»Her cries sounded through the wall
Thursday, May 14, 2009
"i miss u.."
Its so simple.
I really cannot make it this time.
It is too difficult.
What the hell is linear programming and integer programming?
huh?
why my course got such stupid things to learn?!
Feel so damn useless.
Its like a warfare around here.
Not getting really motivated.
*sighs*
Need something to cheer me up asap.
I am tired and irritated.
Probably if i put in more effort,
this wont be so bad anymore.
goodbye cruel world,
u suck.
stop dissing me.
i am just trying to make out whats going on.
just the girl who likes to dwell in her little world.
i know this cant go on,anymore..
Its so simple.
I really cannot make it this time.
It is too difficult.
What the hell is linear programming and integer programming?
huh?
why my course got such stupid things to learn?!
Feel so damn useless.
Its like a warfare around here.
Not getting really motivated.
*sighs*
Need something to cheer me up asap.
I am tired and irritated.
Probably if i put in more effort,
this wont be so bad anymore.
goodbye cruel world,
u suck.
stop dissing me.
i am just trying to make out whats going on.
just the girl who likes to dwell in her little world.
i know this cant go on,anymore..
Labels: day in school, frustrated, i had a bad day, i hate excel, im tired
words spilled @ 5/14/2009 02:15:00 PM /
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»M.A.D.N.E.S.S.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
" seriously, are you serious?! "
- Shandy ahh, I cant login to LEO!
how ahh?-
Eh eh eh!
IM NO PUSHOVER HOR!?
eeeesh!
just got back from work and im feeling damn,damn nasty.
all thanks to that,that,that..
*exasperated*
ahh,forget abt it.
im just glad im with Yati tml.
yaya!
Sunday with Yati is not a bad thing at all.
thank goodness no one ruins my weekends.
and hello?!
business is a BLAST!
awesome sales today..
hoho!
i need cash badly, cos i see something from zipia.
$___$
and well, off on monday..
anyone,go out jalan jalan and makan makan.
please hor, no expensive dinner.
i not enough 'ka-ching' in wallet.
payday next month.
=X
and woohoo,i need go bathe.
tatas and...
GRACE IS COMING BACK TML!
shiok-ahh!
well,daddy and mummy going over to malaysia on sunday.
boohoo.
hoping for a safe journey!
and well, i want an itouch, but i see alr..
a lil bit no feel.
probably borrow from bro.
^^
I MISS MY FRIENDS!
Jazreel
Shandy
Yen Xi
Grace
Samantha
Vanessa
Peishan
Heidi
- Shandy ahh, I cant login to LEO!
how ahh?-
Eh eh eh!
IM NO PUSHOVER HOR!?
eeeesh!
just got back from work and im feeling damn,damn nasty.
all thanks to that,that,that..
*exasperated*
ahh,forget abt it.
im just glad im with Yati tml.
yaya!
Sunday with Yati is not a bad thing at all.
thank goodness no one ruins my weekends.
and hello?!
business is a BLAST!
awesome sales today..
hoho!
i need cash badly, cos i see something from zipia.
$___$
and well, off on monday..
anyone,go out jalan jalan and makan makan.
please hor, no expensive dinner.
i not enough 'ka-ching' in wallet.
payday next month.
=X
and woohoo,i need go bathe.
tatas and...
GRACE IS COMING BACK TML!
shiok-ahh!
well,daddy and mummy going over to malaysia on sunday.
boohoo.
hoping for a safe journey!
and well, i want an itouch, but i see alr..
a lil bit no feel.
probably borrow from bro.
^^
I MISS MY FRIENDS!
Jazreel
Shandy
Yen Xi
Grace
Samantha
Vanessa
Peishan
Heidi
Labels: friends, im tired, slacking, working
words spilled @ 3/21/2009 10:31:00 PM /
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»damn tired
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
" let me say.. i love u..."
ohman,damn tired.
my joints are aching!
old alr.
*sighs*
And i guess im getting a cold..soon
ohyea,hello my friends.
i woke up at 1 today.. lol
i think the person must be pressing the doorbell till mad..
(sorry!)
I talked to Shandy for like 3 hours plus.
From 12plus till 4am this morning.
lol.
break record alr..!
we talked about the BBQ.
ohyes..
the BBQ was AWESOME.
those people, i dont know what happened.
but how can u leave Kino hanging there..?
He has to pay over $100 plus!
Seriously..
that was plain mean!
i just feel that please,please.
if u are unsure next time, please dont give empty promises!
it will be best to pay him something, cos u dont make empty promises without a price!
Anyway, only 7 people turned up yesterday.
But its ok, at least we had our share of fun,right..?
Thanks to Aisha,Mizi,Eri,Kino,Charlotte,Joshua & 2 of Charlotte's friend.
They managed to make full use of the BBQ.
and well, had their share of the food.
Reached there at 5 plus.
then Charlotte arrived.
I helped in BBQ-ing the food,also with Aishah and Mizi.
So fun sia..!
(:
Drank Heineken with Charlotte and Kino.
thanks for the treat,guys..!
Then Charlotte's friends came and helped us BBQ.
^^
Talked to Aishah and knew more about her.
haha (:
Went to buy marshmallow with her..
and heard a guy saying 'what the fuck' in a funny tone.
(cos he fell down due to his skates)
Aishah and I was laughing about it.
lol!..
damn funny.
'Packet' A&W with a few otahs, a packet of sausage and crabsticks.
We couldnt finish it,so we split the load..
hahah!
Smelly otahs!
x - x
Then played Tekken with Joshua.
hahah.
he kept winning sia.
damnit.
(am i fated to only win AI? and not human players..?!)
What surprised me, was that we could still connect even we are a bridge away!
lol!
but we lost connection when 2 bus blocked us.
haha..
Took 55 with Aisha and went home.
Reached home at 11plus.
went to bathe, and called shandy.
talked damn long.
loads of things to talk about!..
haha!
i really appreciate her talking to me.. (:
thanks shandy!..
*hugs & kisses*
Had dinner at chomp chomp today.
and ate frolicks.
ohyea,people..
I had put some pics into Facebook alr..
go check it out!.. (:
See you guys for my birthday dinner,aites..?
ohman,damn tired.
my joints are aching!
old alr.
*sighs*
And i guess im getting a cold..soon
ohyea,hello my friends.
i woke up at 1 today.. lol
i think the person must be pressing the doorbell till mad..
(sorry!)
I talked to Shandy for like 3 hours plus.
From 12plus till 4am this morning.
lol.
break record alr..!
we talked about the BBQ.
ohyes..
the BBQ was AWESOME.
those people, i dont know what happened.
but how can u leave Kino hanging there..?
He has to pay over $100 plus!
Seriously..
that was plain mean!
i just feel that please,please.
if u are unsure next time, please dont give empty promises!
it will be best to pay him something, cos u dont make empty promises without a price!
Anyway, only 7 people turned up yesterday.
But its ok, at least we had our share of fun,right..?
Thanks to Aisha,Mizi,Eri,Kino,Charlotte,Joshua & 2 of Charlotte's friend.
They managed to make full use of the BBQ.
and well, had their share of the food.
Reached there at 5 plus.
then Charlotte arrived.
I helped in BBQ-ing the food,also with Aishah and Mizi.
So fun sia..!
(:
Drank Heineken with Charlotte and Kino.
thanks for the treat,guys..!
Then Charlotte's friends came and helped us BBQ.
^^
Talked to Aishah and knew more about her.
haha (:
Went to buy marshmallow with her..
and heard a guy saying 'what the fuck' in a funny tone.
(cos he fell down due to his skates)
Aishah and I was laughing about it.
lol!..
damn funny.
