"A new beginning starts at every end"

My cousin got her results back!

I have 3 younger cousins that are taking their O levels results.

She was upset that her score wasnt up to standard.

It was great (as compared to mine)

But I did see..

She studied really hard.

If I did previously, maybe I would have did better.

This brought back memories.

Sad memories.

4 years ago, it was I.

I remember the first time I took my results.

I was telling myself..

Please.. dont fail

But well..

Apparently, Heaven didnt want me to faint or die of heart attack.

It allowed me to see my O level results.

An exaggerated version.

I dreamnt of 29 points.

Then on the day itself, I opened that letter.

And I started bawling.

First, I was relieved that it wasn't like the predicted.

But then it was no better.

I got a RAW score of 26.

After my **CCA points ,

it was 25.

THE.SAME.NUMBER.LIKE.MY.BIRTH.DATE.

what the fuckery fuck?

Ok la, die.

The first things through my mind is..

I cant go any school.

Because my paper only states limited school.

I was devastated.

I cried.

Then my mom called.

Well, it was horrid.

She was like "well, it was expected."

Oh well then.

I was heartbroken.

My teachers were kinder, nicer and gentler.

Psssh.

Ohwell, my own mom.

How nice.

But well, its her la.

She is always like that.

her sarcasm can burn through walls.

Aiya.

Then have to hide results from relatives.

Hide here hide there.

but in the end, still kena shoot.

Ok la,

i give up!

I just went my way into RP.

Met good friends there.

Friends.. smart ones.

Very thankful to them too.

Because I could freely tell them whats my L1R5.

Without feeling embarrassed.

With my family.

Its like a pride there.

I think i must be adopted.

But fuck, I look too much like my dad.

ah, what the fuck.

But also..

I think I must do better in the future.

Because I always have a mind set thats states..
"Can pass, can already."

Now must strive better!

JIAYOU!

Maybe I should be like my cousin.

Go take up course.

JIAYOU!

SPASMS

i know i know i know..
FT Island came today,rights??
and shit, i didnt go..

But; to my surprise..
Van's friend went.
But apparently FT went by the backdoor.
Boohoo.

That stinks. ):

But fret not!
Tomorrow is..
SHINee!~

RING DING DONG YO!

Honestly, I am just so HAPPY to see korean stars in Singapore.
Previously, when I was in Sec 2..
I always lament why Singapore is so deprived of KPOP.

Well, at that time..
I was going crazy for Super Junior.
Yes, to those girls who like them AFTER the hit SORRY SORRY.
MUAHAHAH!
u lose! xD

Because I was crazy over them when 'U' came out.
Then I loved them.
Bought EVERYTHING about them.
(which is DAMN limited and expensive)

But now, you see.
Comic connection is EXPLODING with cheap korean stuff.
laminated cards and etc.
-_-

Not that I complain,
but when I was still in Sec school.
That was a gift from heaven
haha!~

I still think back..
People like Mingyan,Samantha,Amanda;
we were the hardcore korean lovers.
Mingyan = DONG BANG
Sam, Amanda, Me = Super Junior.

I guess,we were also the people among us to appreciate korean pop.
I got introduced to FT through Amanda.
When they sang LoveSick..
haha.

-seriously, if i keep going on..
This will go wayyy over-

But to summarize everything;
I miss the old times.
haha!~

Ok, so!!
Let me continue..
I am going to get
Ring Ding Dingy...
tomorrow..

Yes, I am going.
With Vaneh and Chelsea!
Woooo!!

OK!
READY SET GO!

Goodnight!~ :D

" One & Only; 박재범 "

I will learn the..
"Cant Hear, Cant See & Cant Speak" method.

Because, I find it useful in times like this.
I feel so hurt to see things that bring back old and bad memories.

But it just keeps appearing near you.
Ohyes, it always does.

Right now,
currently in a procrastination mood.
Don't feel like doing anything.
I just want to sit here and do nothing.

Well, I shall just update my life in this pretty blog.

So on a monday, which was on the 14th..
Played badminton with Grace, Sam and Jayne. :D
play until my hand no strength.

after that,went over to grace house.
Jayne played a piece by Yiruma.
'River Flows In You'...
(didnt know Yiruma was a KOREAN!)
JJANG!~

Its amazing cos Jayne plays it by ear.
She doesnt read the notes.
So cool!~

After that, Grace played the same one.
Its amazing too.
im so green with envy.
I wanna learn how to play piano too.
Too bad old people learn things SLOW.

After hearing a piece,
we went upstairs to try a new gadget Grace brought home.
Actually, her dad bought it as a mistake.
Thinking it was some sit-up machine.
P.S : its actually an Inverter Table.

