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Thursday, June 17, 2010
"You whispered. But I hear nothing.."
The class is freezing.
Bleah.
I started class on Thursday.
Cos I have been on MC.
Sucks to be me.
These few days have been very hazy for me.
Coughing, blowing my nose, eat medicine, sleep.
That's like a routine for me.
I think it was that indian girl who sneezed at my face in Compass point.
If not, I wouldnt be sick.
(Lol, I am super certain.)
On one point, I think tuesday..
I woke up to see 96 msg. Mostly all tweets from MobiTweet.
It was crazy. haha.
I was super uncomfortable, because my throat swell from the inflammation.
And I cant sleep for nuts sake, my nose keeps getting blocked.
sucks to be me, lol..
I wont say FML. It isnt so bad. :D
I am positive, ok?
But when i think about the assessment on Friday (tml)
I really go FML FML FML x 1000.
haha, its crazy. ):
And Bodynits, ahh.. FML too, about them.
DISLIKE ttm.
Anyway, since I am back in class..
And well,suay suay in project management.
Urghh, got the myanmmar dude.
No, I dont hate him.
Just a lil irritated.
So, I am going to work hard?
Uhh, I was late for class.
So pretty much, this facci hates it.
LOL, he didnt see me early for 2 weeks.
whatever.
I prefer designing rather PM.
Suckssss.
Sigh, bad thingy is that.
He's not in school too.
It suckssssss, so badly.
Come back in a jiffy, alright?
I am already missing you.
And whats funny, I just smile like some idiot on the mention of your name,
Be it notification or what, but I just go crazy over you.
But sadly, after talking to sam.
I kept questioning myself.
Is my 'face' more important than liking you?
I dont know, maybe you are just a crush that doesnt go away.
Maybe till another 'target' comes into view.
But depends; cos I think..
What I am seeing is only you.
For now? Maybe..
Not only my heart is missing you.
I am grieving to the possible loss of a friendship.
Because, I feel like the distance between me & amanda is really growing.
Even with me in school, the bad thing is..
I didnt even want to find her now.
Maybe its because i know she would be with siyun.
Well, because after psycho-ing myself to 'like' siyun.
Erm, still a little bit difficult.
I couldnt help but to go 'awwww shit, i really dislike her'.
Thats why sometimes, I am very nice to her or I dont talk to her at all.
Hahah, a hugeeeee variation.
When I am nice to her;
- is when i find that she is nice
- is when I try very very hard to be friendly, so we wont be awkward
- when i dont see her and her boyfriend hugging.
When I dont talk;
- i am too tired to play nice.
- i am sick or im bored
- or im trying very hard not to scold her.
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Sigh, my nose is RUNNING! T_________T
Labels: friends, i am sick, im missing him
words spilled @ 6/17/2010 01:15:00 PM /
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