'Packet' A&W with a few otahs, a packet of sausage and crabsticks.
We couldnt finish it,so we split the load..
hahah!
Smelly otahs!
x - x
Then played Tekken with Joshua.
hahah.
he kept winning sia.
damnit.
(am i fated to only win AI? and not human players..?!)
What surprised me, was that we could still connect even we are a bridge away!
lol!
but we lost connection when 2 bus blocked us.
haha..
Took 55 with Aisha and went home.
Reached home at 11plus.
went to bathe, and called shandy.
talked damn long.
loads of things to talk about!..
haha!
i really appreciate her talking to me.. (:
thanks shandy!..
*hugs & kisses*
Had dinner at chomp chomp today.
and ate frolicks.
ohyea,people..
I had put some pics into Facebook alr..
go check it out!.. (:
See you guys for my birthday dinner,aites..?
Labels: BBQ, chit chat., friends are for life, having a cold, im going to be sick, im tired
words spilled @ 2/10/2009 11:17:00 PM /
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»Save me from the depths of pain
Friday, January 16, 2009
"this pain has to stop, but it shouldn't have even started..."
im bored bored bored.
well, not really.
I dont usually have any headers, so here is one.
I guess listening to 'Remembering Sunday' can make one really emo.
im emo now..
kinda.. upset,weird, and really confused.
tired too.
something is bugging me,and i dont know what am i supposed to do.
i have been telling myself to get it sorted out when i was walking from the interchange.
but..
am i able to..?
I will, and I have too..
I might be able to and I will be able to.
It's just temporary.
But I really hate it..
It shouldnt have started.
It wasn't supposed to start..
So wrong...!
I hate this type of fucking problem.
damm it.
im bored bored bored.
well, not really.
I dont usually have any headers, so here is one.
I guess listening to 'Remembering Sunday' can make one really emo.
im emo now..
kinda.. upset,weird, and really confused.
tired too.
something is bugging me,and i dont know what am i supposed to do.
i have been telling myself to get it sorted out when i was walking from the interchange.
but..
am i able to..?
I will, and I have too..
I might be able to and I will be able to.
It's just temporary.
But I really hate it..
It shouldnt have started.
It wasn't supposed to start..
So wrong...!
I hate this type of fucking problem.
damm it.
Labels: angry, guys stinks, im tired, its singled sadness, relationship SUCKS.
words spilled @ 1/16/2009 04:14:00 PM /
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»flipping inside out...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
"Fear of stopping dead at one place.."
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
Labels: excited, im tired, irritated, mixed emotions., scared
words spilled @ 1/13/2009 11:13:00 AM /
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»I just need some time alone
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
"Heed the calling of my sweetheart.."
I am feeling so sorry about neglecting the blog.
dammit.
well,i guess,im going to try keeping up the pace once again.
anyway,its computing.
brrr, the teacher whom gave me my first friggin fat fugly..
u see what im bolding..?
yes, a F..
ohwell,im just going to accept that.
i wonder how am i going to survive the next 2 years.
seriously..
im really worried in a way.
dammit, u see science and maths are never my good subjects.
*sighs*
Now,i regret doing many things I should not have done.
Gosh, if i put in effort with the goal im heading..
it will be so much easier for me now.
Now i can taste the exact opposite of..
"First bitter work,then sweet results"
im getting the opposite.
"First,Sweet & Relaxed,then Bitter & Mad"
If I did wanted to go the poly I wanted, and worked hard for it.
Like,have a goal instead of the usual..
"When the boat reached the bridge,it's path goes straight.."
Now.. Im totally bitter with myself.
I dont regret coming into RP at all.
Because I love how it is.
But i just detest the course I landed myself into.
It's terrible,and I loathe it.
But who can I blame..?
No one but me.
But I cannot complain,
Cos it will only cause my parents to be upset.
Even though they may just be angry on the outside,
but i can feel they are just upset about this too.
Probably even much more upset than me.
Ok,ok,back to the topic.
I ought to lighten this post.
So..
I have just placed Left 4 Dead in my laptop.
it can run smoothly.
but sometimes,it will just die completely.
lol.
and yea,that stupid game caused me to lose sleep for a night.
i could feel i was not sleeping.
but instead I was just closing my eyes.
well,i did get sufficient rest for abt an hour or so.
I should sleep earlier tonight.
(I must..)
And, I realised that my EQ is not as high as I thought that I would have.
I cant control my emotions well.
But thanks to the book i borrowed,
i know roughly how to control my anger.
I have to control my temper as if I was a young werewolf instead of a newborn vampire..
hahah!
cool,right..?
it can aid me when i think like that.
I will try picturing myself that I will explode into a wolf when i get too mad.
and well,for the sad emotion..
I will think like as if im a newborn vampire.
snapping easily..
Emotions are allowed to flow like a lake..
But it will be bad if a lake gushes like a river, wouldn't it be bad..?
I have to get back to lesson right now.
Really,im really really going to have to change.
What do i need to do,immediatly
deadline: 2 weeks from now
Im done! (:
ok,bye bye!
I am feeling so sorry about neglecting the blog.
dammit.
well,i guess,im going to try keeping up the pace once again.
anyway,its computing.
brrr, the teacher whom gave me my first friggin fat fugly..
u see what im bolding..?
yes, a F..
ohwell,im just going to accept that.
i wonder how am i going to survive the next 2 years.
seriously..
im really worried in a way.
dammit, u see science and maths are never my good subjects.
*sighs*
Now,i regret doing many things I should not have done.
Gosh, if i put in effort with the goal im heading..
it will be so much easier for me now.
Now i can taste the exact opposite of..
"First bitter work,then sweet results"
im getting the opposite.
"First,Sweet & Relaxed,then Bitter & Mad"
If I did wanted to go the poly I wanted, and worked hard for it.
Like,have a goal instead of the usual..
"When the boat reached the bridge,it's path goes straight.."
Now.. Im totally bitter with myself.
I dont regret coming into RP at all.
Because I love how it is.
But i just detest the course I landed myself into.
It's terrible,and I loathe it.
But who can I blame..?
No one but me.
But I cannot complain,
Cos it will only cause my parents to be upset.
Even though they may just be angry on the outside,
but i can feel they are just upset about this too.
Probably even much more upset than me.
Ok,ok,back to the topic.
I ought to lighten this post.
So..
I have just placed Left 4 Dead in my laptop.
it can run smoothly.
but sometimes,it will just die completely.
lol.
and yea,that stupid game caused me to lose sleep for a night.
i could feel i was not sleeping.
but instead I was just closing my eyes.
well,i did get sufficient rest for abt an hour or so.
I should sleep earlier tonight.
(I must..)
And, I realised that my EQ is not as high as I thought that I would have.
I cant control my emotions well.
But thanks to the book i borrowed,
i know roughly how to control my anger.
I have to control my temper as if I was a young werewolf instead of a newborn vampire..
hahah!
cool,right..?
it can aid me when i think like that.
I will try picturing myself that I will explode into a wolf when i get too mad.
and well,for the sad emotion..
I will think like as if im a newborn vampire.
snapping easily..
Emotions are allowed to flow like a lake..
But it will be bad if a lake gushes like a river, wouldn't it be bad..?
I have to get back to lesson right now.
Really,im really really going to have to change.
What do i need to do,immediatly
deadline: 2 weeks from now
- I have to note down things I dread about myself.
- Then,I am going to seperate them into different categories,like emotionally,physically,mentally.
- Then I will rank them. From most important to least important.
- Im going to write solutions to solve these problems.
- I will have to start changing.
- Then,start a new list of things that i need to fulfill in my life.
- And a section that says : Things to do before I turn 18.
- And stop before I start another list that I will have to think about.
