»Hurrrhurrr
Saturday, June 04, 2011
" Sometimes the smartest person can be pretty dumb.. "
Ok, so the first post after i changed my blog link. (:
weeee!
I am employed.. and life still kinda sucked.
So yea..
But i have this nagging feeling in me, and its very hard for me to talk.
And now, as in talking to my family has been..
INCREASINGLY HARD.
I dont know.
Maybe it was like that since last time.
Then I created a fantasy in my head thinking that everything was pretty fine.
And my mom was cool and so on.
(yea, she is cool.. and scary)
So its pretty much nonsense thou.
Pfffft.
Kinda sucks.
Cos I feel as if I am going throu the '16 year old' phase again.
Nobody understands what you are saying.
Sigh, and sometimes people around you can be such jerks.
Esp brothers.
Sigh, he can be sooo nice.
But sometimes it feels as if he suddenly had his period and starts PMS-ing.
Its really annoying.
Also, the worst thing is he's pretty smart.
(As compared to me)
Sidenote: I think my IQ has dropped rapidly these days
So whenever we quarrel on something, its difficult to have something smart thrown at him.
Even if its smart, he will just throw it back at you and make you look stupid.
Urgh, fuck.. right?
Interacting with him is like interacting with a timebomb.
With no indication when it will blow.
It is easy to have a conversation with him.
But when he gets cranky, oh man..
I avoid his path.
So its dangerous.
Thats a reason I interact very little with him at times.
He can be very nice and very nasty.
But at least he isnt 2 faced, cos he can be super duper straightforward and stubborn.
The worst side of a human being.
The nice and the nasty
Ooo, ok.
im done ranting.
I FEEL SO GOOOD!
Sigh, I so do not want to go work on mondays. ):
it sucks.
The worse thing is to handle something which they said to set an expectation for.
Siao.
How can I??!
Sian sian sian sian sian
Labels: rants, sian, upset, work
words spilled @ 6/04/2011 11:25:00 PM /
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»Losing Grip
Friday, June 04, 2010
I seriously need to get a grip on myself.
I feel myself slipping away.
Its FYP,yet I feel that I am not doing my all
sigh, I really need to focus on my FYP.
I know I am worried, but I am not doing anything
Why so? I am not sure too.
All I am concerned is to talk to you.
I dont see you, I go insane.
When i see you, I get insane too.
Everything is you,you,you.
I dont know what to do right now.
I miss you so easily.
Now I really need to focus on FYP.
im distracted so easily!! ):
CANNOT!!
FYP FYP FYP
My HOD too busy, to teach me.
sigh.
"I pray for you, whereever you are and whatever you are doing. I will always miss & love you."
Youur happiness is as beautiful as the skies that are overlooking us.
words spilled @ 6/04/2010 11:56:00 AM /
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»No. 191. :]
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
"SUPER JUNIOR & GIRL'S GENERATION"
"Kissing You,Baby!"
"This is HAWT. Look at Hyo Yeon!"
"Baby Baby.."
"ohh la la,I wish we have college fest.. Dx"
sia la!
I HATE LeeSoiMok
he's so boring.
siann`ed.
anw,its Enterprise sia.
Missed last week lessons.
POA,somemore.. ://
ZzZZzZ.
sheesh,now keep using excel till cannot take it.
but so cool.
LOL.
hahaha.
random: SAM,i want loco roco.
:]]
trying to get th game in progress.
tmrw is SCIENCE.
butt guy is back.
geeee,how i hate him for his stupid 'i act nice'..
:/
IM SO NOT PAYING ATTENTION.
EEEEEEEK,
i dun wna get sick.
DDx
"Ooo La La.. Ooo,My Baby..."
Labels: sian
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