»Expect less
Thursday, June 24, 2010
" Black is beauty "
I have always thought I was special to you.
Because you are special to me.
I have told my girlfriends about you.
They said, I am infatuated about you.
Whenever your name comes up, my heart leaps.
As if you are near me.
But, today.. All this changed.
Remember the day you asked me?
Why was I sad.
It was because of you.
I brushed it off, saying that I was under the weather.
And I caught you looking at me.
Suddenly, from that point.
I fell again, I fell into the thoughts that you cared.
That I was special to you.
The way you talked to me.
I became dependent on you.
You became the decision of my moods.
But again, I over-assumed.
I assumed you were talking to me.
I was thinking; this time round I could have someone special.
But I have thought too highly of myself.
I keep giving myself more hope.
Keep telling myself, the signs were clear.
Maybe I have already lost, when I thought there was a start.
How do I pick myself up right now?
How do I face you?
When I the harder I try, the sadder I am.
-Now, I just wish that we have never crossed path.-
I would see you so often, but no matter how much I try to avoid you.
The higher the chances that I will see you.
Do I have to be thankful that this isnt blow out of proportion?
Thank goodness, not many people know who you really are.
I dont need too many people to know who you are.
Because it would be harder for me to get over.
Goodbye, to the boy I liked so much.
Hello, to the friend whom I love so much.
"Expect lesser, so when something is given. You would be happy with it."
I didnt follow.
I expected too much.
So I am disappointed.
"This has never started, It was only me.."
I sat there alone, thinking about the smallest things.
And I cried.
I need to let go.
P.S ; I thought of this song.. All of a sudden..
“會痛的石頭- 箫敬腾”
Actually, these few weeks..
After knowing he likes chinese songs , i have been spamming chinese songs.
so weird.
p.s.p.s; gal, u asked me..
is sebastian and nate the same person.
yes, they are the same.
2 different name because of a reason.
*actually its a private joke, lol.
Ohwell, it doesnt matter anymore.
It doesnt.
I have always thought I was special to you.
Because you are special to me.
I have told my girlfriends about you.
They said, I am infatuated about you.
Whenever your name comes up, my heart leaps.
As if you are near me.
But, today.. All this changed.
Remember the day you asked me?
Why was I sad.
It was because of you.
I brushed it off, saying that I was under the weather.
And I caught you looking at me.
Suddenly, from that point.
I fell again, I fell into the thoughts that you cared.
That I was special to you.
The way you talked to me.
I became dependent on you.
You became the decision of my moods.
But again, I over-assumed.
I assumed you were talking to me.
I was thinking; this time round I could have someone special.
But I have thought too highly of myself.
I keep giving myself more hope.
Keep telling myself, the signs were clear.
Maybe I have already lost, when I thought there was a start.
How do I pick myself up right now?
How do I face you?
When I the harder I try, the sadder I am.
-Now, I just wish that we have never crossed path.-
I would see you so often, but no matter how much I try to avoid you.
The higher the chances that I will see you.
Do I have to be thankful that this isnt blow out of proportion?
Thank goodness, not many people know who you really are.
I dont need too many people to know who you are.
Because it would be harder for me to get over.
Goodbye, to the boy I liked so much.
Hello, to the friend whom I love so much.
"Expect lesser, so when something is given. You would be happy with it."
I didnt follow.
I expected too much.
So I am disappointed.
"This has never started, It was only me.."
I sat there alone, thinking about the smallest things.
And I cried.
I need to let go.
P.S ; I thought of this song.. All of a sudden..
“會痛的石頭- 箫敬腾”
Actually, these few weeks..
After knowing he likes chinese songs , i have been spamming chinese songs.
so weird.
p.s.p.s; gal, u asked me..
is sebastian and nate the same person.
yes, they are the same.
2 different name because of a reason.
*actually its a private joke, lol.
Ohwell, it doesnt matter anymore.
It doesnt.
Labels: its singled sadness, tears
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