»the 100th post.
Friday, May 25, 2007
always the usual me..
its the 100th post now ehhs! :D
yaya!
i was shocked that she did that..once again..
anyway..she's a spitfire..
so i shall not go bugg her. :/
finished my LEADS.
damn!
wasted my whole day..
my lil precious day..
anyway,got something to talk abt...
i am a big GIRL now!
i guess people do change,so do feelings.
but the feelings for him still remain the same. :P
being VERY childish indeed!
Chinese O's just a few days away.
its SO getting on my nerves. > <
what am i supposed to do instead of sitiing here?
blogging?
ahhh..
irritating..
im glad he likes my fren.
make sure he treasures her!~
or else..*raises fists
i dun pull punches to guys too! ^^
i dun care whether ur a guy or not.
if u have any misgivings. *waaaattaaaa!
ooopps. a lil rough.
anyway,im off to study chinese!
oh..nope.. PRACTISE!
ok then bb!
Avril's My Happy Ending; (chorus parts)
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
oh..nope.. PRACTISE!
ok then bb!
Avril's My Happy Ending; (chorus parts)
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Labels: ME ME ME
words spilled @ 5/25/2007 04:47:00 PM /
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»DECEIVED.
Friday, May 18, 2007
thanks for breaking my heart.
i love you for what u did.
i hate u for what u did too.
im angered.
giving me false hope.
or am i just lying to myself?..
LET ME GO.
hmmphs.
im so tired.
just now,just asked my
EXOTIC FRUITS GANG
to come my house. :DD
almost pissed or,
we PISSED angeline off. ^^"
paiseh.
After pissing her off for quite some time,
We headed for my house.
(we waitied for like 15 mins with Van)
Van was there too. :DD
I was kinda dozing off.
I was SO SO SO tired. :(
Then went to makan first. :DD
Van left and we said byebye.
Asked her to msg me.
FORGETTING that my phone DIED. ^^"
Went to eat fish noodle soup.
ILOVELOVED this stall.
the thing is really good,
especially w/ extra milk.
Love the calcium. :DD
The amanda la.
irritating describes her the most. D:
say my house VERYVERYVERY far.
no lor!
then ask me go my house get bball,ALONE.
sosadsiia.
Went back down,then our lil mentor taught us.
Amanda is good in sports.
(isomuststrainmystamina)
i was so tired ONLY after 5 mins.
malu. *^^"
then play lor around with them.
i love teaming with Amanda.
she's good. :DD
but I made her lose. :X
im so BAD at this man.
its been ages since i went to play bball.
rusty liao. ^^"
After all the playing and sweating,
they came up and drank water.
(now i see..my frens are water buffalos. XD)
then they went to play Xbox.
shouldn't have scared them.
my bad..
They stopped playing and we sat in our room for the fan.
After chatting bout what's on the horoscope,
sam started asking us to spill the secrets we held so long.
so we spilled it.
EVEN angie did that too! o.O
And that was the time,
my heart stopped beating twice.
Finally,when my heart regain beating.
The rhythm sounded painful to my chest.
I guess, that almost killed me.
Oh well. At least i know now.. :(
BUT! im gonna be my usual self AGAIN.
i should just forget bout him.
IRRITATING shitty-ass.
(swears loudly.)
After chatting,Angie went snooping.
she found my jap comic and lamented that
it is too diff to read.
JUST READ IT,GAL!
she just flipped thru all those pictures and
start giving lame answers..
It almost killed me. XD
After browsing,she lost interest.
She took my korean phrasebook & started blabbering.
She said something like "eating" in korean.
I took the book away from her.
Then i had this sudden urge to read it. ^^"
(how ironic.)
We ate chips while My dear angie strummed the guitar.
Ilovetheatmosphereshegaveus.
How lovely.
im INFATUATED with ANGELINE.
OoooOo. :DD
she started strumming while we talked abt our past.
She sounded or LOOKED like a...
restaurant's entertainer. XD
Before sending to the bus stop,
i gave them the choco.
we cheers for the beginning of the bond..
EXOTIC FRUITS GANG.
Sent them back at arnd 6:25.
After waiting for quite a while, 62 came.
then they went home. :DD
This few days all CHINESE,CHINESE,CHINESE.
Chinese just infiltrated my poor brain. D:
but i managed to have some giggly times thou.
Today, sat with zhenling. as usual.
and i saw him kinda MIA.
so i was like looking for him.
then they came.
taking the dictionary for zhenling.
i was kinda joyful wen they sat with us.
(what's wrong with me.)
then began doing paper 1.
Goro was sitting with me,
then he asked me for the words.
( i actually flared up. D:)
im so sorry. my lil GORO. :(
but i love his words.
SO PRETTY. :DD
pretty boii boii.
then ZHICHAO la.
go scold him.
dunno why did HE have to do that.
and the junwen..
so old le still play play.
(but junwen & junjie very gd boii. strange)
i noticed i've been giglling with ZHENLING.
this girl makes me so distracted to talk to her. :X
she such a nice girl.
MYLAOPO. duntouchher.
i always bully her thou. :X
(how ironic..again..)
PS; no hope liao le.
me and him.. ARRRGHS.
my heart bled twice today. D:
later become anemic.
(touchwood!)
went to see (1)his profile.
I WAS SO UPSET.
FREAK MAN.
wh's am i SO sad?!
what's gone is GONE.
furthermore,he's attached.
i
Not telling him was such a mistake.
Ooops.
(donghae said nt to do anything regretful.)
anyway,i was like...
ARRRGH.
but anyway,gotta thank neelam.
he was willing to sign in AGAIn to help me.
saw those pic of him.
the recent ones.
*my heart broke.
he is so handsome now..
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY..
ihatehisgirl.
but she's pretty. -.-
alright!
forget abt him liao.
MUST man..
imisshim!..
SHOOS. :D
i must SMILE.
im happy i once loved him.
4years sia.
Not short at all.
it was like 1/4 of my life..
liking him..
hdskjhasfio.*Cusses.
oh well.
my ipod is spoilt.
just like my phone and my heart.
ok gotta go fix it.
money fly fly sia.. D:
ok then.
BYEBYE..!!
my heart just bled again.
I was told of something i was asked to be prepared for.
Oh well..
I guess,there is always this phrase.
"Expect the Unexpected."
I did suspect that once.. :/
Shook it off like it was nothing.
*StickwitU plays softly
I guess..
It's time to let go..
*Nobody ever made me feel this way,I must stick wit u.*
*I Don't Need A Man plays once,bringing a grin onto her face
*i dont need a man to make me feel good. :DD
LOLS.
just jking. ^^"
Labels: Down Memory Lane.
words spilled @ 5/18/2007 07:33:00 PM /
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»FORGOTTEN & LOST
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
HIM
-i guess as you passed me,
my feelings soared to the sky.
I missed
Am i gonna lose it again?
Can i love u as whom u are?
What the wind said,
scares me,made me hesitate,made me think.
Is it time for me to place
I really wanna hold u so badly.
Can i have this chance.
I may bleed to death due to the cuts u inflicted.
But i may be soaked in
i want to be overloved by u.
I yearn this for too long.
I was so close to be with u.
I do not want to lose this chance either.
I have missed that beat once.
The one i wanted so badly.
I love u ever so much.
YOU
It was the first time.
The first time I saw u,my Friend.
You looked at me strangely.
I so ever wanted to talk to u.
yet i held on.
i looked at u when i could.
it was looking at someone,
who was once in the puppy love of mine.
I was so eager to be
Finally, the chance came.
it happened so abruptly.
those days were so blissful.
i still had so many good and trusted friends.
I stood by u when it was,
rainy or sunny.
Till then.
these began history.
it passed too fast.
Too fast for me to hold on.
It slipped by me.
It is such a pain to lose this.
Why?
Has something went wrong?..
