"trying to take a break out of this..."

I realised,some people can be insensitive to other people feelings,
while,some get concerned over others till they secrifice themselves.

Seriously,I ASK YOU,my blog readers..
what are u?
to be insensitive or be sensitive?

sometimes,my sarcasm is from the things I faced and experience.

anyway,my insecurities are piling up till the ceiling.
lols.
:]

I really thank you alot,daphne.
I really appreciate your love and concerns.
thank u.

Please,If you really think I am bitching about you,sadly. No.
i have no time to bitch about you. Your existence do not affect me. :]
Meeting so many nice people really benefit me alot.
your beautiful image is losing its water colours,I see your ugliness
well well,
Mich's sick. D:
siala,IKA also.
=_='

ohyesyes,
my resolution for this week.
"Grow up and forget about those silly things.
I appreciate the beautiful memories with you!! :]
Next,is just be REAL. hahah."

YESYESYES,i have a NEW want.
HAPTIC PHONE!
saw the functions.
OHMAN,I think changmin is very very CUTE.
he and jessica. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
xD
Yoona and YC too.
Esp the part he wanted to kiss her.
(shyyyy)


"listening to First Snow of SMTOWN.. RYEOWOOK,I LOVE UUUUUU!"

I realised that the more you are prominent,the more I feel intimidated by you.
Don't worry,I will NOT bug you any longer. I AM NOT A LEECH,alright?!
I had enough of the spotlight on you. :]
Maybe you had enough of me too. (shrugs)

I really want the old you back. I miss that. Did I scare you?
Sighs,I wished it never had happened...

As she closed her eyes,the memory of him etched in her mind like a painting.
So clear,so real..
It has been ages since she liked him.
She prayed when she saw him.
Wishing he will be as happy as her.
Prayed when he was upset,hoping she will take his sadness away.

But things have begin to change,
He stopped talking to her,stopped smiling,stopped playing with her.
His constant teasing was over.
Even though she hated to be teased but she missed it.
His smile,his eyes glittering when he smiled.

"Why has he been ignoring me?" she thought while she lay closing her eyes.
Refreshing through what she spoked to him the last day he spoked to her.
"Did it show too much that I like him?" she questioned herself.
"yesyesyes,I DID!" she moaned and slapped her forehead.

Her usual antics,to play with him,giggle at everything he said,to gossip about him in front of him.

"IT'S TOO OBVIOUS" her head screamed as her actions kept zooming in her mind like a powerpoint.
"Im the stupid-est person. Ohman.... D:" she groaned as she probed further into her thoughts.
"Wait.." she said aloud;
'Was it THEM,who told him?!' she gasped as she thought of her 'sisters' in school.

Them..
They were the 2 closest friends she had in school.
No, 1 of them was ONCE her closest friend.
Till she met the OTHERS.
She became so close with them,that she is neglecting all. D:
Never mind about her.
Well,she has so far told them too much.
From boys to MORE boys.
And those poison she spread.

"No..No..No" Not them,please..
She begged as she thought of the things she told them about him.
"Those horrendous thoughts of mine,imagine them cycling in his head..." she gasped and sat on her bed,strengthless from all those scary things.

"I will find them,and ask them..." she thought,picked up her phone and dialled a number...

-TO BE CONT'D-

Labels: its a nightmare, no no no

"the tears of the mothers in china pains me."

read the evening paper,
felt so sad when i saw the lifeless bodies in the papers.
especially when it was the children.
their parent's heart must be bleeding profusely.
I feel so sad.
D:
someone,if possible,raise a charity for this.

there are so many people needing the $ now.
but..
Beware of Scams..
:]
please donate if there is one.



well,I shall not get too emotional.
But I just cant help but to feel sad.
D:
such lives taken away from these poor people.
lets pray that this will NEVER happen in Singapore.

anw,
today I was so EMO.
lols.
hate it,man.

my lil angel (conscience) says
"It is ok,just look at him and u will feel fine.."
SADLY,NO. I didnt feel happier. I felt more upset.
Seriously,when puberty (I am too old for puberty) bites in,
IT SUCKS.
eh,seriously..
If i go sad over boys,i'll turn NOT like guys.
ok.no la.
just jking,I cant live without guys.
LOLS.
see one,like one.
haha.
21st century..

well, my lil devil (conscience) said
"YOU LIKE THAT FELLA? ARE YOU BLIND? YOU WANT ANOTHER FAILED RELATIONSHIP AH?!"
I kinda agreed to it for a second,but my heart went wobbly when I talked looked at him.
I AM NOT A PERVERT.

well,
I told myself to get over this CRUSH
I am an AUNTY,for god sake.
a YOUNG aunty. :]]]
hahahas.

This is for all la,
gotta study le.
PUNK PUNK PUNK!!!

ohyess,i wna get this pair of shoes.
DROOLS.**

Labels: hurhurhur

"It was since long I heard rain drops pelting on the windows.."

I am under stress;mentally and pyschologically.
Not because of the school work but something else.
sighs.

"Posion spreads to the heart like how fire spread.."

man..
it never felt so nice to listen the raindrops pelting on the windows.
I feel peaceful and happy.
I would like to spend time alone rather than
get surrounded in a place where insecurities are realised..

sighs,
STOP BEING RIDICULOUS!
seriously,you are stepping on my nerves.
Yesterday,I thought u changed.

Oh please,
am I lying to myself?..
YES YES YES.
*nodds frantically.

by the way,
I noticed that it's all turning into a nightmare.

it is so sad.
sad sad story.

I spotted certain stuff are not turning what I thought it was supposed to be.
Is it going to be all the same?
It feels so constrained sometimes.
Constricted into what they want.
They build their own dreams and own regulations.
Thinking others will comply to them.
I wish to rebel,like some.
Yet,I was forced back into complying with their nonsense,bitching and stuff.
The poison is so alluring,yet it kills once you are attracted to it.
I thought of the consequences if I did not comply..
It was disastrous without me even saying it,the thoughts haunt me like my shadow.
But more surprisingly,I realised some people just comply,listen and follow.
They are just following or they found the meaning of complying with these rules?
My tongue forked as I spoked of them.
I became angry,yet concerned of certain parties.
I wished I was never turned into this scary cycle.
Am I supposed to hold on what I was trying to spit?
Should I bother and severe ties with them?
It bites as the thought lingers..
I am so afraid of speaking the truth..
Yet,I do not want the beautiful dream to shatter..

I will,once I see their true colours under those cracked mask.
I am so disappointed with what you are doing,I thought you were as nice as I thought you were..

I wish your faceless lies will reveal their true colours.

"Life is a STAGE,therefore I am going to unfold the drama. As I am the DRAMA QUEEN."
you have no right to instill your meaningless rules into their minds.

ok,well.
enough of me complaining.
:]]
I seriously am making use of the blog to vent my emotions.
D:
my bad.

I hope I have not attached myself with ASS.
NOT the guy in my class.
BUT Attention Seeking Syndrome.

I dislike it when people have it.
But well,attention seekers will always be like that.
:/
sighs.

-LOVES TO ALL WHO REALLY CARE-

character clash are so commonly seen.
Hoped that there are solutions to resolve this.
Cos these cannot be avoided.

Anyway,the drama is unfolding itself.
Needless to say,I aint toucching;doing anything.
I realised,
human nature will have people who have ASS,
go for th rich & famous,materialistic,
they can be the exact opposite of what you thought of them,
or maybe they potray themselves as flawless human that in the end,
you realized that they are all the same.

Greed & Lies runs in their lives like how blood runs in them.

'Would you stil be mine if I told you that all I said was lies?'

Labels: how ugly can ur heart be

"stare what stare? i poke ur eyeballs out.."

I am NOT acting BENG/LIAN.
cos seriously,
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE STARE AT ME.
hello?!
fancy u sleeping and someone staring at u..
:/
SHEEESH.

First thing first,
well..
today..MATHS WAS BORING. I wonder what is the PROBABILITY
of me getting that bored during lesson time??

Today,
I was not really cheerful.
sighs,somethign happened and it sucks.
:/

But...
Had a great time with Fatimah,Yenxi and Jazreel.
I was so happy till I couldnt do my RJ.
eh pls sia.
FATIMAH,I LOVE UR ATTITUDE. :]

man,jazz's SA (socially accepted) friends rocks!
met them with jazz,talked about thier school,class and studies.
OHYES,
FATIMAH AKA JESSICA LOVE DBSK(JAE-JOONG),SJ (EUNHYUK-ssshi!)

I was so ecstatic when I heard she like my lil monkey.
well,she's a hiphopper,of course she like my monkey boy. :]

MAN.
I LOVE YEN XI!

hahah,
well..
its because when we headed to the interchange then
Fatimah didnt wna walk on the grass.
cos she loves the plants,she's a conservationalist.
lols.
"love me,love my plants!"

well,me and yen xi walked on the grass lo.
I jumped to try pissing off fatimah,yenxi followed suit too.
haha.
then we were like jumping around and laughing aimlessly.

