"Conspiracy!~"

Hello people!
Its my holidaysss!
2 weeks of it. (:
But sadly, the timings for RP and other polys arent the same
):

So sad!
Well well, no choice sial..
Anyway..
Will post something cute.

And people,
Mnet Khun Scandal part 4 (subbed) is OUT.
want me to post it here..?
Tell me tell me!
(x

Hoho, before the bigbanging!
Lemme put 2PM's Idol World LAST EP part5..



2PM boys are..
wow.. boys..
Lol, the talk of porn just makes them sooo happy.
lol.
never mind..
i understand 7 boys under one roof isnt an easy thing
haha.
xDD

Enjoyyyy!
(to 2PM & fangirls!)

*******

Well, im saving space for THIS.
B-I-G B-A-N-G

They are big and bangin'..
I still like T-O-P loads.
but after watching Family Outing.
Daesung is getting my attention.
lol!!

Here's some freebies and eye candy!



Comedy Skit from G-Dragon & T.O.P

Convo:
TOP: Yes, madam, I'm at Hapjung Station. Yes, I'll Prepare in a hurry.

"Nothing seems so pure.."

People, class is HELL today.
All about excel and decision trees.
TT___TT
but thanks to my team mates.
lie zhen especially!
(anyway,he's the one who looks like hyung joon from double S.)
I so-called surviving through lessons.

Well well, excel has never been benevolent to me.
lols, and worse still.
Im having my UT on THIS!
mad,right?

But i feel alil bit overwhelmed for my friends.
They are having like 2 UT's consecutive
):
If its me, I wont be able to survive for both.

Anyway..
Mnet Nickhun's scandal is uploaded in youtube
I dont post unsubbed.
Cos I know it will be boring to watch.
Lols..

AND AND AND!
My friends and my bro are having their birthday soon!
HOHOH.

29th may 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :

• SHANDY

• SAMANTHA!

And my bro is following afterwards. xD

Next, will be Nellyn's birthday at June 2nd!
hahah.


[gosh, im broke -x-'']

And yes!
My 2 classmates send me this link.
LOL.
damn cute..

It's Mr Brown singing 'Wash Your Hands' following..
*drum rolls*

Wonder Girl's - Nobody
This song has been so popular, till its EPIC!
lol, i have been hearing it so frequently!



ENJOY!

Cr: Lynn & jazreel, they sent me this link.. xD
Its hilarious,really.

"trying to make the impossible,possible.."

Ah gosh.
I really need this wednesday off.
But I am also thinking whether is this wednesday kinda wasted?
I could do so many thing on the wednesday too.
E.g: meet up with girlfriends, clear my modules, clear CE points.
aish,damn sian. -___-


Well, today isn't a really good day.
woke up at 10plus?
when I was supposed to be in school by 9:15,
I reached class at 11:45am.
lols.
madness.
-____-

I overslept.
was studying/slacking for UT till 3am.
no joke, i DID study.
pretty proud of myself.
lols.

had to tell shandy to remind me NOT to procrastinate.
haha, i think i DO have dependant disorder.
ohgosh, i dont think its a laughing matter..
- x -

and also, i think i have split personality disorder.
i kinda get a lil weird at times.
hmmm,im weird..

well well,
today's lesson is about..
Binominal Theorem.
Something about probability and truth/falses
Zzzz,maths, again.

Had UT after class.
and the result means : NOT GOOD.
DAMN NOT GOOD.
TT___TT

didnt expect it to be SO difficult.
even after recieiving aids from my team mates.
Brrr, that STINKS!
i actually studies and i dont believe it!
hmmphs!

ohwell,never mind..
*sighs*
have to do better next time.
and ohgosh..
friday's UT is JAD's class.
brrr.
I hate that module.
boring facci and he's no help at all.
only NAG NAG NAG.

why can't operation planning be AFTER the hols?!
damnit.
*grumbles*

well, to cheer myself up or maybe to make myself feel like shit.
here's Nickhun's scandal part 2 (SUBBED)



enjoys!
well, i kinda pity minsun. ):
dating a celeb is never easy.
i dont think it will EVER be easy.
so dangerous.
TT___TT

" you speak bird language to birds, not english."

