*PALM-SLAP*

"It's Wednesday, and Hoooo; SCREW BODYNITS."

I am late for office again. AS USUAL.
Anyway, I need to start being punctual for class now.
My grades sucks badly.

Damn, everything is in chaos.
For Bodynits, VSM to be submitted in a week.
Si liao Si liao.
UT grades sucks too.
2 D+ ; wa! BEST.
How to go Uni?
Private uni also cannot make it.

How? Now already week 8 of Sem 1.
I dont have much time to buck up.
And the bad thing, is that QC is going to be in the hands of some new guy.
How?!
Good teacher = i score badly.
Bad teacher = can jump down.

Siao.
So, I was suggesting to Amanda.
Need to study with her frequently, and i told her about his grades.
So, she was like ; "You go study with him la!"
Wow, funny.

I am always jumpy when he is around,
Its impossible for me to study with him.
I go into a spasm mode when he is near.
I cant be myself, its that bad!

Bleah, I really hope time slow down.
Because i dont know what am I even doing.
I need to sort everything in order and make it right.
Just like in lean process.
Hwaiting, eunice.
Jiayou.

I was pretty messed up yesterday night.
Was procrastinating because I did not know how to do my RJ.
And my internet is even more messed up.
_|_
Shiok, right?!

I was also wanting to talk to him.
but I didnt want to be a nuisance with the signing in and out.
bloody annoying.
So, I decided to appear offline.
sad ttm.

whats even more sad, i know he's talking to other girls.
ok la, im super possesive! I admit!
Oh well, I just 'sian off' when he talks to other girls.
Its not good, so unhealthy for me.

Anyway, I am really glad.
I have talked to siyun today, and well..
The atmosphere was good, it wasnt hostile.
I really like that feeling.
Probably, I have stopped being mean.
- PROBABLY ONLY, OK?! -

I cannot promise my horrible mouth wont say anything.
But I really kinda like her, better than previously.

So, I had a great day today! (:
I have talked to siyun and I managed to get approval
or acknowledgment from michael and serene.
phew..
I am sooo happy when we left the company.
- glows -

So, brought ammy to buy pancakes.
durian pancakes, and dinner.
So, I just finished dinner and bathed.
Now i am chatting online.
But my internet keeps crashing.
it sucks so badly.
bleahh!

Its worse than Bodynits internet!
My house internet really stinks.
And well, daddy changed the plan to Singtel.
Bro said the speed would be slower.
*cries*

Sian, now..
I again dc-ed from the net.
How awesome.
I cant talk to people in peace without interrupting their chats.
With that status thing.
So horrible.
Starhub, can go fuck urself!

Anyway, I am happy when I talk to him.
But I am no longer as ecstatic as I was previously.
Now, my heart leaps a little when he talks to me online.
Its always a nice surprise to see his chat window there.
I likeeee.

Ok, for the next few para..
You can skip, cos it would be a bit gross to handle.
What I want to say is, I keep thinking..
What will happen if we really get together.
I think of the things we could do.
haha.

But sadly, when I think about it.
I dont want it to happen.
but when I get bored, I will want it to happen.
So horrible. T---T

I like you, but I may just kill you once again.
haaaa.

Ok la, I see whether can I log into MSN or not.
if not, I go sleep! :D
byessss. (;

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.