Im done! (:
ok,bye bye!
Labels: angry, bored, im tired, painting with my emotions.
words spilled @ 1/07/2009 02:48:00 PM /
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»Twilight,a new beginning
Friday, December 12, 2008
"Nothing seems to glimmer more
than your golden honey filled eyes"
Hello people.
I have seen my blog being quite neglected.
so, GUESS WHAT DAY WILL IS BE AFTER 15MINUTES..?
(Hint : It's 11:35pm of 12th December'08 )
it's......
H - O - L - I - D - A - Y
Yes,your right..
MY HOLIDAYS!
3 weeks..!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
a well deserved on indeed.
im so damn tired..
Anyway.. just booked tickets for Twilight Sneak preview.
yay!
its TWI-tastic!
im sick too.
just now the doctor teased me and scared me by saying that he want to give a jab.
so scary!
ok people.
i go eat medicine and tats!
nights people.
i love you guys and yea..
love me too,right..?
sleep tight!
ohyes.
i can officially declare that I have finished the Twilight series in 3 days!
call me a smug ass, call me a show off.
and yes, I LIKE THAT!
HAHHAAHHAAHHAHA!
xD
currently re-reading Eclipse.
our dear Edward ripping beautiful victoria's head out..
Oops,too much leak! xD
than your golden honey filled eyes"
Hello people.
I have seen my blog being quite neglected.
so, GUESS WHAT DAY WILL IS BE AFTER 15MINUTES..?
(Hint : It's 11:35pm of 12th December'08 )
it's......
H - O - L - I - D - A - Y
Yes,your right..
MY HOLIDAYS!
3 weeks..!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
a well deserved on indeed.
im so damn tired..
Anyway.. just booked tickets for Twilight Sneak preview.
yay!
its TWI-tastic!
im sick too.
just now the doctor teased me and scared me by saying that he want to give a jab.
so scary!
ok people.
i go eat medicine and tats!
nights people.
i love you guys and yea..
love me too,right..?
sleep tight!
ohyes.
i can officially declare that I have finished the Twilight series in 3 days!
call me a smug ass, call me a show off.
and yes, I LIKE THAT!
HAHHAAHHAAHHAHA!
xD
currently re-reading Eclipse.
our dear Edward ripping beautiful victoria's head out..
Oops,too much leak! xD
Labels: im tired, sick, sleepy, Twilight
words spilled @ 12/12/2008 11:31:00 PM /
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»Oh,twilight..
Saturday, December 06, 2008
"Your seemingly beautiful skin glowed in the night"
Hellooo.
Today is Friday,or probably 30mins ago
Hellooo.
Today is Friday,or probably 30mins ago
I tell u..
School was ok with communication.
and Awwwwwww.
it was the last lesson for the year '08.
gosh.
Teamed with Suresh & Peishan.
did our stuff and mainly slacked.
kept playing word challenge in facebook.
im finaly in top 10
yay! (:
Peishan was doodling with Pet Society.
And class went on like usual.
Except it was much more less crazier,less active and less work.
After class ended,spazz about earrings and stuff with Shandy.
Then headed to Causeway to get her stuff.
After that,went to meet my daddy & mummy at Taka.
and ahhhh!
after looking at my surroundings,
Taka is really really high-class.
with high end goods and etc.
Man,i crave for a LV bag.
But gosh,$1,080 for that bag..?
ahh,man.
I saw even scarier prices.
$4,000 for an item that u carry on your shoulders.
O_o
But well,the beauty of LV seem to draw me into a whirlpool.
I dunno,but its alluring.
esp,when TOP from big bang uses their shades.
Walked past Chanel and stuff.
Man,Chanel is real pretty. ^^
Then met up with my parents.
Had dinner and AHHHHH..
i saw very nice yummy food.
*note to self,bring Shandy there!
Then headed to Coach to see the bags.
and man, $600 for a wallet.
wth. - ___ -;
ohmygod.
The bags were,well..
more expensive.
Then looked around in LV, Fendi,Dior, and the favourite Ralph Lauren.
Spotted a favourite in LV.
i wonder how long i have to earn to get a bag like that.. lol
And gosh,$175 for a Ralph Lauren tee.
man.. expensive for a piece of clothing.
but arghs,fashion statement.
Went to GUESS shop.
(hehe,favourited!)
Check out the stuff and didnt see the bag i wanted.
Then went over to the GUESS place in Takashimaya.
and AHAH!
there was my bag..
in red and grey..?
where's my BLUEEEEE..?
TT__TT
($200,is it considered ok..?)
Then walked walked around.
Saw Jimmy Choo's boutique.
and gosh,i love heels.
but fashion = pain is the price to pay.
So,forget it.
I will just get myself Dunks and Sneakers.
Walked around the cosmetic area.
and Ahhhh..
Anna Sui.. recent intro from my cuz.
Nice and pretty.
Spotted the Kenzo perfume round the corner.
I need to get one of those.
lol,it smells really vanilla-ish.
yummy. ^^
Then cont'd walking around lookign at bags.
was too tired to actually try on shoes.
and well,i wore my Nike Air..
i dont want let people see my jap socks.
xD
Went to kinokuniya with my parents.
My mum flipped through catalogues,
while i went to check out Twilight.
And ohmy.
the collection type was $150 for all.
all hardcovered.
But well,being a 'not-so-avid-fan-of-keeping-books'.
I decided to just buy all four books,soft covered.
And daddy was being so helpful in finding books that were in near perfect condition.
Thanks daddy! ^^
Bought the books and headed to the basement.
Went to get the Japanses fish pancakes.
walked all the way to wisma atria to get Starbucks.
i told my dad and mum that i was dying for it.
and them,for being so nice,followed me.
Bought chocolate java chip for myself and cafe mocha for my parents.
Was looking for the thing that me and jaz ate before going for daphne's concert.
hmmm,i wonder what is it called again.
Sat there and finished our coffee while my mum browsed
through the catalogue she bought.
After that,went home.
And read on Twilight.
and yeasaaaa!!
I love it.
Here I am, my parents in the living room.
Watching their show.
Ohyes,did i say it's 1am in the morning..?
And I must say,im intruiged by Twilight.
its darn good.
^^
im currently on Chapter 6
Wish me luck for as I can finish the book before watching the movie.
^^
BYES! (:
Andyes,im gonna do RJ tml.
somebody,REMIND ME,please!
School was ok with communication.
and Awwwwwww.
it was the last lesson for the year '08.
gosh.
Teamed with Suresh & Peishan.
did our stuff and mainly slacked.
kept playing word challenge in facebook.
im finaly in top 10
yay! (:
Peishan was doodling with Pet Society.
And class went on like usual.
Except it was much more less crazier,less active and less work.
After class ended,spazz about earrings and stuff with Shandy.
Then headed to Causeway to get her stuff.
After that,went to meet my daddy & mummy at Taka.
and ahhhh!
after looking at my surroundings,
Taka is really really high-class.
with high end goods and etc.
Man,i crave for a LV bag.
But gosh,$1,080 for that bag..?
ahh,man.
I saw even scarier prices.
$4,000 for an item that u carry on your shoulders.
O_o
But well,the beauty of LV seem to draw me into a whirlpool.
I dunno,but its alluring.
esp,when TOP from big bang uses their shades.
Walked past Chanel and stuff.
Man,Chanel is real pretty. ^^
Then met up with my parents.
Had dinner and AHHHHH..
i saw very nice yummy food.
*note to self,bring Shandy there!
Then headed to Coach to see the bags.
and man, $600 for a wallet.
wth. - ___ -;
ohmygod.
The bags were,well..
more expensive.
Then looked around in LV, Fendi,Dior, and the favourite Ralph Lauren.
