sobs.my ear..no hope lerr..
it's infected haiix..
pain pain pain..
beauty has a price to pay..
it's SO true..OUCH.
removed my stud yesterday and..
WHOOSH.on the tissue,
my PRECIOUSS blood..
ok..NO JOKE MAN!
Blood -> Iron
Never tell my parents bout it..
Haiix..dun want them to worry..
budden,the person i wanna tell it's him..
today..i saw him from far..
dunno wheter he noticed not..
this small things..i dun tink he bothers..
FORGETIT...I dun wanna care lerr..
Indeed..this generation...
Ladies could call the guy up and say
"hey hunk,wanna date me? *winks "
budden look at my calibre!
OHMIGOSH.
He's too handsome lerr..
BU.KE.YI.!.NO.WAY.!.
IMPOSSIBLE..
Ok la.. will pine for him often budden..
suan le la..
got SO MANY obstacles..
ahem..
1st is he,himself..
2nd is his friends
3rd MY friend.. (this one sure OK)
4th his family memebers (this look FARAWAY)
5th Our future..My studies,His...
6th Our situation..
SO? DUNNO!
LEAVE IT..
Find another guy to hunker on..
YAY..JIAYOUS..
SORRY gurls..so sorry to dash ur hopes..
Me and him..
I'll be happy if i can be with him..
SUPER HAPPY..
ok la..ciao..!

Was in skool today..it was a funnie day though..
cos my tay (physics) never come..so during physics we sneaked in and out of class..lied to the relive teacher..
heeeX..k la..my BAD..
then purposely walk the long way go see him..
Walk past the lab bout 5 times lor..
hee..OBVIOUS SIA..
At first heard the commotion bout his class going lab..
den crystal,huiix,and mei xian went toilet..
Then they say they saw.. bla bla bla bla..
(im nt saying :p)
then i was like : "REALLY! CRYSTAL I WANNA GO!"
Then we walk to the stairs located at our last year class..
then walk 1 big round past the lab..
haiix..sum time so envious of those girls in his class..sobs* ):
cos he's always ready to lend a helping hand..
wat a gentleman..hee..so the guys i like got taste wann..
haha..then we went to the ladies..went to tie my hair..
LOOKLIKESHIT sia...
then fumble here and there..
caught a glimspe of his back..his face..
CALL ME A PERVERT..if u want..
k la..i tink im NUTS..
haha..wen he see this,he'll probably wear a mask..
hey,if u c this,wear a Darth Vader mask..
ILIKEHIM..heee
heee..budden he's the most gorgeous i met la..
excpet those in US de..
US de taller than him..
Hu call him look like caucasian and have a asian average height!?
hehe..GOD la..diaox..
he's so my type..
alrite let me emphasise this AGAIN!
i think he WILL be FREAKED out..
k la..pls dun be scared k..
if no fate then no choice lor..
i'll face ur rejection bravely! I will!
AS IF MAN...
I will go slightly sucidal..
k la..wun't suicide for a guy..
the world population got LOTS handsome guys lor..
so never mind..lose one then gain another..
i tink his classmate tink i like him
STUPIDLY OBVIOUS..
my reactions,my face,my smiles..
so STUPID..
next time SELF-CONTROL..
control..act normal,dun look at him like ur prey..
ok..i WUNT!
CONTROL.CONTROL.CONTROL.CONTROL!
k la..enuff..sometime..
i very stupid..
but oso clever la..
hee..cos probably he cant even see my posts!
heeex..my blog...i tink he oso wunt see..
He MUZ study..
o level ler!
muz JIAYOUS...!
But muz take care of ur health..
SERIOUSLY!
Get adequate sleep and rest k..
If u ever see this la..
*rolls her eyes*
haiix..then muz NU LI..!
Im behind u always!
but pls,my small small request..
come back next year pls..
i'll miss u severly..
I will not know who to love..
I might not have the strength to stand without u..
Give me a small glimmer of hope!
PLEASE!
I REALLY LOVE YOU..
Or u can say like ba..
No true love?..
Ok..if u want to reject me cos im not pretty,not clever..
i would not mind..
Juz flash a small grin/smile/laugh..
I'll be alive again..
I dun mind..being rejected now..
Been thinking of u too much that i lose myself..
Almost went to hit my head on the mirror..
I think i'll probably break a piece of glass with my fist..
Then the pain wun't be so pain le..
I wun't bleed internally no longer..
No longer..i'll bleed physically..
Huiix say u'll say i love u to me..
to me,it's a dream that will never come true..
It wunt..
Could u ever let me hold ur hand,lie in ur embrace,
for a day,and say lies that will comfort my dead soul..
say "i love you' i do not mind if it's a lie..
I will accept this..
I WILL!
This is all i ask for now..
Can u please make it happen..?
At least i won't be hurt no longer..
haiix..let me truly love u and pamper u..
Juz one day!
I'll pamper the reluctant u till u say 'Go away'
I'll not cry,I won't..
At least those words are from u..
It would no longer hurt me any longer..
Let me love u till u say "please dun appear again"
Till u push me on the floor..
Push my hand away...
My dead soul will be again be in peace..
But another sun will shine on me again..
And i'll once again forget about u..
haiix..
stupidity..IM SO DAMN SIAN!
That's y den write those things..
But those are true,though
Anyway,Jia you's for ur O's!

