag my blog..
i wonder who impersonate kibum oppa..
lols..*fantasising that it was kibum*
i think i can wait long long.. ):
lols..aiiya..so siian..
didnt manage to catch any good sleep during these few nights..
very tired now..
Ciao then!~
i wanna watch love letter le..all b'cos amanada addicted me to it..):
kekes..(:


the rain has been affecting me quite badly this few days (?)..
so im like totally moody and all that..
im turning into Ms.Grumpy soon.
haiiya..humans have kinda evolved during this period of time..
as in like,they change..
humans can be SO powerful,yet so succeptible..
aiis..really very moody..
it's like they totally just turned hay-wired..
i wonder..hmm?..
didnt quite offend them thou..(im trying not to)
really vehh upset la.. ):
-i just wanna break down with u by my side,
they could be so BLUNT with thier words..
Hello!?..humans have feelings all right..!?
but seriously..i dun blog to please people,i blog to express my feelings..(quoted from someone blog)
CAN U BE MORE CONCERNED OF THE PEOPLE ARND U?! U DUMBASS!
people could be so hurt by their words..
humans have RIGHTS..and i declare..PRIVACY!!..
please..! i need to have mi time..
so PLEASE understand!!..
i do not know wheter are u still in ur 3 year old mentality or WAT!?
please THINK!!
by the way,im NOT an item! u got me?
im NOT in ur possesion.
i belong to myself..! and surely,u must change ur tone..
ur words are like shards of glasses,scratching me everywhere..
oh PLEASE! i really feel like kicking some SENSE into u..
ur being too CHILDISH!
ahh!!~ im really kinda pissed off..
-i wanna cry in ur arms till i fall asleep
there must be some limit to what u say..
please channel ur words into ur brain before letting it slip out of ur mouth!
and can u PLEASE behave like an adult..?
i have enought CRAP from u till i could fill a whole hot air balloon with the words u produce a DAY..
i have taken enough jokes..so please STOP it..!
ahhh!..
summarised from 3 days of silence.. (:

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