Spotted a favourite in LV.
i wonder how long i have to earn to get a bag like that.. lol
And gosh,$175 for a Ralph Lauren tee.
man.. expensive for a piece of clothing.
but arghs,fashion statement.
Went to GUESS shop.
(hehe,favourited!)
Check out the stuff and didnt see the bag i wanted.
Then went over to the GUESS place in Takashimaya.
and AHAH!
there was my bag..
in red and grey..?
where's my BLUEEEEE..?
TT__TT
($200,is it considered ok..?)
Then walked walked around.
Saw Jimmy Choo's boutique.
and gosh,i love heels.
but fashion = pain is the price to pay.
So,forget it.
I will just get myself Dunks and Sneakers.
Walked around the cosmetic area.
and Ahhhh..
Anna Sui.. recent intro from my cuz.
Nice and pretty.
Spotted the Kenzo perfume round the corner.
I need to get one of those.
lol,it smells really vanilla-ish.
yummy. ^^
Then cont'd walking around lookign at bags.
was too tired to actually try on shoes.
and well,i wore my Nike Air..
i dont want let people see my jap socks.
xD
Went to kinokuniya with my parents.
My mum flipped through catalogues,
while i went to check out Twilight.
And ohmy.
the collection type was $150 for all.
all hardcovered.
But well,being a 'not-so-avid-fan-of-keeping-books'.
I decided to just buy all four books,soft covered.
And daddy was being so helpful in finding books that were in near perfect condition.
Thanks daddy! ^^
Bought the books and headed to the basement.
Went to get the Japanses fish pancakes.
walked all the way to wisma atria to get Starbucks.
i told my dad and mum that i was dying for it.
and them,for being so nice,followed me.
Bought chocolate java chip for myself and cafe mocha for my parents.
Was looking for the thing that me and jaz ate before going for daphne's concert.
hmmm,i wonder what is it called again.
Sat there and finished our coffee while my mum browsed
through the catalogue she bought.
After that,went home.
And read on Twilight.
and yeasaaaa!!
I love it.
Here I am, my parents in the living room.
Watching their show.
Ohyes,did i say it's 1am in the morning..?
And I must say,im intruiged by Twilight.
its darn good.
^^
im currently on Chapter 6
Wish me luck for as I can finish the book before watching the movie.
^^
BYES! (:
Andyes,im gonna do RJ tml.
somebody,REMIND ME,please!
Labels: im tired, shopping, spazzing, Twilight
words spilled @ 12/06/2008 12:34:00 AM /
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»If i was a pretender,would it mean that i wont be sad..?
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
"her heart pounded softly,it seems as if it were to stop"
im feeling so upset right now.
seriously.
its all because of an icecream.
even when i am typing this,
my heart have this heavy feeling.
this feelings only appears once in a while.
it just makes me feel so drained and tired.
all i feel like doing is to stop,sit down in a dark corner.
bury my head into my knees and cry.
this feeling inside is so painful and hurting.
it seemed to take up an imaginary space in my body,
squeezing my lungs and organs into a knot.
i want someone to beat me up and exhaust this feeling.
this is so unbearable.
may this be guilt,sorrow,hatred.
but its tormenting me.
Yet,tears dont seem to fall.
All I can do is to pretend im strong and steady.
i really hate this pretense.
i really hate it so much.
I wont say im not in the wrong.
but why do you have to say that its all yours to blame..?
why do you have to spite us..?
i do not want to turn into u.
because you scare me so much that i fear..
fear that i will grow like u.
someone throw me into a web of lies.
so i can lie and coax myself into something much more convincing.
im feeling so upset right now.
seriously.
its all because of an icecream.
even when i am typing this,
my heart have this heavy feeling.
this feelings only appears once in a while.
it just makes me feel so drained and tired.
all i feel like doing is to stop,sit down in a dark corner.
bury my head into my knees and cry.
this feeling inside is so painful and hurting.
it seemed to take up an imaginary space in my body,
squeezing my lungs and organs into a knot.
i want someone to beat me up and exhaust this feeling.
this is so unbearable.
may this be guilt,sorrow,hatred.
but its tormenting me.
Yet,tears dont seem to fall.
All I can do is to pretend im strong and steady.
i really hate this pretense.
i really hate it so much.
I wont say im not in the wrong.
but why do you have to say that its all yours to blame..?
why do you have to spite us..?
i do not want to turn into u.
because you scare me so much that i fear..
fear that i will grow like u.
someone throw me into a web of lies.
so i can lie and coax myself into something much more convincing.
Labels: fears, im sorry, im tired, its singled sadness
words spilled @ 12/02/2008 09:23:00 PM /
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»"I knew you better than you knew yourself"
Saturday, November 29, 2008
" Its me, that I am proud of.. "
Helloooooo!
my nose is very very naughty.
keep disturbing me.
and arghs, broke sia.
broke from buying Christmas Present.
kekes.
Anyway..
I was thinking bout this in the toilet,while bathing.
I realised,
that I am really blessed.
when did i start using the word 'bless'..?
all because of daphne, no girl..
ur not forgotten!
------------------------------------------------
Because..
all thanks to these people around me.
I learnt how to love,how to care,how to share.
and yes, I learnt how to trust.
but most importantly, I have learnt to take up new responsibility.
Before these..
I live to the others expectation.
What the others wanted me to be.
What I had to do to fit in.
What I had to do to keep all of us happy..
I realised that, its all done purely for the sake.
For the sake that I would not be thrown away.
Left alone and left to hang to dry.
Even, Lies are woven to make everything perfect.
All hidden under these deceit is someone who lost herself.
But, now I deem myself as released.
I no longer feel so captivated by the need of being 'wanted'.
I just want people to want me, because I am fun to be with.
But not in a way, I pretend to be fun for people to be with me.
There are so many things done before, using all the strength and force.
Now, with just a tiny laughter..
Everything just seem to fall into place.
(But it still need arrangement to perfect the harmonization)
'Drained of better things to do,
I lay trapped in this place.
Regardless of laughter I posses,
I shall not be able to leave.
Now..
With just a trusting soul,
the strings that binds me falls loose..'
Idk..
but I am much more happy now.. ^^
I cant deny that fact,I was happy before.
I cant deny that I had great memories.
But there was so much holding me back.
So many doubts,questions and fears.
Now, I shall just do what I want to.
Not following over the shadows of what people want me to do.
But do what I deem as what I love to do.
Those people who showed me these..
I shall not be stingy on ur names..
haha! (:
Maybe christmas is a lil bit early in Eunice blog..
but just want to say a 'thanks' and give u a big bear hug..
Seriously..
I have learnt a lot from you guys and I am really really blessed.. -
those people, if u dont see ur names here.
RELAX..
its just that.. these people..
really taught me a LOT..
thats why I honour them so much..
Its not that I learnt nothing from my other friends.
but these people..
woah..
i tell u..
they are seriously POWERFUL.
and well..
if it pisses anyone of u..
im sorry.
this is not about comparing,
its just to thank them deeply for what they have done for me.
certainly, not a publicity stunt
Its just my way of thanking them.. ^^
To round it up, everyone have a part to play in nurturing the new me.
and I really thank all these people.
My friends, my classmates and those people I hang out with.
You guys rocks.
Anyway,Im throwing and so called 'weeding' the old eunice out.
The eunice that has bad habits of making her friends sad.
and the eunice who pretends to be happy when she's not.
To my dear friends, I will improve myself! ^^
-------------------------------------------------------
How come so many typos ah..?
xD
Helloooooo!
my nose is very very naughty.
keep disturbing me.
and arghs, broke sia.
broke from buying Christmas Present.
kekes.