BLAHS..Now in Computer room in school..haha..
saw him having P.E today..hee..
ILOVEHIMLOTS...
IHARRTSYOO..muackz

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time forever
Ur the only love I will need
In my life ur all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
Ur the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Chorus:
Imagine me without you
Id be lost and so confused
I wouldnt last a day, Id be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know its just impossible
Because of you, its all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I cant imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
Ur love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Chorus:
Imagine me without you
Id be lost and so confused
I wouldnt last a day, Id be afraid
Without you there to see me through
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh
Chorus:
Imagine me without you
Id be lost and so confused
I wouldnt last a day, Id be afraid
Without you there to see me through
I cant imagine me without you
--------------------------- <3>
I wish u can ever see this,cos whenever i hear this
Im always thinking of you..
I wasn't avoiding you today..
I was juz too happy..
And i was too shy to be true with u..
But if there is ever this day...
That you'll ever see my blog,
My heart will heal,
if it ever breaks..
I trust that till this october,
i will be brave and actually say a hello..
Cos i dun want to spend my last years,
without you..
My heart broke at 9:16 in 19th april 2006..
Because of this special guy in my life..
If there is any fate between us,
pls let it be before 2006 october..
I would want a small piece of memory
With you..
A small and happy memory..
I will work hard,so that fate would bring
us together again in the future..

-simppl uniqque*

Can't belive it lorr..
those shiity bastards are SO tredding on my toes..
watever..as if i bother..if they see this thing..
wat an arse could they be..
especially that gigolo egg-ed face and pimp..
wat an arseholes they can be sumtimes..
if dun like den say..
act like very shuai liddat..
BLAHS..This class will be GREAT
if without those peeps.
First,the elephant tusk
2nd her 跟屁虫..
ok wartever..so wat.
they chio..ok..i dun mind saying that..
no lies alrite i dun even envy her..
probably,she and coach having affair lor..
so he is nice to her..ya.. WATEVER...
eew..with that old man..BLAHS
No offence lor..
I SO HATE HER..
NEHS..
LOLS..haiix..
juz now in HM saw goro wif alloy ,yan,and BOOn...
that panda..sumtime really feel like using broom go sweep her face..
No offence alrite..IF u ever see this..
cos she saw things is exactly like sweeping her words across ur face..
double ouchies man*
Then they said they bought grace a b'day prezzie..
made her a cup with our neo's on it..
haha..so fragile..F.R.A.G.I.L.E
LMAO..
Haha..then mei xian accompanied me..
sobs..im so touched.. (:
Then i was making those kawaii stickers
Then i saw goro with the gigolo and the pimp..
Grrr..WAT A DAY..
Feel like using a sniper to snipe his damn shit off his body!
The the gigolo was like 'goro..blah blah'
i hope if we ever go bowling again,his fingers will stick to the BALL..
LOLS..Then have it surgically remove it..LOLS
i'll be lafting away.
The pimp is so ACT..
Cos sumtime act cool,sumtime act bad,act nice
eww..Show me ur not nice..
smittien by ur hairy ass pimp..
frankly speaking,in a girl opinion..
A beige underwear..IS SO..haha
Orbit..Too orbit ler..
No fashionable..
why not squeeze a pair of whities..?
It's better..
at least i wont puke..
Guys muz seriously wear boxers..
too bad..guys here aren't the scottish typo..
They could actually wear boxers under thier skirts..
no offence dudes out there ..
lols..ok..why are u guys so..GUYS?
Fancy seeing a gang member in ur class
and start hailing himas as a GOD..
Goddamn farnie/hilarious..
OHMYGOD..
They actually follow their trend and went to do something..
TOOOOT*TOOT*TOOOOOOOT*Im not saying..lols..
haiix..so pathetic..like dogs..
no offence again..
follow their owners by the nose..
i smell u,my GOD OWNER..
BLAH..
Haiix..pathetic pathetic..

