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»OFF AND AWAY
Sunday, May 30, 2010

"Take that, Bitch!"

Holidays are here.
and screw my holidays with FYP.
why in the world am i supposed to be attached to Bodynits?
really, i dont appreciate being in there.
do nothing.
watch people walk around.
sleep in staircase.
hello? what u freaking want me to do?!!
that is so BORING.
cant i just go school fror a few hours.
and pop back home?

why am i asked to go atw to expo.
wtffff.
FML; totally.

never mind, screw u fyp.
fuck u to the deepest pits of hell.
and my advisor; is not helping.
other team advisor damn chiong (ok; he is a fucking chionger)
u just be nice and do nothing. *CLAPS*

urgh.
well.. im in a new semester. (YEAR3SEM1)
meet familiar people, new people.
some people, really damn irritating.
and pain in the ass.
some are nice; actually most are.

my grades are f-up.
want get A; equivalent must chop head.
damn diff.

UT is alright.
friends are alright.
I just dont know are we still as close or what.
but nvm.

and me; yea.
always BOY problems.
but never mind again.
am resisting to see his fb page .
MENTAL RESISTANCE.

and yea, my life.
my hols are gone.
im gonna skip fyp
hellyeah.

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»simplest number.
Saturday, April 03, 2010

sometimes,I just envy how simple the love given to others can be seen in a varies of ways through the eyes whom is loved.

but in another way,exaggerated love are not always seem si simple. its so complicated that you are always left trying to figure out.
Wheter does this 'love' have anything implied.
"Am I loved because people want something from me?"

Sometimes,I just dont understand.
words spilled @ 4/03/2010 11:21:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»FYP = FML

Haaate it! ):
so fuck up..
don't like Fyp ..

stupid..
have to wake up then reach there.
Walao,fuuuuck la

):

so bloody far..
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»mama's boy
Saturday, March 27, 2010

Like what the fuck, seriously..
In this Asian society,they always say never to wash ur dirty laundry in public.

But sometimes,I've gotta say I wish at times like this.. I wish I was like xiaxue.
Say everything out and fuck care what others think about me.
But sadly,I was bred to abide to rules and conform to boundaries.

So,I will just blog in my own way. Crying about the horrible stuff I meet.

So to adhere to my title. I always have problem with mama's boys. (You don't hear about 'Mama Girls' right?)
I know you love your mum,boys..

But you ae not your mum's puppy. Following your mother's order
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»what I was thinking a few nights ago..
Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Can't sleep,don't know why.

Therefore,I make a list of my friends. And state how and what they meant to me.



No jealousy inducing purpose intended!!

Each of u hold an important place,even if I didn't mention it!!
I will,from now on still want to know u girls further!~

^^ Shall start now, hee..


Grace; the first best friend I had in secondary school.
Did a lot if things with her. Learnt from her,had lots of fun with her.

*What she means to me: she's like an older sibling.. she makes me feel at peace when she's around. Also,she calms me down. Even if I don't talk to her , I don't feel weird! (: that's why she hold a special place in my heart!


Samantha; a lovely friend I have met after meeting Grace. One of my best bud too. A really fun person to be with. She's a loyal friend;helps u when u need her.

*What she means to me; She's like an orange. Filled with zest. Very bright and sour. Hard and sour on the outside, but sweet and sour inside. Depending in situations.
Need some cheering up? She's always there. A person who can make u smile . P.s; she's also like a playmate to me.


Jazreel; met her in poly year 1 sem 1..
Very sweet and nice person.
She has the ang moh feeling about her. Esp when she talks. Like potatoe. Hee.
She don't seem like one who gets angry easily. She's very cool and relaxed. Nice personality.

*What she means to me: she's like a mother. A very caring person to start with. She listens and rarely judge u. She talks demurely and present herself very coolly..
A good listener. Someone who listens well


Shandy; I can use the word joy and fiesty to describe her. Small size but exploding with energy and joy. She's really pretty and sweet. She thinks fast,an adult in a child's body. Has tons of advice. A sweetheart. Someone who walked with me at the toughest time. Someone who I can bitch with. The big sister who I look up to.

*What she means to me; an advisor. Someone who I look up to and adore. She is a bff material. Think about sex in the city type of bff. Someone I spazz about boys with. Q shopping partner. An awesome sweetie..