Was is what i said?
Now..
I see the huge gap.
Unfilled by this unknown existence.
That changed all of us.
We lost something so precious.
I do not want to lose another.
it pains me.
tell me what is ever wrong between us?
My Friend
HER.
Hey!
Remember once?
we totally made my house into a place filled with photos.
I felt that we were sisters.
You were there.
Always for me.
Laughther & Tears.
I trusted u.
Our silliness made everything so wild.
Went shopping in IKEA once.
Our skin came into contact,
yet we electrocuted the hair on our arms
You taught me what 'F R I E N D S' are called.
Took so many memories of our times.
We changed into big girls.
In this big big world.
Your house was our comfort zone.
CRAZINESS. XD
Shared those funny times with u.
Managed to know more friends through u.
We managed to sail across the torrents.
Is this another barricade?
You wrote those letters.
I still keep it.
Referring to all those pictures make me wanna
treasure u so much.
My sister.
Your too friendly..
But all i can do is wish u well.
Ypu've turned into an swan now.
Fly girl..! :D
i will catch up with other ducklings.
I will.
Wait for me,My dear sister.
i miss u so much,my sister
Labels: Memories Recovered.
words spilled @ 5/16/2007 05:42:00 PM /
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»LOST.
Am i to be found in this place?
The prelims just ended.( but im getting the jeepers thou.. :/ )
On saturday 12/05/06,we went to AMK hub.
just me and my EXOCTIC FRUITS gang.
It was to STUDY,yet we turned into roamers. *lol.
I thought that i might have trekked a dist of 2km++.
But going with them kinda rocks.
Felt really happy.
Althou there was a slight disturbance in my heart.
( i do not know what's getting on me. )
After reaching Angie's hse, we took the bus to AMK hub.
then trekked a longlonglong way to a Macdonald.
it looked like it was a villa from nowhere.
(even thou it was in the heartlands. :/ )
Studied and makan there.
(the place totally looked like a cafe instead of Mac.)
After fidgeting arnd. (all those buying & ordering of food.)
:DD sam was TOTALLY my
TRUSTWORTHY
she kept coming & going just for our needs.
Till...the lady got slightly pissed off looking at her.
i took lots of serviette(?) tissues..
im stripping them off their profits. XD
After studying there for a couple of hrs went to where Popular was.
there was an arcade too.
So...i went there to play.. ^^"
(itchy fingers)
After all the fun,trekked back to AMK hub.
Sam was looking for Couple Lab.
for her DONGHAE bracelet.
(P.S : donghae, ur such a pain in the ass. :P *jkingjking)
im so afraid she will strip my skin off my bod. X-X"
Went round the mall.
there was SO many newly opened shops.
totally like ViVo. :DD
(more 'havens' for the shopping craze babes. :P)
Saw a KOREAN shop selling clothes. (it cost $$)
But ok la.. i wanna get the DRESS! :DD
prettypretty. :)
then saw some females boxers. :D
i WANT!
But i remembered Far East Plaza.
Cheap & Nice!
iwannagoback! D:
go there shopshop.
After Sunday,Monday passed.
Tuesday was the time to let me..
F L Y.
im FREEE.
yaya.(actually for a short period.. ^^")
On Tuesday, went out w/ my friends. :DD
Samantha (as usual) ,
3 guys (veryvery RARE.)
Alwee,Hailimi and Swee Teck.
lol.
ST so sad.Gladys dun want him :X
After they finished their Spiderman 3,
i went to meet them.
(As usual,im the LATE one. ^^")
sorrysorry.
took bus to Parkway.
play arcade somemore. ^^"
kept playing time crisis.
10 bucks fly away. *heartbreaks.
(found out that these boys are nice people. :DD)
then sam and i bought a cube. ^^"
the ones which u have to turn all to the same colour.
she manage to solve 3 colours.
DAMN. i havent. :/
While in the morning,she showed it to me.
(imma's so JEALOUS. :XXXX)
okok. I CAN DO IT. ^^"
(weak. :P)
hmmmphs.
i noticed loads of things today.
those which i dont notice often.
i know how u treat me.
i guess u aren't as nice as i thought u were.
*copy sam one. paiseh.
hmmphs.
WE ARE GONNA HAVE CHINESE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY!
*repeats dozen of times.
preparing for the chinese O's.
BIG O's..
OOOOOOOH NOOOOOO. *stresses O.
Since the D&T students were asked to stay till 1:30,
my exoctic gang didnt show up.
(byebye frens)
So..
went home with zhenling,gladys and zhichao.
while walking i was talking and talking.
while he just kept walking and walking.
he super ... quiet. (?)
then i missed my bustsop.
totally clueless. @-@
decided to walk to heartland with them.
then i kept talking.
my mouth is like a machine gun
(anyone?! PLS STOP ME!)
after reaching the bustop,
i left for the MRT.
then zhichao oso came down.
he took the harbourfront side,
while i took the punggol side.
then after a few min of chatting,
my train came and i said byebye.
just now sam just asked me to go play bb.
i want to sia. :/
but LAZY
Ciao then. :DD
-i guess as you passed me,
my feelings soared to the sky.
I missed ur hand once.
Am i gonna lose it again?
Can i love u as whom u are?
What the wind said,
scares me,made me hesitate,made me think.
Is it time for me to place ur hands into mine?
I really wanna hold u so badly.
Can i have this chance.
I may bleed to death due to the cuts u inflicted.
But i may be soaked in ur love.
i want to be overloved by u.
I yearn this for too long.
I was so close to be with u.
I do not want to lose this chance either.
I have missed that beat once.
The one i wanted so badly.
I love u ever so much.
It was the first time.
The first time I saw u,my Friend.
You looked at me strangely.
I so ever wanted to talk to u.
yet i held on.
i looked at u when i could.
it was looking at someone,
who was once in the puppy love of mine.
I was so eager to be ur friend.
Finally, the chance came.
it happened so abruptly.
those days were so blissful.
i still had so many good and trusted friends.
I stood by u when it was,
rainy or sunny.
Till then.
these began history.
it passed too fast.
Too fast for me to hold on.
It slipped by me.
It is such a pain to lose this.
Why?
Has something went wrong?..
Was is what i said?
Now..
I see the huge gap.
Unfilled by this unknown existence.
That changed all of us.
We lost something so precious.
I do not want to lose another.
it pains me.
tell me what is ever wrong between us?
My Friend
Hey!
Remember once?
we totally made my house into a place filled with photos.
I felt that we were sisters.
You were there.
Always for me.
Laughther & Tears.
I trusted u.
Our silliness made everything so wild.
Went shopping in IKEA once.
Our skin came into contact,
yet we electrocuted the hair on our arms
You taught me what 'F R I E N D S' are called.
Took so many memories of our times.
We changed into big girls.
In this big big world.
Your house was our comfort zone.
CRAZINESS. XD
Shared those funny times with u.
Managed to know more friends through u.
We managed to sail across the torrents.
Is this another barricade?
You wrote those letters.
I still keep it.
Referring to all those pictures make me wanna
treasure u so much.
My sister.
Your too friendly..
But all i can do is wish u well.
Ypu've turned into an swan now.
Fly girl..! :D
i will catch up with other ducklings.
I will.
Wait for me,My dear sister.
Be Healthy and Safe.
Be Blissful too.
I'll Be There when u need me.
Im ur BANDAGE!
i miss u so much,My Sister,My Best pal
Labels: AHHH
words spilled @ 5/16/2007 04:18:00 PM /
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»nothing is ever nice.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
ahhh.
im so tired. :(
went to school at 8 this morning.
had F&N,History and lastly maths.
im having panda eyes now. D:
slept at 11 ytd night. :(
now scanning GRACE'S notes.
she so lazy.
L A Z Y girl. :P
imma's so tired.
heard that Amanda went SHOPPING with her mom.
oooo.
how nice.
later dry cleaning my JUMPER.
yay! 3CHEERS.
