»KACHINGZ
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
"his old jacket, her old heart."
I am getting emo; again.
I am shaking this feeling off now.
So, I shall start doing something i love and do best at.
Write.
-Beating hearts, broken.-
Her eyes glanced at the boy to her right.
She was new here, the awkward turtle stage creeped into her.
No, she was alright.
She knew some people here, wait..
There's a few friendly face.
She told herself to breathe, she did.
Inhale she goes, and exhale she went.
Her heart suddenly broke into a sprint as someone barged through the door.
What a fright did that person gave her.
But wow, what a person.
She looked at that new boy who hurriedly took a seat,
another new awkward turtle.
But didnt she expect.
he was her awkward turtle.
------
They peered into each other eyes; his breath stroking her lips.
She was so sure, this was a dream.
It didnt feel real, but it doesnt matter now.
He was there.
His eyes curved into inverse moon, and planted a kiss at her forehead.
He murmured his heart was beating for another reason.
It was her.
She wasn't unaware, she knew he loved her.
She wasn't sure before, but now..
She was, and she heard his steady heart beating to each breath.
Her heart trembled and the butterflies came alive again.
Her stomach fluttered.
She didnt remember this to happen.
They said this was chemistry, wasn't it?
No words could explain how her body reacted to this.
She felt as if she left her body to an angel.
The feelings muted at one go, and unleashed at another.
These feelings were secondary when he pressed his lips against hers.
---------
In the midst of the morning, she opened her eyes.
Her heart was still beating fast, but where was she.
And ah, she realised.
It was a dream.
A dream, so sweet that as if honey replaced the blood pumping through her veins.
Suddenly, the overwhelming feeling rushed into her body.
No, this time.
No him, it was her alone.
In her room, hugging her legs tightly to her body.
She rocked back and fourth.
There was no love to receive those overwhelming emotions.
Only those unexplainable tears.
------------
RAWR.
Ok, Ignore the upper part.
I get into a system overload when i get upset.
yesyes, I really think I need a psychiatrist.
And whats funny, it was just that little thing that sparked this system overload.
Naw, I am not going to say it.
Its just that.. LITTLE THING!
Heh.
Ok, I am currently contemplating privating my blog.
Lol, but friends are going to complain.
but hell, who reads my blog.
Especially its so long-winded!
And, I dont know.
I have sorted through my memories these few days.
I recalled what happened last time.
I shall just be straight.
Anyway, he wouldnt be reading this too.
Well, there's this very nice friend of mine.
A friend whom I terribly thankful to.
Someone, I believed is very hurt from how I act.
Actually, we were like buddies. Really close buddies.
I am so thankful to him because I was special to him.
He even said that he enjoyed reading post that my best friends rarely read.
As I mentioned above, its TOO long.
He said, he understood from my point of view.
He would always give me a smile whenever we meet or see each other.
Honestly, he's probably one of the guy that I have ever webcam with at wee morning.
To me, he's such a caring older brother to me.
The guy who treated me with respect and always encouraging me.
Note; he behaves like a gentleman.
But after a small incident, or maybe..
I became too rude, or neglected some people.
I stopped contacting him.
How rude can I be?
He was such a nice person! ):
Now, remembering what happened.
I DETEST MYSELF for actually allowing this thing to happen.
I really hate it.
I lost a special friend.
I am so sad.
*sits at the corner & draw circle*
EMO LAAAAAA.
WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
I am getting emo; again.
I am shaking this feeling off now.
So, I shall start doing something i love and do best at.
Write.
-Beating hearts, broken.-
Her eyes glanced at the boy to her right.
She was new here, the awkward turtle stage creeped into her.
No, she was alright.
She knew some people here, wait..
There's a few friendly face.
She told herself to breathe, she did.
Inhale she goes, and exhale she went.
Her heart suddenly broke into a sprint as someone barged through the door.
What a fright did that person gave her.
But wow, what a person.
She looked at that new boy who hurriedly took a seat,
another new awkward turtle.
But didnt she expect.
he was her awkward turtle.
------
They peered into each other eyes; his breath stroking her lips.
She was so sure, this was a dream.
It didnt feel real, but it doesnt matter now.
He was there.
His eyes curved into inverse moon, and planted a kiss at her forehead.
He murmured his heart was beating for another reason.
It was her.
She wasn't unaware, she knew he loved her.
She wasn't sure before, but now..
She was, and she heard his steady heart beating to each breath.
Her heart trembled and the butterflies came alive again.
Her stomach fluttered.
She didnt remember this to happen.
They said this was chemistry, wasn't it?
No words could explain how her body reacted to this.
She felt as if she left her body to an angel.
The feelings muted at one go, and unleashed at another.
These feelings were secondary when he pressed his lips against hers.
---------
In the midst of the morning, she opened her eyes.
Her heart was still beating fast, but where was she.
And ah, she realised.
It was a dream.
A dream, so sweet that as if honey replaced the blood pumping through her veins.
Suddenly, the overwhelming feeling rushed into her body.
No, this time.
No him, it was her alone.
In her room, hugging her legs tightly to her body.
She rocked back and fourth.
