"Maybe this will be the last time that I'll cry for you."

I am still trying to come in terms with the psychological loss.
Do you know how it feels when suddenly..
You realise that the time you spend with that special person is decreasing.
And the signs comes out.
Maybe I am reading too much into this.

Sigh, I wonder what is wrong with me.
At times, I am crazily attracted to you.
But at some point, I get cold at you. I ignore you.
Sometimes, I am a complete fool infront of you.
Whereas, at times I want your attention.
Sometimes, i wish the spotlight wasnt on you.
Sometimes I wish you would go away.
But sometimes, I want you there; so i could see you.
Sometimes, i want you to say something.
But sometimes, I want you to say something substantial.
Sometimes I wish I was not crazy over you.
Sometimes I wonder, why did I even like you.
You are no where close from what i like.
(Ok, maybe somewhere there too.)

Sometimes, I wish you were more like the person i thought you were.
But sometimes, seeing you being like that; is pretty cute.
blah.

What am I actually saying?
Ohyes, sometimes..
I wonder what the hell am i actually doing.
-.-

Also, i have been sprouting the fucks,ducks,chickens from my mouth.
Bad bad habit.
CUT IT OUT.
Why am i even acting like this?
So i can get attention.
total fail.
ok, eunice..
JUST BE YOURSELF LA.

I totally suspect I have split personalities disorder.

Ok, I need to finish VSM, pass it up.
Then enjoy the weekends.
Ohno, forgotten about UT 2.
SHIT, study study study.
Not scoring well.
shit sia.
Work harder!

P.S
I hope one day I wake up, and wish you didnt step into my heart.

" Boys are meant to make girls cry.. "

Yes, I mean its true.
Relationships are so damn complicating.

You have to commit to it.
You have to do something to keep it alive.
You have to remember NOT to get bored of that person your facing.

urgh, even after 2 years of singlehood.
i still think the 'single' status is awesome.

yea yea..
i know, boyfriends are awesome too.
but thinking it far far ahead, wont it be too exhausting?

Why am I saying all these?
Because one of my besties is hurt.
And I hate it when my besties gets hurt.
It makes me sad too. :(




G-Dragon's HEARTBREAKER

requested by a bestie of mine.
this song is pretty awesome.
im gonna purchase this album of his.
and MC MONG's Humanimal.

damn,the songs inside have very strong meaning.
love it! (lovessss!)

anyway.
i still have 2 UTs left.
and that kinda conclude the end of my E44M Journey.

feel kinda unwilling to part with them.
Even though, this wasnt a blasting crazy journey.

but little pieces of memories makes me feel very warm.
I think i will miss the guys talking nonsense and such.
I will miss disturbing nellyn and YY.
i will miss getting nagged by SiYun and Amanda..
I will miss those days when we contemplate to zhao.
And also, the days where we had lunch together.

I will miss E44M, after all..
This was a part of my life. :D

Shall bring my SLR to meet my classmates! :D
hurhurhurs!

Memories are sometimes etched like a Tattoo...

Ok,byebye.
Need to chiong alr.
haha. xD

P.S :
I really dislike it when people says things, just to rub it into your face.
Time to grow up and think before you speak.
It hurts people when you rub information into their faces.
Grow Up!
hmmph!~

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.