ยปKACHINGZ
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
"his old jacket, her old heart."
I am getting emo; again.
I am shaking this feeling off now.
So, I shall start doing something i love and do best at.
Write.
-Beating hearts, broken.-
Her eyes glanced at the boy to her right.
She was new here, the awkward turtle stage creeped into her.
No, she was alright.
She knew some people here, wait..
There's a few friendly face.
She told herself to breathe, she did.
Inhale she goes, and exhale she went.
Her heart suddenly broke into a sprint as someone barged through the door.
What a fright did that person gave her.
But wow, what a person.
She looked at that new boy who hurriedly took a seat,
another new awkward turtle.
But didnt she expect.
he was her awkward turtle.
------
They peered into each other eyes; his breath stroking her lips.
She was so sure, this was a dream.
It didnt feel real, but it doesnt matter now.
He was there.
His eyes curved into inverse moon, and planted a kiss at her forehead.
He murmured his heart was beating for another reason.
It was her.
She wasn't unaware, she knew he loved her.
She wasn't sure before, but now..
She was, and she heard his steady heart beating to each breath.
Her heart trembled and the butterflies came alive again.
Her stomach fluttered.
She didnt remember this to happen.
They said this was chemistry, wasn't it?
No words could explain how her body reacted to this.
She felt as if she left her body to an angel.
The feelings muted at one go, and unleashed at another.
These feelings were secondary when he pressed his lips against hers.
---------
In the midst of the morning, she opened her eyes.
Her heart was still beating fast, but where was she.
And ah, she realised.
It was a dream.
A dream, so sweet that as if honey replaced the blood pumping through her veins.
Suddenly, the overwhelming feeling rushed into her body.
No, this time.
No him, it was her alone.
In her room, hugging her legs tightly to her body.
She rocked back and fourth.
There was no love to receive those overwhelming emotions.
Only those unexplainable tears.
------------
RAWR.
Ok, Ignore the upper part.
I get into a system overload when i get upset.
yesyes, I really think I need a psychiatrist.
And whats funny, it was just that little thing that sparked this system overload.
Naw, I am not going to say it.
Its just that.. LITTLE THING!
Heh.
Ok, I am currently contemplating privating my blog.
Lol, but friends are going to complain.
but hell, who reads my blog.
Especially its so long-winded!
And, I dont know.
I have sorted through my memories these few days.
I recalled what happened last time.
I shall just be straight.
Anyway, he wouldnt be reading this too.
Well, there's this very nice friend of mine.
A friend whom I terribly thankful to.
Someone, I believed is very hurt from how I act.
Actually, we were like buddies. Really close buddies.
I am so thankful to him because I was special to him.
He even said that he enjoyed reading post that my best friends rarely read.
As I mentioned above, its TOO long.
He said, he understood from my point of view.
He would always give me a smile whenever we meet or see each other.
Honestly, he's probably one of the guy that I have ever webcam with at wee morning.
To me, he's such a caring older brother to me.
The guy who treated me with respect and always encouraging me.
Note; he behaves like a gentleman.
But after a small incident, or maybe..
I became too rude, or neglected some people.
I stopped contacting him.
How rude can I be?
He was such a nice person! ):
Now, remembering what happened.
I DETEST MYSELF for actually allowing this thing to happen.
I really hate it.
I lost a special friend.
I am so sad.
*sits at the corner & draw circle*
EMO LAAAAAA.
WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
I am getting emo; again.
I am shaking this feeling off now.
So, I shall start doing something i love and do best at.
Write.
-Beating hearts, broken.-
Her eyes glanced at the boy to her right.
She was new here, the awkward turtle stage creeped into her.
No, she was alright.
She knew some people here, wait..
There's a few friendly face.
She told herself to breathe, she did.
Inhale she goes, and exhale she went.
Her heart suddenly broke into a sprint as someone barged through the door.
What a fright did that person gave her.
But wow, what a person.
She looked at that new boy who hurriedly took a seat,
another new awkward turtle.
But didnt she expect.
he was her awkward turtle.
------
They peered into each other eyes; his breath stroking her lips.
She was so sure, this was a dream.
It didnt feel real, but it doesnt matter now.
He was there.
His eyes curved into inverse moon, and planted a kiss at her forehead.
He murmured his heart was beating for another reason.
It was her.
She wasn't unaware, she knew he loved her.
She wasn't sure before, but now..
She was, and she heard his steady heart beating to each breath.
Her heart trembled and the butterflies came alive again.
Her stomach fluttered.
She didnt remember this to happen.
They said this was chemistry, wasn't it?
No words could explain how her body reacted to this.
She felt as if she left her body to an angel.
The feelings muted at one go, and unleashed at another.
These feelings were secondary when he pressed his lips against hers.
---------
In the midst of the morning, she opened her eyes.
Her heart was still beating fast, but where was she.
And ah, she realised.
It was a dream.
A dream, so sweet that as if honey replaced the blood pumping through her veins.
Suddenly, the overwhelming feeling rushed into her body.
No, this time.
No him, it was her alone.
In her room, hugging her legs tightly to her body.
She rocked back and fourth.
There was no love to receive those overwhelming emotions.
Only those unexplainable tears.
------------
RAWR.
Ok, Ignore the upper part.
I get into a system overload when i get upset.
yesyes, I really think I need a psychiatrist.
And whats funny, it was just that little thing that sparked this system overload.
Naw, I am not going to say it.
Its just that.. LITTLE THING!
Heh.
Ok, I am currently contemplating privating my blog.
Lol, but friends are going to complain.
but hell, who reads my blog.
Especially its so long-winded!
And, I dont know.
I have sorted through my memories these few days.
I recalled what happened last time.
I shall just be straight.
Anyway, he wouldnt be reading this too.
Well, there's this very nice friend of mine.
A friend whom I terribly thankful to.
Someone, I believed is very hurt from how I act.
Actually, we were like buddies. Really close buddies.
I am so thankful to him because I was special to him.
He even said that he enjoyed reading post that my best friends rarely read.
As I mentioned above, its TOO long.
He said, he understood from my point of view.
He would always give me a smile whenever we meet or see each other.
Honestly, he's probably one of the guy that I have ever webcam with at wee morning.
To me, he's such a caring older brother to me.
The guy who treated me with respect and always encouraging me.
Note; he behaves like a gentleman.
But after a small incident, or maybe..
I became too rude, or neglected some people.
I stopped contacting him.
How rude can I be?
He was such a nice person! ):
Now, remembering what happened.
I DETEST MYSELF for actually allowing this thing to happen.
I really hate it.
I lost a special friend.
I am so sad.
*sits at the corner & draw circle*
EMO LAAAAAA.
WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
Labels: days going by, emo, late nights, sadded
words spilled @ 6/29/2010 12:07:00 AM /
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