Yenxi; met her through jaz. A real body , gag spazzer. We can go crazy and have tons of selca at random places. We spazz tgt, listen to random stuff and talk about random stuff!

*What she mean to me: spazzer friend and someone who u wanna throw a party with. She can think up a lot of things .

Wanna have long long friendships with them..
I treasure them a lot!!

Ok,its 4am. Goodnight.
Sia la,take 40 minutes to write this.
Nights,will continue with more..
On the good friends list!

P.S very 心痛 for ny brother.
Poor fella,he study till 3am just now.
Actually,just completing and revising his homework. Sia la,so hardworking. Heartpain.
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»5PM are all buttholes
Friday, March 05, 2010

"Should have known"

Utterly disappointing.
I should have known that..
I am glad that Jay is out..
Because the horrible 2PM group is not a place for him.
AOM; protect and heal this baby.

AOM; ur awesome.

Now, i really hope..
Khun will take care.
I cant bear this..
My heart hurts so badly..
To see khun getting ignored.
Baby, I really wish you can get out of this.

It's a deathtrap.
I was tricked.
I am hurt.
I really think im foolish to support the 5boys.

Gross shit.
Hate them.

Khun & Jay.
Be awesome.
be very awesome.
Soar higher!!

Taec is such a fucker.
Wooyoung is fucking bitch
Chansung, shut ur fucking trap.
Junho ; fuck off asshole.
Dont u hurt Khun!
Or else im gonna do voodo on u guys.
Junsu; whatever.

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»Rants
Tuesday, February 23, 2010

miffy euniced

HELLO?!
like what the banana milk is going on?!!!
its mean to make use of banana milk to replace a bad bad word.

i know its a bad habit to rant where your unhappy.
Esp on the blogs my friends read..
but!!
i really need to spill these bad things out.

I cant believe im turning 19 soon on the 25th!~
yay!!
ok, im slight happier right now.
haha.

my brother kinda comforted me a lil.

but waiiiit!
its time for u to watch what u do, missy/mister.
*does KARA's 'Mister' dance*

Oops.
hehehe.
anyway, nothing defers me from getting snappy.
i've been snapped at once for pissin people off.
but ohwell.
Apparently, we didnt have any fate to be friends.
whatever.
tsssssk.

So,I am it again!
But let me say clearly.
I dont care what are you going to portray me as to your friends.
Because apparently, you have no longer treated me like one.
I admit, I feel sad and its a waste.
But to hell with it.

I always try to be nice.
Ok, I am not very nice all the time.
I am not your pretentious BFF.
But I do have BBF.
big bitch fit.

- what the hell am i talking?! -
tsk.
loco me.
-_-

Anyway, I love Da Endorphine's 'Dai Yin Mai'
Hell, i love this song.
Ohya, its not korean.
It's thai.
lol!

but hey, its hella nice.
im in love with the singer's voice

Ok, lemme intro a phone im tempted to get.
even though its specs doesnt meet my requirements. ):



but hell,cute right?
its previous sibling LOLLIPOP.
Yes, the one BB and 2Ne1 endorsed in 2009.
it is OUT in Singapore.
as expected, the specs is disappointing. ):

Sigh, i guess I require Sony Ericsson better.
haha.
Camera function and etc.
Love yeahhh.

And I think I cant remeber about my rants.
tatas!~ :D

(that dont mean i am NOT angry!)


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words spilled @ 2/23/2010 12:25:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»Invisible..
Saturday, February 06, 2010

"I really need a heartwarming hug and some soothing words.."

I am feeling terrible.
Emotional repercussions, I mean..

My presence is getting dimmed each time I appear.
Soon, I will become invisible in people's eyes.
I am thankful to my family for being able to 'see' me.

Sometimes, I dont feel I am there at all.
I just want to find a space alone and sit there.
If I dont need to talk.
I wont..

So, it wont be so uncomfortable.
Not for you or me.

I am being judged.
Everyone apparently has their score book ready in their hands.
Ready to strike off marks when I make a fool of myself.

I dont care what outside think of me.
But I just feel so scared and timid that I am judged over and over again.
I am going to disappear.

Another obstacle..
Another fearful time..

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»오빠를 사랑해
Tuesday, February 02, 2010

"Oh, oh, oh, 오빠를 사랑해 Ah, ah, ah, ah, 많이 많이 해!~ ♥"

♥JJANG, isn't it.
Definitely loving SNSD's new hit; Oh!
TAEBUUUU!~

Taeyeon looks amazing!~
keke, our Jelly.
Just went to register for a Soshified account.
I love them, awesome!