FYI: if u hang out with fatimah,u will get slim.
she makes people laugh like siao. xD

we were trying to piss fatimah off that's why we did it.
xDDDDDDDDDD
anyway,after running and jumping,
fatimah said something,
and it was HILARIOUS.
she said we looked like monkeys,
un-glamorous monkey making donkey sound.
LOL.
I LOVE FATIMAH.

anw,we are sisters now.
im FATIMINAH.. :]
only fatimah can call me that. :]]

after parting with them,went to 965,realized the queue was short,
went to 161.
saw eileen and her friend jacintha at the bus stop.
and yes,
i was furious man.
cos 161 was a single decked.
but i boarded the 2nd bus when my ZEN died on me.
forget to feed electric to it. :/

anyway....
I gotta say..
I HATE HATE HATE it man.
do u know what,
I board the bus,sat down and this lady look at me like im
MAS SELAMAT. :/

well,usually I will avoid the gaze thinking they just looking at me
or my very not glamorous dressing and style.
BUT,not one and NOT twice.
I caught her STARING at me for like 30mins.
and its not STEALING GLANCES.
its stare and for like 30seconds before I look at her.
As in I look straight into her eyes,then she will turn away.
(haha,YOU LOSE.)

anyway,I dozed off..
Cos well,it has been a tiring day.
NOT because I did any work in class.
Basically,I wasnt in the mood to do things.
SORRY,TEAM 5.. :[

Something was bugging me real bad.
anyway,slept till i reached the stop.
THEN...
I caught her red-handed again.
SHE WAS STARING AT ME!
fcuking creepy,u know!?
damn her. :[
well,i didnt look unglam,nothing on my face.
No left-over rice on my cheeks or whatsoever.
I CHECKED MY FACED ON THE MIRROR!!
and i found nothing.
:/
sheesh.

Walked home in a speedy speed.
didnt dare to walk the usual place.
somebody commit suicide.
I VERY SCARED SIA.
then need to go home so late.
SIAN. :/

anyway,that uncle downstairt,very very funny.
when i came home,
he told me that when the whole family was out,
he helped us to trim our plants and placed nutrients.
:/
I was like so shock.
my thing,u go and touch??!
:/
scary sia.

anyway,im surviving without a maid.
how impressive.
mummy must be exhausted thou.
sighs,
well.
mummy, i officailly say
"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY" to you,online.
:]]
i love ya.. :]]

anyway,
centipede escaped again!...
:/


MG!!
U OWE ME ONE..!!
:[

anyway,SAM!!
i miss u and ur nonsense!!

Labels: not funny lo

"I think it had been ages since I met u.."

"Did you ever seen snow queen cry before?"
he asked while kicking the snow.
"Huh? No.. snow queen should be heartless,right?
Then why would she cry?.."
"No emotions,No nothing,No sadness.. then why would she cry?"
she asked puzzedly.
"hahaha,I was just asking. There is a chair there,you wanna sit..?" He asked while he scanned the surroundings.
"hahah! yes,I think I need to remove the snow from my shoes.." she giggled as she pointed to her snowy shoes.

Both sat down while she took off her shoes and emptied them of their contents.

"hey,which do you prefer?
To have a crush or just head down the road together?"
He asked while she peered into her shoes.
"Ahhhh? I guess..to have a crush?"
she thought for a moment before replying.
"Huh? But crushing on someone is painful.. Longing and Jealousy.."
He looked at her and thier eyes met.
"Hmmm.Because it has th thrills!! As in when you get to take a sneak at him,and it has the thrills!!!"
she laughed while he gave her the weird look.

"sighs,jealousy is so eating into me...."

i guess i have to apologise to my team today.
cos i seriously very affected by something and something.
sorry Michelle,Joni and daph.
well,MG is away. so no need to apologise ba?
Cos seriously,i cant wake up annd just be REAL.
D:

Labels: mianeyo, sorry

"seriously,ur nt gna get anywere with that fucking attitude.."

IM DARNED PISSED AND UPSET NOW.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.

this is just my way of expressing how I feel.
I feel so sad now.
(Jaz:its not that.. :])

FUCKKKK!
how can u do that?
u know,drive everyone crazy and crying.
Seriously,
I now realized that I was not an angel too.
At least,I love my parents and brother.
I drove them mad,and now i regret it.
Cos their getting so way older.
SO PLEASE,dun regret.
those friends are pointless to make.

for FUCK sake.
its ur O's..
FUCK U MAN..

stop hanging with those crap.
seriously,I feel so sad when I see her cry.
Althou,she's fierce but she care about ur future!
HELLO?! u have a guide to hold on to..
FUCK MAN.
she care a nd love,yet u do this.

u turn addict alr?
ISIT?
FUCK MAN.
FUCK.
at least,im ur SENIOR.
but i have no right to dwell into ur SHIT BUSINESS.

I cant care too much cos I have a brother to guide too.
FUCK man.
At least,he;s on AUTO mode.
Please la,
dont dissappoint me and ur sis.
Can??

I see she cry,
I also cannot stand it.
cos making ur mum cry SUCKS.
Well,get over it man.
stop being a loser.

I hope u can treasure ur time and just study.
NOT SPENDING TIME WITH FUCKING MACHINES.
dont be like me.

UR O'S IS COMING.
NO POINT HANGING OUT WITH SOME GUNDOO'S AND WASTE UR FUCKING TIME.
TIME IS PRECIOUS,MAN.
FOR FUCKING SAKE,WAKE UP.
COS U WILL REGRET HANGING OUT WITH THEM.

dun regret it like me,
u asshole.
if im able to do something,
I will beat the crap out of u.
even if im just a year older.

stop maing them cry,its pointless.
ur breaking their hearts and wasting ur time.
Wake up and leave the crap..

U WILL REGRET.
just fucking wake up.

Labels: wake up call

"Once spotted,Im gna flee.."

hahahs,
MAXIMUM EXPOSURE.
:]
(smiles grimly)

I guess im so gna let go,man.
yes,I know..
Im weak.
weak,weak,weak.
but i still love u.

:D
its a SECRET.
cos i just wanna keep it.
but its a spoken and a very obvious secret.
:D

but who cares.
No proof,no edvidence.

Labels: i see her shadow in ur eyes.

"HAPPY HAPPY"...

"how can you just leave me there crying?"

man,sobs sobs.
I am soooo STUPID today.
I almost costed my team mates grades.
D:
and yes,
THANK YOU FACCI! I LOVE U,NORA

MAN!
i love her.
she gives me 3 As alr.
Well,scolded by her today.
Cried because I almost costed my team mates grades.
Because they are also so nice and sweet to me.
I cried more because of that.

SUDDEN NEWS
In front of me,got a guy keeo bullying.
Not those joking bully,but is really bully.
MY GOD.
lyn scolded him.
She so daring la..
omg..

anyway,will stop blogging.
BRB!!:]

Labels: its singled sadness

Had dinner with my friends today sadly only 10 ppl were here.
Went to chong pang at boon keng, bendeemeer to have dinner with w25k.
Take loads of silly pictures .
Will post them on Friendster some other night.
:]
I LOVE MY FRENDS.
Hello? They are like the best cliques I ever had.
Girls,u guys are still my cliques.
Sadly,got some injuries la.
Nigel hit his head where is hit my head.
His head got bleed. Poor thing lols.
Then,noticed some things and bonded with them.
Really happy to see them.. :p
Sheesh,we were like talking crap la. Lols.
I SOOOO HAPPY.

"I think im falling for you.."

Shhhheeeeessssshhhh!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
:]
can i really say that again?
I LOVEEEE YOUU!!!!~

okla,its just a crush.
daphne,dont need to fuss over it. :]
i need help then i tell u.
cos i want to make sure whether i like him or not?

anyway,changed team today.
(same team with him today AGAIN!)
omggggggggg. :]

anyway,im like sssooooo tired today.
almost came late for UT.
yes,I WAS LATE THOU.
freak. :/

cedric came back today.
he came back from catching mas selamat.
Im alil bit tired today.
seriously.
PMS-edd.

D:

AND FCUK,during
its presentation!!?
PAISEH MAN.
i borrowed from sarah.
thank goddd. :]
THANK YOUUU SARAH!

anyway,class was not bad.
:]

but,sighs..
leaving them,is it easy.
afterall,we have been together for so long.
i duunno,
i guess after loads of conflicts,
i begin to get a little upset.
i dunno,whether am i gonna part with them or not?
they changed too much alr.
thay scare me too.
I hope i can just try to sort out the difference.
D:

I MISS SAMANTHA,AMANDA,MINGYAN.

ohya,my misaki is getting sooo HOT man.
look at him play sports.

ohya,i have aches all over.
:/
went to play badminton with
jazz,eileen,lynn,joshua,xuguang(FEIFEI),mingfeng,MG.
:]
happy man..!

REPLY TAGS SECTION
SAM: NOOOOOOOOO! hes mine la.
go away la,u...
he's MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE!!!
:]

mingyan:YOOCHUN?
hes not handsome lo!!
YOONA is nothing!..
i like SUNNY!!!!
lols.
:]

AMANDA: im gna ban u if i have to.. :P

Labels: ILOVEYOU.NO.YES.