Reached home at 12.30am.
hahas. (:
watched Night at the Museum 2 with my family.

the movie is pretty cool.
quite funny,actually.
Had many great laughs at the silly things. (:

And when did tampinese's golden village became so cold?
even daddy and bro will feeling chilly.
thank goodness i brought my jacket.

anyway, my day was kinda wasted, again
didnt study, didnt do anything useful.
all i did was,sleep.
-___-

i think i am the sleepy monster.
i can keep sleeping and sleeping like there's no end.
woke up at 1plus to use the toilet.
then woke up at 3 to pick the phone.
then finally, alas..
woke up at 5 plus cos the phone rang.

urgh, this cant go on. -__-
anyway..
Im off to watch khun's mnet scandal.

khun lovers out there.
dont cry,alright..?
it will be painful thou..

lemme put it here. xD



Enough crying?
Time to cheer urself up..
Here's Khun's sexy danceeee



hohohs.
this boy is cute cute cute to the MAXIMUM.
and taeks + maknae's cheap dance.
dorkiness. (x

anyway,condolences to S.korea's former president.
he fell when he was hiking today afternoon.
thats why out of respect, Star King, music core = no screening.
nvm,wait for next week.
kekes. (x


and yes, people have been saying that they cant view my blog.
wonder why.. hmms.
but i guess it's the video and pics spam that is running through my blog.
haha.
oopsie!

My Lover, My Friend...

it's 2.A.M,people!
time for a friend's confession.
kekes. (x

well,im not really having insomnia.
I think I am just plain ignorant about the time.
I dont really take note of the time, and there goes..
Here I am blogging at wee mornings.

Anyway,bro just got home, ONLY.
drenched in sweat & puke.
thank goodness,it isn't his..
this show how much i have been missing.
):

Wasn't that hyper when I was in my secondary school days.
dang..
I would have drunk till I collapse, but just didnt dare.
dont think it's safe to do that..

ohwell, guys are such lucky people.
they can touch but they dont lose when they are touched.
that sucks. ):
pfft!


ohwell, video spamming time!

The BEST Music Bank perf!



I am SO SO proud of 2PM.
They have the looks, the character & the SKILLS!
tell me, which group comes in this package..? xP

Comments :
Jaebum was awesome..
People, if u think this is the usual routine.
you are wrong BIG time.
there's a section which is a glorious sight.
they had acrobatics & fluid dance moves.
and omg,taek..
ur SMOKIN! (x


but ohwell, its a conspiracy that they didnt win.
hahs!
SJ beat them AGAIN.
- x -
ohwell,sorry sorry is catchy thou.
=X
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2nd video spamm!


Jay & Khun hosting Music Core.
this is adorable,MUCH! (:
im happy for these boys to excel in the hosting area!

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Alrighty...
Peace out,peeeeps! (x

PAYCE

"baby,take a look at our love.."

CONGRATULATION to 2PM!

Mnet Countdown; Triple Win.
Which is also their 5th win..!



this is their encore performance,silly dance!



their performance!



My favourite:Navi ft Taek & Jae- My heart's damaged

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Class is boring.
The ahjusshi like facci talk SO much.
boring fag. ):
he's SUPER naggy.
cant he just NOT talk so much.
-_____-
@#$%&

sighs,after yesterday's bullsh*t..
today seems worse.
lol.

FYI : I got bitten by a freaking FAT red ant on my NECK.

I even asked my bro whether will i die or not.
lols.
im such a doofus. - x -

But through yesterday, I finally know..
I have an awesome buddy.
Shandy shandy shandy shandy!
she'd the best I can have.

she sent me this picture to cheer my lousy day up.
kekes.


Thank Shandy, Your support was awesome..
ilu sooo much..

Ending picture!!

Taek: WOAH...
Maknae: yumm yumm

Cr: Soompi & as tagged.

"baby, say you will come back to me.."



2Pm singing "You May Come Back"

Trying to cheer myself up, so decided to post this up.
I think 2PM is getting better in singing.
and mandoo boy is a handsome man now.
kekes.
saranghae,2PM

Anyway, I got kissed by a big,fat red ant when i reached home just now.
I wonder how it got till my neck.
And ouch, it hurt loads.
):

Ludicrous, is what I have to say..
I am trying to be partial and neutral, but yet it doesn't seem to bend that way.
I am apologetic to whom I have dragged with me, and find that..
Is this a mistake..?
Can someone just explain to me what is going on..?

