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»hafiz is being unfaithful.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008

"idk & whatever!"


These pictures taken in W25K;Republic Poly
Taken By : Eunice and her phone of 2.0mpgx.
Models : Sarah & MG..
They are all candids.. x]
Sometimes some of our classmates may appear..
Taken on 30th June '08.

Start Browsing and ENJOY!


MG in this picture. He's in punk So theres chain all aroung him and ON him. He still looks so cute and girly! PRINCESS MG!~


MG , Sarah & BingJie..
MG in punk.
Sarah in pink.
There is a name for Sarah's style.



MG & SARAH.



MG.
lols, he wanted to throw the shoe at me after seeing me snapping away.



MG & Sarah smiling.
btw, they are MY kids. xDD
my 2 twins.
the blurry image is Ask in 'Monday Sucks' t-shirt.


MG & Sarah doing PPT presentation.
The yellow face on the wall is their icon.
xDD
The one on the left is Man 3.9's head.



MG.
lol, i like this picture.
very natural.



This was the splitting of the team.
Cos there were lack of people in other teams.
So they decide to split.
And coincidentally in different directions.
People in picture.
Sarah (in pink with LOTS of cute accecories in the hair.)
Xuguang (in the green olive jacket)
Man 3.9 ( the face covered by Xuguang's hand)


Sarah!
Cheeeesssseeeee.


Sarah. I was damn ecstatic when i saw her like that. xDD



these pictures are previously from my other things.. haha.

Sam's hammy.
Brought it out to run. LOL!
played catching with it.



This is samantha bruised knees.
Resulted from dropping down to the floor to find hammy.
xDDD



This was our formation to prevent hammy from running away.
LOL.
me and sam's leg.


This was taken when we brought ahgong and ahma for dinner.
On father's day.
Mario CAR!
xDD
damn nice and pinky.
It was taken at.. hmmm.. cant remember where was that place.


MARIO on the hood!


This was from the magazine that Jessica lent me..
xDD
TAEYANG IN GOLD!!~
SEXAYE IS THE NAME.


This is the ad for the vitamin.
Or something.
Ooops, blurry.
^^"


This is what I want to show you..
LOLs.
See the word..
'Horny Goat..'



Maknae seungri. xDD
still hot even with those panda eyes.
*loves*


SNSD in the mag that Jess lent me..
xDDD
I LOVE THE REEBOKS FREESTYLES!

Super Junior M in China's programme.
It was in the magazine. hahah. xDD



TRULY for S A M A N T H A.
this is for uuuu...
hope u like it. *winks*


I thought i saw TOP when i saw this hottie from FT Island.
hahah, damn cute.. xDD
wonder whats his name..?


Was at the yogurt shop near serangoon garden.
Credits :FROLICKS..



Jazreel,Yenxi,Jessica and Me.. hahah!



"Baby, one more time.."
in One stop centre.



SNSD cover.
Magazine cover.


CLOSE UP ON TAEYANG.
my taetae. xDD
*urgh, thats gross..*
xPP


IKA and ASK.
I LOVE IKA. xDD

END OF BLOG PHOTOS.

Today is Enterprise day.
Back to work.
AND STUPID PIGGY DAPHNE.
u dissappoint me.
tell me u coming.
DDx
I ANGRY ALR!

Anyway Sam, poison and addiction do not match.
hahaha. xDD

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»Call for me.
Monday, June 30, 2008

"Its seems like eternity waiting for your call.."




Taeyang and dancers dance crazily in the dressing room.
teehees.
i just love it.. xDD
it supposed to be GIF.
wonder will u be able to view it..?
Credits : SOOMPI and the one who posted it.
(To whoever posted it.. I cant find the page.. DD:)
IM SORRY!




Credits : From the net..? DD:
Soompi ba.. DX
IM SORRY FOR NOT CREDITING!

Credits for these pictures below.
SOOMPI.
Soompi Users;



CAPS:
"My love for *Eunice Cheung Zhimin is THAT big.."

Credits: Am i missing pages or what..?
I cant find the user.
sheesh.
anyway. its SOOMP & Mnet!


CAPS :
"Hands off me. My body is for Eunice Cheung Zhimin.."

Credits : I CANT FIND THAT PERSON. D:
Soompi & Mnet


CAPS:
"Look *Eunice Cheung Zhimin.. This is for YOU..

Credits : Mnet!
Soompi User : lanladay


CAPS:
"Let sunbae eeteuk give you hugs for winning Mnet!"
Sungmin POV "I want hugshugs too..!"


credits:
Soompi user x freya x

WHAT THE FCUK..?
Why everyone leave today.
Sheesh.
B O R E D T O D E A T H. :x

I LOVE D O N G Y O N G B A E.. :]


Anyway, FTW means For The Win.
I finally know.
From this webbie : http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=ftw

OHMY..
SARAH LOOKS SO PINK!
xDD
MG, ur the PUNK in the FUNK. xDDD


Sighs..
I have opened my eyes for this world.
It is so sad..
Inside every single laughter,sometimes hides Sadness,Fear,Pain,Hate,Sacarsm.

Can someone just make this world a better place..?
Make everyone nice to everyone.
Make sure there is no bad people.
No liars,hyprocrites,people who hurt people..
I hope they can stop it.

Once,the world seemed so pure.
Everything was at the place where they was supposed to be.
But all of a sudden, you get twirled into this world where everyone is like a porcupine,a durian..
Some.. protetcting themselves.
Some.. hurting others for their own living.
Why is this world so.. cold..?
So realistic..?
Cant everyone just place a PEACE sign and mean it.
*sighs.

Anyway, after embroiling in this..
Even the person, he or her.. Starts doing the same thing she/he hates..
MAN..
I feel so oppressed..

[waiting for samantha;she's finally here..]

*Those with the astericks are asked from Samantha.
hahah.
So many Eunice in the world..

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»A Whole New Sedan.
Friday, June 27, 2008

"lovelovelove. tell me tell me ,ohmona!~"


i am brain washing MG with Big Bang and Super Junior. xD
i love love love u..
TAEYANG-sshi.