"SUPER JUNIOR,OH YO!"

AHHHHHHH,
I just recieved a very nice nice,
NEWS. :]

LOVEESSSS.
Huazhong technology school.
JUN'JUNs SCHOOL!!
omigosh.
SUPER JUNIOR IS GOING THERE!!
YAY!
KIBUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!
:]
LOVESSSSS.
ryeowookkkkkk!

asked her to ask her friend take picture for me.
hehehs.
SMILEs.

hehehes.

Labels: freeeak. i love superjunior.

CRAYON SHIN,SIMON!

MY SOCIAL NORM COGNITIVE TEAM

MY NAGA SAGA COGNITIVE TEAM

yuan chuan , MG and YG?

THE KIM LEES.

XU GUANG,xiao fei fei,xu xu

ASK?!?!

W25K and 1 day W25N

HAFIZ,nescafe?

SYAFIQ,i like pinching him. SECRETs.

SIMON SAYs....

IKA IKA,paramore girl

me and mi ladies

TAIPEI,my shopping heaven

ZHIMEI!playful monkey

nice girl eileen

LYNN,the big sis.

ASKKKKKK! lil ass.


"it seems that she is in ur heart,right?!"

BWAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRs!
its seem ages since i blog.
shld i change my URL..?
dun worry,i will provide u with my URL if i do.

I had my UT test today,
the few days ago,
I 'biahhh-ed' the 6P.
I was so scared. Dx
its 50% for shit sake.
D:
then today super rush.
Daphne (xiaozhu;laopo no.9),
laptop went nuts after she plugged in her batt.
Its partly our fault,
hahahas.
Cos we scare her that MG later will step the plug,
or later short-circuit.
Then her laptop sure die.
(FYI: without batteries or electric,ur lap wont work.)

ohya,what we say really came true.
When we
(jaz,eileen,lyn,daph,simon,nigel,zhimei,xuguang,hafiz,syafiq)
went for the CE talks,
AND!!
when all our laptops were still operating,there was a short circuit.
then daph's laptop ki-siao again!
LOLS.
poor girl.

As for the UT today,
I almost went nuts..
I was so kancheong-ed.
reached class at like 8:53?
i needed to set up for UT ma,
then suay suay the AUT dun wanna work.
Cos i didint DL the test.
hahas. ^^;
stupid me. lols.

when the test started alot of typing sound.
michelle type until like..walao.
like office lady.
she very steady today.
then OMG,
the UT la, soooo many 'write-ur-own-thoughts' qns.
SIANZ. ¬ ¬"

I very scared cannot finish.
btw,the 6P cannot help.
i was busy typing le,no time refer.
hehes.

daphne had to write lo.
poor girl. ]:
bo-bians.

After UT test was Mr.Aw's class.
"sturrrdent?".
COMPUTING & MATHS IS MY ENEMY.
not MATHS thou. :]
loveee maths.

he give us the program flow to play.
its super cute la.
I handled "If..Then..Else"
then the others did their part lo. :]
imsohappy,cosiminthesameteam.

the programme kinda cool,
better than all the previous week.
cos next week is UT.
(gulps)

basically,today was kinda cool.
had cup noodles for break 1.
courtesy of lynn.
WE THANK HER FOR THE DUSTBIN TOO.
i went to buy chopsticks with her..
AND ITs SOOO CHEAP,MAN!
DANG DANG DANG.
$1.25?
freak man.
DAMN CHEAP.
lols!

makan the noodles with man,syaf,hafiz,lynn,daph.
SO SHIOK MAN. :]
well,after break 1 back to work.

till break 2,we went CE talk.
talked to jazz and searched her wallet.
saw so many topshop card with her.
next time drag her to topshop to shop.
:]
her EZLINK,
hahahahahhaahs.
like OBASAN..
more like a mother looking person.
(she has a friend called eunice too!)

while having the talk,
Simon was sleeping,
the guy next to him was in lala land too.
xD

then lynn..
she..
HAHAHA.
very cute la.
she said "SERVICE!",
then recieved a pen.
hhahahaahs. xD
rofls.

after that went to W4 foodcourt,
simon say he could smell the food when we're in the lift.
jazz says he eat kiddie 'chai pung'.
lol,sausages and stuff.
kakakaks!
I went to buy sandwich with Lynn.
got yoghurt too.
the yoghurt tasted weird. :/
And i tell u,
the sandwich is NOT small.
its HUGE,man..
like 1 full lunch.
lol.
diditn eat the bread or the chips.
just finished the fish.
:]

after that,slack a while.
present as usual.
today did fairly well.
:]
can explain.
hahahas!

then after RJ was released,
I slack again.
then they say science grade release.
SIAN.
i see alr,also sad.

THANK GOD,
GOT LYNN,DAPHNE,JAZREEL and friends.
they sayang me.
cos i was devastated.
D:
dun need say,u guys should know why.

i guess im gna start a,
KILL PAUL CAMPAIGN..
Im the HEAD.
come join me.
searching for recruitments. :]

anyway,this is all la.
i post picture let u gusy see me class.
:]
LOVEEEDDD.

DUN SAY I NEVER REPLY TAG!
AMANDA& MINGYAN:
U IDIOTS,
stop using my tagboard.
(smacks yellowcard towards both.)
AGAIN,and I will BAN u guys..

AMANDA:u asshole,
remember.
GET A TAGBOARD.
i hate yoona,by the way.
lols. :]
LOVES sunny now.

Labels: and here i fall

words spilled @ 5/06/2008 10:54:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»i will kiss ur teardrops.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

"its not painful when ur alone,but when ur with another.it hurts.."

im so sad.
WHY WHY WHY WHY?

i wna hug u and make ur face pretty again

I wished u were not that strong,
cos i want to protect u.
I want to be there for u.
I know..
there is never any feast that do not end.


hey,
just let down ur guard and come to me.

once as sisters,always sisters we shall be

anyway,
lets get over the sad things.

WELL,
went to the running track yesterday.
and my butt,thighs,hands are aching.
havent been running. ^^"
haha.
anyway,
my school's sports complex is real pretty.
the swimming pool looks good,
the gym rocks.
there's some really good weight lifter in the area.
lol.
and well,cool sports complex.
:D

went to the gym at first.
actually we were supposedly to run in the gym.
But went at a wrong time,
too many people.
went with Jazzreel,Daphne.
hello?!
these 2 sweethearts are SO adorable.
i tahnk them for encouraging me.
its really;
ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE

not like some other people;
(gives fcuked up face)
:PP

I LOVE MY CLASS
hehes.

after running in the track,went to do sit up and stuff.
my back hurts. :X
well,im getting better..
i AM. :D
chatted with them.
then went to bathe in the toilet.
the water is COLD man.
lol.

after that,walked to
the interchange with daphne.
Jazz went alone.
to meet her friend. :D

well,went home to rest.
WAS DEAD TIRED.
lols.

well,as for today.
IM PUNK'D.
stupid badminton trial out.
STUPPID.
cheat my feelings.
i brought such a heavy bag!!

ohya,
say the funny thing today.
i was in the same team as MICHELLE.
man,she's good la.
her presentation skills.
DANG.
must learn from her le.

well,WE WERE SOOO funny la.
its like 17 of us.
out of 24,went to.
No..
we tried to go to the CE talk tgt.
LOL.
as in like the place alr freaking full le.
then all of us try to like go in.
Mingfeng,Prakash(imaya),Joshua was playign with the mike
in the opposite lecture room.
LOL.
funny la.
HAHAHHS.

then well,cos the CE talk so many people.
then we wanted to have lunch tgt.
but well,
nigel suggested going to the
'House Of Lobsters' in our sports complex.
then we went to have lunch there.
We were SOOOOO noisy la.
lols.
FYI:
the malay and china classmates went to
class or some went back.
Some went dapao food.
kekes.

well,had our lunch there.
actually,we wanted to cheers one.
with our drinks.
saying "CEDRRRRRIICCC" instead of the usual
"YAMMM SENNNNG".
haha,but decided to do it during our class BBQ
at xuguang's RP hostel.
HAHAH.
cos too much publicity is nt very good.
xD

ohya,then took pictures during lunch.
haha.
FUNNY la.
migosh.

OHYA,
those who wna see photos related to W25K,
please go SIMON's blog
haha,he is in my link.
:D

but well,i got post our w25k photos.
:D
I LOVE THEM
ONE REPUBLIC POLY.WE SHALL BE.
(lame)
kekes.

well,we had our class photo done by..
Sarah's friends.
Teddy and mummy?
I presume its right??
THANKS AH!

Anyway,
thats all for today.
OHYA.

sad sad sad.
CEDRIC leaving for reservice.
SHEESH,
we just begin liking him.
sighs.
FACCI,COME BACK SOON!
:D

Labels: we are W25K

words spilled @ 4/22/2008 10:28:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»OH-MONA!