" I dont know, neither do I want to know. "

Man, I really do miss the old days.
My old class, be it in work or harmony.

At least it's not as dreadful as what is laid out in front of me.
I jut wish to flee when I see what's going on.
Because leeches are hidden in some places, and well..
I gotta say..
These leeches are no way better than menacious blood suckers.

Damnit.
I am pissed.
With what is going on.

And wait, A miracle happened...!
I came to school at 9.A.M.
Amazing much!

And well, but something threw me off guard.
I see/heard/ and knew that things are also,
happening behind me.
gosh, why is this so?

I know that you have this mind-set and tendency to act like that.
But please, this is too drastic!
Nothing of such had happened.
Please get your facts right before you say anything.

I have already placed that behind me, but yet..
You brought the dust up..
It is ridiculous..
Totally...


I am very very pissed about it.


You went round telling people you weren't happy..
But you pointed back and said that I went around saying too..

what are you trying to imply by telling her friend that SHE confronted you, when non has happened?!


RIDICULOUS

"Sing it like you never did..."



Idol world 2nd last episode.
well, people..
at the end..
you will know that BOYS will always be BOYS.
rofl.
the 2PM boys watches PORN.
LOL.
even nickhun is excited.
-___-"

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buahhhs.
No school today.
i think having this aint very nice.
this one day off.
it throws me off the normal pace.

*sighs*

dont have anything much to update.
Had PP workshop yesterday.
lols.
and damnit, forgotten to do the quiz.
shit.
-___-

im tired still.
going to get my contacts.
yay yay yay!
(:

lemme share this.
kekes.

A few days ago, I didnt find 2NE1's MV.
but here it is. (:
haha.
awesome,awesome,awesom.

Now, i am dying for the headphones.
the only problem is whether would I not like it after I buy.
Or utilise it properly.
*sighs*

BEATS BY DR DRE!

"holding on, before falling.."

Let me warm you up before I rant.

Presenting..

2NE1



these girls are FTW
they are so going to do SO damn well.
I love their style and i love the badass movements.

2NE1 IS SETTING THE ROOF ON FIRE.

It monday and that spells trouble.
The worse thing that could happen on a monday is excel.
-____-'"

aigoo, and change of team today.
im not saying that it's bad.
just that, i didnt expect.
thought it was tomorrow.
kekes.
still can remember that i thought i will be changing team tml,
while I washed up in the toilet.


i feel tired.
gosh, and very crappish.

im amazed by this sem's classmates.
they are simply amazing.
damn zai.
All will do work that requires no pushing.

but the problem is that, they are too zai.
damnit, it makes me feel so helpless.
and I HATE feeling helpless.

I still cant smell the gunpowder.
but I do know that there is hidden traces everywhere.
I just feel so tired.
Just like a casualty that is injured by
invisible shots fired from everywhere.

Trying to survive by hanging on this bare thread.
I wonder how long will I last..

Back to excel sheets and unanswered questions.
shit.

Can someone get me Beats by Dr Dre?


This is the custom baby from ColorWare.
The price is rather hefty : $499 for the customed one
Cr: Colorware & Dr Dre Monster beats as tagged

"Abuse Me.."


It's a saturday and I have wasted it.
Darn..

Why..?
Because I have slept till 5 in the afternoon.
Amazing,huh?!

I was supposed to ask friends out.
Damn it.
Shouldnt have went back to sleep after I woke up at 1..
-____-

But ohwell, now I shall go back into my kpop!
and presenting..

One Day
2PM + 2AM on Music Core



Jay's rap was awesome to the top!

And surprisngly, 2pm-online got it today.
cos the airtime was today! may 16th!
(:
So happy to see oneday love. (x

alrighty, im gonna eat pizza.
tatas!

" Nothing seems to be sweeter than ur lips, honey "


People..
The weather is getting extremely hot; even in the night!
So, please take care of urself..!
Drink water and be healthy! (:


Alrighty.
It's a friday..
Which means it's BREAK TIME.
Gosh, i really long for Fridays..