:]

Got a new car alr.
No longer golden colour.
haha.
no longer toyota.
no longer ****.

Its Honda. Civic. Silver and ****.
:]

lols, love me love everything.

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»VOTE FOR BIGBANG!
Thursday, June 26, 2008

"Hello, b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l.."

OMO.
im such an idiot.
HAHAH.
DDx

MTV asia awards is not NOW.
omg.
i so stupid.
LOLS.
well,it is going to be held on August 2.

and i actually asked my dad wheter can i go for MTV asia awards this coming 29th.
LOL.
idiot,right..?
omg.
i hate myself.

made a fool out of myself.
mianhaeyo.. -_-
sheesh, well now i can concentrate on voting.
haha,
voting for BigBang every ten minutes.
Its time for Big Bang to have thier glory.
Cos,you know what..?

I saw a TV advertsiment by Samsung, promoting Super Junior M.
sheeesh.
Super Junior, its time to move on..
Well,Big Bang you are up.
Minmin, stop bugging me with Wonder Girls.

Im not gonna vote for them,yet..
sorry. ^^;
teehees,
how bout this, you help me with Big Bang too..?
xDDD

B to the I to the G.
B to the A N G.

im so HIGH now.
psycho-ing everyone to help.

well, since daddy and mummy gave the consent, i think im heading to Malaysia.
xDD
AUGUST 2.
here i COME.
on the condition that either Super Junior or Big Bang wins.
or else, im not going..
xDD

im gna make Big Bang win..
*goes nuts*

lol, minmin.
check the statistics la.
the guys are winning.
forget about the girls.
xDD

weeeee.
im so happy.
xDDD

HAPPY is my name.

im so gna make a new poster.
teeehee,
collecting of Big Bang posters time.

i want BLANC hoodie.
DD:
i want Seungri's one.


on the other hand,if i cant go to malaysia due to work/school..
well, then no choice lo.
at least i can see them on TV.
well, its only Big Bang.. and Jared Leto.
DD:
that guy never fails to amaze me.



WATCH THIS.
its damn cute..

Credits YOUTUBE





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»Yeayeayea.. xDD
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Quote of the day:
Imagination is more important than Knowledge.
For knowledge is limited to what we now know and understand,while imgaination embraces the entire world and all there will there ever be to know and understand - Albert Einstein.

ITS WEDNESDAY!
SCIENCE DAY *moans*

well,its Water..
So hopefully, I will survive.
xDD

teehees!~

(01) What is my full name?*
Cheung Zhimin Eunice.

(02) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?*
Korea..? To see BigBang , SuperJunior , SHINee.

(03) What's your favEourite thing(s) to do?*
slack, eat icecream,shopping,buy sweets,go online,write Fanfic,daydream.
blog weird weird stuff,go crazy..
I dont know.. There is loads,but just cant think about it..

(04) Do you think money can buy happiness?*
Well,money makes the world goes round.
Sadly,the world is NOT round..
Its sphere-shaped!
Therefore, it cannot buy happiness.

(05) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?*
hmmm,wish for a few more wishes.
Then the second wish is like what mingyan said..
Make every (good) wish come true.

(07) Do you encourage girl to admit their love to guys?*
well,YES!
lol,hello..?
It is the 21st Century for goodness sake.

(08) What's love?*
In my view,the contamination from love novels and people around me.
It is supposed to love,care,share with the person you love.
And the person to do same to you.

(09) What do you dream of doing in the future?*
Get a good job and earn money. Provide money for my family..?
And have a family of my own..?

(10)List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.*
her laughter infects others,she is serious in what she says,she never fail to share things with others.

(11) What makes you happy?*
Anything.
But well,hanging out with my friends and chilling. Do silly things with them.
Share lame jokes with family.
Well,Taeyang flashing his body on TV.
*scream*

(12) What type of person do you hate the most?*
BACKSTABBERS.HYPROCRITES. <- HATE TO THE CORE!

(14) If You Do Not Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend, Do You Feel Like Having One Now?*

Hmm,want want want. But dont want.
Cos I dont know whether I will last with that person not.
The one I want now is TAEYANG or anyone from BigBang. xDD

(15) Who is the most important person in your life?*
My mummy. Can I include everyone by saying FAMILY..?
My mum is very funny and damn nice, she teaches me things in life.

(16) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?*

To be happy. Laugh and be wild when you can.

(17) Do you have a crush on someone now? Who is it?
Have. S E C R E T.

(18) The love of your life now?*
YOUNGBAE-sshi!

(19) Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?*
NO WAY!
I will drop him hints.. xDD
Or maybe like when we are alone together,probably plant a kiss on his cheeks.

(20) Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one*
Both.Heart is for feelings. Mind is for looks,capability,brains and character.
Haha
Well,i meant for accessing that person.

And the lucky ones are:
None!
Hahah!
:]

Been asked to do the Quiz by MINGYAN ONG.


I noticed you were trying too hard.. I could see that very clearly.
Good for you, cos I wont risk myself doing that.
I Hate it when you say that you dislike it..
Well,Your one of them now..?
Hyprocrite.
Aww,dont make me hate you.
Cos your getting one my nerves...


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»No life..
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

"ZzzZzzz... Im tired,cant you see..?"

I am not having a life..
sheesh,damn lethargic la..!

Things To tell myself..
'im gna promise myself not to sleep at 2am..'
'Im gna tell myself to buck up and not be LATE..'
'i will tell myself to tell minmin that i love them and her loads..'
'tell myself to book a dance room and practice some freestyling..'
'gna make myself have a life.'
'not to eat fried food and peanut or *moans* CHOCOLATE too often..'
'hang out more with the people i am supposed to, and leave those that i am not supposed to.'
'go dance dance sometimes..'
'KEEP MY PROMISES and NOT make any EMPTY promises..'

'I dont like her,what for hang out with her.. SIAO ah..'
dont be a hyprocrite.. <- I AM TRYING..!