YESYESYES!
i finally finished scanning the NoTES!
YAYAYAYAYA!
Y^^Y..
on monday its our prelims 1.
see..i so long nvr blog liao.
GOODgirls never lie.
First is chinese with ss.
im almost done with memorising the notes.
yays.
hmms.
i guess i will just carry on with what i have left..
WHEN my prelims end.
PEACE!
i guess i love him.
Or not?
stop agitating me.
i guess i dont treat her as my bitch frenly fren.
ur so mean and think highly of urself.
the more i DONT want to put effort in the relationship.
i think u affect everyday of my life.
UR NOTHING.
geddit?..
Please, stop bragging.
ur NOTHING.
i stress this.. UR NOTHING.
u ajdsfsk.
dont show off.
(im so going too far. ^^")
IHATEU.
you affect my daily life.
*i sound soo mean. TT^TT
but that person irritates me. :(
SERIOUSLY.
ILOVEMY EXOCTIC FRUITS GANG.
angeline ; my lil CUTE rambutan.
amanda ; longan antennae
samantha ; CHINA pear.
me ; durian.. :DD
words spilled @ 5/05/2007 01:22:00 PM /
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»LEFT EMPTY
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Ahh..
im tired.
upset,drained,wasted,beaten.
yet im suppose to struggle up on my feet.
face the criticism.
face the pain.
im neither able to cry or let my emotions out.
im left empty.
your words are neither appeasing to hear.
i say..
i think we are just not fitted to be friends.
(more like competitors)
i guess..
about the SYF thing,
it left a huge impact on me.
size do matters.
efforts too.
i guess everyone is upset.
ohyes.
i've NOT yet to raise my white flag.
NEVER
oh right.
i guess people around me are changing.
ummm.
OR should i say that MY relationship with them
are alil.... (lagging?)
oh well.
i dont even have to mood to bother bout that.
T^T
just too upset.
or should i say EMOtionless.
oh well.
CHOIR girls,we still have long way to go.
or a short one.
let's aim for the 2nd SYF we will be facing.
just get a conductor! will you?!
ahhh buahhh.
had F&N Practical ytd..
and 2.4km run (ooops.im so fcuked)
did chocolate as usual.
and as USUAL,
my choco dumpling dun work.
(i've used the wrong flour! ^^")
but everything went pretty well.
ummm.
except the muffin (it went lopsided)
the eggy thing (i didnt plan my work. oops :X)
and alas the choco noodle.
(should i add cheese or not..hmm :/)
but it looked PRETTY! :DD
i really loved it.
the cheese turned out well.
just not soft enough.
the choco too!
as for the cream..
hmmm.
AWFUL! X.X
(i cant stand her face,but she's nice.. she was willing to help! :DD)
After the practical,went back to the classroom.
and THERE!
my avid supporter.
iloveSAMANTHA!
she was so hyped.
she took my muffin and started wolfing down
as for amanda,
(she looked at my cooking suspiciously)
imsohurt! :(
but oh well.. it looked scary.
but i need to be unique right.
and NOT build castle in the sky.
like what T.R always say. :/
(i SO must slap her back with what she did to me!)
REVENGE! VENGEANCE!
BUHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
imbeingsolame.
as for Them,
i,myself;
ignore,hypnotised,numb,decieve myself.
(ohwell,shall NOT go think bout them..WHOCARES!?)
(she 's so...URGGH!
*slaps her a dozne times.
(just joking,dont take me seriously.)
hummmphs.
ok,back to wednesday;
went for 2.4 run after F&N.
so heavy;sia la
ran nicely.
but dunno got pass or not. :'
worry sia. TT^TT
almost passed out during the last round
*so pai seh! :*
thankl god they were there.
LOVEDD'
.zhenling laopo
.samantha
.yanhwee
.vanessaTEO
.alyssa *my lapo.
.amanda
.neelam *my sis!~
.shimin
.cindy
.lastly,zhichao
(im not praising u.just thanking u. :DD)
oh well.
i guess i better get going.
my legs are so cramped. :/
TT^TT
PAINN....!
/\ /\"
:*[
(o)*__*(o)
><"
<3
:P
:X
:(
:)
:DD
:E
:S
:L
:'
EMO man..
tml got EL paper 1..
WEEE.
i go study le.
eat dinner FIRST!
if u love me,thank u.
if u hate me,fcuk u.
dont like me,fine.
kiss my ass.
and off u go.
stop staying around me and arouse
my insecurties.
IHATEUMAN!
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words spilled @ 4/26/2007 07:02:00 PM /
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»SUPER JUNIOR MET UP WITH AN ACCIDENT
Friday, April 20, 2007
im seriously very upset today..
super junior was involved in an accident and
kyunhyun is seriously injured.
after the accident,kyun hyun needed to be rushed to A&E.
ee teuk was bleeding,
with glass in his back.
while eun hyuk had a cut near his eyes.
ee teuk had an operation to remove the glass,
and it was successful.
eun hyuk too is recovering.
shindong managed to escape with slight injuries (thank god)
kyunhyun's have broken ribs,fractured hip bone.
and many much more injuries.
(im bleeding inside,im really so upset)
(gaia must be crying. :( )
he's out of A&E now..
but he has an upcoming operation,
which cant be done..
im glad that eunhyuk,shindong and ee teuk are recovering.
but kyunhyun..
PLEASE RECOVER SOON!
CHO KYUNHYUN.
SJ will need YOU.
cos ur the one which make them
COMPLETE.13.
be safe. and get well soon.
May God Bless You.
please recover soon.
i need u.
Gaia needs u even more.
all of us need u.
PLEASE PRAY FOR KYUNHYUN! :(
i seriously dun wanna talk
abt happy stuff.
the wreckage of the car was really bad.
go take a look at soompi or other SJ forums.
PRAY FOR KYUNHYUN!
**that shitter actually PRETENTED to be sick?!
JUST TO TAKE KYUN PICS?!
that B*TCH.
LET SJ GO MAN!
TO THOSE:
.freaking paparazzi's.
.overreacting fans
.ANTI-SJ fans
.freaking crazy
'wont-let-go'fans
GET A LIFE!~
give Super Junior A BREAK!~
SHOO!~
SJ..
PLEASE BE SAFE!?
Arasol?!
PLEASSSSSSEEEE.
i cant affored to lose anyone of u.
kyunhyun oopa;
hwaiting!
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words spilled @ 4/20/2007 05:03:00 PM /
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»slogging under HEAVYWEIGHTS.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
weeee.
im so tired. XD
really..im poofed.
went to VCH to have our rehearsal.
it was pretty ok.. :D
i think we sound goood. :d
but i guess we aint as good as some others. :X
cried yesterday.
imissedher..~
but oh well,
bygones are bygones..
hmmm.
the things happening arnd me has made me thinking.
since,
u said that we're still friends,
why dont you put in some effort?
im really kinda puzzled by what you do..
i do know how people talked abt u.
you are nice in their eyes,
while im really troubled by how u
actually ARE when u are with me.
i guess i know why guys are better than girls.
they dont bitch.
(actually, i do bitch)
guys are better friends (?)
in some ways.
but *sighs.
i do not really know whats happening.
i seriously don;t feel like talking to you.
but i guess all i can do is pretend to smile.
cosiguessnooneswantaninvasion.. :/
CHOIR SYF is ON MONDAY!
weeee.
(im peeing in my shorts ^^")
its worrying
having makeup rehearsal on sunday.
ohno..
im really slow at that.. :X
oral on saturday.
im so packed with schedules.
alrites,
im gonna prepare food for my f&n tommorrow.
byebyes. :]
the hall filled with silence
as the music stopped.
the arrival of the beauty and the devil,
dawns on everyone.
the grimace of the devil,
wavered the spirits.
while the beauty haunts the hall,
with her glowing expressionless face.
there she was.
she came.
she cried.
yet,her heart filled with
unseen jealousy.
ready to pounce....
and destroy..