Even though I have a day off on wednesday,
it just doesnt make a difference.
i get to sleep late thoug, kekes..
Must make use of those wednesday and go do something,
IMPORTANT!


Anyway, quite happy today.
Cos class wasn't very tough,
and I had time to slack.
oops,guilty!

But the main reason was..
I got to spend time with friends & meet friends

First,I saw Zulaiha!
I haven't met her for so darn long!
Chatted for a short while, then parted ways.
Cos YY my koala bear was hungry.

Then I met yen xi for break 1.
she kept oogling at boys..!
but have to admit that some of the boys, were HOTTIES.

I still prefer the year 3 guy in her class.
very adorable, but has horrible hair.
when guys have ponytails, it is horrendous.
Esp. when you tie it into a plaid!
O_O

Cute face,horrible hairstyle,and alil bit too short.
but well, he's cute!
Spotted some hunks at koufu today, all thanks to yenxi.
point here & point there. xD

Then I had 2nd break with YY
that poor girl didnt eat for the whole day.
so went shopping for her mouse and her food.
look at her while she ate, took some pictures.
which she DO NOT want me to post, so i wont.
xD

these people made my day,kekes
it would even be better if sam,grace,shandy & heidi was there..
miss them much..

While presenting, went to fix my soompi siggie.
one of the members were nice enough to tell me that my siggy was oversized.
and well, she told me about hotlinking too.
(:

then headed to 2Pm's forum before hopping to 2NE1.
I love these girls!
theya re so so amazing.
zing!~ zing!~ zing!~

one of them, CL is 18 this year.
*sighs*
im so jealous!
TT___TT
good rapping skills and a leader of 2NE1..?!
Like whadd?!

i think surviving in Korea, wasnt as easy as what I thought.
these people trained their asses off.
Not specifically who.
Even SJ,2PM,SHINee,2Ne1,Big Bang,
trained for a long period of time to prove better of themselves.

The entertainment world isn't as easy as it looks now.
Like a chinese phrase..
"Performing on stage for a minute, take 10 years of training.."

You get what you work hard for.
Injuries or verbal disappointments or whatsoever.
they have to go through all these.
*sighs*
I really look up to these people.
working hard to get what they want.
must take them as an example now..

Dont know why i got so emo all of a sudden.
lols. funny.

"i miss u.."


Its so simple.
I really cannot make it this time.
It is too difficult.
What the hell is linear programming and integer programming?
huh?
why my course got such stupid things to learn?!


Feel so damn useless.
Its like a warfare around here.
Not getting really motivated.
*sighs*

Need something to cheer me up asap.
I am tired and irritated.
Probably if i put in more effort,
this wont be so bad anymore.

goodbye cruel world,
u suck.

stop dissing me.
i am just trying to make out whats going on.
just the girl who likes to dwell in her little world.

i know this cant go on,anymore..

"her lips parted as his name was called"



Chung Rim - Step

The song's pretty catchy.
Heard it on Showbiz extra that day.
And was wonderign that it sounded TOO familiar with one song.
And thought of it..
Listen to it, and u will find the beat resembling..
Madonna & JT - 4 minutes.
(want to see answer? highlight the blank above!)

But he's cute.
Just like 2PM's chansung!
Big built. (x



As for this...
*drum rolls*
Super Junior's - It's You.
This song is not as catchy as Sorry Sorry.
But well, E.L.F loves the song!
lol.
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im still diggin 2PM's Again & Again

im having serious muscle ache now.
Not forgetting my elbow pains.
-___-

i take a long time to recover from the running aches.
this shows how rare I exercise.
this is bad bad bad.

Went running with Jazreel,Jocelyn & Yenxi yesterday.
At toapayoh's stadium.
Ran 10 rounds around the track
*pats her shoulder*

Amazing feat leads to me having serious muscle ache.
haha, i love it yesterday.
we hand around and chit chat.
plus, im really happy to meet jocelyn!
its nice to meet new friends.

After running,headed for dinner with them
Before going home.
and I kind of regretted not changing my top.
Cause I smelt like some preserved vegetables.
i know, its gross
lol.