'DO NOT ignore or hate the person because your friends hates her..'
I am doing pretty well for this.. Except for some.. I turn quite bitchy.. xDD

'DONOTLIE..' this is BAD BAD BAD BUSINESS.
i dont want to do this anymore.
I hate lying la,but become habit alr..
D:
white lies is still LIES..
right..?
and did I say, stop blowing my own trumpet..?

'DONOTTHINKLIKEHOWYOUPEERSTHINK'
hmmmm,i think i forget to state that my mindset is slow to stay.
Im still a TEENAGER. ok?!


DO NOT, I MEAN REALLY DO NOT..
make yourself not U..
I am so GNA change this,man..
im eunice and thats why i like being silly.

DO.. really..
Write more fan fic.
im on one right now.
xDD
teehee,will complete SJ story next time.
its on hiatus.

DO PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS.
esp Enterprise & Science..


DO LOVE BIGBANG more..
im a V.I.P..
hahahah!

Love me,love my friends and love my family.

DO TELL MY FRIENDS that..
i love them. xD
i wanna give them hugs everyday. (GIRLS!)
i wanna talk to them everyday.
i wanna give them kisses if im permitted.(GIRLS!)
i want to give them lil notes to say i care.
(only for some.. cos some just know that i care, and SOME, do not want it.. DDx)

those darlings are:
SARAH! my lil chiruchiru.
IKA! my big yet small sister.
DAPHNE! the silly pig in the classroom.
SAMANTHA! the lil fish who has fringe now,
AMANDA! the scary,cold,emotionless person when i first met her.
(i prefer her in that way.. SO WAY CUTER LA! DD:)
MINGYAN! the same old yayayayan!
GRACE! my darling old GRACE.
JESSICA!
ASK! he's such a nice playful big brother.
HAFIZ! hahaha! the NESCAFE and my *sayang* (shudders)
SYAFIQ! the one who call me 'WOMAN!' loudly.
MG! the little princess!~ teehee. xDD
MICHELLE! she buys me sandwiches.
XUGUANG! hahah! feifei!~ and laoda~
ZUNHUA! the IT Helpdesk!
MINMIN! my lil girl.. *iwantHUGHUG*
RAHMAN! the 3.9..


siala,i tired sehh.
i love DONGYOUNGBAE.
his abs are sexaye
.

learning about CPF..?
O_o?!
wtf..?!
you talk this to me,i sleep then you know.
but for Mr.Lee..
he is so damn nice.
he asked me wheter should he mark me late when i was TERRIBLY late.
loves,man.
ok la, i will PAY ATTENTION to you and do my work!
I promise you,now!

sighs, future...?
stock..?
walao. i dont want to use excel *tears and stretches*

Manwon Happiness.
hahaha,SEUNGRI..
broccoli really works..?
i shall try some too.
xDD
ummm, minmin..
enough of those girls..
i kinda do not want to care.
ask huihui not to tell me about them.
in case,i angry.


TOP-sshi, i love you still.
ur the BEATBOXER..?
not talented?
they are NOT correct at al.
ur the THING, yo..
except that hair in With U..
*shakes her head..*


whywhywhy..?
"say that you love me, and why did you leave me..all alone..?"

sam,sam sam..
i wanna see uu.. xDD
teehees.


my face still hurts.
the facial session bites.
DD:

hopefully,i will be pimple free.
*sighs..*

-taeyang,i wanna kiss ur abs..
*drools and bleeds*

i bought BIGBANG moonbangoos socks..!
weee.
no, its buying on the way..
xDDD

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»sheesh.
Thursday, June 19, 2008

"hello..? i am tired and im getting sarcarstic..."

thanks to the harem of my palace,
i feel loved.
xDD

aisinimenlela!

oooo,his hair is defying gravity again..?
man,i feel sucky now ya..

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»i am tired.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008



I was so crazy over these shoes,So i decided to make this picture.
hahaha!!~
Well,sorry about the font problem/error below.. D:

BIG BANG CRAZE HERE. ^^"
'My name is G to the D... GD! woohoooo!~'
'BIGBANG IS THE NEW SEX...'
'I wanna rock with you,dance with,do everything with u,fool around in the rain with u. Everything only u...'
'Bass! Yes! BIG BANG IS BACK! B to the I to the (G) BANG BANG!' this is from Last Farewell.
Homie lover?
*^^*

"Baby your my everything,never met a girl quite like ya and I wanna excite ya.."
-yeahhh! ur doing ur thangs,love!

DAESUNG is DORAEMON lover!?

TOPS rap in Baby Baby (Last farewell Eng Ver)
Tried to call u thousand times up on the phone.
GD: I called you on the phone.
Never did you answer once,you know thats wrong
GD: You know thats really wrong
And bla bla bla,cant catch it.. DAMN.

TOP ROCKS RAPPING IN ENGLISH.
he bites the words so
nicely.
I CAN UNDERSTAND.
yeaahh,no wonder he's no.1
rapper.

GD:When we going my room,my
girl..?
sia laaaaa!!~
*blushes furiously*

'Undefeatable GD stunned them..?'
yeahh,u just did it baby!
*fans ownself before collasping*

I love their With U album,even though the lyrics are a lil..
hmmm,horny,shall i say..?
lol,why is the Vaseline in one of the songs,GD..?!
Horny brain,ya..?
GD recieved a compilation of porn and that was the most memorable one..?!
WTF!!
(this is from one of the net,cant really rmb which one..)


- i sure can say Big Bang english is GOOOOOOOOOOOD!
I understand what they are singing man.. xDD
Super Junior,jiayou with the english!!
(Im not saying that SJ english sucks,but its not that good la.. ^^")
I love Big Bang & Super Junior.

End of Big Bang Craze...uhh not really. ^^"


"IM TIRED. wake me up,will ya.. YoungBae-oppa.."