-simply uniqque*

Could have seen him in school juz now..
haiix..Today got physics lesson lorx..
Then the lesson went pretty ok..budden a little boring lars..
siian sia..haha..
Thank goodness got huii xin and crystal lor..
Or else im bored to death.. XD
but cher attitude getting better la..
not that strict le..
haha..but today pretty hilarious la..
went cher gave us break,we went to his class..
haha.3 of us tried tons of method to get his table..
but too bad..either the table too far or our hand,too short..
HEEx..we 3 all siao siao one..
den huii go c her peanut table..
her peanut same row as king kong(kk) la..
so qiao siia..
k la,den 3 of us go buy drinks lor..
go buy den go back class..
den the band start playing music..almost-deaf*
haha..jking jking..no offense..!
When we going back,we scared cher scold..
den pretend we running..
but to my surprise,he was not there..heng sia*
Then hailimi say he go look for us.. ><" Then we pretend we very guai den do our stuff..
by the time he got back already going to be 11:30 le..
then he teach teach teach..ok la..then by 11:45 let us go..
haiix...then we went to the canteen..
Sent crystal to the carpark,where her dad was..
Cos she going to take for the IC foto..
then me and hui xin walk to Mac lor..So hao siao..
we talk abt kingkong and peanut..
Then go Mac eat..
huii xin vry funnie lors..
So pai seh that she eating my fries..
She was like dun want la..
so kawaii and sweet lors...
then met ivan spending his last day in Mac..
Then he beri funny,gimme 3 pack of curry sauce..
haha...So ke qi..later kena scold nehhs..
haha..den eat finish,den we walk back to skul..
then we saw the classmate of kingkong and peanut..
then we were lyk so happi..
stay there for a while..
then i say i wanna go hme,huii xin oso going home.
so we go home seperate ways lors..
then i go to my busstop..
tot he would take 62 to skul..
Budden wen 62 came..
Not even a shadow of him was dere..
then rmb huii xin tell me he prob come in from
the backgate..then start feeling so sad lor..
haiix..dunno how come i like u SO much!!
haiiix..!