And SHINee, haah.
Dont talk about it.
Spent $30 for a maxi cab ride..
Nothing seen.
Sad,isn't it?
Also, I hurt my knees.
I have a horrible bruise on my kneecaps now.
Pssh!

Bleah, compared to others.
They dont ecven spend a cent.
They got to see Minho, TaeMin & Key.
Minho ever waved, shit right?
Injustice or just NO fate.
lol.

I hope I can send them off at the airport.
*Prays*
Hope my FYP thing dont clash!
Pleaseeee!!

Well, if SHINee is coming..
I am going to buy the tix.
Whatever, i wanna see them! (:

Love these boys to miss out on them.
Next time, really book maxi with loads of people!!
Cheaper. keke.

Ohwell, gotta sleep.
Anyway, today was the last lesson for Facilities Planning
*tears*
So sad!

Tomorrow, Manufacturing's last lesson too.
So on and so forth..
Ok, I am sleepy and am awaiting for Hello Baby S2. Ep3!~ :D
Also, MBLAQ Idol Army subbed!~

lol, but exams. T_T
nevermind, after exams!!

PS; i heard Yoogeun came here with SHINee to Singapore.
To film Hello baby!~
I wonder is this true??

:D

OHKAY!
GOODNIGHTS, lovelies!~!
And, today was the start of SHINee's perf!~
Wonder what did they sing.. ♥

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»destructive.
Friday, January 29, 2010

DYNAMITE; explode

ohshit, seriously.
Like even though I may have a horrible temper at times.
Yes, I admit.
I can be a big bitch and screw people around.

But I would always try to hold my tongue on my friends.
Like I wont flare up with my friend unless im pissed.
Pissed definition : fucking angry.

I will also try to avoid using sensitive words.
But sometime they just piss me off.
Like with stupid stuff..
So, I still can get a lil snappy and mean.
lol.

So..
after beating around the bush..
I shall reveal.
I am here; because i want to RANT!

Ok, so...
What ticks me off..
You ask me to choose the thing I deem fit.
Now, I am getting a rather simple complain.
You dont like it when I give it to u.
-_-

Urgh.
I am feeling mad.
And i guess its around the month soon.
damnit. ):

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»RINGDINGDONG
Thursday, January 28, 2010

SPASMS

i know i know i know..
FT Island came today,rights??
and shit, i didnt go..

But; to my surprise..
Van's friend went.
But apparently FT went by the backdoor.
Boohoo.

That stinks. ):

But fret not!
Tomorrow is..
SHINee!~

RING DING DONG YO!

Honestly, I am just so HAPPY to see korean stars in Singapore.
Previously, when I was in Sec 2..
I always lament why Singapore is so deprived of KPOP.

Well, at that time..
I was going crazy for Super Junior.
Yes, to those girls who like them AFTER the hit SORRY SORRY.
MUAHAHAH!
u lose! xD

Because I was crazy over them when 'U' came out.
Then I loved them.
Bought EVERYTHING about them.
(which is DAMN limited and expensive)

But now, you see.
Comic connection is EXPLODING with cheap korean stuff.
laminated cards and etc.
-_-

Not that I complain,
but when I was still in Sec school.
That was a gift from heaven
haha!~

I still think back..
People like Mingyan,Samantha,Amanda;
we were the hardcore korean lovers.
Mingyan = DONG BANG
Sam, Amanda, Me = Super Junior.

I guess,we were also the people among us to appreciate korean pop.
I got introduced to FT through Amanda.
When they sang LoveSick..
haha.

-seriously, if i keep going on..
This will go wayyy over-

But to summarize everything;
I miss the old times.
haha!~

Ok, so!!
Let me continue..
I am going to get
Ring Ding Dingy...
tomorrow..

Yes, I am going.
With Vaneh and Chelsea!
Woooo!!

OK!
READY SET GO!

Goodnight!~ :D


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»Oh!~ Oh!~
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Never Tired Of Waiting

Ohmygod.
It's 2010 and hell!
This blog was pretty unkempt till now.
lol.