Monday, April 21, 2008

"BEAUTIFUL GIRL.."

im so tired;YAWNS.
currently having my break.
SO little time,SO many people.

i've seen enough people today.
my head aches.
ohmymymy,
but im terribly eunthusiastic to go to the gym.
OIE,wake up BODY.
lets DANCE,and go LOW LOW LOW..
lols.

my gosh,
SNAKES and LADDERS?!
what language is that?
but i remember playing that when i was younger.
LOL.

ohya,ALWEE.
I found ur TWIN.
lols,its a friend/seior of some classmates of mine.
its SO alwee.
lol,except their into COSPLAY and stuff.
xD

W25K,I LOVE YOU GUYS.

well,
these people are sooooo enthu.
OMIGOSH.
:DD

well,shall intro my classmates next time.
i shall take some examples from my classmate's blog;
CRAYON SIMON

my class consist of 25,no.
I meant 24.
Mr. Eric is so M.I.A-ing in our class.

my monday group contains:
Jazreel (the PRESTIGE one)
Ika (IKAN BILIS!)
Xu Guang (Charles the Boy)
Ming Feng (the happy become EMO boy)

my tuesday group contains:
1st Week
BingJie (LuLu the girl;BISCUIT)javascript:void(0)
Save Now
Zenghua (JOSHUA the IT guy. :D)
Yuan Chuan (the same.)

2nd Week
Yuan Chuan (MG the EMO)
MingFeng (again. :D)
Eileen (the NICE person,she gives MENTOS)
XuGuang (again. :D)

On wednesday is PAUL.
jazreel's LOVE.
NIGEL (baby giant)
Lynn (BIG SISTER)
Yuan Chuan (MG,lols)

On Thursday its MAS.
lol,mas selamat.
(kekes)
aiyo,shall not talk bout her.
SHE BORE ME TO DEATH.
DAPHNE (piggy lover girl)
ASYRANI (ling nian zhong AKA ASK ME,ALL RIGHT)
Yuan Chuan (AGAIN. xD)
Joshua aka Zheng Hua

On Friday,
its LKK..
well,nice guy..
:D
but a lil lor sor. :D
haha.
well,
BISCUIT.
MINGFENG.
SYAFIQ (secretish guy)
and the MIA,
Henry.

(KIMs GIRLs : familiar with henry the violinist? kekeks.)
I bet Henry the Violinst went for surgery la,
he become so handsome. kekes.

BORING NOW,MAN.
anw,i miss u!..
SERIOUSLY,I DO.

ohyya,speaking bout LOVE.
secret boy must be upset.
D:
NEVERMIND.
CHEERUP.


"Nothing ever seem so flawless,
till you appeared.
You made the whole world beautiful.
Yet,suddenly..
The world,seemed so cold.
So artificial.
Wait..
Just hold my hands and assure me.
I need you here now,my love.
Please dont stray from me.
Let me keep you in track.."

ohyesyes.
I remebered..
the 18th.
GRACE BDAY.

MYMYMY,
i LOVE GRACE's FRIENDS.
JOYCE(THE SILLY PRINCESS),
YAN RU(THE ACT CUTE ONE),
PEIRONG(MY BASKETBALL GIRL),
SHIRLYN? (THE LONG HAOR PRETTY ONE),
JOYCE (SITTING BESIDE ME ONE.)

hahah,
PEIRONG,XIAO PRINCESS,
I LOVE YOU GIRLS.
haha
well,wna see these pretty princess?
go SAM's BLOG.
:D
TYTYTY.
cos i very lazy update,
and i lost the bluetooth software.
D:

PEIRONG,i miss u.
D:

grace ah,
take care and be happy..
:D
LAOPO WO AI NI!

Labels: saranghae?

words spilled @ 4/21/2008 12:19:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»EMOTIONS running wild like Horses.

Friday, April 18, 2008

"what am I doing here?"

It feels so stuffy in my chest,feel like something is stuck there.
Cant breathe,cant talk,cant express my emotions out.
I feel suprisingly sad today. ):
Even thou its my darling's bday.
Sorry grace dear!

Well,should talk about what happened 2 days ago.
When i was having Sciene lessons.
I was really out of place that day.
didnt know what got into me..
I was nervous,sad,a little disorientated..
Stressed up and really,upset..

It seems like I am out of place,
like this very sharp sharp shard of glass within these diamonds.

What the hell happened to the BO-CHAP person in me?..
The 'whatever,like i care' personality..
I WANT THAT BACK.
I WANT THAT BACK!! (screams)

Man,seriously..
I am going a little mad.
im sooo depressed now.

Well,thank goodness.
Paul ( my fassi) was really caring.
He saw my cocked up face.
He asked me not to be stressed.
A tear dropped la,cos im touched that there are people who actually CARE.
Not say that my teammates dont care or what.
they do thou.
Especially,the big sister in our class.
LYN! :D
(she asked me not to be stressed when i fcuked up for the PPT.)

SHIT,i feel all shitty la.
Cos i felt that i didnt put effort.
im always feeling sooooo lazy and restless.
blame it on me,man..

Well,thats all for Wednesday (16.04.08).

For thursday,
my DARLING facilitator never come.
the one who gave me the 2nd A,
DIDNT COME..
dang,wanted to tell her that i saw her with
my first day orientation fassi.
W25A. D:
I miss Jin Jing.. D:

sheesh,she didnt come.
Instead Mas the Fassi came..
well,there was a bit of problem.
lol,SIMON the crayon boy..
Well...
He went out of class then came back in.

(Its not the normal go out and come back in..)
Thank god thou..
It was so scary when he went out la.
LOL,he and prakash.
xD
Like couple like that..
kekeks

Ohya,yesterday.
The 17th of April 08.
I had a BIG fall.
my butt got blue back liao.
kekes,
but well.
no big harm..
Since it was an accident,shall not go too deep..
MingFeng,never mind alr la.
Since u were like soooo EMO yesterday. D:
CHEER UP ehs..

ohyya,
i was in a very very funny team.
Consist of Mr.Lim;the ARSE,ASS.
Daphne,the piggy girl.
Joshua;the IT boy.
The EMO boy;MG;Yuan Chuan.

QUOTE:
ASK said that Boys Not Bad,Girls wont like..
LOL.

Ohya,took some pictures with my teammate.
ASS always say "All Riiiiight!"..
then Simon will say that too.
kekes.

my butt hurts. :X

Well,as for today.
I AM SO MOODY!
omigosh,restless MAN..
RESTLESS.
sheesh.

allright,take care.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D

Labels: i want a shoulder to cry on.

words spilled @ 4/18/2008 12:14:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»im so UPSET!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

NUMBER 13 always.

im sooooo UNHAPPY today.
got scolded,commented by him.
a little bit heartbreak.

sighs,tatas.
i felt so helples just now.
i couldnt help my team,so i feel so weak and helpless.
:
(sobs)

we went silent for so long.
dang,MG must have felt sucky too.
my team.. SORRY.
i feel so sucky.

i feel like slapping myself for being nervous and forgetful.
I SO SHOULD MAKE MYSELF RESEARCH MORE,

FREAK ME.

i love team 3. xD
but i feel so apologetic towards them.

EDIT
i hate it when u give her attention.
YOU SUCK.
i hate it it it it.
I hate you you you you you.
stop messing with my heart ...
shucks shucks shucks.
I NEED ATTENTION HERE!
HERE.
(bleeding heart)

Labels: SUCKY

words spilled @ 4/15/2008 03:40:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»SCHOOL IN.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

"tissues anyone?"

AHHHCHOOOOO!~
i belive the flu bug has been going around.
Not through the air,but through food.
Well,i have been hit with the gastric and stomach flu..
And it is BAD.
pronounced as baaaaaaad.

Well,the previous night;which was on Thursday the 10th.
Went to thomson road,had dinner with Gene,Mum & Dad after his bass lessons.
Ate my dinner the usual but much more of a rushed way.

Went home,bathed. Jokeed and slept.
Tossed around like a shrimp getting cooked in bed almost the whole night.
Woke up around 0430,had runs.
I do not mean physical running.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up at around 0545,threw up everything that i ate last night.
Mum,Dad woke up;gave me medicine.
Went back to sleep.

Woke up once again at 0745,threw up my med AGAIN.
Called mum.
Went back to sleep again.
Smsed Sam,Jazz,MG,Ika.
Msged MG couple of time before sleeping again.

At 0900,Dad took a leave and brought me to Doc.
Surprisinglly,dad was feeling cold.. :)
I thank him for taking his time off ti bring me out.
:D
Doc said i had gastric flu,prescribed me some med.
Went home and took the med.
Slept for a while before...
throwing up everything i took.
x-X
and MAN, i would tell you.
I was feeling weak and wobbly all over.
i couldnt think.
All i could do was groan and puke. D:


i was feeling all weak and stuff,lol.
and well,i didnt dare leave the toilet.
Oh ya,i slept in the toilet for like 30 mins,
befoore dad shook me up and brought me into my room.

Slept like 2hrs which was at 12plus.
Mum called,went to pick up the phone.
And i could tell you.
My vision went black,i couldnt hear,couldnt feel my legs.
It was terrible la.... D:

Anyway,had porridge for breakfast or you could say my lunch.
Then after all this crapp.
Slept and then went out..