Yesterday,went to PS to watch movie..
den no skul..yays! all of us very happie lor..
den spent a night discussing :
1)where to go?
2)Watch what?
3)**Who to bring!! (:
haha..then we discussed of TM,PS and J8.
Then we chose PS..cos got thing to play ma..
Cos crystal was the princess of the day..
We were suppose to celebrate her b'dae..
So we cant possibly choose ghost movie.
so we left it for when we go PS.
Then,
huiixiin say bring peanut and kingkong go..
then she took the step first,she asked peanut out!
then she ask me ask king kong go out lor..
then i was like ...
Then i msged him..
He replied lor..like lightning lyk dat..exaggerating*
I was so happy wif joy dat i was screaming..
haha..then he asked y and said he was not kinda sure..
Then i said go watch movie & ask him bring fren..
Den he nvr reply ler..but i was vry happy lo..
I was in cloud 9..haha weee... (:
Then huiixiinpeanut juz say y only..
den i dunno le.. > <"
that was probably the longest statement he gave me.. (:
Then the next morning,spent bout an hour or so,to doll up..
haha..muz be pretty riite?..
hehe..no matter if he cannot go,i still nid to be pretty..
Too flaunty ler..
Then wear this wear that..
I left the hse bout 12:10 ba..
then thay say meet at serangoon..
I went to serangoon station to wait for them..
Then got a grp of guys stand dere..
I was so scared that i tot kingkong will be there..
then i make myself look good by smiling..
budden i found it vry silly.. ):
Then huii xiin came!
With a guest! cindy..!
didnt know cindy was same age as king kong..
then i chat and chat wif them till princess crystal came.. (:
Then all of us go to PS le lor..
Was talking 1 station to another..
Discussing wheter the guy/girl behind us is a F or M
Then discuss and discuss...
Then we reached Dohby Gaut..
Then we confirmed that she was a F..
Cos got..u know..woman's must have..
then huiixiin vry funny..walk in front to c..
I almost want to HAHA loud loud..
hee..budden will b pai seh,so never do..
we saw lot's of YYSS de peepz lor..
so wa lan...
then went to the cinema there..!
then SI BEI SUAY!
Saw the... *eo**e lor..
the one hu confesssed...
eeeeeeeeyer..
he was wif JJ not my klass..
Wif the 3c ,BB..
we were like siam here and there..
aiyo..so diff lor..
then he saw us..i was like OMG!
SAVE ME...!!
Dig a hole and let me get buried underneath it..
I dun waNt to see him..
i rather see king kong..
haha..k la..no offense..
i severly HATE him..
asshole..
Not kingkong..
haiix..i was hoping i could see him..
budden today found out he cant go out..
cos got chem test..
so ke lian..
haix..
Then we were choosing which show..
i actually wanted to watch 'recarnation'
budden it's horror..sad
then oso got keeping mum..
budden NC-16..
wadda hell..
> < angry lor..
then got ICE AGE2 and Eight Below..
Both nice but all selling fast..
so i tot of the movie i saw in the commercial..
Take The Lead..A dancing movie...
of them will not like it..
Thank goodness huiixiin say she like it..
The 3 of us went in..
Then sitting b'side me was a caucasian..
AND wif his babe..sobs ):
but thank go can sit wif him haha..
then cyndi sat outside leaving 2 seats b'side her..
then 2 guys sat b'side her..
ok la..not bad..pretty shuaii..
hee..
Then 3 of us were like so dunno wad to do..
Cos too dark le..
Then i took the Nachos..
Then my jacket got stained wif cheese..
stupid..it stink la..
budden my fault..cos nvr c..
hehe..
then the movie was like,
it almost made me jump up and dance lor..
i wanted to hip hop around..
cos wa lao..it was..WOOT..!
Ownage...
it kinda owned me lor..
i was so into it..
haha
den we were discussing hu was hu..
hui xin and peanut
me and kingkong
crystal wif filter
and cyndi wif ai ai..
hehe
it wa FANTASTIC!
yay...
it rocked..hand vry suan..
not writing le..
bye bye..!

Juz went to pray my grandparents..
Hmm..Qin ming jie ma..dorts..
Dun even noe what im talking bout.. :P
haha..Anyway,today is faithfully his b'day too..yayas!
haha..Wished him happy b'day..So happy lor..
Even it's not my b'day..
Haiix..Those who tag my blog oso can go c my msn space..
I prefer there to here..This so mafan..Bleahs..
At least i write here,people won't see la..
Esp him lor..
Miss him so much..Yesterday wait till 1 something den sleep..
Juz to see whether he's online not..
So farnie..lols..
aniiwae,talk bout my clas..Not bad la..
if not for those groups of san ba(b*tch) and wang ba dan(tortise)
the class would be 'gang gang hao'
not too boring not too wild..k la..
with 3 2c students dere..ya..
got a little bit 'out' leh..
budden got huixin.crystal.mai xian.weiling.
those ladies are nice..3c's cindy is oso veri sweet la..
so cute.. x)
i like her..so friendly.. :)
Thank god hui and me lyk one oso from same class..
heex..can exchange things we know lor..so nice
haiix..budden miss my old class..
the noise.the atmosphere.and those wildness..
siao eh..lols
but i like this class la..
at least that stupid guy wont pick up a fite with the other race..
Buay Tahan (BTH)loh..
In this class,oso ok la..me and sam..Buay Pai..(BP)lols..
Using so many slang today..
farnie..lols.
haiix..this year i dun quite like..
Cos he leaving school le..Sad.. :(
Pretty upset la..but im wishing him all the best..
Cos i like him lots..
haha..confession sia..lols..
k la..bbuaiix

-simpply unnique*

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