Shandy kinda notified me that this blog was dead.
So I ought to give some updates.
Nahh, im just tad too lazy to do this.
^^;

Ohwell, many things happened..
As in the transit from 2009 to 2010.
This is just.. 미쳤어 (crazy)..

Will update soon enough.
Met up with my GFs today.
Yes, you got it right if you said;
Samantha the fishy head
&
Grace the Carrot.

lol. Oops.
I cant think of anything.
And im going haywired.

Yesyes. SHINee is coming to Singapore.
And im in a dilemma of whether to stalk them or not.
keke.

LOVE & RESPECT,y'all!~

- u can never have enough friends.
but u will never have a lot of best friends.
because they're are rare like gems. -

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»Sweet Vacation
Friday, December 04, 2009

"Someone needed.."

I have school tomorrow, and I am here blogging. :/
Ohwell, just wanna encourage myself lol. :D

5 - 6 days to holidays mania!~

And shandy, good luck to your PP presentation.
Not forgetting Vanessa teo, GOOD LUCK! :D

Ok Taecyeon; I likey this boy!
(no link, I know..)
Ok, I am so anticipating the trip to Thailand!
RAWWWR!

And I am kinda sad that some friends are really distancing away.
why does it always have to be the number 3 for me?
TT--TT

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»starstrucked.
Monday, November 30, 2009

"All I need is a short friend with a megawatt smile to make my day."

Girls,will always be girls.
Girlfriends, will always be girlfriends.

Met my bestie; Shandy to walk to the interchange.
We haven't met in a while since like the previous, previous holiday.

So, before meeting her.
Class on monday + OPII = horrible
Ok, if you ever include slackers and weird facci.
I do not know which adjective will suit my Monday.

So, my day started pretty well.
wasnt really VERY late.
9plus. :D

Class looks a lil bit teeny weeny difficult.
But went for break anyway.
kinda pissed siyun off at break. :/
sorry siyun!

Went back class, do worksheet.
No one cares, but I do lo.
So I did it..

Next was PPT.
Didnt know how to do.
Went to disturb Vanessa teo. :D
She taught me todays problem!
v.teo, wo ai si ni le!

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Also, chit chat a lil with yimei and sam.
lol
havent talk to sam for a long time.

Ohya; sam ah.
Study Hard!~~

Yi mei, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DD

-----------------------------------

And now, they still.. bo chup..
But thank god, one member tried helping.
^^

So, after rushing PPT.
assigned slides.
yet!!
I kept recieving the sighs and pitiful look.

I out in hard work, so dont give me that attitude when u did not lift a finger!

Class ended for me, but I have to wait for shan.
So, went walk walk with siyun to collect her laptop.
her laptop is gorgeous. T--T
(dont get jealous, eunice! u got a new laptop!!)

So went back class and packed my bag.
Headed down to W1 with amanda, siyun and hafiz.
Waited for shan, then walked to the interchange.

So while walking, we talked about class and stuff.
So many things were stored up during those time we didnt meet.
T--T

So we headed to CWP, and now..
I told her whats going on with my life and stuff.
After she transferred her funds, we went to snack at Mac.

Thank goodness there got Mac cafe.
So I bought a caramel frappe, while she got a fudge brownie.
We shared the drink and brownie while talking.

Told her some stuffs. (lol, inside story..)
Then she told be about New Moon.
Spoilers lor!
she went to watch it TWICE!
hmphs!

Then we both spazzed about Taylor lautner,
and shandy ahh.
You look damn cute sia, when u squeal.
Like a kid!

We just kept squealing and crapping about Edward.
Edward, looks HORRID.
WHITE body and hairy..
Taylor = chocolate (keke...)

She told me she wanted to watch Avatar.
The movie looks really cool.
Blue and stuff.
I like!~

Also, she told me prawn kept stealing her veggies.
Not real veggies.
But veggie from a FB application.
She said she wanted to steal his tonight, but!!

---BUSTED--

Shandy's veggie got stolen again.
LOL,but she got coffee beans?
(she say very valuable..)

I am just super greatful for shandy to be here!
I am not licking ur boots, but I am very honoured to find u!~

Such a small person who actually has such a fiesty character.
Yet,she understand and feels for me.
Also, we seem to be on the same frequency.
So its pretty cool. :D

Thanks shan for today.
And yes, ur still a perv in my eyes!

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»forgotten...
Sunday, November 29, 2009

"Turn back and look at me, cos u aren't the same anymore."