The whole day was like crappy la..
But well,im feeling way better now lo.. :D

like what my aunt said,
"One day u sick,ur like a jelly, another day when ur fit..You become like nothing happen."

Well,its translated from teochew. LOLs.
:D
pardon my teochew. im trying to improve it..

Anyway,Republic isnt as bad as what i thought to be..
And YOU,stop messing with my thoughts.
Seriously,im beginning to wonder why am i friends with you.. :/
And maybe,
i will use this chance to prve that polytechnic friends can be equivalent as secondary friends. :Djavascript:void(0)
Publish Post
hope so.. :D

Labels: PAIN IN THE BUTT.

words spilled @ 4/12/2008 01:08:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»Counting ur blessings.

Monday, March 31, 2008

"Nothing is as flawless as your skin under the moonlight"
*Howls..
Woooooooooooooooooo~

Haha,got nagged to update my blog.
There's something worth mentioning;
and they are (in points)
I LOVE MY FRIENDS..
I LOVE MY FAMILY
I LOVE to see her off
I LOVE my RELIGION

haha,i know it may sound absurb but to LOVE this stuff;
im just as pleased to do that. :)
TIME 1:35pm;waiting for dear SAMANTHA to come my house.
Anyway,im really happy.
Cos on friday which was the 29th,saw kinda lot of JC people.
(Our '07 batch.) :D
Saw lots of old classmate.
Lots of them change lo..

Anyway,watched late night movie with my family..
Watched it at 11:55pm and it ended at 2plus in the morning.
Watched 10,000BC.
:D

Anyway,sam is here..
FINALLY. :D
ok la,signing off.
byebye.

Labels: do not forget to count ur naggings too.

words spilled @ 3/31/2008 01:29:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»people never stop lying ang hiding..

Sunday, March 16, 2008

"If lying ever made u feel good,carry on. Cos i dont care"

Tell me the truth if u want to,cos the cat and mouse chase for me is too great for me to handle.
I had enough of seeing ur partner in crime sneering for what she did,as if she did something honorable..
I've experience enough with you that the bond for me is too unbearable.
To protect to guard to linger with.
If ever u wanted to tell me the truth,i will smile and take it with me..
But i don't ever expect to know what your partner has for me..
Cos i never wna know,its too much for me to handle.

All i can do now is wish u the best,and maybe one day or so..
I wanna confirm my doubts to see whether are we friends or not.
Incompatible stuff are one day to be separated.

And that shit face,i do not know where did i offend u..
Neither would i care,cos u deserve all the offenses i gave to u..
Cos i never ever wanted to be part of ur gang..
Dont try to be nice to me..
Cos i know whats under that pretty sweet face of urs.

Labels: ur evil is ugly

words spilled @ 3/16/2008 11:32:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»Constricting pain.

"Like being bitten by a cobra,she writhed in pain as hot tears burned her cheeks."

'Thou shall not cry when in pain' is such a term that is used by people who got hurt multiple times..
well,im not someone like that thou.
Just feeling rather down..
A new member came into my house today..
It's the DIY-ed motherboard.. D:
I dun wish to quarrel with him,
but its the SECOND TIME.
first,a big nice OWN comp for him,now?
he's using the excuse that he built th motherboard and wna hoard the comp to himself!!
ABSURD!
GRRR.
okok,
*THINK IN A POSITIVE WAY..
(breathes)

Labels: shiat biatch

words spilled @ 3/16/2008 11:06:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»whatta BITCH?

Monday, February 04, 2008

B I T C H
Be (an) Idiot To C(see) Her.

YEA.

No boyfriends for me this season.
LOL.

Labels: V^V

words spilled @ 2/04/2008 09:58:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»nothing seems so fine,is it u who light me up?

Saturday, December 29, 2007

"How can i forget?"

man,these few days had been great!
i have my cousin with me,lots of love and stuff..

First,freda came over and camped a few days..
well,i cant say that from the 25th to the 29th has been peaceful.
But well,there were crashing waves and exchanging of different opinions.
yet,all is well..

im beginning to miss her.. D:
just sent her down cos my aunt came to fetch her.
wahhhh,i miss her!! D":

hmmm,i guess i shall post a few or one picture,
to allow myself to remember her till our next stay over.. :)
I LOVE FREDA!!


CAPTION!!!
First picture;
the first night she came over,
we were watching Coffee Prince on DVD..
So i took a picture.. :D
My hair is in a mess.. ^^"

Second Picture
On bus 82,heading to compass point to get our stuff..
:)

Third picture
She help me to tie my hair..
haha,
then headed to hougang..

Fourth picture
We were at compass..
outside the arcade..
had Swensen for dinner that day...

Labels: it feels like winter yet it's so warm

words spilled @ 12/29/2007 12:08:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»

Friday, December 28, 2007

"what am i seeking in them?"

i guess i dont see the point of hangung out tgt.
when our views dont match.

no point of having a friend like that.

Labels: forget it.

words spilled @ 12/28/2007 03:10:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»Merry Xmas & A Happy New Year!!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

"The rain seems cold..I wonder why?"

im back,people..
:)
back from taiwan..
Man,the taiwan trip was rather,
fascinating..

i've met some really good friends..
some those which allows me to see who are
the real or the fake..
Some,showed me kindness that...
i would not get from some people around me.
and there are those who seemed so cold,
showed me what truth between friends is..
Thank you all those people who accompanied me throughout the whole trip..!
Credits to Jermaine,Hui Jun&her sister,Jiqiang&his sister(couldn't remember her name.. ^^")

Well,i cant explain everything in one whole shot but i'll break it down..
Bits by bit..

AND!!
I'VE GOTT A JOB THAT I LOVEEEEEEEEE!!

Well,i shall start from my holidays..


Taiwan Trip Chapter.1 "Taking Off"
12th of Dec '07
Woke up after my war in the MCR concert the previous night..
I was feeling sore all over and stuff..
watched TV and ate my cold lunch..
I did not had a great appetite since the few days before..
So i took a bite out of the wanton noodle,
and left it there while watching tv.

Then my parents came home aft leaving d car to my uncle care.
Doubled check my luggage and changed my clothes..
The usual pink striped pullover and my tinkerbell tee.
We went down to the round about and waited for a cab but no avail,
my mother called a cab down..

Reached the airport and smsed my friends that i was leaving..
Some called to wish me Bon Voyage while some others left my msg alone(?)
Looked for our tour group but ended in a heated quarrel.. :/
Met our tour leader;Jermaine in a short while..

And well,her name was some how related to a name that most of my blog reader know..
and i chuckled once in a while bout it.. haha.
But Jermaine is someone that i really,really look up to..
She's like an elder sister to me and my brother...
(And,yes..I've always yearned for a person like that..!!)

She passed us our tickets and explained the details to us,
i looked around and saw unfamiliar faces where i would explain it in;
Taiwan Trip Chapter.2 "Non-sociable"
After checking in our luggages,we decided to have a small meal in the airport's cafeteria.
well,the noodles weren't as nice as they were when we patronized the stall when we were younger..
And,i was still feeling full,i decided to stuff myself with dessert..
Before heading back to the check in,i bought some candies to much on when we were flying..

My dad decided to head inside the waiting area cos we left fifteen minutes before the gates open to allow us to board..
When my dad passed me my new passport,
i totally feel so independent and mature.. :D
Browsed through my LIME mag n occasionally turning to look a our tour leader,
chatting happily away with my parents..
(pls,i aint no lesbian..!)

Then it was time to board the plane and i've found out something soooo COOL!
our pane was a double-decked one!!
heheh!!
it was awesome..
even if i didnt had the chance to go a level higher,but im still so happy..!!
Browsed through those mag available in the plane and saw SJ's 2nd album song..
Missin' U? or some other songs..
cant really recall,BUT! it was SJ in top 10!! hahah.
Last year to Korea was SJ's single;U..
Now 2nd album..
Baby,they are as rapid as a fire..!!!

Soon,the plane started moving and i knew my ears will pop..
so i began chewing the sweet and stuff..
The plane took off and my ears went popping.. XDD
In the plane,i did nothing much..
i slept,ate,listen to music and watched Bourne Ultimatum..(?)
Arrived Taiwan at the time around 7:45pm..
collected our long awaited luggage; (we could nt see our luggage anywhere even after 10mins of waiting.. D:)
Jermaine rounded us up and found a few missing..
well,it was a family..
And..






TO BE CONTINUED
i guess,i shall leave it to the next post..
cos im gg back to HEROES season 2..
byebye ppl..!!

Labels: taiwan baby

words spilled @ 12/25/2007 01:01:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»Rock Concert,Anyone?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

"MOSH? I guess my ans is NO"

MAN,i hate moshing.
My body aches,my head hurts,my ear drums hurts badly too.
Especially those who has the 'Q-Jumppa'..
(im one of them with my bro)

we practically moshed,cursed and screamed,
for nothing..
Actually the real concert starts at 9,
when the tickets states that it starts at 8..