Luckily, I had a day off today.
Cos its wednesday, and I have good news.
My PP was approved.
Hurrah!~

Must not slack now.
Not a very bright time to go round celebrating..
*laughs*

Now, I am having shandy telling me when I met her in school.
I couldnt remember, till now.
Haha, I think I really DO have STM.

Anyway, no 2PM updates today.
TT___TT
Maybe later..?

I love wooyoung..
wooyoung-ie...

And school tomorrow.
Aish, getting a lil bit tired..
Must JIAYOU! (:

And really thanks Nellyn for helping me in yesterday's
permutation and combination lesson.
kamsahamnida!

ilu & imu.
misses & kisses.


sometimes, her stories become lies.
because she's a girl who's painting fantasies in her life.

"Just like a faded painting, its difficult to make out its content"


i can't understand you..

Aigoo, my elbow hurts.
BADLY.
I think either it's a new injury, or an old injury coming back to visit.
(im very prone to knocking my elbows into anything,
ranging from soft like human, to hard walls)

Or maybe its reheumatism.
im getting old,i think so..

And i just submitted my PP scope.
I want it to be accepted.
And my advisor dont really sound like a responsible guy.
-____-;;

Going running with jaz and yenxi.
something happened recently, and its not a good news.
*headache*
I pray that you will stay strong...

Ok, let me get some korean mania of the day.
Cos i doubt I will be able to view soompi today.
TT ^ TT




Music Bank performance.
(01/05/09)
our boys looks like dancing leprechaun
i still prefer the cobalt blue/black ensemble..
makes them looks so smexy..

Alrighty, back to my date with
Combination & Permutation

"Our love is a sad korean drama"


Aigoo.
I have been coughing for quite a while now.
damnit.
I dont want to get sick at this point of time!
Its terrible.
TT___TT
My bro is coughing too.
eish.. ):

Discussed PP with dad just now.
Owe him loads.
He even suggested brainstorming with me this weekend.
Appa, kamsahamnida!~
PP makes my head go wee wee.
damnit.
why RP so mafan.
Got PP and etc.
-____-

Anyway,on wednesday (6/5/09),
I saw samantha working in Sakae.
haha, she looks so adorable in that uniform.
went to heartland mall to find mummy.
and coincidentally, with my luck,
spotted samantha!
haha.
Too bad we didnt get to dine there.
Daddy had to rush to Bedok to collect our paintings.
And ate Botak Jones instead. (:


As for school on thursday..
gosh.
Linear programming stinks.
damnit.
Dont know what the @#$% is that.
and worse still, related to my diploma.
aish.
Weekends, come on fasterrrr.



anyway, met up with some old acquaintance.
and realised something in life..
sometimes, giving ur best in different aspect of lives will make you live to the fullest..

I just think that sometimes being too 'happy-go-lucky',
cant really bring you anywhere.
It just makes u feel like slacking more.
this a habit I have to ditch

I have thought through some things when I walked back home.
Like how 2PM is fighting to be better everytime.
Or how some people make use of their time, to achieve something.

Sometimes, you just have to face reality.
Because hiding from it wont help at all.

im gonna face reality and stop wasting time


Or else, when I look back.
these years spent have flown aways like spilt milk.
I cant let this go on and allow myself to dwell in regret later on..
Help me..

--------- start of kpop -----------

I have very happy news to share.
And yes, its still about 2PM.

2PM got #1 in M.Net Countdown!


CONGRATULATION




Isn't that awesome?
I seriously teared when I saw them performing their encore.
So proud of these boys..!
And I just wish I was with Hottest,
sharing their joy with them.

Just one week of promotion and it's No.1 for them.
awesooome!~
Boy, u are 10 out of 10

(but reality has to be dealt with one day)

Anyway, I am so keen for the next few episodes of
'Chitchat of Beautiful Ladies'.
Why?
Because..
Nickhun will be in that show!
ahaha, cute cute boy.
And with full loads of subs too.
kamsahamnida, KBS world!