Anyway..
I was thinking bout this in the toilet,while bathing.
I realised,
that I am really blessed.
when did i start using the word 'bless'..?
all because of daphne, no girl..
ur not forgotten!
------------------------------------------------
Because..
all thanks to these people around me.
I learnt how to love,how to care,how to share.
and yes, I learnt how to trust.
but most importantly, I have learnt to take up new responsibility.
Before these..
I live to the others expectation.
What the others wanted me to be.
What I had to do to fit in.
What I had to do to keep all of us happy..
I realised that, its all done purely for the sake.
For the sake that I would not be thrown away.
Left alone and left to hang to dry.
Even, Lies are woven to make everything perfect.
All hidden under these deceit is someone who lost herself.
But, now I deem myself as released.
I no longer feel so captivated by the need of being 'wanted'.
I just want people to want me, because I am fun to be with.
But not in a way, I pretend to be fun for people to be with me.
There are so many things done before, using all the strength and force.
Now, with just a tiny laughter..
Everything just seem to fall into place.
(But it still need arrangement to perfect the harmonization)
'Drained of better things to do,
I lay trapped in this place.
Regardless of laughter I posses,
I shall not be able to leave.
Now..
With just a trusting soul,
the strings that binds me falls loose..'
Idk..
but I am much more happy now.. ^^
I cant deny that fact,I was happy before.
I cant deny that I had great memories.
But there was so much holding me back.
So many doubts,questions and fears.
Now, I shall just do what I want to.
Not following over the shadows of what people want me to do.
But do what I deem as what I love to do.
Those people who showed me these..
I shall not be stingy on ur names..
haha! (:
Maybe christmas is a lil bit early in Eunice blog..
but just want to say a 'thanks' and give u a big bear hug..
- Jazreel
- Shandy
- Daphne
Seriously..
I have learnt a lot from you guys and I am really really blessed.. -
those people, if u dont see ur names here.
RELAX..
its just that.. these people..
really taught me a LOT..
thats why I honour them so much..
Its not that I learnt nothing from my other friends.
but these people..
woah..
i tell u..
they are seriously POWERFUL.
and well..
if it pisses anyone of u..
im sorry.
this is not about comparing,
its just to thank them deeply for what they have done for me.
certainly, not a publicity stunt
Its just my way of thanking them.. ^^
To round it up, everyone have a part to play in nurturing the new me.
and I really thank all these people.
My friends, my classmates and those people I hang out with.
You guys rocks.
Anyway,Im throwing and so called 'weeding' the old eunice out.
The eunice that has bad habits of making her friends sad.
and the eunice who pretends to be happy when she's not.
To my dear friends, I will improve myself! ^^
-------------------------------------------------------
How come so many typos ah..?
xD
Labels: im tired, sleepy, thank you speech
words spilled @ 11/29/2008 02:03:00 AM /
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»love,peace and music
Saturday, November 22, 2008
" ma name is G-G-Dragon"
lemme tell u baby, ur so fly that im smoking..
okok, i know..
im being lame again..
well, its saturday.
and wassup,my friends..?
what are u guys up to?
as for me,
i totally missed BBSG interview.
while Zul & Shid went for DBSK.
gosh.
i wanna so go for it.
):
its the B - I - G B - A -N - G.
bahhhhh, bahhhh, bahh.
guess what,i was watching Miss No Good till 5 am in the morning.
lol.
great, im getting older, freak.
- ____ - ;
well, woke up at like 10,
cos mummy kept calling home.
woke up, pick up phone, go back sleep.
then wake up officially at 1pm.
wahaha.
im pro in this.
mummy wanted to fetch me to aunty's house.
and gosh, i totally missed Music Bank.
dammit.
wonder whose number 1.
and when is big bang going to come back on music bank..?
when will KBS air them..?
):
nanneul saranghae!
oppa, saranghae!
after mummy fetch me, went to fetch daddy.
had Botak Jones for lunch.
kekes!
next time i bring u guys go makan!
was with 2nd aunty when we went to big aunty house.
then gahhh.
no freda. ):
eunice is sad..
gosh,im like so alone with a bunch of big brothers and young ones.
then my cousins came,i ate a lil.
talk talk.
and took pics with my big cousin fiona.
she surprised me with a big hug.
gosh, didnt expect that.
lol. xD
im really glad that she gave me that hug.
gomapta,unnie..
took some pictures and stuff.
my fringe very naughty today.
dont want to listen to me.
sheeesh!
and well, bro going to vietnam in like 1 day..?
he's leaving on monday and coming back at saturday.
i hope he will take care of himself.
^^
gahh, i will wanna go crazy in like dunno how many days.
truthfully speaking,i dont want to leave this class.
i sudden feel a sense of attachment.
ok,shut up.
i know, because thats what i said previously.
lol!
and see what happen.
kekeks.
but i feel so close and warm around here..!
and i dont want to step into year 2.
alamak.
sucky sia..
hope can meet nice people.
jiayou jiayou.
it will take another hour before freda comes home.
ohyes.im using my cousin's computer to blog.
i love the keyboard.
sometimes,i feel like im transparent..
people tend to ignore my presence.
my presence seem to forgo when i am alone.
only when i am with others, i will seem to light up.
i dont like this,i want to stand out alone and be known.
Be seen,be heard,be known..
lols, im emoing here.
when the others are talking.
kekes.
ok people,talk to u guys later!
-edits at 23November 9:55pm-
gehhh!
i stayed overnight at my aunty house yesterday.
hehehe ^^
when i stopped blogging,it was actually time for me to go home.
but then..
my cousin bought guitar heroes world tour edt.
lol.
damn fun..
had so much yesterday.
there was ah wu,matthew,kenneth,claudia,freda & me.
then it came down to kenneth,claudia (kenneth's gf),freda & me.
it sooo fun.
gosh.
I LOVE IT..
xD
then stayed over.
play GH till 3am.
lol,
i cant believe that we didnt get complaints.
(touchwood,choi!)
cos we were like whacking the cdrums so loudly
ok,it was me.
hahaha!
went to sleep and woke up at 12.
went home and rest.
then my leg damn pain.
it is swollen..
very obvious.
one big and one small
O_o
rest at home while parents brought gene to buy shoes.
slept at home after watching tv.
woke up and had dinner at ajisen with my parents.
eugene went to have dinner with friends.
this boy ah, got so many lobangs
went shopping at metro.
intended to buy Taboo.
so next time family gathering can play.
hahah!
tried on Clarks shoes.
i really love the heeled maryjanes.
):
then bought my espirit perfume that i wanted.
then tadaa.
come home and blog.
its 6 hours before eugene leave for vietnam for 5 days.
gahh!
that boy.
):
will miss that bratty,silly and annoying boy.
hmmmphs.
its gonna be 5 long days for his room and bed to be empty.
ohwell..
5 days only.
lol. ^^
Ok tml.wake up early and watch Music Bank.
hahaha! ^^
nighty nights people..
-edits at 23November 9:55pm-
gehhh!
i stayed overnight at my aunty house yesterday.
hehehe ^^
when i stopped blogging,it was actually time for me to go home.
but then..
my cousin bought guitar heroes world tour edt.
lol.
damn fun..
had so much yesterday.
there was ah wu,matthew,kenneth,claudia,freda & me.
then it came down to kenneth,claudia (kenneth's gf),freda & me.
it sooo fun.
gosh.
I LOVE IT..
xD
then stayed over.
play GH till 3am.
lol,
i cant believe that we didnt get complaints.