Tried it and got off it after screaming.
haha.
jayne and sam tried it too.
much braver than me.

Headed into grace's & jiapei's room.
went to watch jiapei's performance. :D
awesome sia!

Then after taking a picture.


We decided to go for Pepper Lunch at Hougang mall.

Took the shadow pics (ABOVE!) outside grace's house.
The ah pek walking by thought we were 'SIAO' + 'SOT'.
Standing in the hot sun and posing with weird signs.

Met Grace boyfriend near hougang mall.
First time meeting, very nice guy!
(thumbs up for Grace!!)

After Lunch, we suddenly had an idea of gg for ARCADE!
BUT!!
Arcade at hougang mall is complete FAIL!

So we head to Ang Mo Kio Hub to play. :DD
Took bus there, and chit chat.
Talked about naming our pets in different names.
And what will we name our kids as.
lol.

Reached AMK and went into PLC.
Jayne said she love the rabbit there.
Which lead to her 'died-ed' bubble tea.

P.S : we went to KOI cafe at AMK there.
the bubble tea just spells AWESOME. :D
Had fun at the arcade.
Played loads of games.

Spent 3 hours there and had lots of FUN!
:D
chit chat then headed back for grace's house.
collect our bags. :D

On the way, we were going a little bit crazy,
we started talking about Mr Bean and Ms Swan.
My all time favourites!
Jiapei and Sam mimicked Ms Swan.
so funny.

Then jayne said about the Miss Singapore.
Whose english is completely EPIC!
Ok la, my english also not anywhere.
But seriously, this shows that beautiful people..
Sometime REALLY lack of brains.

Not all though. :D
Except that one who said to wear something which 'BOOMs'.
Yes,you heard it right.
Miss Singapore said that.
Tsk.
Standard dropping.

SIA girls are the chio-est one.
But now...
Standard + Quality has certainly dropped.
TSK!!

(ohya, i was completely bag-less that day, only had wallet,camera and phone.)
hoho, first time experience.

Took our bags and say bye bye.
and that grace went to show us some flattened dead rat.
damn disgusting.
*shudders*

Walked to the bus stop with Jayne and Raymond. (yeap,Grace BF!)
then chit chat lo.
they boarded the bus and after 5 minutes 62 arrived.
Kept dozing off in the bus.
was so tired.

Got home, bathed, use internet then sleep.

19.09.09



Went out with joce and yenxi to PLUCK.
(yes, sam.. i wanna bring u there!!~)

Took pictures and headed to Haji Lane.
Experimented with the Polaroid me and my bro bought.
3 pretty pictures. :D
loved it.

Went into ;the blogshop.
saw the camera i wanted.
TT__TT

but it costs $88.
Superlicious tempting.

Went back to Bugis Junction.
walk walk around, bought earrings and a rose ring.
:D

joce bought 2 pairs of shoes.
hoho.

anyway,thats it.
im so sorry, im like super tired now!
TATAS! :D

- mistake happens.
and well, i mistook actions and reacted weirdly.
i dunno, thinking too much perhaps?! -

" Boys are meant to make girls cry.. "

Yes, I mean its true.
Relationships are so damn complicating.

You have to commit to it.
You have to do something to keep it alive.
You have to remember NOT to get bored of that person your facing.

urgh, even after 2 years of singlehood.
i still think the 'single' status is awesome.

yea yea..
i know, boyfriends are awesome too.
but thinking it far far ahead, wont it be too exhausting?

Why am I saying all these?
Because one of my besties is hurt.
And I hate it when my besties gets hurt.
It makes me sad too. :(




G-Dragon's HEARTBREAKER

requested by a bestie of mine.
this song is pretty awesome.
im gonna purchase this album of his.
and MC MONG's Humanimal.

damn,the songs inside have very strong meaning.
love it! (lovessss!)

anyway.
i still have 2 UTs left.
and that kinda conclude the end of my E44M Journey.

feel kinda unwilling to part with them.
Even though, this wasnt a blasting crazy journey.

but little pieces of memories makes me feel very warm.
I think i will miss the guys talking nonsense and such.
I will miss disturbing nellyn and YY.
i will miss getting nagged by SiYun and Amanda..
I will miss those days when we contemplate to zhao.
And also, the days where we had lunch together.

I will miss E44M, after all..
This was a part of my life. :D

Shall bring my SLR to meet my classmates! :D
hurhurhurs!

Memories are sometimes etched like a Tattoo...

Ok,byebye.
Need to chiong alr.
haha. xD

P.S :
I really dislike it when people says things, just to rub it into your face.
Time to grow up and think before you speak.
It hurts people when you rub information into their faces.
Grow Up!
hmmph!~

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.