Was reminded by Siyun that my blog was well;
unkempt and forgotten.

forgive me, my life has been busy for the previous month.
and Twitter kinda became my best friend. :D
I didnt even have time to hang out on Facebook.
Sometimes, I am too busy to even think of FB-ing.

So, why was I so busy?
First, my personal profiling report..
That was tough, I had to keep focusing. T--T

Next, my personal profiling poster.
Had to make a poster and print it out.
Apparently, my poster isn't really pretty.
Plain and white.
*roll eyes*

Third, poster printing.
Hunted the streets of Bencoolen,
and we found Sunshine Plaza.
Quite cheap.. :D
2 A1 = $20.

Fourth, my UTs!
Crap, sometimes...
Studying for test arent as easy as you think.
So, I had to cram super hard.

Fifth, Poster presentation.
I had to prepare the notes and well.
It was judgement day on the Saturday (21st Nov)
I was super freaked out.
Kept stuttering, but yay..
I passed!~

Mingyan wished for my success too.
Am grateful to her. (:

-- That is why, I was so super busy... --
November was a busy month for me.
T--T

Anyway, many good things happened and bad things too.
But as usual, my brain capacity tends to leave me blank of my information.
So, I will try as hard as I can to fill you guys up!~ (:

So, new class ain't so bad now.
Especially with siyun around and new awesome team mates.
(:

I esp, love Thursday class.
There's yongsoon, haopeng,ruth and xixi.
Great bunch to work with.
What's even better?
A facilitator who gives good grades. (:

Ruth and Haopeng are always squibbling.
That's why it never gets boring.
We always talk alot, mostly about Haopeng.
(hahah...)

We always tease him but thankfully he's quite a carefree person,
so he doesn't take it to heart.
I wish all SNSD lover's are like that.
Yes, Haopeng is a YoonA fan from Girls Generation.

Likewise, my brother has fell for the charms of long-legged beauties, of SNSD.
hehe, who says kpop is stupid now?
nehh!~

Monday's class, well..
designing, I like that.
I think I like beautifying my surroundings.
That's why I like to do designs. :D
But, I only like to do it with AutoCAD.
Simplest, yet the best program!

Tuesday class; JAD's class.
JAD is my previous sem facci.
So nothing much to talk about..

Friday
... is the WORST class
That facci, is long-winded as an old recorder can be.
Always talks about Russian Theories. -_-
(his lessons are shifted to Mondays, CRAP!)
But his grades aren't that bad.
Thats what I am relieved of..

So, these were about the faccilitators.
My classmates; are so-so..
Quite an ok bunch of people.
Except those, who DO NOT do their work and think they know everything.

Ohya, to angmoh lovers.
There's a russian guy in class.
Not very hot, but still worth looking.
Afterall, he's the only blonde in class.
(dont like his attitude though.)

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Special happenings;

1.
Met a HORRIBLE bus driver;very rude.. D:
I think it was a month ago.
He yelled at a malaysian girl, who couldnt pay her fares.
No need to yell, idiot!

2.
Had dinner with a complete stranger.
But she became my company for that evening.
Was having dinner at MOS, after getting notified that mum wasnt cooking.
Had problems fending for a seat and ordering my food,
without getting worried that my bag and laptop get stolen.

So I asked a lady to help me look after my stuff.
Well, some people wanted my table.
So the lady offered to share tables with me.
Had a good conversation with her.
Really nice lady, to share her experiences to me.
She was once in SP, studying IT.

thanks to her, i didnt have a lonely dinner. (:

3.
Went to watch 2012 with siyun.
My friend of 12 years. (:
Both of us kept crying in the cinema.
lol.
A great movie, well deserved to watch!

4.
Went to SITEX with Siyun and Amanda.
And guess what, I was EARLY..!~
ehehe!!
SITEX wasnt as bad as yesterday.
(I went there with my parents to find my brother..)
Bought 2 8GB memory stick pro duo. :D
For my trip to Thailand, so I wont miss 2PM so much.