SHOES OF THE DAY

Reebok Freestyle Gold





Reebok Freestyle 25th Dog - A Bone





Reebok Freestyle World Tour Collection - Paris







Reebok Court Victory Pump - Orange / Yellow.




Sources & Pictures from http://blog.empas.com/chokomulti/list.html?c=1969644


Are you feeling tired and lethargic..?
Yes,you are..
I believe you are too.
Cos Im yawning while im typing.
I believe this shall affect you too.
*Yawns*

Hmmm,i love youngbae.
xDD



Love youngbae,love his ABS too.. xDDD
I love ur BOXERS,love..
show more of ur thang!!~



Whatcha looking at,ehh..?
Better not put that ring of urs on the 4th finger..!



Ask us who we are?
And we will say...
WE ARE BIG BANG!

images from Google Images,Soompi & NII.


BASKIN ROBBINS is LOVES.
why..?

Cos Big Bang did an advertisment for them..
xDD
BASKIN ROBBINS!~
ur neighbourhood ice-cream store.

Bored is my name.
Feel like ponning class.
But i cant.. urghs..

B - O - R - I - N - G.

Im tired.
yawns..

Ohyes,
Happy Birthday Kok How,Sorry chairman..
Couldnt head there yesterday.. DD:

Was too tired.

Anw,Jessica..
U likey like Seungri Look-a-like..?
And thanks for the mag!~
LOVE snsd SHOES. xDD


Alicia,zhenling..
Didint picked up ur phone.
Sorry...!~
xDD

Im so sorry,But I love you...!


Tatas people.
either i am heading to the library to sleep or stay in class.
xDD



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words spilled @ 6/18/2008 10:13:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im so happy.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

"B to the I to the G, B to the A N G..
its BIGBANG"

im so happy.
hahah,im like so in love with taeyang now.
his hot bod and looks are to die for.
and its
a lil weird la..

there are actually people who love TOP.
and it was rated that Taeyang is not that famous.
sheesh,hello?..
BIGBANG is 5 which is all LOVES.
hehehes.

ranking?
nahh,i rather not.
all 5 in my number position.

BIGBANG.SUPERJUNIOR.SHINee.
SHINee is cute.
xDDD
anyway,took picture with Jessica,Yenxi,Jazreel.
hehe.
JESSICA,TOP IS MINE!..
All of them,even panda boy seungri too..
xDDD

TAEYANG;DONGYOUNGBAE
TOP;CHOISEUNGHYUN
G-DRAGON;KWONJIYONG
LEESEUNGRI
DAESUNG



BIGBANGistodiefor.
anyway, i went overboard with the SNSD incident.
sighs..
sorry ammy,just
felt that its too crazy alr..
DDx

did i just say that its my 200th post..
HUAT AH..!
miss the family gathering..
next time go pray pray,must have fun with the cousins..
xDD
HUAT HUAT HUAT AHHHH!

siala,my korea usher is so SMEXY.
feel like raping him.
lols!
xDDD

I LOVE JESSICA FUNG.
cos she gna lend me the mag which has my bigbang and superjunior.
snsd is in it too..
xDD
Super Junior MMMMMM.
*makes the mmmmmm sound*

Suoer Junior H sound like Super Junior Horny..
Please dun flame me..
DD:
i like them too!
Cooking Cooking!
heheh!


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words spilled @ 6/17/2008 10:05:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»its a scene from the movies
Tuesday, June 10, 2008

"short,sweet and melodramatic"

yayaya,papyayayaaa.
xDD
had a blast at freda's house.
hehehs.
love the 2 Schnauzers.
Rooney and Rio.
xDDD

Rooney has grown quite a lot.
that silly dog went to bang my chair.
got a balaku alr.
DD:

anyway,had a blast lo.
went to Bugis,talk talk,eat eat,shop shop.
SIALAAA,the last week of my hols.
NOOOO.
DD:

sighs,
thanks to the LIMS family.
Had a great time at ur house.
went to eat Sakae with them.
i love this family.

sighs,
there are certain things i dont get it..
it seems that everyone has 2 faces.
im not saying that I dont have..
I have.. xDD

well,either the faces are used to protect themselves.
Or..
To protect themselves by hurting others.
sighs...

well,tatatas.

i just dont feel like blogging now.
heheh.
anyway,sam..
will send it to ya when i get home.

I WANT A DOG WITH PUPPY,WET,DREAMY EYES.
xDDD

im still a lil in Lolita,but not a lot now.
Probably will just like but not get too engrossed in it..
heheh.

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words spilled @ 6/10/2008 10:26:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»OHNO,its friday
Friday, June 06, 2008

"she sniggers and walks off"

siala,
ZzZzZz..
why this have to happen.
First,a scare..
Next,an accident..
*SIGHS*

Firstly,stupid washing machine cock up.
the water was supposed to be DRAINE after 33mins.
BUT..
it didint.
My clothes looked like they were soaked in a tub full of water.
-How could u say that.. You have hurt my feelings badly.
This didint happen once,but many times.
Please dont do it again.
Or else I am gonna get revenge..-

Thank god,I tried it again..
And more water came out.
But thank god, a press of 'pause' the water stopped,
and came the washing of the clothings.
Next,on the 16th minute.
The water started draining.
*HIPHIPHURRAY*

Then on the 14th minute,
my washing machine started doing tango,
it shooked vigourously. xDD
phew..~
*heave a sigh of relieve*

:]

BUT.
another accident happen.
sighs,
only those who knows of it shall know of it.
Np other more shall know.
DIrty linen is never to be washed in public,right?
x]

And i wonder..what is fed to these punggol birds?..
sheesh.
overload with crap.
must make punggol birds start wearing pampers.
Or call the town council to go bird shooting.

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words spilled @ 6/06/2008 02:22:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»a broken porcelain doll
Wednesday, June 04, 2008

"I just want a shoulder there.."