There was no love to receive those overwhelming emotions.
Only those unexplainable tears.
------------
RAWR.
Ok, Ignore the upper part.
I get into a system overload when i get upset.
yesyes, I really think I need a psychiatrist.
And whats funny, it was just that little thing that sparked this system overload.
Naw, I am not going to say it.
Its just that.. LITTLE THING!
Heh.
Ok, I am currently contemplating privating my blog.
Lol, but friends are going to complain.
but hell, who reads my blog.
Especially its so long-winded!
And, I dont know.
I have sorted through my memories these few days.
I recalled what happened last time.
I shall just be straight.
Anyway, he wouldnt be reading this too.
Well, there's this very nice friend of mine.
A friend whom I terribly thankful to.
Someone, I believed is very hurt from how I act.
Actually, we were like buddies. Really close buddies.
I am so thankful to him because I was special to him.
He even said that he enjoyed reading post that my best friends rarely read.
As I mentioned above, its TOO long.
He said, he understood from my point of view.
He would always give me a smile whenever we meet or see each other.
Honestly, he's probably one of the guy that I have ever webcam with at wee morning.
To me, he's such a caring older brother to me.
The guy who treated me with respect and always encouraging me.
Note; he behaves like a gentleman.
But after a small incident, or maybe..
I became too rude, or neglected some people.
I stopped contacting him.
How rude can I be?
He was such a nice person! ):
Now, remembering what happened.
I DETEST MYSELF for actually allowing this thing to happen.
I really hate it.
I lost a special friend.
I am so sad.
*sits at the corner & draw circle*
EMO LAAAAAA.
WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
Labels: days going by, emo, late nights, sadded
words spilled @ 6/29/2010 12:07:00 AM /
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»In your dancing shoes
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
"trying to make the impossible,possible.."
Ah gosh.
I really need this wednesday off.
But I am also thinking whether is this wednesday kinda wasted?
I could do so many thing on the wednesday too.
E.g: meet up with girlfriends, clear my modules, clear CE points.
aish,damn sian. -___-
Well, today isn't a really good day.
woke up at 10plus?
when I was supposed to be in school by 9:15,
I reached class at 11:45am.
lols.
madness.
-____-
I overslept.
was studying/slacking for UT till 3am.
no joke, i DID study.
pretty proud of myself.
lols.
had to tell shandy to remind me NOT to procrastinate.
haha, i think i DO have dependant disorder.
ohgosh, i dont think its a laughing matter..
- x -
and also, i think i have split personality disorder.
i kinda get a lil weird at times.
hmmm,im weird..
well well,
today's lesson is about..
Binominal Theorem.
Something about probability and truth/falses
Zzzz,maths, again.
Had UT after class.
and the result means : NOT GOOD.
DAMN NOT GOOD.
TT___TT
didnt expect it to be SO difficult.
even after recieiving aids from my team mates.
Brrr, that STINKS!
i actually studies and i dont believe it!
hmmphs!
ohwell,never mind..
*sighs*
have to do better next time.
and ohgosh..
friday's UT is JAD's class.
brrr.
I hate that module.
boring facci and he's no help at all.
only NAG NAG NAG.
why can't operation planning be AFTER the hols?!
damnit.
*grumbles*
well, to cheer myself up or maybe to make myself feel like shit.
here's Nickhun's scandal part 2 (SUBBED)
enjoys!
well, i kinda pity minsun. ):
dating a celeb is never easy.
i dont think it will EVER be easy.
so dangerous.
TT___TT
Ah gosh.
I really need this wednesday off.
But I am also thinking whether is this wednesday kinda wasted?
I could do so many thing on the wednesday too.
E.g: meet up with girlfriends, clear my modules, clear CE points.
aish,damn sian. -___-
Well, today isn't a really good day.
woke up at 10plus?
when I was supposed to be in school by 9:15,
I reached class at 11:45am.
lols.
madness.
-____-
I overslept.
was studying/slacking for UT till 3am.
no joke, i DID study.
pretty proud of myself.
lols.
had to tell shandy to remind me NOT to procrastinate.
haha, i think i DO have dependant disorder.
ohgosh, i dont think its a laughing matter..
- x -
and also, i think i have split personality disorder.
i kinda get a lil weird at times.
hmmm,im weird..
well well,
today's lesson is about..
Binominal Theorem.
Something about probability and truth/falses
Zzzz,maths, again.
Had UT after class.
and the result means : NOT GOOD.
DAMN NOT GOOD.
TT___TT
didnt expect it to be SO difficult.
even after recieiving aids from my team mates.
Brrr, that STINKS!
i actually studies and i dont believe it!
hmmphs!
ohwell,never mind..
*sighs*
have to do better next time.
and ohgosh..
friday's UT is JAD's class.
brrr.
I hate that module.
boring facci and he's no help at all.
only NAG NAG NAG.
why can't operation planning be AFTER the hols?!
damnit.
*grumbles*
well, to cheer myself up or maybe to make myself feel like shit.
here's Nickhun's scandal part 2 (SUBBED)
enjoys!
well, i kinda pity minsun. ):
dating a celeb is never easy.
i dont think it will EVER be easy.
so dangerous.