(touchwood,choi!)
cos we were like whacking the cdrums so loudly
ok,it was me.
hahaha!
went to sleep and woke up at 12.
went home and rest.
then my leg damn pain.
it is swollen..
very obvious.
one big and one small
O_o
rest at home while parents brought gene to buy shoes.
slept at home after watching tv.
woke up and had dinner at ajisen with my parents.
eugene went to have dinner with friends.
this boy ah, got so many lobangs
went shopping at metro.
intended to buy Taboo.
so next time family gathering can play.
hahah!
tried on Clarks shoes.
i really love the heeled maryjanes.
):
then bought my espirit perfume that i wanted.
then tadaa.
come home and blog.
its 6 hours before eugene leave for vietnam for 5 days.
gahh!
that boy.
):
will miss that bratty,silly and annoying boy.
hmmmphs.
its gonna be 5 long days for his room and bed to be empty.
ohwell..
5 days only.
lol. ^^
Ok tml.wake up early and watch Music Bank.
hahaha! ^^
nighty nights people..
Labels: brothers, im tired, in pain, shopping, sleepy
words spilled @ 11/22/2008 07:54:00 PM /
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»Its all aout Rainbows & Taboos
"It seems to me that summer is gone.."
"Baby,where are you..?"
Ohgosh..
Lemme see whether can i squeeze my 2 days in one post.
hmmms.
Ok,here we go.
Cross ur fingers and prepare for a whole paragraph.
Well, let's start with Thursday (20.11.08)
It was all about rainbows,science..
and well, as usual..
grumblings,slacking,complaining,bitching,crying.
did i just mention crying..?
yea..
due to me watching TOP kiss hyori..
LOLS.
& well, Alexander just rejected my friend request.
gosh,its really a line separating friends & fans.
Joshua left during 1st breakout.
he went to attend the Asia Conference.
After doing ppt,more grumbling & spazzing.
Zul sent me taeyang's performance (live) and the MKMF thingy.
spazz and spazz.
next was 2pm, jaebum's washboard abs.
gosh,looks like fake one.
cos a guy like him have rock hard solid abs.
spazz somemore, and screamed.
yes,screamed!
haha.
i think zul will get annoyed if i keep bugging her,lols.
will you,zul..?
I guess any normal human who spend alot of time with me, will..
and thanks to peiru,
im hooked to Miss No Good;不良笑花.
damn ridiculous and funny.
After that..
well...
I promised Shandy the day before,
that i will go to the Acapella thingy with her.
So we decided to have dinner together at Causeway point.
hahah.
Walked all the way to Causeway with peiru.
Then that lil moster (shandy), she cannot decide what to eat.
So, i was to choose.
We choosed from Ajisen,MOS Burger & Pasta Mania.
We even used the '3 finger' method to choose what to eat.
^ this is an inside thing.
So in the end,we chose Ajisen,because of the yummy desserts.
Went to withdraw money and i went POK alr.
freak sia.
i spend money like drink water.
=___=
Went Ajisen to wait for us to be seated.
and it took quite a while for us to be served.
Zzzz.
Shandy was making those "yoohoo?" sounds to get attention.
^ monster hungry alr..
We sat diagonally opposite a family.
and guess what.
the mother of 2 kept staring at me like i did somethign heinous.
i did do something..
I just accidentally kicked the metal thingy,
below the table which made a huge 'CLANG' sound.
Was that really loud for her to stare at me like that..?
gosh..
Well, Shandy helped me and encouraged me.
she went to defend me too.
saying something loudly for that anunty to hear.
thank you,Shandy..
No one has ever done this,besides my parents and some people.
Then me and Shandy looked through the menu.
and well,it was her first time eating Ajisen..
hahah!
so adorable la..
Anyway,Shandy was 'woo-ing' and 'ahh-ing' when she flipped through the menu.
kekekes.
damn cute..
And when the dessert page appeared right in her face,her eyes went..
O_O
Both of us ordered the same set & desserts,just different drinks.
lols.
Talked to her about whats going on in my life and stuff.
I am sooo glad that she is willing to listen and BEST, give me advice
Shared soemthing between ourselves.
^ secret..
and just talk lo..
We took pictures and stuff.
I tell u..
Shandy called herself a 'tard'..
rofls.
Then our food came up,and we ate.
Before i digged into the tofu..
that shandy, said that the tofu looked like vomit.
how am i supposed to eat it like that..?
she tasted the tofu, and well.
that same expression came up.
Her two eyes widen and seemed to shine and have those blinking animations,
then she will have this super duper wide grin.
And she said the tofu was nice,so i tucked in.
and something happened..
My phone dropped into the octopus dish.
gahh!!
& my phone got the gravy and that smell on it.
Thats what i get for taking other people's picture.
Shandy took an unglam photo of me smelling my phone.
- ____ -;
While talking and eating,we didnt realise that time passed us by SO quickly.
and that was the first time i ate that ever slowly.
excluding the times when i had lunch with my friend or probably Gladys.
hahah.
we slowly chewed our food and take our time,talking..
And we kept reminding ourselves that the concert was going to start at 8.
I dont know when was it, but i guess its when our desserts were being served.
Shandy took out the tickets, and to our horror & surprise..
The concert starts at 7pm.
FYI (For ur info aka Fill u in)
: when we realised that it starts at 7, it was already 7:45pm
But oh well, at least we know that we can go shopping.
So, we ate our desserts..
Shandy seem to love that jelly,gummyish cake that was in the desserts.
it was damn yummy.
i kept adding black honey into my dessert.
ahha.
it was YUMMY..
So after finishing our desserts, went to take a picture together.
and well,realised that Shandy can cook seats..
gosh..
We even took a picture of the seat..
lols.
she said she's gna put an animation on it.
"Make it look like steam is coming out.."
this girl was giggling madly la.
Then..
we did something rather comical after takign our pictures.
took out of calculators to foot the bill.
thank god i brought my Mr & Little Miss calculator.
haha!
psst, i took lots of pics on shandy calculating.
hahah. xD
After footign the bill, went to POPULAR to see Ayumi's CDs.
talk talk about our things and went shopping around Causeway.
Stopped at the BLUEz bcos Shandy saw the bracclet.
we were having so much fun that the shopkeeper was afraid that we might steal.
So she kept checking on us.
We first went to the rings & earrign section.
tried on those huge rings and decided to get 1 each.
then went to compare on the loop earrings.
next,was the braccelets.
gosh,shandy is so damn skinny.
hahah.
the metal hoopies keeps falling off her wrists.
then she said on something that she was envious of people who can wear.
she dk how many people are envious of her!
hahah..
Then we compared the braclets and stuff.
Got one of each too.
Then off to the sunglasses section.
Shandy tried on those huge shades and did the 'agogo' dance.
Gosh..
that was HILARIOUS..
too bad no pics on that.
TT__TT
I tried on those specs.
ahh..
i want to get one of those,prolly next time.
hahah.
Settled our bills after looking through studs and stuff.
and in saw something to what TOP wore.
those bandana-ish neck thingy.
wanted to get but i was afraid to be mistaken up for dressing up for Halloween.
lol!
Went to X-Craft and saw the long earrings.
Those who are in a string type, and u can loop through 2 ear holes.
It was an elephant and a dream catcher.
Then Shandy told me about the dream catcher.
it was soooo cool.
gosh,damn on how i missed the movie.
anyone can lend me the movie..?
Then went to the havainas store.
i cant rmb what the name is called.
then i saw a very ncie pair of slippers.
asked shandy to tried it for me.
cos i was wearing shoes.
then next was action city.
is it me or have action city became slightly more..
errr,boring..?
ohwell, nvm..
after walking here and there thinking of what to get for her bf.
went to cold storage.
lol!
hopefully,her bf dont see my blog.
lol..