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words spilled @ 4/17/2007 07:00:00 PM /
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»bushed`ed OUT
Friday, April 13, 2007
imsotired. D:
noticed that i've not been blogging..
loads of stuff went ZOOOOM..
its like so fast till my prelims.
imstartingitalready. :DD
but im still so worried..
omgomgomg.
had performance on wednesday thou..
it was SO scary.
but i managed to sing.. YAY
actually , i lost my voice..
^^"
now too..
hmmphs..
had loads of thoughts running thru my tiny brain
this week.
loads..
negative ones,positive ones,silly ones.. :/
i wonder why am i thinking so much..
*imgettingOLD.
im currently into "jiayou jinshun!"
it soooo nice.
ireallywannabelikeher.
but with loads of GOOD attitude , hardworking , positive ,
lastly have the guts to talk back bout what is wrong.
i guess..
sometimes, there are different type of people around us.
some born with knives as tongues ,
some born with air in the head (not ref-ing to oxygen) ,
some born with empty brain which do NOT know how to process words ,
and some.. heartless.
i guess i belong to one of them..
(imnotgonnatellyou :P)
and another category ;
some born with plastic masks which do not know emotions ,
some born with a WHOLE tub of emotions in them ,
some born with faces that are so FAKE that they are THICKSKINNED.
(neitheramigonnatellyouthis XD)
i've recently read a book about pretense and masks.
everyone is born with a mask.
just different types.
some are so invisible that u wont feel their presence,
while others could be felt so easily with just a sentence formed from their mourh.
(whatthehellamiblabberingabout!?)
i guess a handful around me just stepped on my nerves recently.
(amanda,dunbeparanoid!itisntalwaysyou.)
*crappingoncemore.
im just so pissed with those people. :(
talking bout paranoia,
i believe sometimes,we get to have those odd thoughts.
jealousy,fear,failure..etc..
ithinkimoaranoidboutsoemthingtoo..^^"
*ahshucks.
im spacing out..
BLAHS!
i must be CRAZY!
ohyesyesyes!!
super junior.. :DD
SJ went to china recently..
(im so happy.. :DD)
and OH MY GOD.
i totally forgot to blog on hyuk's bdae..
hyuk must have felt emptiness.
(crazyme)
SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!~ HYUKJAE OOPA! :DD
bummie was also in china.. :DD
he so handsome..
(nosebleeds)
but his hair..
urmm.. alil uncle sia..
never mind,its still my uncle bumbum..
i got my planner liao..
dun wanna use it yet.
bu ren xing.. :S
amanda and sam so lucky la..
got the person they like one the same month of their bday.
i guess,i shld be with kangin.
*i shld LIKE kangin.. ooops. :D
cos kangin is on my bday month.. :DD
youngwoon oopa.
i miss korea LOADS.
i wanna go back.. :(
ireallywannaheadback.
to the place which had etiquette,manners,gorgeous people..
a nice climate, got 4 seasons.. yummmy food..
(drools and daydream..)
i guess i shld go and bathe.. ^^"
byebye!~
annyung!
my heart bleeds as ur ruthless words cuts like glass..
ur abrupt attitude has made torrents in my mind.
ur insensitiveness caused me to shun u like a pest.
no matter what,u've changed.
i sensed emptiness in your..
brain and heart..
the horses galloped,
rustling leaves and sinking thioer hooves into the sand.
the pony yet laid bleeding..
slowly dried of its life.
its urge to gallop slowly fades.
wanting a life source to help him on his hooves.
he slowly looks far but sees only darkness.
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words spilled @ 4/13/2007 06:37:00 PM /
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»BUSHED`ed
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
im tired..
ever SO tired.
imgonnahavechoirfortheWHOLEWEEK!
hello?! are u O.K in the head..?
ohmigodd..
idunnohowlongamisupposetoholdon!?
im really tired.. D:
ahh shucks.. :P
ohyesyes.
my ear is HEALING!
ihopeso..
3CHEERS! :DD
anyway..
we were actually suppose to go for choir..
we actually
how nice
things are zooming past us day by day!~
its april now.
have to start preparing
anyway,i'll just sum everything up.
on friday,
everything was NO good.
it was just a bad,bad,bad day.
first,didnt bring my PE tshirt.
left it somewhere..
i missed PE and VOLLEYBALL!~
it just sucks totally.
then i misplaced amanda's pointer.
im totally apologetic for that.
ireallyhopeshedonthatemeforthat :X
p.s ; im really sorry about it..im sincerely apologising. :(
got samantha to bring her shoe bag along.. :X
then we didnt go to the gym..
oh never mind..
go exercise.. :DD
next time..
we went to eat popiah then we went home.
on saturday,
had choir performance.
went to find shimin .
wore a white shirt with the stripey tie.
then after having our dinner at yoshii.
it was so gooooood...
then headed to school..
we put on our PE tshirt over our clothes.
we thot the guard will stop us.. X.X
he did not thou..
saw gladys at the music room
( we were suppose to meet her OUTSIDE skool )
she said we need not wear the PE tshirt. phewws.
ok..then we sweated that much,for nothing
when we went in, everyone was making up thier faces.
i havemt even started.. :P
then changed in the musicroom,unknowingly..
then put on make up. :DD
we were rushing..
did some warm up and off we go..
we were SUPER nervous!
we waited for our turn
it was after peicai's.. phew..
then we did some rehearsing.
then we performed.
there was loads of eyes starring at us!
it felt weird.
seriously weird.
then we finished performing and headed back to school.
the school was pitch dark..
and dammit..
the momument was like there!
it was sooo scary..
all of us were scared off our shiit. :X
i changed on the same spot and heard some noises.
that totally FREAKED me out..
then i ran arnd.
io was so unwilling to go to the toilet.
it was infested with cockroaches.
shucks!
after that, we went to mac,
went with samantha tay.
sat there and played with her make up.. :P
then went home..with my dad fetching me.
as for yesterday,
i was poofed and stressed.
so not good..
and today..
it was a disaster.
it totally wasted my time.
went to yio chu kang and guess wad?!
it rained and we were asked to head home..
WASTE MY TIME,MAN!~
we even drench ourselves..
SHUCKS!
but there was the good news!
MinchinKorean
**look for them under KOREA SHOPPING in my links!
said that our stuff ARRIVED!
that made us sooooooooo happy.
then we went home after much time of deciding
which trasportation to take.. :DD
anyway,gotta head for dinner..
Ciao!
i procrastinate..
but when im with u,
i want it to END fast..
ur such a FAKER!
no poems.. ^^"
ahhh.. :DD
bad-b*tch,high-class b*tch,f*cked-up b*tch.
i really wanna make that t-shirt.
please *ahem us.. :P
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words spilled @ 4/03/2007 05:40:00 PM /
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»DECEPTION.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
ohwell.
i BLED.
G R E A T. :/
i was notified when sam told me..
she said my ear was swollen..
ok..
after close inspection, Y E S.
its INFECTED and it was getting a lil MESSY.
sam tried helping me to scrap the dried blood off.
GUESS WHAT?
my ear has a friggin lump of dried blood..
ohGOODIE.
after getting slightly freaked out,
took out my earstick..
(it hurts.. :( )
used the tissue to stop the bleeding.
rubbed it couple of time till i felt the pain.
(it sucks)
placed the earstick back after
a struggle with my ear.
(sam,thanks for ur earsticks.. : DD)
i guess my wound was that i went to tear it..
during history..
too much concentration cause u to get hurt.
i think i bumped it..
and i ignored it thinking that it was nothing..
and i still ate seafood at night..
to sum it up, its all a big mistake..
my ear hurts.. :(
anyway,today was as usual..