TT___TT
Labels: late nights, scandal, school life, UT
words spilled @ 5/26/2009 11:40:00 PM /
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»im crazy and im craving.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
"Keeping it to the limits"
Take 7 hot guys and put them in a room and the results is MADNESS
Aigoo,im addicted to 2PM.
damnit.
Slept at 5 yesterday.
Was busy flipping through 2PM's forum.
Till my comp crashed halfway.
TT O TT
this must stop.
but i just cant
*sighs theatrically*
Realized that Soompi's 2PM forum people are nice.
They aren't like Super Junior's pyschopath fans.
Hottest dont diss people,which is awesome.
Much friendlier than some..
Anyway,ordered Again & Again from Starthots.
hohoho.
Im so excited to slober over the posters.
Yay yay yay.
My house modem got problem again.
Either its just me being paranoid
or my neighbours are screwing up my net.
It keeps getting disconnected,
I wonder why.
(U___U)
Was up on the net all night,
searching for pictures and stuff.
Came across different videos and saw more of 2PM.
Srsly,these boys are amazing.
very real persona.
And they are all very monkey-ish.
Always hyped up.
I kinda miss chansung in idol world.
him getting hyped up and excited.
maknae,maknae,maknae. (:
And I have thought through why the boys likes Noonas.
Except my wooyoung.
1. Noonas have more money!
(then can support them even more!)
2. Noona and Noona fans are more mature.
(they are not that scream-ish , i presume)
3.Noona's are prettier?
(sighs)
*SIGHS*
WHY?
Why noona's? HUH?!
Look at us, the dongsaengs
*sulks*
urghhhhh...
Aisssh.
TT^TT
argh, im so sad.
Look at us us us!
the younger ones.
why nooonas?!
@#$%^&
Bleahs.
Im off to find mummy at heartlands.
pffft!
Why noonas?!
*grumbles*
Again and Again, I go back to 2PM forum.
Going there to get pictures that are 10 out of 10.
And all I can think is Only You.
Take 7 hot guys and put them in a room and the results is MADNESS
Aigoo,im addicted to 2PM.
damnit.
Slept at 5 yesterday.
Was busy flipping through 2PM's forum.
Till my comp crashed halfway.
TT O TT
this must stop.
but i just cant
*sighs theatrically*
Realized that Soompi's 2PM forum people are nice.
They aren't like Super Junior's pyschopath fans.
Hottest dont diss people,which is awesome.
Much friendlier than some..
Anyway,ordered Again & Again from Starthots.
hohoho.
Im so excited to slober over the posters.
Yay yay yay.
My house modem got problem again.
Either its just me being paranoid
or my neighbours are screwing up my net.
It keeps getting disconnected,
I wonder why.
(U___U)
Was up on the net all night,
searching for pictures and stuff.
Came across different videos and saw more of 2PM.
Srsly,these boys are amazing.
very real persona.
And they are all very monkey-ish.
Always hyped up.
I kinda miss chansung in idol world.
him getting hyped up and excited.
maknae,maknae,maknae. (:
And I have thought through why the boys likes Noonas.
Except my wooyoung.
1. Noonas have more money!
(then can support them even more!)
2. Noona and Noona fans are more mature.
(they are not that scream-ish , i presume)
3.Noona's are prettier?
(sighs)
*SIGHS*
WHY?
Why noona's? HUH?!
Look at us, the dongsaengs
*sulks*
urghhhhh...
Aisssh.
TT^TT
argh, im so sad.
Look at us us us!
the younger ones.
why nooonas?!
@#$%^&
Bleahs.
Im off to find mummy at heartlands.
pffft!
Why noonas?!
*grumbles*
Again and Again, I go back to 2PM forum.
Going there to get pictures that are 10 out of 10.
And all I can think is Only You.
Labels: 2PM, late nights, no school
words spilled @ 5/06/2009 04:46:00 PM /
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»maniac..
Saturday, December 06, 2008
"Hah! Your white as a ghost - no,ur as white as me"
- Twilight ; Stephenie Meyers.
im in madness.
lol.
I finished Twilight in like 8 hours!
and well,
it caused me to sleep at 4am.
im getting a tad bit older
my mum always nag at me saying that.
Well,and congrats to me
i have started on New moon.
Like what heidi said,its all about Jaob.
ohwell,at least Jacob is easing her pain,
from where i have read till.
Ok people,
im not big bangified recently.
uits the TWILIGHT craze.
so bye byes.. ^^
i will be finishing the book soon!
(:
- Twilight ; Stephenie Meyers.
im in madness.
lol.
I finished Twilight in like 8 hours!
and well,
it caused me to sleep at 4am.
im getting a tad bit older
my mum always nag at me saying that.
Well,and congrats to me
i have started on New moon.
Like what heidi said,its all about Jaob.
ohwell,at least Jacob is easing her pain,
from where i have read till.
Ok people,
im not big bangified recently.
uits the TWILIGHT craze.
so bye byes.. ^^
i will be finishing the book soon!
(:
Labels: bookworm, late nights, Twilight
words spilled @ 12/06/2008 10:25:00 PM /
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