5.
Yes, I am going Thailand!~
On the afternoon of Christmas; hehehe!~~
Will be back, I think on the 30th. (:

6.
No, I am not yet over 2PM.
2PM released their new album.
Stated 01:59pm. (i believe u know what is it..)
Awesome songs in the album.
Love 'Tired of Waiting' & 'Heartbeat'.
Currently, learning the dance steps of 'Heartbeat'.
And polishing the dance for AAA. :D

7.
I went for the FLASHMOB!~
Time stop flashmob in Orchard.
Met many good HOTTEST!~
Esp, the dongsaengs!!
Ika, Farah, & Dayang..
Also, not forgetting the unnies!~
(i seriously, feel like MYSELF when I am with them.)
I dont need to be worried when I speak korean.
haah!~

8.
MY HDTV is awesome!~!
I kept plugging in my Hard disk to play GOMTV ver. of MVs.
my brother really enjoys the SNSD ones.
lol.
for me, to look at my boys in HD.
is like giving a thirsty guy ice water.
LOL!

9.
I can't find my XBOX cable.
T---T
Thats means I cant play my xbox!
T x T

10.
I find that people around me are changing into different people,
that I no longer recognize and understand.
I thought it wouldn't be that bad.
But now, its horrible.

Its like I no longer knew you,
and it terrifies me to call you a friend.
When I no longer understand you, also when you no longer needed me.

It hurts to know that, you no longer have things to tell me.
Only to call me when you need me.
After these years, I came to realise this.
When others had moved on..

Gosh, also..
Why are you trying to be not urself..
Only to try to fit in with people you dont know?
Crap, you act like you know them.
and now you're changing ur religion over it?
I just dont understand you.

No, I dont want to be friends with you anymore.
It just worries me whether will I explode on you one day,
and cause fatality..
Yet, friends were bonded for a reason.
I am now, currently searching for that.

For every friend I bonded with, how did I managed that?

emo, i know...

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»Silent and Demanding
Monday, October 26, 2009

"Hold no strings to steer the horse"

Ok,this is something that i came up with.
When your cooped up in a team full of different types of people.
Which I can split for you.
1)Lazy people
2)The nose in the air ; C

Lazy, well.
The usual 'group' of people.
All they know is bull-shit.

Nose in the air.
Well, they are ALWAYS right.

No wonder this spells trouble.
I have a terrible time today.
Facing man-whores and bitches.

One kept sighing when he didnt do any nuts.
whatthefuck.
im allowed to sigh because i put in effort.
and i screwed myself with a headache now.

Man-whore!

The other helped, not much of a help.
Well, at least when I was half-dead.
Came along and pulled me up.
-i gotta admit ; not much of a help-

Well, the lazy ones.
SCREW them to the depths of hell.
I had enough of that bitch.
Since week1.

I thought she was nice!!!
But she was not.
ohgod.

Well, today.
like any other days.
she left the job hanging.

you have a responsibility!
not me!
Dont keep pushing any shit towards me.
I really hate you to the bloody core.

Well, male partner wasn't any better.
All he do is bull-shit.
Thank you so so much.

I appreciate it when u co-0perate.
but please dont treat this as a game.
u may have skimmed through year 1.
but this time, do ur fucking job.

I will allow a minute to understand.
I gladly take e44m anyday!

But i appreciate the people here.
CERTAIN people.
Like my Thursday group.
Awesome bunch!~~ :D

I love it when HP is around.
*sighs*
Please let me in the same group!
I will work super hard!~ :D

Naww, i dont need to hang out with people who mess up my mood.

I really miss Grace, Samantha, Jayne so much.
Jazreel too.
I miss talking 1 to 1 with her.

Maybe Buddha is putting me through another test.
I will go through the test.

anyway, should I lock this blog up?

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words spilled @ 10/26/2009 02:38:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»hey hey hey!~
Monday, October 19, 2009

Will blog and update, soon! :D

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words spilled @ 10/19/2009 11:34:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»shake it like that!
Sunday, October 11, 2009


" baby, save me from Superman. "


I am going really mad.
I think i am just purely wasting time.
*sighs*

I don't know, but I just dont feel as happy in this class.
Maybe it's the same for before.
But now, it just makes me so uncomfortable to be in this class.

So many people, I have yet to know.
and horrible ammy is crushing on wonderboy.
tsk!~
(dont worry,i will check whether is he attached or not.)
:D

Also, my tail was stepped by someone I DREAD working with.
gosh, i thought she was NICE!
damnit, seriously.
she just deserve a slap on her face.