(i actually manage to forget the pain)
after my lessons,
headed down to have recess.
then something happened,
which caused some sort of a turmoil..
but oh well..
i really hope everything can be settled FAST.
no,its actually quite painful.. :(
had english..
did formal letter writing..
(oh shit, i forgot to give my work! :/)
then had other subjects before heading to
chinese..
and oh well..
checked on my ear again..
and it BLED again..
GREAT!~
why am i bleeding?
becos, i tugged at my wound..
after that, headed down..
amanda went home.
then skipped physics..
headed to hougang to check on my ear..
upon reaching there,
i noticed something is so different..
no longer what i had felt previously..
it didnt feel precious..
it felt empty..
like a hollow..
just so empty
the girl attented to me was the one who pierced..
oh yes..
saw someone piercing the brink of the ear..
OUCH.
sihui didnt dare to see.
(FYI: sihui,yanzhen and the fantastic 4 was there)
i was quite shuddered by the thots of it.. ><>my guinea pigs jokingjoking!
i think im gonna fumble with my comp then off to bed!
:D
byebye!~
needless to say,
there's lies hidden in every soul.
i see no truth when im talking to u..
no feelings. im void.
ur never gonna see me the real me again.
forever, a diamond is pure.
but yet,
the imperfections are always magnified;
like its beauty..
ur ever pure soul led me..
shooked me..
u were there..
yet,u wavered..
ur sail had went to the direction of wind.
my once memories drown in my tears.
ur ever kind words touched me
ur sail has drifted..
leaving me wandering aimlessly.
tell me..
who are u really..?
emotions,fury run thru u like the fire..
ur face leaked with expressions.
yet ur words conveyed nothing.
tamed and soothed..
yet happenings cause u to waiver.
control ur emotions.
let ur blood flow..
lest to keep ur tears back.
never cry..
hush..ur tired soul has yet found a place.
my friend..
do not waiver.
stand strong..
i still need u.. let me tell u..
im weak..
i need u..
void of materialism..
i need not that from u..
just ur soul,ur innoncence..
i seek peace with it.
ur bleak with ur words..
yet i read u like a book..
ur expressions slowly dawning on me.
ur not real.
neither ur a fake.
i just hope things weren't the same.
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words spilled @ 3/29/2007 07:23:00 PM /
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»BOOs
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ohGREAT!
ialmostlostmywalletphone. *whispers guiltly
cos i placed it on my table;airhead-edly..
okok..
iknowitsmyfault. :(
BUT.. after shedding tears and sweat,
i finally FOUND my wallet & phone.
im really SOO happy. : DD
it was zhenling who gave me back..
THANKSGAL!
i owe u loadds.
p.s: and to that who kept my wallet & phone..
thank you.. i would try not to be that 'airhead' again..
oh yes..
`CREDDITs TO;
.SHIMIN
.CINDY
.YANHWEE
.SWEETECK
.HAILIMI
.ALWEE
.ZULHILMI
.JIANTING
.ZHICHAO
.GLADYS
.CHARMAINE
.NEELAM
.YANZHEN
.GRACE
.ALYSSA
.VANESSATEO
. ALICIA
.ZHENLING
.JEREMY
.ANDY
.KENNETHKWOK
.SAMANTHA
.AMANDA
.VANESSA
thanksGUYS!~
u guys did LOADD'S..
some stood by me..
SHIMIN ; CINDY ; YANHWEE ; SWEETECK ;
HAILIMI ; ALWEE ; JIANTING ; GRACE ; YANZHEN.
shimin & cindy
thank u 2 SO much.
u guys lent me ur shoulder..
thanks SHIMIN darl!~
ur hug and words HELPED!
CINDY u TOO!
ur tissue did LOADDs!
sweeteck & yanhwee
BOOs. thanks so much!
yanhwee dajie!
ur like an elder sister!
thanks for being there.!
sweeteck!
ur tissues did miracle!~
wahahs. :DD
jianting ; alwee & hailimi
thank u SO MUCH!
u guys helped LOADDs!
THANKS GUYS!
its nice being with u guys!
grace & yanzhen;CHEN.
THANKYOU!
ur help was really APPRECIATED!
zhenling ; vanessaTEO ; gladys ; charmaine
THANKYOU too!
charmaine,ur words really helped..
thanku..
gladys too!
VanessaTEO ur words healed me. : D
zhenling..
althou ur kinda ..hurrms.. (dunnohowtosay)
but oh well.. THANKS.
laopo wansui!
jeremy;zhichao;zulhilmi;andy;
zhichao..NICEJOB!
cheered me up! :DD
jeremy TOO!
my chocolate man.. :P
zul,thanks!!~
andy,ur actions funny enuff le..
alyssa;alicia;neelam;and others.
thanks yarr!~ u guys helped too!
tissues and watsoever.. :P
samantha;amanda;vanessa
sam and amanda;
thanks for coming up..
appreciated it.
Van; thanks for asking.. :D
alas..
a big hug for those who was there..
SHIMIN,CINDY,YANHWEE,GRACE.YANZHEN
alright..
done with my thank u speech..
letseewhathappentoday.,
hurrms..
oh yes..
went to school as usual..
slept in the car till i drooled.
i didnt wanna wake up..
i was so so so tired.
my lim called me up..
oh yes..
she's such a nice teacher..
alright everyone has mood swings.
ms lim is NICE.
i like her! :DD
had history test..
so i studied HARD.
ihopeidobetter.
then chinese with the zuo wen thingy..
was 'on and off' quite a couple of time..
i was SO tired.
imeantit!
went for recess..
then after recess was F&N
ms irda..
absent..
shessick.
ohwell.
kenneth sub our class.
still act so playful.
then went to the library.
thatwasthepartwenifoundout..
my fone was missing.
went round the whole school..
then broked down in class with my frens arnd me.
im such a CRYBABY. :*(
after that was assembly..
ITWASSOBORING.
*slept all the way.
i was so BORED.
ok..
except CO's part.
not bad..
then off to choir..
put on our skirt in an RA method
then with our shoes..
sang hotaru koi and my time to shine
it was good.. except for some rusty mistakes.
my shoes so pain..
oh yes..
shimin laopo so hyper-ed..
:DD
my wife ma.. :P
then went home with
yvonne,sarah , shimin..
kept entertaining them both..
haha.. ^^
ok then..gotta BUNK..
my panda relatives are gonna claim me back
if i dont sleep..
NIGHTS!~
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words spilled @ 3/28/2007 09:25:00 PM /
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»slosh.
Monday, March 26, 2007
ohshit.
cant believe it..
saw kang in and hee chul on Vitamin.
i guess i have to, or i MUST so post in soompi..
took some pics thou..
aint that clear..but oh well..
i saw kang in..
* hee chul name was spelt as huicheol..
cutecutecute.
its the recent ones..
* kang in with the studs and hee chul with the carrot-ed head..
alright.. :DD
i fought with my form teacher..
but oh well..
no offence thou..
today as usual..
the SAME.
oh yes.. my thumbdrive AND my skirt..
how??!
HOW??!!~~
HELP!
someone just bring me back ON track..!!
ANYONE!?
SAVE MEEEEEEEE..
oh yes.. samantha..
thankyouforbeingwithme. :DD
MINGYAN too..!
yo amanda.. whats up with ya?..
u so moody.. :(
CHEERUPS.
(itmusthavefeltbadforutobeSANDWICHED.)
SYF,we got number 2 for the 2nd batch..
oh well.. i hope 2nd impression last.. (shudders)
this sat have the performance..
MUST get a SKIRT!! :DD
(waste of money) bo bian.. :(
i have nothing to say.. (imsotired)
i hope that we can really talk it thru..
is it true that we can never be together again..?
that really worries me.. :(
Labels: tired
words spilled @ 3/26/2007 08:43:00 PM /
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»loss-`edd
Thursday, March 22, 2007
oh GREAT..
ilostmythunbdrive.
it must be due to bad karma.. :(
shldnt have said abt her..
ishouldnothave!
