Currently at Grace's house; overnight

Using her VAIO to blog. So difficult, totally not used to the keyboard.

So,YEAAAA, finally saw my besties. ):

Met grace at AMK Hub and was late for an hour.

Sorry darling!~

Treated her KOI as a 'pu chang'

(I havent paid her for dinner yet,though. :/)

So, we had dinner t MOS.

Took 25 to her house.

Went to her house to place my bag, before we headed to her grandma's house.

Sat there watching some crime show.

Then there came the Magnum Gold Advert, and she said she wanted it.

So we left her grandma house, and went to Cheers.

Sadly, cheers didnt have Magnum Gold.

So we took Cornetto.

Cornetto, you suck.

Walls, its time to remove Cornetto.

It taste awful.

Bad quality..

Wonder how did such bad QA lead to such a huge corporation?

So,after taking HUGE bites out of the $2.40 ice cream.

Both of us threw it away.

And we went to the senior corner to use their facilities.

Grace took the running, I took the rowing.

After fooling around, we sat down to talk.

Talking to her, makes me feel really really good.

I feel very comforted.

Then, we remembered Sam!

(called her when we were in AMK.)

SHe was on the way home,and tadaa..

There was John..

Fetching her back..

(When is it ever my turn to have this experience. -.-)

So Grace suggested a small talk for 3 of us.

And we went up to Sam's crib.

Sam and stick man, super cute.

They did the goodbye thing.

And awww, they look really sweet together.

Be happy, both of u.

Be very happy.

Grace and Raymond too!

Be happy together. :D

So, we talked about where Grace could study at.

And yea, both of them having their MST.

:/

Sadded.

Discuss, and sam showed us something.

Really sweet of her BF.

(SIGHHHH, getting emo)

*I totally feel, I dont use my brain to think at all.

Stupid.

I always talk without thinking.

Damnit.

Idiot.

Well, when we met up.

Grace kept pushing..

So I said Hi and etc.

Yeahyeah, Nate.. haha.

We talked abit, and she pushed further.

She asked me to text him,since my phone was dying.

Bad phone! But you created an opportunity!~

So texted him, and urghh.

Sigh, I just dont think I am going anywhere.

Maybe I have been too 'available'.

Yea, make urself, 'unavailable' sweety.

I need to. ):

I seriously sucks at 'playing games' with boys.

Sam said; you know anything about him?

Uhh, Not sure.

No, I dont.

Yea, hurrah!

I LOSE! ):L

Big L for meh.

Ohwell, see how it goes la.

Just remember, I cannot confess.

I cannot.

So malu.

Anyway, it sucks to be in RP.

Cos our vacation dates are totally messed up.

Other polys start their holidays 2 weeks later.

SHIT MAN.

I HATE YOU,friggin RP.

But I love how I can study in school that way.

So,please.. AMEND your dates. :/

Or NEVER amend it.

Since I am leaving school in a year or less.

You, make me part with my friends.

I DONT LIKE. ):

I wanna see my gfs...!!

Hang out with them or something.

Screw u, fyp.

):

*I think i got kissed by a mosquito.

So itchy. ):

Aww shucks, I miss you ttm. :/

And Bro is coming back!

Yea, no more empty house.

I want MORE holidayssss.

Sucks to be back in school.

Esp, QC is going to be a biatch.

Hooo, and FYP assessment.

Ahh, shit shit shit.

Not good.

I dont like.

SUCKS MAN!

Urgh,whatever.

I am going to sign off.

Yea, I miss u; ALOT!

EDITS

Just finished studying MST with grace.

went through the notes with her..

after gg through all the notes, she played the piano.

(no worries, her piano got headphones, so i used the headphones.)

she played 'shuo zai jian' by jay chou and yiruma river flows in you, and another song.

so beautiful.

asked her teach me wedding dress.

ruth wanna listen. haha.

sigh, hw i wish i know how to play piano.

has been/and i am thinking of getting a keyboard.

good or no good?

my house no place to put piano. ):

sad!

jiayou jiayou!

gg to use toilet then sleep.

need wakeup early.

"i hope your ears were itching, cos i miss u"

"life is too short to hate.."

i had my cousin staying over tonight.
but only tonight.
unlike when we were younger.

more time..

now, we rarely even have time to go out.
its so sad.
TT__TT

i wish I can just spend more time with her.
like how I could previously.
lunch with her and stuff.

I have to admit, I hate growing up.
(i know im talking like a kid..)
but i really do wish.

sometimes, i just yearn to go back to the past.
where I could do better as an elder sister.
I could love her more and stuff.
*sighs*

Am I the only one not growing up?
Im pretty peeved though, about this..
"growing up too fast" thing.
*sighs*

After this few short hours together.
She will go home and I wont see her for another while.
Funny,right?
So close yet so far..

Now she's the vice head of the student council.
Doing things that I always lament about.
All those proposals and stuff.
I wonder what I was doing during secondary 2.
Partying and rebelling.
yes,that was what I am.

I am just amazed and stuff, really.
Would I say i regret?
I wont nor I will.
(in academic ways, probably yes)

But thats was how I grew up.
I grew up knowing these people...
Shaping me and stuff.
It is just another way of growing up.

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Comparisons are meant to improve one.
But how can I see improvements when biasness was intended?
You always said "its ok.."
But you must be hating, I could see it in your eyes.
Cynicism.

You just pretend..
Everytime when I fault,
you never seem to reprimand..
Only to use snide remarks.

You said it was not,
but who can you lie to?
To yourself?
I can see and sense everything.
Every emotion around me.
You never seem to conceal them when you are with me.

Always stating that you are in pain,
I am forced to blame myself.
Only to look back and see myself crying.
I am in ruins, you never seem to care.

The best was to keep, the losers were to weep.
was that what you thought of me?
You were never on balance with your scale.
Tilting to the left,
only to get bitten.

Here, you run to me.
Cooing that I was worth.
But when you are up again,
I am deemed worthless in your eyes.

Tell me the truth.
I rather not pretend to see you like this.
Hating and Loving.
Black and White.

Lying to myself till the grave..
Is this what you want?
I will return you my soul, just release me.
I am better off dead when I am with you.
Only to be killed and revived when needed.

Keepsake, I dont belong to you.
I will stop trusting you..
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emo.emo.emo.
yea, i have my emo days too.
I am feeling emo.
D:
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I saw what yenxi wrote about friends.
very touched. :D
tyty.

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.