I have to face this person for 5 weeks?!
Can u believe it?!
damn damn damn.
(i have to work with her tomorrow.)
-_-

Let me tell you.
I have a sense of foreboding of the facci;
Operations Planning (2).
That @#$%;
zomg.

he nags like nobody BLOODY business sia!
like recorder.
go on and on and on.

WORST facci I have seen ever.
I don't ever wanna see him again!
Even our ECD facci was BETTER than him.
I miss that facci sia, even though he PMSes.

But that was on FRIDAY.
I had better of things on Saturday though.

Met up with my girlfriends!~~
Sam and Grace.
Went to ion, then had lunch at CEDELE.

So first, we went shopping.
Sam got her tights at Topshop.
Grace got her belt at Uniqlo, same for Sam.

After that, we went to Cedele at Wheelock.
But before that, both sam and grace changed into their new stuff.
I waited outside.
(Surprisingly, i bought NOTHING at all!~)

Ordered the same thing; Apple Cinammon pancake with sausages!
Maybe Cedele can get my orders without asking me again.
I am totally ADDICTED to the pancakes!~

Sam and Grace ordered pastas.
The pastas tasted AWESOME!~
:D

My pancakes

Wholegrain chicken pasta


Sam's pasta!~
yummy!~~

After that, we went to mariott Hotel to get Angie's SIM card.
Her friend works as a waitress at Mariott Banquet.
and..
I think I saw a prince there!!~

Lol, ok im exaggerating.
The guy looks cute, he was the realtive of either the bride or bridegroom.
Dress in all white.

Total perfection. (:
He was just lack of a horse and a carriage;
if not, i would have threw him my sneakers at 12am.
and prolly put my number there. xD
let the prince find cinderella.
(Throws up)

haha, sorry about that.
*wipes drool off her mouth*
I am dreaming.

After collecting the card, we walked back to ION.
And I was lamenting on going back to Mariott. D:
Went to the toilet to take some pictures.

After a day's gathering, Sam left for harbourfront to partayyy.
I wish i can go clubbing too!
Whereas I headed for Grace house.

At grace's house, I recieved the best girlfriend session.
had my nails done and eyebrow plucked.
it hurts, but thanks alot girl!~
(:

I really appreciate it as no one ever did it for me.
*hugs grace*
Let alone touch my oily face. haha.

I went home at 10:40pm.
Only to reach at 11plus.
Slept at 4 plus watching

光陰的故事

This show, is AWESOME!~
I really just love Sun Yi Mei.
Her character is adorable to the max.
Not forgetting, Xu Yi Yuan.
Yi mei's boyfriend.
SO darn handsome.

This show robbed me of my tears and laughter.
a worth to watch! :D

Tender Huang (Huang Teng Hao)
who is acting as Xu Yi Yuan.
This guy, is a plus in my 'OMG,i want this boy!' list.
haha. xD
cute and he's a hairdresser.
too bad, he's too thin. D:

Ohwell, pretty boy.
(:

Anyway, I have seen clues that 2PM are leaving for hottest.
You want 7,right?
We will fight for it. (:

2PM = 7 =1

Urgh, I woke at 3 on sunday.
didnt go out at all.
watching the show again.
haha.

byebye!~

WAIT, i forget tos say.
I WANT TO GO BANGKOK'S CHATUCHAK!
yay!!!

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words spilled @ 10/11/2009 09:10:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»KINGKONG!
Wednesday, October 07, 2009

" have you seen the short Seattle leader? "

I haven't update for a while.
hurhur.
its because I have been rushing my PP!

and congrats to me.
I had PP accepted within a day;
only with a 3% plagiarism status.
So,im pretty much in glee.

Also, school started for me.
Like any other new days.
Meeting new people really isnt my cup of tea.

I need time to adjust.
But thankfully, I have siyun with me.
A classmate whom I know for almost 12 years.
-so freaking long!-

She's like my elder sister.
yea,she is.
She's 6 days older.
So she's considered as one.

the things she does are what I kinda adore.
-she nags.
- she squabble
- she talks alot. (i talk alot too!~)

Anyhoo, so first day in school was not as bad.
i had someone I know.
And well, my friends were the same level and block as me!

- i even had lunch with them! -

So, this is about my school work.
As for my personal life.

I am certainly feeling much better.
Except, for some coughing.
Am thinking of cutting my hair; bangs!

Tried new facial wash, hopefully it works.
Tried new shampoo.
Bought new clothes and shoes.
I bought heels!~ yay!!