(imsuchameanass..)
your rosebud lips said,smiled,bled,lied..
ahh..noo..
i gotta REDO my F&N.
since she didnt even bother to care abt her student,
oh never mind..
iguessshesjustWEIRD and bochap.
cant u just help me ask another teacher??
ur really BOCHAP! pissedoff*
i know its my fault for leaving my thumbdrive there..
but CANT YOU JUST HELP!? *hysterical
your words like daggers pierced my heart..it bled.
furthermore that 'painthearse' pissed me off..
oh yes.. i admit.. my english isnt that good..
and i SWEAR im gonna improve in it..
im gonna broaden my vocab..
imsogonnadoit.
that arsed.. bla bla bla bla..
your lies were once exposed by me...again..
oh yes..
why cant u just STOP asking?
im not pissed..
im just irritated..
cos..sometimes u get onto my nerves.
but oh well..
either u ignorant of what ur doing ( which i think i can understand..)
OR.
ur just being a pain.. (no offense)
i guess i cant be truthful to u..
im scared i will hurt u too much..
so im shutting up..
i guess i really wanna tell u that..
iknowurhappygolucky,butijustcantdoit.
i m s o r r y.
you said sorry and cried.
oh well..
i guess my ship is kinda sinking..
F R I E N D S H I P is falling apart..
like the titanic or poseidon.. :P
will some band aid do any help?
ihope.. :X
ur footsteps echoed down the hallway with tears falling like raindrops.
currently enjoying the fan in sam's room..
its nice being with her..
she was with me all along..
THANKSGAL! :DD
needed that shoulder and ear when no one was there.
*hugs..
ur the BEST..
ur bullets sounded throu the hall,painting the wall red.
aww shucks..what am i suppose to do now??!!
redo my coursework AGAIN..
must send ms irda the list by today..!
AHHHH! im so dead..
i forgaved,i cried, i bled.. all came to nought.
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words spilled @ 3/22/2007 05:49:00 PM /
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»kudos!~
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
ISTHATMYPHONEYOURHOLDING?!
uhoh..im getting so random with my words..
oh..not..
(shesholdingontomiphone) T^T
alas,im sitting comfortably in the comp lab,so called 'rushing' on my decision making..
and..
MY O'LEVEL PRACTICAL IS ON THE 18.04.07 ohshiit..
im so SCARED!~
buuuaaaaahhhhhh..
iireallywannakikherinthebutt. :)
aahh..watthefish..
(she'sstillholdingontoMIphone!)
exasperated*
okok..R E L A X.
ii promisedd` to be nice.. didnt i..?
BE NICE,i will!~
imNICE. :D
(iiwantmiiophoneback. :x)
ohyes,you know wat?
im having my prelims oral TODAY..
ohGREAT.
how nice.
i wanna do well.. (ireallywanna)
ohshiit.
im not doing my decision making.
(ok,i am..but..kinda lagging behind)
i dun wanna lose.. :DD
imSTRONG.ok?!!
ooh..yes..
im SO liking SUNGMIN & HYUKJAE now..
danhobak hair is so ruined..
next time he's so gonna need hair implants.
cos danhobak is getting hairless on the top.. :(
SYUPEOHJUNEEYOR. (?)
is it spelt like that??
sorry sorry.. ^^";
imissmiiSUPERJUNIOR. D:
m i s s t h e m l o a d d s.
e u n i c e m i s s e s h i m.
ohyes..im currently sitting with my laopo.
oh..not..
im SURROUNDED by mii beauties.. :DD
gladys;alicia;alyssa.
(zhenling? oh..forgetabouther. :D)
my daughter is running around.. buahhhahahaha.
sheisrunningloose. oops. :X
iwonderwhats samantha & amanda doing?..
hmmphs.
i think i will go home and do my decision making matrix.
feel like dring b u b b l e t e a. D:
okthen..
gotta head back now..
ciao. :D
kimkibum : imissu. u better finish with ur SNOWFLOWER.
cos i miss u.
ohyes. i hope KBS 100 have teen soliquoy / or sharp #2.
esther : can lend me the jia ting bu liang starring KIMHEECHUL.
i want.. :)
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words spilled @ 3/21/2007 12:09:00 PM /
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»`broke-ed
Sunday, March 18, 2007
buahhh..
my feet.. XD
after a long day of walking,my poor feet gave way.. :P
Had a blast today.. :))
im so happy..but im broke..
(oh..GREAT..no more $)
17.03.07
had LOADDs` to do today..
went out EARLY in the morning..
(i was still snogging my pillow,yet i've to drag myself OUT of the sheets. :( )
didnt get ample of sleep yesterday night..
it was a bad night thou..
On 16.03.07
went out in the morning to the gym with the ladies..
ran for 15mins straight..lifted some weights and ran again.. :DD
went to hougang with us pangseh-ing amanda..
(she went for guitar.. :/)
Me and sam strolled to the mall and drank bubbletea with pineapple/corn tart.
sat there till 2plus..
(kept talking,talking and talking.. it was good thou.. :DD)
went home arnd 2:45..
reached home at 3plus.. (the bus ride was so ugggh... :X)
bathed and sat down to finish my maths and chinese..
then my mother called asking us out for a movie..
as usual,we headed to tampinese..
watched Primeval..
all abt crocodiles eat human..internal conflict in one country..
nuts-kicking..head getting blasted off by a shotgun..
carcasses,corpse,blood..and more endless flowing blood and gore..
( it was bad.. SERIOUSLY bad..)
the gore was good thou..but it was like so NC-16..!!
and it was rated PG..
those head bting,body biting really scare ppl..
furthermore,parents bringing their toddlers along thinking that they
could catch some gore/documentary without leaving their kids with maids..
BUT!!.. i think a couple of us (teenagers) went home feeling sore for not getting to see the unfinished gore..
(they cut the movie so abruptly leaving the screen black and white for a couple of second..!!
dont they know how to fix movie clips??!)
*im nt trying to offend anyone thou..
back to where i left unsaid..
the movie left the kids ( under 14?? ) badly shaken..those corpse really scares ppl..
( i was badly shaken thou..i fidgeted thru the whole movie)
Screams (serious!) was heard when the maneater was chasing steven..
( a black guy, he's comical.. but the way he died,not funny..)
i was really very disturbed..
i guess gore is not my thing.. ><"
Worst still,the cinema was freezing..
and the kid behind me repeatedly kicked my seat despite me turning arnd MULTIPLE of times.. :(
after the movie,we went for supper which i skipped..
there was a lil fire in tampinese's arcade..
the smell of burnt plastic filled level 4 with smoke..
the smell was so distinct!!
ewwww..
shopped my way till icelemontee.
bought a blouse,suspenders and striped knee high socks.. :D
(im such a SPENDTHRIFT..someone CONTROL me!!)
arrived home at 11 plus..
bunked in bed immediatly at 12.30..
was so...bleahhhs..tired.. puffed..
tossed & turned for the whole night :(
woke up at 8.30am..
i was carrying panda eyes..!!!~~ CRISIS!!
\O.O/ jiuminnnnng.......
washed up and put on my clothes before heading out after sam called me..
met up with amanda and sam in the train..
SAM WAS WEARING A SKIRT!! a SHORT one!! :DD
prettygal!!
then she kept lamenting that i lied to her..
yesyes.. i did thou.. :X sorrysorry.. ^^"
i noticed a pimple on my thigh..
so..i went for the 2nd alternative..
crumpled jeans with my blouse and cute pumps..