Like a porcelain doll,she laid on the floor.
Emotionless,exhausted from all the crying.
She raised out her hand as she felt lonely and cold.
Hoping someone would grab her hands and heave her up gently.
Her dress frayed from all the falling and tugging,
the white laces of her dress turned grey whereas her dress blackened from the dust.
All she could remember was crying and running from something.
While she ran,her heart throbbed painfully and her footsteps sounding through the quiet hallways.
She fell once,twice..
Tearing the beautiful victorian dress as she scrambled to her feet.
Her gloves worn and dirtied by dust that laid on the floor like a fur mat.
There she laid breathless,trying to recall what happened.

It started out as a hazy afternoon,
and she saw herself preparing a table full of cakes and pastries,
with pots of tea sitting on the table.
She sat on the chair and read a book while stirring her tea time to time.
Her parasol opened and placed on the grass.
As the sun began to slowly descend,her head left her book and she gazed into her horizon.
She knew they were supposed to be here but there laid all the pastries and cake untouched.
Cold from the wind,she stood up and headed for her house.

As she walks into her house,her dress sweeped into the small box that sat on the floor hidden.
She bent down and picked the brown box and headed for her room.
She sat on the bed,and opened the delicate looking box.
There,lie a parched letter with a beautiful handwriting of her name.
She opened the letter and read the contents of it.
Time to time,she gripped her skirt and gasped,her lips trembling.

The letter spoke of the gathering at the gardens in the month of June.
She then realised that her visitors had hid the letter from her when they came to her house.
They didnt want her to join the gathering but did not say a word.
Yes,the untold words became poisonous act that was used to hurt her.
They joined hands in hands and plotted against her.

Silently,on the day they quickly kept the letter in the small brown box,
that they found below her cupboard.
And one of them kicked the box into the darkness below the cupboard.
But..
Even the little box didnt bear to allow its owner to be bullied and lied to.
It came out itself unknowingly,allowing the truth to come to light.

Filled with sadness and fury,
she heaved up her dress and ran down the stairs into the gardens.
There,she found herself outside a majestic wooden house.
Without any hesitation,she ran into the house.
She ran and tripped as she felt something closing into her,
her breaths began to escalate.
She ran as tears began to fall,sweat began to pour.
Tripping in her Mary-Janes and climbing up while sobbing.

Then she fell flat..
She was too exhausted to run anymore..
And there,she realised that she has been running away from herself.
Her problems,her emotions,her turmoil,her angst on the betrayal...



Pardon me for such things,i just cant stop using phrases,stories,paragraphs to express how i feel..
Wna know how I feel today,please do read my previous post..
Just below.. :]]

-EDITS-
Saw sam's blog.
sam,why never call me go?..
D:
sheesh.
anw,have my condolences.
DDDDDD:
sam never call me go. D:

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words spilled @ 6/04/2008 03:23:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»"temperature rising"


I wanna get these from Anna House.HK

Another want;BUT.
it cost tons,i presume..
Its from Creative Recreation.
Beautiful shoes from Spring's seasons DICOCO
HI-TOP SHOESSSSS!~

"Sorry.. But I guess Im not interested."

Urgh,i think its wiser to keep some things to myself.

Lalalala,
i scraped my poor knee,and hell yeah..
it hurts.
xDD

i miss XIAOGONGZHU. D:
i guess im gna save for my LOLITA.
$180 ++.
:]
maybe a pink/white or a blue/white or even better black with pink laces!
yayay. xDD
next time go shopping with her in lolita.
maybe ask baby cat along.
kekekes.

mummy havent give comment on the dress yet.
Dx
probably i will get one by the end of august?
Y(> O <)Y *thinking of wearing all black lolita for chinese new year! xDDDD* 2009 CNY -> LOLITA on the GOOOOOO!
punk,sweet,kodona,country,casual,kuro/shiro.
DAMN,i cant get enough of these!
xD
i hope there will be more lolitas in the streets of Spore!
xDD


BAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I hate u.. DD:

im in my own world now,so dun irritate me.
:DD
who cares what..?
:X
they are all the same.
BAKAAAAA!~
[¬ _ ¬] ""

BAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!~

im so angry and sad.
Dx
feel like whacking someone now.
(punches kapo-kun in the tummy)
sorry. > <" IMSOOOSAD.
*rants off on those people who made her unhappy*


EDITS @ 3:01
im really kinda pissed and upset.
"£%^$^$&%^*^*&(%$^$^££()*_

to confront or not?
hmmmphs,i'll NOT apologise.
BECAUSE,i did NOTHING WRONG.
xD

whatevery ever ever ever.
guess some anime can cheer me up.
Rozen Maiden.. xDD

DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO CHEER MYSELF,HAS FAILED
someone,slap some sense into me..
DDDDx
before i start calling and screaming into the mouth piece.

maybe its right,maybe its wrong.
But search down in yourself,and bring it on..
search for humanity and unleash it all.
be ur own judge,make a stand.
state out the punishments and wait for the end.


"Ask yourself why you are doing this..
For your pride or just the sake of your childish behaviours?
Ask the others what they are sniggering at..
And ask yourself again what did you do wrong,before stating that the person has done wrong.
It is not your turn to judge others,but its time for YOU to judge yourself.
And another word of advice,if the others really have good intentions,they wouldnt be stabbing you now..."

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words spilled @ 6/04/2008 01:18:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»urgh,please dun make urself a FOOL.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008

"Can anyone tell me how silly I can get?"

GRRRRS.
im angry about something,and u know what it is.


-*disappointed.
'bitch all u want,who fucking cares?'

(Avril,i LOVE ur blond + pink.) that is so what i like. xDD
anw,shall blog abt the weekends + friday + thursday.

On Thursday,
celebrated sam's bday.
was happy and stuff. xDD
then heard something from grace.
*its so friggin scary!
Grace,we go pray pray next time.
k?
went to sam house to play with the BP and stethascope.
xDD
had fun with her 2 younger sisters and my friends.
(i miss grace loads)
for ur info,
i finally know that im not idolising grace.
its just the love for her is too huge that i look up at her as a big sister.
i love her because she is GRACE.
xDD
took some pictures and stuff.
mummy ask me to go home,cos our hse there got songka.
asked me to take taxi home,cos its late and not safe.
grace accompanied me to take taxi,
but there got people having songka.
then walked out to take taxi.
the taxi uncle is sooo MEAN.
he so fierce la.
i never even say anything!
but thank god,he fetched me home safely.
thanks taxi uncle.