In actual truth,we stood on our feet for an hour..
Screaming at the crew of MCR.
LOL.
they spent an hour tuning the guitar..
and we scream for that..
-.-""

When the real concert starts,
thats when hell rose to earth.
i ain't exaggerating..
Cos i went thru that hell,myself w/ my bro..
We got stepped,pushed and i fell..
(the falling part was scary..)
i practically sank into a pit where many shins look at me..
D:
thank god my bro pulled me up..
He protected me the whole night..
He held me when i lost my senses..
I no longer wanna mosh..
its really scary..
i thought my lungs wanted to cease from existence..
DD:

I got bitched trying to squeeze slightly forward..
While i cursed a few times which children dun wanna hear..
Grabbed some chest too..
Luckily,i had my belongings safe and my body unscathed..
haha.

When i fell (with many),Gerrald the lead,
asked for the lights to be turned on..
He was being sweet even when he cursed..
He said that when someone falls,others have to pull them up..
Well,that was aft i fell..
I saw the true human soul in what people deemed as the un-sainted..

Well,i had my fill of screaming,singing,pushing,jumping..
I LOVED it,even it felt way terrible..

Cos i met new friends.. :D
and many helpful people..
when i lost my senses,loads of people helped..
The meaning of loss of senses meant that my body went wobbly.
i couldnt stand straight..
i was sweating like no one business..
And i kinda knocked out,a couple of seconds..
Ohman,that was hell..

I've gotta apologise to my brother thou..
He missed a song or 2 because i was wobbly and stuff..
SORRY,EUGENE!! ^^"
Met my brother friends..
A very good looking guy..
HEHE.
but my bro's age..
Not exactly as tall as what i expected,
but he was helpful..
(plus,he's attached)
I really wanna thank him..
DD:
Cos he so-called accompanied me..
But im really honoured!!
Then we talked,
exchanging names and stuff..
(no exchange of no.)
Met a girl called Natasha..
She was really sweet..
Well,everyone are such good people..
Except for some..
UGLY BITCH. D:
u call me butch?
Fine,SLUT.. :DD
*i have it strikeout to prevent an uproar..

Hmmm,loads of people helped me when i wanted to get out from that area..
A few ang mohs and some malay guys and gals plus my bro and his friends..
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

MCR performed quite a few songs..
Helena,I Dont Love You,Cancer,Sharpest Lives,House Of Wolves,TEENAGERS,Mama!!
and etc..
these are what i loved in the concert..
hahah.. ^^"
And now,my ears are still ringing..
this is the aftermath of a ROCK concert..

Saw lots of EMO ppl today..
EMO means skinny jeans..
Its not gay! D:<
Terrible mohawk and tight skinny
or some with weird looks.. D:

GUYS ( MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ),
PLEASE,
i meant pleasse..
COME BACK TO SPORE NEXT YEAR.

I've seen quite lots of young kids..
The young meant primary age..
not secondary..
Well,there were lots of teenagers..
*yay,loved that song..
I LOVE YOU,MCR!
The drummer was not present due to broken wrist.
The bassist too.. D:
but i still love u guys..

Self reminder:
If i wanna go to a rock concert..
dont go mosh with people..
NOT worth it..

anw,THE CONCERT ROCKED!
HAHA!!

WOOHOOOOO!
i guess im gna sleep soon.
Afternoon flight to taiwan..
BYE BYE, SPORE!

"i didn't catch ur name,what is it again?"
dun make me fall for u..

Some lil dramatic story (im feeling EMO)
Chapt.1

The feeling felt bad and she bit her lips while trying to look at other stuff.
"Man,i shouldnt be doing this..He's attached,for god sake!" she shook her head vigorously with the music.

"C'mon..Stop thinking bout this.." she shook her head harder while flexing her arms.
Her arms felt like they had went thru push up punishment..
"hey,you alright?" he tapped her shoulders,while looking concerned.
"Ye..yea..Im ok.."she replied..
"Aww,he's so sweet.."she thought happily..
"So what about u? and how did u get here? Arent u inside..? Ans wheres my brother?"
she asked remembering that her brother was with him..
"Ya,im ok *shows OK sign* I was feeling uncomfortable,so i came out.. Your brother is still in there,and the crowd has stopped pushing.." he smiled while looking at the amazing band playing.
"haha,great..!"she thought happily and reassured herself that her brother was alright when her phone flashed his msg.
"Anyway,i didnt catch your name..What is it?" he asked while bending to where he could hear her answer.
"Oh! My name is ****"she spoke softly trying to make herself look more gentle..
"huh? i cant hear u..what is it again?" he asked,bending down once more..
"****,name is ****.." she spoke louder trying to make her name sound when the music was over powering her voice.
"Oh,ok..Anyway,i heard that ur going on a vacation..?" he asked while looking at the excited crowd..
"Haha,yeah.." she smiled and joined the crowd by screaming
"Hmm,must have heard it from ****,ehh?" she grinned and felt the surge of warmth in her body.
"Damn,he's attached! shiat!" she cursed inside..
"And i should not even get attracted by someone who do nt have the target i want!! He's so much younger than me.. DAMN! no fresh meat for me.. " she grit her teeth and tried remaining in the high mood she was having.
"Hey,you wanna go in??" He asked her while pointing to the crowd.
"Nope.."she shook her head thinking of her moshing experience.
"Well,on a second thought yes!!" she thought and tapped his shoulders.
"HEY,bring me along!!"she shouted.
"Let's go.." he smiled.. and pushed his way thru the crowd..
"No avail" he shrugged after trying hard to make his way thru.
"haha.." she laughed and felt weird.
"I shouldn't even look into his eyes.." she thought and shook her head as her favourite song was sang..
She jumped while showing the rock sign and screamed to her hearts content.
He looked back trying to locate her and went back jumping.
"Man,i just really hope that such a guy will come into my life again.."
she shrugg and tossed that thought aside.
He reached for his pocket in his phone and saw his princess on his wallpaper,
he grinned and tried taking pictures..
There,her heart sank..
"Yea,im being stupid..Thats all.."
her heart felt like it was stepped on..
"Well,thats life..Hmm,forget it!! :DDD"
she continued partying like no ones business..
After the concert ended,she asked him where to meet her brother and he pointed out to the door.
"Ok.."she smiled and followed him to the door..
There,he stopped his tracks and headed to his friends..
She felt that she was being an eyesore and made her way out to the exit alone..
"Sighs,time to go home.."she found her brother and both siblings walked towards the exit..

END OF STORY

(hmm,the ending isnt good..
but im really wasted now..
GOODNIGHT,people..)

Labels: reaped benefits

words spilled @ 12/12/2007 01:03:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»hehehs. PICTUREPERFECT

Sunday, December 09, 2007

My Friends

Yanzhen;
this must be familiar..
hahah!
:PP
The following pictures are followed like that..
YANZHEN AND GLADYS scary
Amanda & Angeline (from right to left)
ALYSSA AND ME!
GLADYS & ME!














thats all for today.. hehe

Labels: snappies

words spilled @ 12/09/2007 09:37:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»FRIENDS FOREVER

Presenting My New Friend

ohmy,
my intro is so passe..
*rolls eyes
But im proud of it..
haha..
by the way,thats chingmay with me..
the picture was taken on the 8th..
haha..

well,im gna thank those peep who shared thier concern
for my my rage-d post..
i was just furious..
^^"

Im ok now.. :D
THANKS! MINGYAN

anw,chingmay..
i got ur picture here.. :DD

ur so gna be a star!!
heehee.. XDD

Labels: friends are for life

words spilled @ 12/09/2007 09:20:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»BURN!!

"Nothing matters when im here with u"

HIYAYA!
i cant believe im gonna fly off soon.
BLEAHS.
im practically 'no-life' now.
Not even 'half-life'.. :/
BUMMER!~

I havent even pack my luggage yet.
SIGHS.
how?
i really hate the new guideline..

Must fret over what type of liquid to bring in my hand carry.

well,i went jamming ystd..
Practiced MCR's Cancer Drum tabs..
:D
im getting the hold of it..
well,eugene...
i guess drumming is
My Cup Of Tea...

Even thou it cannot play solo..
But i will do my best.. :D

I cant believe that im so lazy now..
im stll in my PJs.. :/
*yawns
I LOVE PARAMORE & TOKIO HOTEL'S
electric guitarist..
sucha a hottie..

Anyway,people..
do any of u watch 'Lian Ren'?
It's in cable TV..
the korean drama..
i cant watch the last ep..
Update me if u guys watched it..
sadly,i cant catch it cos im flying.
*sobs dramatically

Anway,im like wishing i had a big brother..
as in those mean kick ass guys..
I was so humiliated by one darn skinny monkey..

I ONLY STEPPED ON YOUR SLIPPERS, FOR GOD SAKE

I actually said "Sorry!!!!!!"
and that skinny ugly monkey just whined,
i cant believe it..
So thats how un educated people talk??..
Well,the girlfriend had a hot body.
Such a pity,she had to stick to a show off.
(he was trying to act macho)
total turnoff..
Sighs;
"I'll tell my daughter to be careful of ACTORS"..

