miffy euniced

HELLO?!
like what the banana milk is going on?!!!
its mean to make use of banana milk to replace a bad bad word.

i know its a bad habit to rant where your unhappy.
Esp on the blogs my friends read..
but!!
i really need to spill these bad things out.

I cant believe im turning 19 soon on the 25th!~
yay!!
ok, im slight happier right now.
haha.

my brother kinda comforted me a lil.

but waiiiit!
its time for u to watch what u do, missy/mister.
*does KARA's 'Mister' dance*

Oops.
hehehe.
anyway, nothing defers me from getting snappy.
i've been snapped at once for pissin people off.
but ohwell.
Apparently, we didnt have any fate to be friends.
whatever.
tsssssk.

So,I am it again!
But let me say clearly.
I dont care what are you going to portray me as to your friends.
Because apparently, you have no longer treated me like one.
I admit, I feel sad and its a waste.
But to hell with it.

I always try to be nice.
Ok, I am not very nice all the time.
I am not your pretentious BFF.
But I do have BBF.
big bitch fit.

- what the hell am i talking?! -
tsk.
loco me.
-_-

Anyway, I love Da Endorphine's 'Dai Yin Mai'
Hell, i love this song.
Ohya, its not korean.
It's thai.
lol!

but hey, its hella nice.
im in love with the singer's voice

Ok, lemme intro a phone im tempted to get.
even though its specs doesnt meet my requirements. ):



but hell,cute right?
its previous sibling LOLLIPOP.
Yes, the one BB and 2Ne1 endorsed in 2009.
it is OUT in Singapore.
as expected, the specs is disappointing. ):

Sigh, i guess I require Sony Ericsson better.
haha.
Camera function and etc.
Love yeahhh.

And I think I cant remeber about my rants.
tatas!~ :D

(that dont mean i am NOT angry!)

"I really need a heartwarming hug and some soothing words.."

I am feeling terrible.
Emotional repercussions, I mean..

My presence is getting dimmed each time I appear.
Soon, I will become invisible in people's eyes.
I am thankful to my family for being able to 'see' me.

Sometimes, I dont feel I am there at all.
I just want to find a space alone and sit there.
If I dont need to talk.
I wont..

So, it wont be so uncomfortable.
Not for you or me.

I am being judged.
Everyone apparently has their score book ready in their hands.
Ready to strike off marks when I make a fool of myself.

I dont care what outside think of me.
But I just feel so scared and timid that I am judged over and over again.
I am going to disappear.

Another obstacle..
Another fearful time..

"Oh, oh, oh, 오빠를 사랑해 Ah, ah, ah, ah, 많이 많이 해!~ ♥"

♥JJANG, isn't it.
Definitely loving SNSD's new hit; Oh!
TAEBUUUU!~

Taeyeon looks amazing!~
keke, our Jelly.
Just went to register for a Soshified account.
I love them, awesome!

And SHINee, haah.
Dont talk about it.
Spent $30 for a maxi cab ride..
Nothing seen.
Sad,isn't it?
Also, I hurt my knees.
I have a horrible bruise on my kneecaps now.
Pssh!

Bleah, compared to others.
They dont ecven spend a cent.
They got to see Minho, TaeMin & Key.
Minho ever waved, shit right?
Injustice or just NO fate.
lol.

I hope I can send them off at the airport.
*Prays*
Hope my FYP thing dont clash!
Pleaseeee!!

Well, if SHINee is coming..
I am going to buy the tix.
Whatever, i wanna see them! (:

Love these boys to miss out on them.
Next time, really book maxi with loads of people!!
Cheaper. keke.

Ohwell, gotta sleep.
Anyway, today was the last lesson for Facilities Planning
*tears*
So sad!

Tomorrow, Manufacturing's last lesson too.
So on and so forth..
Ok, I am sleepy and am awaiting for Hello Baby S2. Ep3!~ :D
Also, MBLAQ Idol Army subbed!~

lol, but exams. T_T
nevermind, after exams!!

PS; i heard Yoogeun came here with SHINee to Singapore.
To film Hello baby!~
I wonder is this true??

:D

OHKAY!
GOODNIGHTS, lovelies!~!
And, today was the start of SHINee's perf!~
Wonder what did they sing.. ♥

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.