On friday,
IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
so damn happy,and esp it's contemporary.
got a B;sheesh. Dx
Cedric let us see his wedding photos.
lovedd facci. xDD
he so friggin patient and loving to his wife.
sooo NICE.

aft class,passed MG his earphone.
i saw furry earmuffs.
*i want.. :]
i envy them so muchh. xD

anyway,went home the usual way.

On saturday,
slacked at home.
while gene went to mosh with other people in concert.
watched late night movie with family.
hahaha.
blood is way thicker than water,thats what i can say.
:D
and they nvr leave u alone.
see the reason why,now? xDDD
in ur face,people.

Reached home kinda late,
then woke up at 5am on Sunday morning.
daddy was being all so nice.
i love my dad.
he fetched me to cityhall to meet jazreel.
met another friend;Vernisa! :]
she's da sweetest thang.
i wish there re more people like that in my life. x]

came back home at like 12 plus or 1.
slept in the living room.
was all too tired alr.
ZzzZz..
went to get my blanky cos it was too cold.
xDD
slept till 4 plus.
took up my phone saw some smses.
replied them.
btw,jaz went for the angela concert.
Zzzzz,CLICK FIVE.
Dx
i wanted to see them but was overly too tired.
xD

then on monday,
slept till like 4?
i thought my clock spoil.
hahahah!
went out dinner with class.
cedric came too.
feeling mooday that day too. xD
u know what is going on,yet u pretend u do not know

thanks baby cat,its nice to have u there all along.
:D
yes,u see what im talking abt..? ok then,confront me if u want to. dun BITCH. fuck u

not not not happy today.
"call me petty,who fucking cares? act in ur consience. u suck BIG TIME."

IM MOOD~AYEEEEEEEE!

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words spilled @ 6/03/2008 02:19:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»Urgh..
Friday, May 30, 2008

"Allelujah... xDD"

im exhausted.
xDDD
words spilled @ 5/30/2008 09:23:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»lol lol lol LOLITA!
Thursday, May 29, 2008

"Arrrghs,my pocket burned...!"

I came to school surprisingly early today.
Reached my class at 8:40am.
Well,the price of coming so early,by cab...
Costed me 13.80+$4.85=$18.60

This is my first time and well last time I want to cab to school.
It is my 5 days expenses,ok?!
im so uber-ly shocked.
siala.

I cabbed here because of 2 reasons.
Thinking that today is contemporary,and UT test.
:/i hate computing.

SIAN!
sadly,yes..
Ireached earlier before UT started.
BUT,its computing today..
ZzZz.
not that I hate computing..
just that contemporary allowed me to
score a minimum of 7As after attending only 8 lessons.

:]
but computing is gracious.
I scored B's...
THANK U,MR AW.. x]

sheesh,this is the only time I can be happy.
But i aint feeling that happy today.
Ohyayay,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SAMANTHA.. UR 17,AND UR A FARTBAG..!!~

ohyes,sorry love..
called u too early in the morning.
hahahahah!~
cos i need someone to comfort me ma...
I so freaking scared.
xD
LOVESSSS!~
eh,that was counted as MORNING CALL..


SIALA,FUCKKKK.
one qn didint do.
and its something i know.
B I G F U C K.

F U C K.
John is an un-discharged bankrupt. Can John take a new job that requires him to travel to Indonesia frequently?..

NO LA,cannot la..
HE CANNOT LEAVE LA.
actually,he can leave for indonesia.
But he need to ask Singapore's govt for permission.
:]
SIAN!~

I didnt do sia...
NIN NA SAI...

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

siala,i wanne go for archery lesssons.
Weee.
last time archery at malaysia last year..
x]
LOVEEE YOUUUUUUU...


siala,IM A STUPID BITCH.
hahahha,no la.



I heard from people,no...
Its from Jazz's mouth.
She said..
"Friends are those who still keep in contact with '
you even you are not in the same school/class..."


so..
my friends are specifically:
Sam,Amanda,Grace,Mingyan,Gladys,Shimin,Alyssa...


This is what Sam and mingyan want me to do...

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Cry,Scream,want to find him and kick his nuts ba.
But after that,I will find him and ask him why..

And take it as a lesson learnt.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be freaking rich. Never ending wealth,but yet be a humble person.
So i can provide my family and friends things when they need it.


#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Anything is ok. Extragavant,Simple..
But most importantly,my wedding has to be really sweet.
With everyone i love present and to be given good blessings.


#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmmmm,yes.. confused is sure one. But hopefully,i will find a right path.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
hmmmm,someone who understands me,give me hugs everyday.
Love me more than i love myself. Treats me like a princess ba.. xD


#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being lovedd. :]

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Hmmm. Not too long ba. Cant waste my youth on one person.. xDD

#8 if person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Shrug it off and like someone else! ahhahhahaha.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes.just i was unhappy because something I just experienced

#10 is being tagged fun?
YESYESYES,when its meaningful and when it cheers me up.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hmmm,never think sia..Hopefully working in a place earning >$6K...

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY,really IMPORTANT friends,HIM.. (lovesss)

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she is silly,funny and she laugh like crap.

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Hmmm,single but rich. Cos this world is too Materialistic.