IM NOT A SAINT,SO IM BEARING A GRUDGE ON U,
UGLY MONKEY

*hope his mouth piercing rots..
ROTTEN MONKEY.
make sure u fall on ur FACE whenever u open ur mouth to
humiliate people..
Or get into a serious accident..
See ya on the obituary..!
*I guess i must not go overboard,RELAX!!!

i had my fill of cursing him..
and yea,
DO NOT PULL OTHER PEOPLE INTO MY BUSINESS, **ugly monkey.
** I so want to call him Park Myung Soo cos of his slit eyes; but he's too ugly to be famous.. SUCKER!**
NEXT TIME WATCH YOUR MOUTH & WHO U SCOLD..

*sighs a breath of relief...

But im still burning inside,
never mind..
uneducated people,i shall ignore..
*PATHETIC FELLA.
(PUI!)

Oh ya, chingmay..
i bring the eyeliner then i help u or..?
im like so wanting to buy black jeans..
AHHH!!~
And my comp is not co-opearting with me of placing the picture.. D:

Sam,
thanks for ur offer..
Really appreciate it.. :D
WORK HARD!
gambatte;hwaiting!!


Hmm,i guess i dun want any more naggings..
Time to pack my luggage..!! :DD
Tatas!

"It seems,summer had gone.."

Labels: Winter is here

words spilled @ 12/09/2007 02:56:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»THANK YOU!!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

"Destiny pulls strings within friends

oh man,
i had a blast today.

The wait was worth it..
haha..
Cos i've made a new friend..
And she's my total SAVIOUR!

I present u...
CHINGMAY!!


Im sooo ecstatic to meet her..
hahah..
Well,it was great to know such a person like her.
(aww,dun blush.. cos i know ur reading it)

It was funny that we were just standing beside each other when i called her.
haha.
We went to Sommerset to get my thingy for My Chemical Romance CONCERT!!
and well,my darling helped me.
Cos i was not supposed to get those thingy due to certain reason.
haha.

And the sky was soo good to us too.
it drizzled a lil,then stopped.
And those emo peeps just came out and gave us those thingys.

im so so so sorry bout the improper way im talking now.
(im in a rush,meeting eugene.)
WE'RE GNA GO JAMMING,BABY!!~

well,i've just finished printing and i've got to go.
BYEBYE,and TATAs.

To Chingmay;im so totally sorry.
I've forgotten to like thank u glamorously.. D:
BUT i'll put the picture there. :D
i PROMISE.
and ohya,the damn blogger gt problems.
i cant resize.. L:
so ur name is still rather in a small font.

To Ammy;hmm.
i guess im gna master Wonder Girls 'Tell Me' dance moves..
im totally in love with them..
ohya,SNSD is in KBS music bank today.
:D
And how's work today?
Great?

To Sam;
How was work today,hun?
:D

To Mingyan;
AWW! Thank u!!
iM so glad that ur so willing to help me..
i so wna buy the book..! KIBUM!!

To Esther;
i soo ur F.T island ytd in SPONGE v.2..
chnl 100 its free.. :D

(why do i sound so much like a Cheerleader?)

I LOVE HEROES!

words spilled @ 12/08/2007 04:34:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»HEROES!

Thursday, December 06, 2007

"Save the studies, the save the world.. How bout that?"

im totally addicted to Hiro Nakamura
he isnt handsome.
just pure CUTENESS!!

"to save the world is a hero destiny."
haha,i huess he said that..(?)
i've just finished 3 disc..
which is chapter 12.. :)
byebye,tv-suckers! :P

well, a little spoilers for u if u wna get DVDs.
prepare to see Claire to be in different contorted positions.
i mean when she gets in accidents.
i tell u,it can get a lil disturbing.
i lost my precious sleep.even if i was meant to have them..
(i didnt get to sleep,cos i so called ton the night in the chalet with a sick body.)

well,now are some spoilers and my lil comments.
Before i say bout how are my pathetic days are spent.
(ohya,self reminder... PACK MY LUGGAGE! QUICK!)

*Claire has regeneration powers.
she heals when she gets hurt.
when she falls off the building,
her ribs poke out from her chest..
she just pushes it in and VOILA.
the blood goes back leaving stained skin and clothes.
(those gore moments are cut from TV.
cos the real ver is NC16.)
it can get terrible. SERIOUS!
*im like rather shaken by what she can do.

*Hiro Nakamura has powers to stop time and control it.
he focus real hard..
he squeezes his face tightly and just think.
and tadaaa!
he's in a space where things freeze or get slow mo when he starts losing his powers.
it really funny,i tell u..
he's currently (ep 11) trying to get a samurai sword to regain his powers.
*HE's SO ADORABLE! :D
i love him,u know.. he's so sweet and stuff.
and his partner addicted to *Nikki stripping vids;Ando.
haha,he's always complaining,hehe and he speaks english.

*Nikki has a split personality.
She can see her ownself as in her 2nd personality.
well,i better not spoil the show by not explaining who is this 2nd person.
haha.
well,she has a genius kid;*Micah who has powers too.
she had the kid with another person; *D.L who also has powers.

(PAUSE)

i will explain this theory.
my personal theory of where i stopped till.. :)
pardon me.

1.
a person who has powers (F/M)
+
a person who do have powers (M/F)
= the kid CONFIRM have powers. :D

2.
Or the person skill is just godsend.
that bolded word is part of the HEROES story.
that was a spoiler. haha . OOPS!

(CONTINUES)

*D.L has powers that allow his to pass walls.
(COOL!) :D
He's a poor guy..
cos he gets framed by his wife (Nikki) 2nd personality.
and well,he looks like a good but impatient and easily annoyed man.
lol!
he's sorta a criminal..
he's the father of *Micah..

*Micah is a lil boy genius whose powers can manipulate the electronical stuff.
ATMs,TV,Phones and stuff.
he's the kid of D.L and Nikki.
He's a geniyus who gets thrown out of school cos he's too smart.
That he has to be enrolled into a private school.
*wow,he's a headache that parents are proud of. :D

*Peter Petrilli; brother of *Nathan Petrilli.
Peter has powers that so called copy cat powers.
E.g He goes near *Claire; (which he will do in the show)
and when he falls from a high place..
he dont die..
he regenerate like how Claire does..
haha. :D
cool ehh?
but he remembers the skill when he remembers the person.
*this is only a guess from what i watched till.
hehe! ^^"
He's the love rival with *Isaac the future painter..
and he said this when trying to save Claire in homecoming. (Oops)
*read my first sentence*
"Save the cheerleader,Save the World"
*He's kinda handsome.

*Nathan Petrilli.
this guy can FLY!.. :D
he's like a bird..
nothing special bout him..
he always denies these powers he have.
saying that he brother (Peter) is a lunatic..
*He just looks like a meanie but yet a caring brother.
*Hiro sees him and call him Fly Man. LOL!

*Isaac Mendez has powers to paint the future.
his pupils turn somehow misty.
then vavoom,he paints the future.
Love this woman called Simone (pronounce as si-mond not as how u pronounce Simon Cowell)
who engages rivalry with *Peter petrilli.
*Ohya,*Hiro calls him adorably..
"Mr Isaac!" with a very cute jap tone..
(Its suppose to be pronounced I-zaag,and Hiro makes it sound like I-saak!)

*Mohinder Suresh an indian who follows up the research his father left behind.
His powers is not really shown out yet..
i guess only in season 2 when the virus attacks.
but ohwell,his blood can save those ppl who has virus in them.
*A cool guy thou.. :D

*Matt Parkman a police officer.
He has powers which allows him to hear what we're thinking..
He reads mind,haha.
lol,in Wiki..
It says in Season 2 he controls people action!
COOL!
He helping another F.B.I agent to crack *Sylar's case.

*Sylar is a psycho killer..
And he saw people skulls open.
the image will make u barf..
and examines brain and acquire powers thru looking at them!

*The last is Noah Bennet who adopted Claire Bennet..
we'll see claire's real parents.
REAL SHOCK TO ME,YO!
He's seems to be someone evil..
But he's a nice person..
who just uses *'The Haitian' to make people forget things.

*The Haitian man has powers to make people forget what happens.
a quiet man..
and he interrupts Matt with his listening of thoughts..

Throughout the drama;Heroes..
we will see lots of different ppl with powers. :D
thier just lil roles in HEROES.
Catch HEROES! :D

- T H E E N D -

thats all i have for those waiting for spoilers.
search for HEROES in Wiki.
it helps too.
it explains season 2 people.
not much,but good. :DD

Hmm,time for reality.
Alwee called me this morning,
to asl me wheter to head to jubilee.
was too tired.. :/

SORRY!
which i thought was too early..
actually it was already 2pm.
haha,i lack sleep..
Mingyan too.
but well,was too tired to call back..

Woke up,had no life..
went to bathe..
then watched heroes and TV.
lol.
NO LIFE MAN!
im like BLEAH.
well,heading out with sam and grace tml.
haha.

no life me.

hmm,catch a new show..
k-poppers.
Likeable Or Not.