Went looking for present and sia la..
me & shandy kept having static between us.
just like me & grace in IKEA.
put on my cardigan and went shopping.
compared the different types of 'things'...
Then talk and laughed.
Shandy can really crack me up and I have found myself another shopping buddy!
yeaa...!
After that,went our seperate ways.
Went home,rest and did RJ after bickering with eugene.
shees, that little brother of mine.
gosh, not a hindrance but something annoying.
ohwell, no choice..
he was going to have a gig the next day (21.11.08)
Summary for the day :
I HAD SO MUCH FUN.
and well, i really thank you..
cos you seem to have replaced the thing i lost.
coincidentally, you are similar in ur characters and well, birthdays.
but you are never going to be the repeat of what happened.
i will do my best to not let history repeats itself.
- "Friendship is like a colour,it will fade..
But, you can never deny its existence"
- Shandy
Well, thats the end for the 20th of Nov..
Now for the 21st,which is FRIDAY!
YAYYYYYY!
Well, I came late to school again
gosh!
bad bad eunice!
And well, it sucks.
because the class started with the game of Taboo.
and yes,u guessed it right..
Today communication is about Taboos.
And well, the other team started playing was Shandy,Heidi & Kino.
And well, the card stated 'Dragonboat'..
Guess what Kino said..?
Kino *looks at card* : "Your dream.."
Shandy : "DRAGONBOAT!"
Kierren (our facci) was like damn shocked,
hahah!!
ghe was like thinkign whether was it a inside thing or what.
yes,it was an inside thing..
lol.
Shandy and that fetish of hers.
Hope that the tamatgotchi can hold her down.
kekekes!
Today was all fun..
Cos went for talk with Vicki and stuff.
Search on Taboos,laughing about korean stuff.
Especially Vicki with the "Alamak,Korean again!.."
My whole team was laughing so hard..
hahah.
Well, my team consist of Vicki (the only guy), Aisha,Zul(my korean talk partner)
& Ya xin (my 2nd korean partner)..
Did on 'which situation where we can justify the breaking of a solid taboo?'..
And yea..
i think i did well. ^^
We even put up the examples of GDragon's wardrobe during the 'Oh My Friend' perf.
all the words like " i love ***, 69, f**k you too"..
Said that it was taboo topic in korea.
cos expletives used in a conservative country is bad.
furthermore,its kinda hardcore.
but that comedian also alil bit too much.. :X
Talked about breakign taboos in a crtoon way,was South Park.
thats where Charlotte began teasing me.
i love her shirt! so many ice cream!
I said "Shaw park" instead of "South park"..
kekeks.
and everyone start going teasing and stuff.
Next was Charlotte..
hahha. (payback) xP
Her team kept saying 'Taboon' and to one point..
it became "TAEBUUUU"..
sounded very wrong and everyone laughed loudly.
and shit, must tone down the volume of my laughter.
damn loud.
- ___ -;
well, after ppt.
facci showed us some of those taboos.
which was damn scary.
gross man!
then went home with jazreel,yenxi & jessica.
finally, four of together again.
no more, no less. ^^
i like it this way..
and man.. im tired.
and i havent do my RJ.
after Rj,will be my Miss No Good.
and last thing, BOSS is cute.
im not saying ihsan!
but..
TAEYANG's BOSS..
his dog..
so damn cute..
xDD
"Baby,where are you..?"
Ohgosh..
Lemme see whether can i squeeze my 2 days in one post.
hmmms.
Ok,here we go.
Cross ur fingers and prepare for a whole paragraph.
Well, let's start with Thursday (20.11.08)
It was all about rainbows,science..
and well, as usual..
grumblings,slacking,complaining,bitching,crying.
did i just mention crying..?
yea..
due to me watching TOP kiss hyori..
LOLS.
& well, Alexander just rejected my friend request.
gosh,its really a line separating friends & fans.
Joshua left during 1st breakout.
he went to attend the Asia Conference.
After doing ppt,more grumbling & spazzing.
Zul sent me taeyang's performance (live) and the MKMF thingy.
spazz and spazz.
next was 2pm, jaebum's washboard abs.
gosh,looks like fake one.
cos a guy like him have rock hard solid abs.
spazz somemore, and screamed.
yes,screamed!
haha.
i think zul will get annoyed if i keep bugging her,lols.
will you,zul..?
I guess any normal human who spend alot of time with me, will..
and thanks to peiru,
im hooked to Miss No Good;不良笑花.
damn ridiculous and funny.
After that..
well...
I promised Shandy the day before,
that i will go to the Acapella thingy with her.
So we decided to have dinner together at Causeway point.
hahah.
Walked all the way to Causeway with peiru.
Then that lil moster (shandy), she cannot decide what to eat.
So, i was to choose.
We choosed from Ajisen,MOS Burger & Pasta Mania.
We even used the '3 finger' method to choose what to eat.
^ this is an inside thing.
So in the end,we chose Ajisen,because of the yummy desserts.
Went to withdraw money and i went POK alr.
freak sia.
i spend money like drink water.
=___=
Went Ajisen to wait for us to be seated.
and it took quite a while for us to be served.
Zzzz.
Shandy was making those "yoohoo?" sounds to get attention.
^ monster hungry alr..
We sat diagonally opposite a family.
and guess what.
the mother of 2 kept staring at me like i did somethign heinous.
i did do something..
I just accidentally kicked the metal thingy,
below the table which made a huge 'CLANG' sound.
Was that really loud for her to stare at me like that..?
gosh..
Well, Shandy helped me and encouraged me.
she went to defend me too.
saying something loudly for that anunty to hear.
thank you,Shandy..
No one has ever done this,besides my parents and some people.
Then me and Shandy looked through the menu.
and well,it was her first time eating Ajisen..
hahah!
so adorable la..
Anyway,Shandy was 'woo-ing' and 'ahh-ing' when she flipped through the menu.
kekekes.
damn cute..
And when the dessert page appeared right in her face,her eyes went..
O_O
Both of us ordered the same set & desserts,just different drinks.
lols.
Talked to her about whats going on in my life and stuff.
I am sooo glad that she is willing to listen and BEST, give me advice
Shared soemthing between ourselves.
^ secret..
and just talk lo..
We took pictures and stuff.
I tell u..
Shandy called herself a 'tard'..
rofls.
Then our food came up,and we ate.
Before i digged into the tofu..
that shandy, said that the tofu looked like vomit.
how am i supposed to eat it like that..?
she tasted the tofu, and well.
that same expression came up.
Her two eyes widen and seemed to shine and have those blinking animations,
then she will have this super duper wide grin.
And she said the tofu was nice,so i tucked in.
and something happened..
My phone dropped into the octopus dish.
gahh!!
& my phone got the gravy and that smell on it.
Thats what i get for taking other people's picture.
Shandy took an unglam photo of me smelling my phone.
- ____ -;
While talking and eating,we didnt realise that time passed us by SO quickly.
and that was the first time i ate that ever slowly.
excluding the times when i had lunch with my friend or probably Gladys.
hahah.
we slowly chewed our food and take our time,talking..
And we kept reminding ourselves that the concert was going to start at 8.
I dont know when was it, but i guess its when our desserts were being served.
Shandy took out the tickets, and to our horror & surprise..
The concert starts at 7pm.
FYI (For ur info aka Fill u in)
: when we realised that it starts at 7, it was already 7:45pm
But oh well, at least we know that we can go shopping.
So, we ate our desserts..
Shandy seem to love that jelly,gummyish cake that was in the desserts.
it was damn yummy.
i kept adding black honey into my dessert.
ahha.
it was YUMMY..
So after finishing our desserts, went to take a picture together.
and well,realised that Shandy can cook seats..
gosh..