(the pumps almost killed me.. :( )
we headed to raffles place fpr the trial lesson..
it was GOOOOD..
ilovetheteacher..LOADDS. :D
her korean lessons..a BLAST man..
besides the 3 musketeers.. ( sam.amanda, and me)
we had ahYAN and estherBUNNY!! :D
along with vanessa and her clique and some other yuying-rian..
before we went for the korean lessons,
we bought hotdogs and my mouth was smeared with mustard..
it was BURNING.. T^T
after that,i went to buy plaster..
cos my pumps created 2 pretty blistered lines on my feet after the lesson,
headed to hougang to meet sihui & grace but my dear grace never appear because of certain reasons..
she was late..
(now i know the feeling of LATE! im sorry to those who i was late at/for..)
went to whitesands..
got earrings.. sam got earrings too..
i went to buy myself a stripey tie.. :))
then grace came..went shop shop..
(my proccedure is so messed up..)
then went to tampinese..
(now my leg is getting all pained,blistered,cramped..)
while grace and sihui browsed for wallets and purse,
i bought myself a pink./black shoes.. LOVED them!! :D
my bro said it was ugly.. im so sad.. :(
after shopping,went to hougang, where we totally had a blast in the bus..
with grace,sihui,amanda,and sam.. :DD
the sound,animal thingy.. it cracked everyone up.. XD
then grace left..
then amanda.. (she went to bbq.. :( )
leaving me,sihui and sam at hougang mall.
went to carnival when we saw the black looming clouds..
i was singing "rain rain go away" repeatedly..
i didnt want it to rain..
but the carnival FAILED me.. :X
it was so upsetting..
the rides were so costly..
and yet..unsafe..(they look unsafe)
went to hougang all to have our dinner except sam..
before heading to the food court,
we bought the cap.. ilove my cap!! :)
sams beanie.. U BETTER USE IT HOR!
then we went to have our dinner..
after that,we went home..
talked to sam abt the problem ans stuff like that..
( i missed my bus.. so i waited for her bus with her )
then she headed home..
leaving me waiting for the bus arnd 15 min..
i walked home listening to rokkugol..
then headed home just to find that no one was at home..
so scary la.. :((
sms sam then on comp to chat with her..
then went to bathe..
im done with my blogging.. :D
alrites.. CIAO!! :DD
i will blog more..
im so sad now.. :((
sam told me that there were rumour spreading that super junior gonna
then kibum,siwon.donghae leaving Super Junior to pursue thier careers.
PLEASE DONT...! please...
please..please..dunleavesuperjunior.
kimkibum..cannot LEAVE..
idontcare, hesnotleaving..
neither siwon nor donghae!!
NO..
i want super junior PERFECT13..!
no no no..
i dun want no one missing..
they are my source of passion..
if sm does that,they are gonna break thousand of hearts..
including me and sam's
so please dont...
even if it is a rumour,but please..don;t let it come true..no..dont..
ineedthisboii..icantlivewithoutkimkibum.. :(
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words spilled @ 3/18/2007 12:01:00 AM /
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»SUMMED up.
Friday, March 16, 2007
buuuahhh...
the HOL's are coming to an end..AGAIN!! :(
(shucks.. i havent been blogging)
well..LIFE is still the same..
improving everyday.. :DD
my 1week hols is prettyy well spent..
(i guess.. ^^")
had choir..went for the gym..
except..doing revisions.. D:
SHUCKS..
but i will update.. (breathes)
burnt a hole in my ang pao..
got a phone..but well.. history is history..
went to got another hole on my right ear..
sam too.. :DD pretty girl..
hmmphs..mine is healing thou..
ihopesam'stoo.. :X
12.03.07
Went to the gym as i was looking at hankyung's blog.
Since hankyung is losing weight..
why not me..?
so went to the gym with samantha..
hougang's CC is pretty cool thou..
geared with updated sports equip.. :DD
LOVEDD' the thread mill..
iloverunning..
tried lifting those weights..
(i guess weights are my thing?? o.O)
im currently lifting 2 kg.. but it really aches.. :X
13.03.07
had choir on the other day..
did practices on everyone sang..
the on..on..on.. part still alil shaky..
saw ah yan.. :DD
the band is practising..the guitar..not to mention,the chinese dance..
but skipped choir alil with gladys to go check up on sam & amanda..
the DnT room is so NOT my thing.. :X
idunlike.. :(
saw them doing the coursework..
haiis..my F&N zhen me ban..HELPP..!!~
SOS...
the ass rep..ihatehim.. :X
gladys & zhenling..JIUMINGAHH!!~
ahhh..buahhhhhss... :\
went back to choir after saying byebye..
Met angeline,amanda,sam..
my 4D cliques.. :DD
eat ban mian with them..
(seriously,u gals are NOT the ones i was referring to..)
AMANDA; stop being paranoid.. :DD
Angeling,u too..
it's always warmth i feel whenever im with u gals!! :DD
( im being ubber mushy ... )
went to heartland to buy my bubbletea..
then angeline went home,followed by samantha,amanda and me..
Amanda is always trying to piss sam off with siwon move.. XD
tic toc!! :DD
14.03.07
went to the gym again..
with sam and tadaaa... 2 new peeps..
my bro and amanda.. :DD
there were lots of peeps..
LOADDS`..
but it was fruitful.. :D
learn how to do those arm thingy with proper help from the pro himself..
that guy was so nice!!~
Uncle!! UROCKMAN.. :DD
did running and weight lifting..
ilike..ilike it MAN!~
(ooops...im like gibberish-ing)
after running,went to the tracks..
so called run with sam and my bro..
in the end..i was the only one..running/walking.. :|
went to hougang..
accompanied my bro to pierce his ears..
poor boy.. xd
ai mei shi you dai jia de..
followed amanda to buy her mummy bdae prezzie..
( u la.. silly girl.. never take the card from me.. )
then shop shop..
went to have our dinner cum lunch..
then my mummy called.
we were still busy chowing on our food..
bought icekachang when mummy came..
iloveit SOMUCH.. :DD
yummy..
amanda & sam went home leaving us there..
stayed at hougang till 7 plus..
went home with my parents.
15.03.07
had choir ytd..
imissmyCHOIRgirls..
hmmphs..
shimin.gladys.jasmine.amanda.daphne.shenghui.yihui.fadzilah. <33
had LOAADDs of fun..
ilovethem..<3
had treasure hunt..
loved it..
ilove the practices we had..
but..
the uniform.. :XX
ahhh...WHY IS THE BLOUSE bronzed??
i want a dress.. :(
mdmlee,canwechangeittoadress?
pleaseplease.
ahhh..i love yulia too..
lovelove.. <<33
CHOIRGIRLSRULINGITLIKEAREIGN.
ahh..the hol are really ending..
how's tomorrow??..
the korean lesson.. :DD
yay..!
too bad amanda darl is not in spore..
or else i would have invited u to sit the rides.. :/
gotta finish my homework.. and EVERYTHING!!~
GETITINORDER!~
get everything in order and do my best!
i can do it man..!~
SWEET16 is not an end.its just the beginning.. :D
im a big girl now,look at me..
im shining..not just like any stars u pass.
im brighter,bigger,fiery.
i'll put a fight no matter what..
dun u dare to look down at me..
i am what i am..