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
Snooze my bloody alarm,make a fuss in bed and open the mirror to see myself.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
Yes. On the condition that person is someone who loves me more than i love myself.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hmmm,that happens usually. take the one that likes me and who have better points lo.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
NICE,FUNNY,SILLY & PURE @ HEART. :]

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
those 'friends' who act like friends and just bring me down. :]

#20 how many people you think they fall in love with you now?
LOL,none?! kimkibum.TOP.JGS. (teehee. xD)

hahahhaha.. xDD
people i tag.
DAPHNE,SARAH,JAZZ!:]



I noticed something.I was unhappy afterall.
Not to say,But i realised that there are things that HAVE to be left UNSAID when there are people like them in place...
true enough,they are being fake..
In ur face,I say that its ok to hang out with u..
But behind,you guys are all the same..
LOL,everything is said in ur own words.
Nobody has any say.
hahaha,i just find these people so seriously childish.
CONTINUE TO BE IN UR WORLD,IDO NOT THINK IT'S WHERE U BELONG...
i rather to be stress free.
then getting uptight,hanging out with those 'im in our own world,u dun belong inside' people.im getting freaked out that they can be that childish..


u think im saying about u? search deep down,dont avoid because u want face.
And if u realised it that u have been doing these,yes then ur the one..

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words spilled @ 5/29/2008 08:48:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»hahahs. HOT DEBATE.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I let u see one very cute picture of The Gazette
KAI!!!!!
My beloved drummer.

KAI!

KAI 2. :]
"Lack Of Money is the root of all Evil.."

lols,just debated with Michelle's team.
No Offense.
Im just like that when it comes to debating.^^"
hahahas.

Siala,debated till very shiok.
That was the best part out of today.
AND!
LSM do not sucks.
He's a nice guy... :]

Teamed with Sarah,Simon,Hafiz and Joshua.
VS-ed
Michelle,Daphne,Ming Feng,Henry,and the MIA 3.9 Raman..

tiredd.

im beginning to fall into the deep trap.
:/
SHEESH.
eh,STOP TALKING TO ME!

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words spilled @ 5/27/2008 04:10:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»No. 191. :]


"SUPER JUNIOR & GIRL'S GENERATION"

"Kissing You,Baby!"

"This is HAWT. Look at Hyo Yeon!"

"Baby Baby.."
"ohh la la,I wish we have college fest.. Dx"

sia la!
I HATE LeeSoiMok

he's so boring.
siann`ed.
anw,its Enterprise sia.
Missed last week lessons.
POA,somemore.. ://
ZzZZzZ.

sheesh,now keep using excel till cannot take it.
but so cool.
LOL.
hahaha.

random: SAM,i want loco roco.
:]]
trying to get th game in progress.


tmrw is SCIENCE.
butt guy is back.
geeee,how i hate him for his stupid 'i act nice'..
:/
IM SO NOT PAYING ATTENTION.

EEEEEEEK,
i dun wna get sick.
DDx

"Ooo La La.. Ooo,My Baby..."

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words spilled @ 5/27/2008 11:55:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im LATE again.
Monday, May 26, 2008

"ZZZZZZZZZZZ.... why?"

sheesh,im late again. :/
first
I overslept,then..
I forgot my laptop.

=_=

I dunno why I am so lazy.
i kept snoozing my phone,then woke up at 7:26.
i was supposed to leave house at 7:30!
lol,weird.. right?!

I am still coughing and wheezing.
ZzzzzzzZZZ.

Im now trying sinseh's medicine.
SO FREAKING BITTER.
T_T
ate 1 whole week of anti-biotic alr,still haven't recover.
ZzZzzz.

Argghs.
anw,forgotten to take lappy out today.
rushed home to get it and changed clothes.
its too darn hot to wear jeans out.
:/

Well,shall talk about my weekends.
hehes.
On Saturday,
collected my spree item from PrettyBooth with sam.
made sam wait for me for like an hour?
hahahas. ^^"
mianhaeyo!~
MY APPLE T-SHIRT SO CUTE. :]
lols,anyway,i love SPREES.
hahahaahhas.
shopped in tampinese,no..
is window shopping.
im BROKE,btw.

Then met Ammy after she did her assignment with her TP friends.
went to sam's house after that and slacked.
relaxed and talked crap.
ate BAZHANG.
hahahas.
wrapped grace bday present in white writing paper.
siala,then mummy ask me go home.
ZzzZZZzz.

Parents went to fetch me to bedok to eat.

On Sunday,
went to sam house again.
Surprised grace with present.
hide with amanda outside grace's neighbour house.
SO WARM LA.
omigosh.

went to eat with grace,jiapeiiiiiii,sam,amanda.
went to eat YOSHI.
:D
my loveesssss.
then gace meet that guy.
while ammy,me,sam,jiapei walked around heartland.
went to see earphones.
I prolly wna get the lime green earphones.
:]

after that,sent jiapei home then play at the fitness corner.
my hand was feeling so..numb.
lols.
went sam's bouse again.
then she downed water into me.
siala,thanks NURSE SAM. :)

received sarah's sms abt streetfest.
mummy sure dun allow me go one.
cos im still sick.
:/
searched for picture on streetfest'07,
urgh,saw that person's multiply and the cosplay picture.
actually,i dont hte her.
but her death note cosplay 'squeeze-chest-to-show-you-i-woman' picture,
turned me off.

then went to search for lolita pictures.
came about this lolita website.
I dont mind cosplay people and stuff.
but i prefer nice looking people doing it. :]
SARAH is my lolita.
JyCE too.
omigosh,joyce is the cutest lolita.
!!

anyway,my lovedd` lolita style is Kodona Style.
means PRINCE.
tailcoat and 3/4 shorts with a tophat. :]
loveddd.

also KURO and SHIRO lolita.
ALL black or ALL white.

FYI: I have been at sam house for continuous 3 days. xDDD

then let her listen to the mutton's songs.
while ammy showed us one SNSD video.
lol.
FRIGGIN funny.
xDDD
wth,SUPERJUNIOR is NOT GAY.
some stupid people went to cosplay them.
SHEESH.

then went home lo.
SAM,im so so sorry for not going online.
Bro was using.
://

Im getting over you. :]

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words spilled @ 5/26/2008 09:52:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»AWESOME!~
Friday, May 23, 2008

"I just saw Charles dancing..."