And more to share..
It's the birth of..*drum rolls*

2NE1
the female version of Big Bang



Their new track FIRE is amazing.
Has this reggae feel in it.
Very bollywood-ish.
But the beat is pretty catchy.
And whats even more amazing,
Min-Ji the boy who has the shortest bob,
is born in 1994 (Only 15!).
Amazing?
And now, im feeling as old.
TT^TT

------ end of kpop -----

"Your love has corrupted me.."


Im seriously STUCK!
class is a bore.
All about excel sheets and a facci who talks like a robot.

The facci is nice, but just that I cant focus his lessons.
Especially today's lesson is dry and restricting.

"Keeping it to the limits"


Take 7 hot guys and put them in a room and the results is MADNESS


Aigoo,im addicted to 2PM.
damnit.
Slept at 5 yesterday.
Was busy flipping through 2PM's forum.
Till my comp crashed halfway.
TT O TT

this must stop.
but i just cant
*sighs theatrically*

Realized that Soompi's 2PM forum people are nice.
They aren't like Super Junior's pyschopath fans.
Hottest dont diss people,which is awesome.
Much friendlier than some..

Anyway,ordered Again & Again from Starthots.
hohoho.
Im so excited to slober over the posters.
Yay yay yay.

My house modem got problem again.
Either its just me being paranoid
or my neighbours are screwing up my net.
It keeps getting disconnected,
I wonder why.
(U___U)

Was up on the net all night,
searching for pictures and stuff.
Came across different videos and saw more of 2PM.
Srsly,these boys are amazing.
very real persona.
And they are all very monkey-ish.
Always hyped up.
I kinda miss chansung in idol world.
him getting hyped up and excited.
maknae,maknae,maknae. (:

And I have thought through why the boys likes Noonas.
Except my wooyoung.

1. Noonas have more money!
(then can support them even more!)

2. Noona and Noona fans are more mature.
(they are not that scream-ish , i presume)

3.Noona's are prettier?
(sighs)

*SIGHS*

WHY?
Why noona's? HUH?!
Look at us, the dongsaengs
*sulks*
urghhhhh...
Aisssh.
TT^TT

argh, im so sad.
Look at us us us!
the younger ones.
why nooonas?!
@#$%^&

Bleahs.
Im off to find mummy at heartlands.
pffft!
Why noonas?!
*grumbles*

Again and Again, I go back to 2PM forum.
Going there to get pictures that are 10 out of 10.
And all I can think is Only You.

"La La La La~ Be My Baby!~"

ohgosh,today so busy till no time to blog.
TT^TT
PP talk + logistics module = Hectic schedule.

Class is much more fun now, not that boring.
sat in between yiying and justin during PP talk.
justin was so hilarious,he kept me laughing through the talk.

Whereas i have found a new friend.
It's yiying.
She's really nice and very fun to talk to.
It's just like talking to a big sister.

Well,but there was something even better BEFORE school.
It happened at night..

I DREAMT OF 2PM

awesome,right?!!
but the dream was really weird and scary + super nice.
the definition of nice will be considered rather in-appropriate if i post it here.
haha. :X

and i think it was sam's charm.
cos a few nights ago, we wished each other to dream of 2PM/JGS.
i guess, i got mine after a few days delays.
haha..!
sam : have u gotten urs,yet?

The scary part was that i dreamnt that..
1. I murdered someone.
2. Got chased by people who dont look 'human'.
3. Touched a dried corpse.

scary,right?...
i dont feel well when i dreamnt of that..

As if I really felt the cold dried corpse with my own hands.
And i remembered crying;
"Sorry, sorry. I didnt meant to do this.."


The weird part is ...
1. My new guy classmate was in my dream.
2. We murdered someone together.
3. I kept shifting to different scenes and different people.

Example;like how my dream was.

First,I was talking to Taecyeon
(He bent to my height and place his ears near my lips),

then suddenly jaebum was there instead, playing my fingers.
(He was saying something about what I wanted for a present.
And he said 'a swatch watch')

the next, I was stroking nickhun's face with my fingers.
(and what's funny, he had a string of beehoon at his chin.
And he looks so distant..)
-___-

Amd the last was wooyoung..
as for what i did, leave it to ur imagination.
hhaha!
but not those things hor!
please!~


My team ppt coming on soon.
gonna present soon.
and aigooo,i love my dream.
excluding the horroble stuff!

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.