The girl starring in "My Wife is 18years Old."
i like her! :DD
well,theres another guy that resembles shiwon in my heart.
Not goodlooking but just makes my heart melt.

ok,i guess i think im gna watch why why love.
BYEBYE!

ohyes,thank u alwee.
and sorry mingyan.
mind smsing me of what u were calling me bout?
thanks! :)

Labels: HIRO ur my HERO

words spilled @ 12/06/2007 02:07:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»nothing compares to,,

Sunday, December 02, 2007

"i heard whisper from the wind..it was about the TRUE u."

jeez, i shld be sleeping..

well i am a sort of person who makes full use of the comp when she can.
cos my comp is a slow one..
indeed,
my comp has speed that allows snail to avoid getting slammed for being slow.

i've finished doing what im supposed to do.
now im gna make my own nokia phone theme.
my phone is so old school.
so not updated.

to update my peeps,
im heading to the chalet on the 3rd of dec.
:D
hehe.
so wont be blogging on that day.

i've seen my recent post,
its rather short.
hmm, absent minded. HAHA.

well,thanks SAM
u sent a very good link.
well, me and bro loved it.
haha.

well, guess im gg back to my theme making.
hmm,fort minor in my itunes now.
"i guess this is where we had come to.."

and sorry for not tagging.
havent been a habit of recent..
and the stereos part.
im rather lazy coming to waste my time staring
at my lagging screen..
so i guess i'll use my bro comp someday to correct it.
CIAO! :D

P.S since i was a kid..
i always thought that DECEMBER is when snows come.
its not the case.
snow comes on november.
i guess.. :/
hehe. i love snow.
too cold i shiver,too hot i sweat.
i hope taiwan would be cooling.
:S
i shld have wished that korea was raining (snow!)
when i went there. SIGHS!
blah..

Labels: DECEMBER is SNOW.

words spilled @ 12/02/2007 01:11:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»KABIISH! YEAR 2007

Friday, November 30, 2007

"seek the true me,can't ya?"

wow,time really DO flies.
haha,man..
this is 'woahh' for me..
One minute,its only been 3 days after our last O's paper.
The other,man..
it's already the end of November..
bummer. :/

well,since today i cant go out with zhenling..
which i guess she is VERY disappointed with me..
" MISSA is very sorry. D:
Quote: the original is from Jar Jar Binks (Star Wars)
"Missa Jar Jar Binks"
(His picture is below in the link in Wiki.)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Jjportrait.jpg
(is this hot linking,i wonder?)

well some snapshots of me in the year 2007.
(I AINT TWIT! for goodness sake!)
i am speaking proper english!?..

For some reason i cant find the video of gladys & yanzhen.
they are supposedly belonging in the cast of The Ring.
:X
hehe.
in Kovan's Mac. :D

In the process of finding.*
DAMN!
my photos are all gone.. those taken during grad day! D:
*cries.
STUPID PHONE.
*upset... :'(
im really so freakin upset.. :/
bloody phone.
always cock up when i need it most..
f*ck up..

sighs*
well,whats gone is gone la..
bo bian.. *sighs pathetically.

*gives constipated expression.
im still upset.
P.S those who have the grad photos,
PLEASE!
send it to me via MSN or my emaal.
thank u.. D:
im so upset.
my email :
snow_puppy_gur@hotmail.com

well,i found the video of gladys and yanzhen.
but i guess im not uploading it.
*no mood. D:

anyway,gotta credit
Mingyan
& SAM!
Mingyan try to help me find lobang for the SJ diary for 2008.
while SAM! sends me the desktop that i was longing for.

and i have to
apologise
to zhenling & SAM! & ESTHERbunny
for zhenling is i cannot turn up to find u & chitchat even we had promise to do so.
for SAM! & ESTHERbunny is that i didnt go back to my MSN cos i was stucked on the couch.
while watching TERMINATOR 2. ^^"
*arnold's hot.
lol.. ^O^

im still feeling sore over the loss of my pic.
ohya,CHARMAINE!!
(i know she will get hold of my link once im linked by SAM!)
can send me the copy of that picture agn. :/
im seriously VERY upset over the loss of it.
(afterall she is MI classmate.. :/)

BUMMER!
i hate the phone and the computer.
DARN it.
and another think im bummed abt.
the concert in TAIWAN is postponed till next year.
5thJan'08.
KABIISH.. (punched i the face.)
sighs,really upset..
MAN.. D:

ohyes,catch EPB on YOUTUBE,
SJ fans,do catch it! :D
its GOOD,i must say.
go to GOMDORII (youtube user).
im still waiting for the upload of SUBBED EPB ep 3.
:D

funny funny.

ohman,i've something to announce too.
KIBUM IS GETTING HOTTER.
his hair is making me swirl over him.
1) his debute hair was TERRIBLE.
2) his dancing out hair is WORSE.
3) his U hair was bad too. thats why i got sungminnie's hair. :P
4) his haengbok hair made me cry for him.
5) his SuperJunior 2nd album, "Don't Don",
made me feel that i've chosen the hottest hunk in Super Junior.
and yes,amanda..
i know his ears are huge..
but he's too HAWT. :D
Sungminnie is adorable but he's SEXAYE. :D
Donghaesshii is beginning to have skinship with teuk and hyuk.
Hankyung is mr PANDA to me. hes cute :D
Hyukjaesshii is my sexaye dancing monkey (he's perverted too. :P)
he's so adorable in YSMM!~
Shindongsshii is funny,man he's hilarious. (refer to E.P.B & u'll know why)
Teukkie is rather caring (?) in E.P.B with my hubs. he held him when my chaegul* was dizzy.
Kyunhyun sshi is well weird ion the blond style.
BUT he's adoreable thou.. in some ways or so..
(refer to Star King "Charice the phillipine girl with good vocals")
Siwonsshii is a gentleman who uses handsigns (ROFL,refer to E.P.B)
the MC and SJ made fun of him. HAHA!
Yesunggiie has small hands :DD
his hands ARE REALLY VERY SMALL!
big shoulder muscles,small hands! XD
(refer to E.P.B)
Heechulsshii .. i focus on him when hes cute. not when he is sacarstic. :P
he seems to be a mean person thou. (im scared of him,but NO OFFENSE,ppl!)
i wouldnt want to make the headlines. ^^"
Lastly, my dream lover;Kanginsshii (no no no, i do nt favour him better than kibum!)
i liked his style before the Don't Don style.
and why i call him my dream lover is because...
*silence..
He .... umm appeared in my dreams as my husband!
he looked better in my dream,REALLY!
he dated me and married me.. ! lol..
i just wished the dream was longer as i was alr late for school.
*my mum shooked me out of my dreams! :/
Well,i was nt the only one.
SAM! and Antennae Amanda too!
SAM! two-timed,not exactly..
she was lucky lo!
she married Donghae sshi and then married Siwon sshii.
while Amanda was married to Sungminsshii. ^O^

lol,i was suppose to talk abt SJ but i offed-topic.
lol. :D

well,since my med is kicking in..
i shall say..
BYE BYE!

Labels: i just hope that it will b ok

words spilled @ 11/30/2007 02:49:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»i miss my blog

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

well,im here to update that im heading to taiwan on the 12th
IT'S CONFIRMED. :D

BYEBYE.

im feeling sick..
ling,i dunno i can come meet u or nt.. :/

Labels: AHHH

words spilled @ 11/28/2007 10:41:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»MONSTER KILL!

"he said lies are never meant to be told.."

hello people,im baack! :D
great to see my front of Blogger.
yeahh,baby!

Apart from my random title,
i must say i am seriosuly ill..(for the moment)
im sneezing,wheezing,huffing and coughing.
And it totally sucks.
and for ur info: i've used up a box of tissues and filled my bin with them! D:

ok then,enough of whining.
First things first..

I AM FREE FROM EXAMS! & im jobless. D:

it has been long since my O's and i know..
its my fault for nt updating my blog.
even dear yan is nagging. XD

well,here i am while coughing my lungs out,
im giving my best to blog.
Even thou my brain seems empty at this moment.
(sickly me)

and abt the big SCANDAL..
theres no need to worry..
we're totally fine.
we just need T I M E. :)
got it? :)
thanks for the concern in any ways..

regarding the 'most juiced' gossip BGR.
i guess i will help.
but not to the extent where people blabber it out.
(i know,i have a part in this. but no more blabbling! got it?!)

i guess the lady aint calling.
SHE'S SO MEAN, to say that it's MOST LIKELY confirmed.
why did u have to lie to 3 lil girls?!!
EHH?! *furious
I've got punked before too.
Dragging my friends alone with me.
made me waste my time.
BIG FAT LIAR!!! D:

well,went to Four Seasons Hotel for interview.
pls pls..
give me the job,please? ^^"

im in need of cash.PRONTO

just give me part times.
a few days would be enough.
just before i head to taiwan...
P L E A S E!
(i just hope my body can revive itself.. :/)
helphelphelp!

*wheezes*

i really hate/detest getting sick...

Labels: fluenza got me again

words spilled @ 11/28/2007 06:18:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

Name: Eunice
Known: Strawberry, E, Nice
Age: Uh, I got my keys. Geddit?
Adores:Everything beautiful. Be it peope, pictures, food.
Current Fave quote: "Pay me $50 first"
Oh crap. Please replace those with your own profile