OMIGOSH,
I SAW CHARLES DANCING BALLET!
:]

anyway,im still dying.
have not been progressing well.
DD:
sighs.

i wish i can do better. :]

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words spilled @ 5/23/2008 03:15:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»do u see washing machine doing salsa?
Thursday, May 22, 2008

"knn,wtf,wth,CBF,fuck,cmcf"

lol,lol,lol..
jst joking with the headers.
I was just being random..
hahahah.

im so tired now.
freaking drowsy..


SIALA,
I forgot to sms shimin. Dx
my BAD!
sorry sorry;3rd Wife.. Dx
im at fault.
still promised to talk to her thru sms.
SORRY!
(bow down)
> <"

V(^ (00) ^)V


anw,time to give dajie her present alr.
GRACE!!!!! :]]
hope she would be happy with it.. DD:
ammy,sam,and me paid $ for it.
kekekes.

ohya,
tell u guys something very scary orh.
just now,while washing my cup and standing next to my washing machine..
my washing machine shook like crazy.
I was peeved,man!
I was afraid that it would topple.
So i wash the cup while using one leg to hold the washing machine in place.
Brrrs.
(X_x)
scared big time,sia..


anw,
u may want go YOUTUBE to watch this..
Type Audition for Martial Arts.
Its all for good laughs..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-DT_8y7rJM

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words spilled @ 5/22/2008 10:16:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»croaking like a toad.

"I ain't wanna pretend"

im still sick.
D:
sia la.
please allow me to recover.

getting my beautiful clothes. :]
on the 24th..

I realised that not everything in this world is flawless.
even thou I had told myself that there is nothing called perfect in this world.

sighs,
I wonder is it a little too late..?

siala,
everthing that comes around in this world in going round and round.

someone is singing A7X songs..
:]]


I will tell myself not to cry..
Be strong,Be wild,Be True....
Sometimes,I realised that you are naive.
But I really think that this really spared my agony.
If only you knew the truth,I think it would be harder for me to accept.
I would never want to know wheter you in love with her or not.
Deep inside me,Im crying for release.
Just show it to her that you like her and spare me the pain..?
Ok...?
I'll leave the confessions to the confessionals.


Came late to school today,sian-ed.
And I think Michelle is pissed with me.. D:

Today,in the blink of the eye..
I deleted everything about,regarding,anything about him.
well,eunice re-borned on 3:00pm today,22/5/08....


im glad that I did this,or else probably,i will go nuts.
hahahs.
amanda,u aint the only God Of Jealousy.
I dun want to be in that..
It's POISON,only show off people do that...

Im in too.
haha.

Yu-Ling,BE LIKE ME,MAN..
who cares about that asshole.
Sherraine;if u ever treasue Yu-Ling,
DO THE RIGHT THING
No point making yu-ling upset by hanging out with tht moron/retard..
Yuling dear,
tht moron is not ur type of dish,alright?!...
wait for a better one..
he's not WORTH of u.

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words spilled @ 5/22/2008 11:35:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»im half dead,
Wednesday, May 21, 2008

"where's nurse sam...?"

im dying..
sighs,im exhausted and half dead.
i wonder how jazz managed to come school today..

IM SO IN PAIN.
DD:

help help help..

well,i dont really like him,amanda..
LOL.
:]
i dont like him anymore..

but well,he is still hot as ever.
:]]]]]]
LOVESSS.

im tired,restless in pain.
both internally and externally.

anw,
i realise that it was all my fault.
It would not have turned like that if I didnt fall for him..
but well,
I just hope we still can be friends.
:]
im an asshole,sometimes,i just feel like escaping from here.
i wonder..

if i dissappear from the face of the earth,will u guys even cry...?

Im now trying to hope,that it will go back to where i was before.
i just want the old u back.
treat me like a friend,will u..?

and well,
i think im getting ASS.
attention seeking syndrome..
fuck. haha...
IM NOT A TWIT,FOR FUCK SAKE...

anyway,its so funny.
hahah.
MG's phone rang,
with Yui singing Rolling Star
during Jun Jun's presentation.

Paul did something so surprising.
I thought he would reprimand MG.
but well,he was clapping his hands.
:]
ROFLS.

lols,so funny la.

anyway,Jazz..
PAUL's BUTT IS SAGGING.
i can see it.
he can no longer fit into his salsa pants.
Unless..
you make him use the BUTT MASKS.
:]

EDITS
well,stayed back in class for quite a while.
jazz,lyn and eileen went to Mustafa today.
kekeks.
And yes,simon called.
Well,SIMON ah..
PLEASE TAKE CARE HOR.
go see doctor if u need to.
'fang tai' will cook tonic for ya..
even though ur in risk of gettign killed by me.
hahahs.
well,simon 3G-ed eileen and we poke to him lo.
seriously,i today no mood.
cos very sick,thats why im so quiet..
hahas.
tomorrow is another day.
have to get back to school sia.
:/
anyway,im missing u,boy..
cos i think ur my next big thing...

sighs,
its a sweet sweet love.
"Never did I expect this,
Your eyes just caught me off guard.
Can you give me your love like what you did to her..?
Lets not make this love underground,but make it to the headlines.
Make me scream for your name when you leave..
Tell me that we still could be together and yes..
be together forever.
I ain't a babe,yet im chillin`..
Waiting for ya to make me feel.."

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words spilled @ 5/21/2008 10:50:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here

»sick,sickened,sickening
Tuesday, May 20, 2008

"coughs and wheezes with dad.."

First the heartbreak,now comes the throat pain.
Siao la..
I hate having this tyoe of mild sickness.
But it also means Im also slightly free of dangerous illness.
small sick will prevent big sick.
LOLs.
sorry,weird translation.

anyway,yes SAM..
i like him.
haha. :]]

yawns,today sucha boring day.
talked to sarah.
wished her a happy bdae.
and found out that our class has so little people in it.
everyone getting the virus.
:/
those need to get well,please get well soon.
INCLUDING ME.
:]]

siala,u guys better nt PON class again.
k?...


"Dont treat me like ur older sister,I just wna be your girlfrind"

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