I have been chasing 2ONEDAY through twitter.
Am upgraded/leveled up.
I feel really happy to be leveled up!
thanks to 2OD mods! :D

I feel kinda pissed off at JYP.
Seriously, prove our loyalty towards jay?
And making Junsu and Junho record another version of the song?!
Omg, wtf are u thinking?!

Money is all you can think of.
Where are your ethnics?
Seriously,I hate the adult world.
And that is one of the reason.
Realistic + Materialistic = World!

We all are like that.
Where can we find true people?
Who are not trying to benefit from everything else?
Urgh!?

JYP, u stupid KING KONG GORILLA!
You even said that Jay was your brother!
u clearly arent showing it.

Such contradictions.
TSK!
really hate it when I see this.

I really miss 2PM as a whole.
I kept watching Wild Bunny.. Idol Show..
MuBank.. MuCore..
ARGGH!

But in this industry, there bound to be friends and supporters.
After School unnies did AAA dance.
(Gahee unnie, thank you so much. saranghae!~)

People supported Jay.
And yes, another major contradiction.
Netizens caused the downfall.
Now they are begging him to come back.
Thanks to ur malicious words..
We lost the Leadaja in 2PM..

Urgh,i have so much to say but I cant,
Too damn tired.
All I wanna say to jay oppa.

Msg to Jaebeom Oppa :

Oppa, We will wait and fight for you.
If you see something that you dislike through our support.
Please do come out.
If not, we will still continue to fight for you.
To prove our loyalty

01:59pm; the 6 oppas..
I am terribly sorry.
It is due to the statement JYPE released.
We have to carry on with the boycott.

But remember 2PM = 7 = 1.
If anyone of you would be in this situation.
Hottest will protect you.
Because to us; all of you make up 2PM.
No more, No less. (:

No matter how long, we will wait.
Because of you, hottest have joined hands.
all around the globe.

We will be there.
And dont forget your dongsaengs back there.
in jyp.
waiting for you.

2PM = 7 = 1.

Alrighty, its confirmed.
Im going for the Flash Mob!
And goodnight!
it's 2AM.
(:


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words spilled @ 10/07/2009 01:35:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»RAWR!~
Sunday, September 27, 2009

" so, I can fly with my ears? " the elephant asked.


'I teared up when I imagined Jay crying..'


aww man, I really miss Jay.
I even had a dream about him.
lol.

(i dreamt that we were couples.)
but sad, cos its not real.
and well, he's still not back in 2PM yet.
(he was in 2PM when I dreamnt. :D)

today was as usual.
woke up at 2 plus.
headed out with my mum to see the eastern doc.
Traditional Chinese Medicine.
(i actually trust TCM much more.)

western medicines to me are just something,
to make me hurt less.
(like pain killers.)

they don't exactly cure.
and well, TCM taste bad..
But you know what they say.
'Bitter Medicine = Good Treatment'

So had lunch before our visit to the doc.
went over to the Shop n Save.
mummy and aunty went to buy something,
so I looked at the new Tae Kwan Do centre opened there.
-had thoughts of joining, but I cant fight for nuts sake.-

So went to see doc, took medicine.
And bloody hell, the printer guy..
Who had a shop beside the doctor..
Dusted his printer stuff in our direction.
Even though we walked away, he still continued.
Only grinning when he was in his shop again.
PHUCK right?!

Went home, use comp.
And tadaaa, I am so going for the
SGHOTTEST flashmob! :D
Its around Oct 9 or Oct 16/23.

Dad had to leave for a party at his friend's house.
So we had dinner at compass point.
Subway!~~

After dinner, bro and I headed to Popular.
Bought my BTT 300 qns and ans booklet.

Mummy said 91' are the last batch to get license at 18yo.
hohoho. :D
so must fast fast.

Headed home after shopping at Cold Storage.
Washed up and watch CSI Miami. :D
Duper shiok.

It's CSI Miami + CSI Miami.
Mac Taylor + Horatio.

- im still feeling quite sore, cos I didnt manage to go clubbing on friday.
cos im down with cough.
I know i wouldn't enjoy myself,when I am wheezing.-

So now, I am online.
And am supposed to do my PP.
So I am going to it.
JIAYOU! :D

- Sam, I hope your laptop is alright. :D -

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words spilled @ 9/27/2009 12:33:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here