We even took a picture of the seat..
lols.
she said she's gna put an animation on it.
"Make it look like steam is coming out.."
this girl was giggling madly la.
Then..
we did something rather comical after takign our pictures.
took out of calculators to foot the bill.
thank god i brought my Mr & Little Miss calculator.
haha!
psst, i took lots of pics on shandy calculating.
hahah. xD
After footign the bill, went to POPULAR to see Ayumi's CDs.
talk talk about our things and went shopping around Causeway.
Stopped at the BLUEz bcos Shandy saw the bracclet.
we were having so much fun that the shopkeeper was afraid that we might steal.
So she kept checking on us.
We first went to the rings & earrign section.
tried on those huge rings and decided to get 1 each.
then went to compare on the loop earrings.
next,was the braccelets.
gosh,shandy is so damn skinny.
hahah.
the metal hoopies keeps falling off her wrists.
then she said on something that she was envious of people who can wear.
she dk how many people are envious of her!
hahah..
Then we compared the braclets and stuff.
Got one of each too.
Then off to the sunglasses section.
Shandy tried on those huge shades and did the 'agogo' dance.
Gosh..
that was HILARIOUS..
too bad no pics on that.
TT__TT
I tried on those specs.
ahh..
i want to get one of those,prolly next time.
hahah.
Settled our bills after looking through studs and stuff.
and in saw something to what TOP wore.
those bandana-ish neck thingy.
wanted to get but i was afraid to be mistaken up for dressing up for Halloween.
lol!
Went to X-Craft and saw the long earrings.
Those who are in a string type, and u can loop through 2 ear holes.
It was an elephant and a dream catcher.
Then Shandy told me about the dream catcher.
it was soooo cool.
gosh,damn on how i missed the movie.
anyone can lend me the movie..?
Then went to the havainas store.
i cant rmb what the name is called.
then i saw a very ncie pair of slippers.
asked shandy to tried it for me.
cos i was wearing shoes.
then next was action city.
is it me or have action city became slightly more..
errr,boring..?
ohwell, nvm..
after walking here and there thinking of what to get for her bf.
went to cold storage.
lol!
hopefully,her bf dont see my blog.
lol..
Went looking for present and sia la..
me & shandy kept having static between us.
just like me & grace in IKEA.
put on my cardigan and went shopping.
compared the different types of 'things'...
Then talk and laughed.
Shandy can really crack me up and I have found myself another shopping buddy!
yeaa...!
After that,went our seperate ways.
Went home,rest and did RJ after bickering with eugene.
shees, that little brother of mine.
gosh, not a hindrance but something annoying.
ohwell, no choice..
he was going to have a gig the next day (21.11.08)
Summary for the day :
I HAD SO MUCH FUN.
and well, i really thank you..
cos you seem to have replaced the thing i lost.
coincidentally, you are similar in ur characters and well, birthdays.
but you are never going to be the repeat of what happened.
i will do my best to not let history repeats itself.
- "Friendship is like a colour,it will fade..
But, you can never deny its existence"
- Shandy
Well, thats the end for the 20th of Nov..
Now for the 21st,which is FRIDAY!
YAYYYYYY!
Well, I came late to school again
gosh!
bad bad eunice!
And well, it sucks.
because the class started with the game of Taboo.
and yes,u guessed it right..
Today communication is about Taboos.
And well, the other team started playing was Shandy,Heidi & Kino.
And well, the card stated 'Dragonboat'..
Guess what Kino said..?
Kino *looks at card* : "Your dream.."
Shandy : "DRAGONBOAT!"
Kierren (our facci) was like damn shocked,
hahah!!
ghe was like thinkign whether was it a inside thing or what.
yes,it was an inside thing..
lol.
Shandy and that fetish of hers.
Hope that the tamatgotchi can hold her down.
kekekes!
Today was all fun..
Cos went for talk with Vicki and stuff.
Search on Taboos,laughing about korean stuff.
Especially Vicki with the "Alamak,Korean again!.."
My whole team was laughing so hard..
hahah.
Well, my team consist of Vicki (the only guy), Aisha,Zul(my korean talk partner)
& Ya xin (my 2nd korean partner)..
Did on 'which situation where we can justify the breaking of a solid taboo?'..
And yea..
i think i did well. ^^
We even put up the examples of GDragon's wardrobe during the 'Oh My Friend' perf.
all the words like " i love ***, 69, f**k you too"..
Said that it was taboo topic in korea.
cos expletives used in a conservative country is bad.
furthermore,its kinda hardcore.
but that comedian also alil bit too much.. :X
Talked about breakign taboos in a crtoon way,was South Park.
thats where Charlotte began teasing me.
i love her shirt! so many ice cream!
I said "Shaw park" instead of "South park"..
kekeks.
and everyone start going teasing and stuff.
Next was Charlotte..
hahha. (payback) xP
Her team kept saying 'Taboon' and to one point..
it became "TAEBUUUU"..
sounded very wrong and everyone laughed loudly.
and shit, must tone down the volume of my laughter.
damn loud.
- ___ -;
well, after ppt.
facci showed us some of those taboos.
which was damn scary.
gross man!
then went home with jazreel,yenxi & jessica.
finally, four of together again.
no more, no less. ^^
i like it this way..
and man.. im tired.
and i havent do my RJ.
after Rj,will be my Miss No Good.
and last thing, BOSS is cute.
im not saying ihsan!
but..
TAEYANG's BOSS..
his dog..
so damn cute..
xDD
Labels: im tired, raaainbooooow, sleepy, still sick, taeebuuuuu
words spilled @ 11/22/2008 12:09:00 AM /
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»Tiring days..
Sunday, November 16, 2008
" Gone with the breeze "
Nope, im not going to forgive this guy..
Ok, enough of rantings like a mad woman.
I did enough in the toilet..
Washing my hair while imagining whacking that
I shall be a nice V.I.P! (:
Well, its the end of WSSA.
Ahhh...
Finally.. Finally..
But oh, Shasqil.. thats cute guy.. ):
man, he's such a cuuuuutttttiiieeeee.
ok,enough of hot guys.
lol.
Well,im gonna miss the seniors,the twins,jaeho,ian,jesse and those little kids in WSSA.
Including team malaysia. (1 2 stack)
anyway...
Went to the airport with the 2 darlings.
^^
Yenxi & Jazreel..
TODAY, i did something what i wanted to do all along with my best friends.
AND YES, I DID IT.
im so glad..! ^^
took so many silly pictures/things with my friends.
im really exhausted from crying,laughing,working,volunteering.
gosh, my body is snapping into 2.
I am really sorry that I suspected you, my dear friend..
I will no longer do..
And thanks, for being the person that stands there.. ^^
This is for Jazreel, the cute ahjumma i will never forget..
Im gonna rest well..
Cos i think a flu bug is coming on..
sheesh.. i gotta FIGHT..
Ok,Zul..
im gonna contradict what i said.
Im heading to Soompi and check that sad news out.
and taeyang is hot.
Well, I forgotten..
But well, Soompi has shown all..
CONGRATS TO BIG BANG FOR WINNING
BEST ARTIST OF THE YEAR
im so proud of our boys.
totally.
Im gonna watch Youtube (MKMF) on Monday.
Weee!~
*Note to self ; skip the part where that kiss, *ahem* peck part.
Big Bang, CHUKAHAE! (:
BEST ARTIST OF THE YEAR
im so proud of our boys.
totally.
Im gonna watch Youtube (MKMF) on Monday.
Weee!~
*Note to self ; skip the part where that kiss, *ahem* peck part.
Big Bang, CHUKAHAE! (:
Labels: happy, im tired, jazreel, yenxi
words spilled @ 11/16/2008 01:01:00 AM /
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