I CAN DO IT!!
im no longer a girl who let u get ur way.
scars and burn tattoo itself on me like a map.
ur words are slashing like a whip.
im left to cry and bleed alone.
am i suppose to endure ur bullsh*t..?
i guess..hell no..
but...i dun wanna lose my glow..
my friends..
i really hate u deep down..
my words are super random and senseless.. :D
ahh shucks..
bored talk ; TO
sam : haha.. i knew it.. :DD
shimin : yepp yepp..ur LINKEDD. XD
zhenling : LP..i miss u yarr.. ihopeumissmetoo.. :DD
super junior : aja aja!! keep up with ur work!! u guys are no.1
hankyung : ahhh.. lose weight in a healthy way..dun get sick! :D
super T : ahhh..u guys ROCKK! ahhh.. rokkugol malemal..! IN.HYUK.MIN.TEUK.DONG.
kimkibum : :/ imissu boii..!! where are uu!!! ahh.. :// ur always not with superjunior.
always in snowflower.. :( ahh.. (later i like wuzun den u noe) :P
eunkyuk: ahhh...ooopa.. imissya!! ur getting handsome-er.. :DD shuaii daii le!! dun be sad yohh..
i guess ur bdae plan would be a BLAST!
sungmin: i guess u entered ronald macdonald fan club ehh..?? PINK/RED hair..
ur so gonna be bald.. D: SM..PLEASE take care of sungmin's hair and other boys too!! :(
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words spilled @ 3/16/2007 08:38:00 AM /
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»honey,anyone?
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
down with a bad throat again..
how many times am i supposed to be affected by a bad throat?
i really hate that eeky throat of mine..
irritating or WHAT!?
bunked at home for today..
had slight fever thou..
but oh well..
today is kinda well spent.. (or not)
all i know im veryy very lethargic..
im soo soo tired.. :(
went to see the doc today..
got prescribed with the usual medicine.. (boring...)
then he asked ; "would u prefer a jab,then?"
i swiftly came out of the room after thanking him.. ^^
After getting the saline, i went to see the Carnival.. (i really wanna sit.. WHEEEE!)
the carnival requires a $2 admission fee..
as for the rides,i do not know whether they need us to pay extra or not..
went home immediatly after rushing to the MRT..
as for now,my butt glued itself on my armchair..
while coughing my eyeballs out,went to order disc from minchin korean..
ahhh.. ( go there to shop shop.. :) )
this time round,its gonna burn a friggin' big hole into my pants..
oh yes..haven't been updating..
after my birthday,with my gals coming to my house ith 2 red eggs,
went to hougang to shop for shoes..
( i bought 2 pairs.. im such a spender )
went home after sam met amanda..
celebrated my birthday at the Korean Cuisine Restaurant.
(located at East Coast Park)
ate bbq..(korea's bbq ROCKS my world..)
i miss the veggies.. :(
Had our eaxms on monday..
then went out to Clarke Quay on tuesday..
bought earrings in girl talk..
(once again this spark grew bigger,causing flames to engulf my ang bao $$.)
after that on wed,thurs,fri..
had motivational talk..
SAT ON MY BUTT FOR 9hrs...!!
EVERYDAY!!~
such greatness.. (?)
but it was good thou.. :))
LOVEDD' my leaders..
Serena and Bernedine..!!~
hmmms..
oh yes.. my lastest craze!!
FARENHEIT!!~ omg
wu zhun is sohh hawwwwwt..
oh yes..
Catch HANA KIM on Channel U everyday 7pm in the evening
OR
YouTube...
i think im gonna get some rest now..
tata!!~
once bitten,twice shy..
No matter how hard i fall,i will still get up..
idunwannagiveupthisveryminute.
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words spilled @ 3/07/2007 04:42:00 PM /
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»SWEET16
Sunday, February 25, 2007
sweetsweet16 is just a doorsteps away from me,
or NOT..
cos im finally 16 today!!~ :DD
old liao..
(but thank god,im younger than my 2 wives)
thank u all,those who wished me happybdae yesterday night..
im really happy..
this year is kinda crammed up..
got stucked in the exams period,
just like my frens.. XD
aiish..
finally 16, more responsiblities,more aspects of life, more of 'wat-to-do,wat-not-to-do'..
sometime life is just so precious..
yet so wide..
lots of experiences..
i guess i just wanna live my life fully..
packed and punched with power with no regrets or watsoever.
i dunwannalivetoregret.
but all i want to do is livelifewithcolour.
hmmmm..*still waiting for frens*
i wonder wen are they gonna pop up..?
im not at home at the afternoon..!!
dun come at that time.. :P
i still remebered last year bdae..
so funny.. XD
i was still sleeping,when samantha stirred me up with her giggles..
in the end,we cried..
so funny lohhs..
*ilovethatjigsawpuzzle.
but this year celebration all very crammed..
but never mind!!
after this lil' commom test,
LET'S PARTAYEEE!~
ok..not too wild..
after the O's we let our hair down..go dye!!
*sobsobs
tommorrow still got chem/physics and POA.
ahhh..all the balance sheet and P&L... =.=""
the ions..OHMYGAWDD!!~
i dun wanna fail my CHEMISTRY!! (its so KILLING me)
HELPP!!~
Tuesday,still got Chinese,Maths,History..
(dropdead)
this is so friggin cramped!!~
ahhh..dunno whether still going to Clarke Quay on tuedays.. :X
(i realised that i have not talked about SuperJunior for AGES!!~OMG..)
anyway,Super Junior have created yet ANOTHER grp..
Super Junior Trot..
ahhh..why no no no KIBUM?
*nvr mind bout donghae..
(JUST JOKING!!~)
hmmm..
they released a single?
go youtube to check bout them.. :DD
..
i still love superjunior and kibum!!
and my mum & dad!! iLOVE MY PARENTS!!~
im a parentt` addicted GAL.. :DD
of course my FREINDS too!!~
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
Once again,im distracted by your words..
why should ever this happen?
Seriously,someone gotta make 'Be-Nice-Day' happen..
because..
im losing patience over something..
and i guess that day could help in some ways or so..
Like..
1)Being nice to the person u detest the MOST.. even if ur really gonna throw up..
2)Helping the person in some way, to allow THAT person to change their attitude.
3)Ummm..still haven't thought of it yet.. ^^"
This so called 'thing' can stop or start lots of stuff..
Even if u do not like the person. u still have to be nice to her for the whole day..
And this do really have its advantages..
It falls into 3 categories :
1) Those who are straight-forward..WAYY starightforward.
2) To those who are timid in the heart..ating the person but way too afraid to say it out
3) those whom have the least bit of sense..senseless words..u know..
[ Of all of the above,i do not want to offend anyone.. ^^"]
anyway,this thing just sorta popped out of my head..
(i've been thinking really hard for the past few days..)
i guess this so called campaign could prevent lesser fights..
and lesser misunderstandings..
hmmm..
i guess i could be nice for a day thou..
hmm..its ALREADY february!!~ yays..
but BAD.. ding's b'day is tomorrow..
couldn't spare the time to get her the prezzie..
so sorry,DING!~
been crammed with remedials,CCA, and more remedials..
im getting kinda stressed out by the nearing exams..
and WORST..
its the day before and after my birthday..
that's kinda mean for the school to do that.. BLEAHS.. =X
yays yays yays..
3 CHEERs for the feb babies!!~
`DING ; `LING ; ` ME..
i guess we will go PARTY`AYYE..
after my birthday and exams..
oh geez..im feeling SOO excited..
lets do well for our common test LADIES!!~
than we can PARTY!
weee..but not for long.. *sobssobs
still got O's..
bleahs.. :P
but go go go! WE CAN DO IT!~ : DD
ahhh..tomorrow got LOADDS of stuff to do..
*sighs..
its so tiring.. > <"
test.test.and MORE test..
weee..
im gonna run out of gas,SOON.
ahh bleahs..
at night still got POA.
but i will go..!!~ jiayoujiayou..
WAY2GO animal kingdom.. : DD
i love the parade square..!!
chemistry..maths..physics..F&N..
go go go!~
i guess im off to study!! ciao!~
i think im once again very upset by what you had said,
i guess; a leopard never changes it spots..Right?
i do not know how to phrase my sentence to you.
im afraid of hurting yet , once again i've been so upset.
You make me wanna stay away from you..
im so upset that you will hurt me.
You were the one who made me think 'forever' dun exist.
i guess im gonna make a very silly comment.
please,please..
i juist wanna be with them..
Dun make me stray away from them..
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