always the usual me..
its the 100th post now ehhs! :D
yaya!

i was shocked that she did that..once again..
anyway..she's a spitfire..
so i shall not go bugg her. :/
finished my LEADS.
damn!
wasted my whole day..
my lil precious day..
anyway,got something to talk abt...

Labels: ME ME ME

thanks for breaking my heart.
i love you for what u did.
i hate u for what u did too.
im angered.
giving me false hope.
or am i just lying to myself?..


LET ME GO.


hmmphs.
im so tired.
just now,just asked my
EXOTIC FRUITS GANG
to come my house. :DD
almost pissed or,
we PISSED angeline off. ^^"
paiseh.

After pissing her off for quite some time,
We headed for my house.
(we waitied for like 15 mins with Van)
Van was there too. :DD
I was kinda dozing off.
I was SO SO SO tired. :(
Then went to makan first. :DD
Van left and we said byebye.
Asked her to msg me.
FORGETTING that my phone DIED. ^^"
Went to eat fish noodle soup.
ILOVELOVED this stall.
the thing is really good,
especially w/ extra milk.
Love the calcium. :DD

The amanda la.
irritating describes her the most. D:
say my house VERYVERYVERY far.
no lor!
then ask me go my house get bball,ALONE.
sosadsiia.

Went back down,then our lil mentor taught us.
Amanda is good in sports.
(isomuststrainmystamina)
i was so tired ONLY after 5 mins.
malu. *^^"
then play lor around with them.
i love teaming with Amanda.
she's good. :DD
but I made her lose. :X
im so BAD at this man.
its been ages since i went to play bball.
rusty liao. ^^"
After all the playing and sweating,
they came up and drank water.
(now i see..my frens are water buffalos. XD)
then they went to play Xbox.
shouldn't have scared them.
my bad..

They stopped playing and we sat in our room for the fan.
After chatting bout what's on the horoscope,
sam started asking us to spill the secrets we held so long.
so we spilled it.
EVEN angie did that too! o.O
And that was the time,
my heart stopped beating twice.
Finally,when my heart regain beating.
The rhythm sounded painful to my chest.
I guess, that almost killed me.
Oh well. At least i know now.. :(
BUT! im gonna be my usual self AGAIN.
i should just forget bout him.
IRRITATING shitty-ass.
(swears loudly.)

After chatting,Angie went snooping.
she found my jap comic and lamented that
it is too diff to read.
JUST READ IT,GAL!
she just flipped thru all those pictures and
start giving lame answers..
It almost killed me. XD
After browsing,she lost interest.
She took my korean phrasebook & started blabbering.
She said something like "eating" in korean.
I took the book away from her.
Then i had this sudden urge to read it. ^^"
(how ironic.)

We ate chips while My dear angie strummed the guitar.
Ilovetheatmosphereshegaveus.
How lovely.
im INFATUATED with ANGELINE.
OoooOo. :DD
she started strumming while we talked abt our past.
She sounded or LOOKED like a...
restaurant's entertainer. XD
Before sending to the bus stop,
i gave them the choco.
we cheers for the beginning of the bond..
EXOTIC FRUITS GANG.
Sent them back at arnd 6:25.
After waiting for quite a while, 62 came.
then they went home. :DD

This few days all CHINESE,CHINESE,CHINESE.
Chinese just infiltrated my poor brain. D:
but i managed to have some giggly times thou.
Today, sat with zhenling. as usual.
and i saw him kinda MIA.
so i was like looking for him.
then they came.
taking the dictionary for zhenling.
i was kinda joyful wen they sat with us.
(what's wrong with me.)
then began doing paper 1.
Goro was sitting with me,
then he asked me for the words.
( i actually flared up. D:)
im so sorry. my lil GORO. :(
but i love his words.
SO PRETTY. :DD
pretty boii boii.
then ZHICHAO la.
go scold him.
dunno why did HE have to do that.
and the junwen..
so old le still play play.
(but junwen & junjie very gd boii. strange)

i noticed i've been giglling with ZHENLING.
this girl makes me so distracted to talk to her. :X
she such a nice girl.
MYLAOPO. duntouchher.
i always bully her thou. :X
(how ironic..again..)
PS; no hope liao le.
me and him.. ARRRGHS.

my heart bled twice today. D:
later become anemic.
(touchwood!)
went to see (1)his profile.
I WAS SO UPSET.
FREAK MAN.
wh's am i SO sad?!
what's gone is GONE.
furthermore,he's attached.
i REGRET man.. :((((
Not telling him was such a mistake.
Ooops.
(donghae said nt to do anything regretful.)
anyway,i was like...
ARRRGH.
but anyway,gotta thank neelam.
he was willing to sign in AGAIn to help me.
saw those pic of him.
the recent ones.
*my heart broke.
he is so handsome now..
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY..
ihatehisgirl.
but she's pretty. -.-
alright!
forget abt him liao.
MUST man..
imisshim!..

SHOOS. :D
i must SMILE.
im happy i once loved him.
4years sia.
Not short at all.
it was like 1/4 of my life..
liking him..
hdskjhasfio.*Cusses.

oh well.
my ipod is spoilt.
just like my phone and my heart.
ok gotta go fix it.
money fly fly sia.. D:
ok then.
BYEBYE..!!






PAINFUL


my heart just bled again.
I was told of something i was asked to be prepared for.
Oh well..
I guess,there is always this phrase.
"Expect the Unexpected."
I did suspect that once.. :/
Shook it off like it was nothing.
*StickwitU plays softly
I guess..
It's time to let go..
*Nobody ever made me feel this way,I must stick wit u.*
*I Don't Need A Man plays once,bringing a grin onto her face
*i dont need a man to make me feel good. :DD



pherhaps,im gonna turn into a butch.
LOLS.
just jking. ^^"

Labels: Down Memory Lane.

HIM

-i guess as you passed me,
my feelings soared to the sky.
I missed ur hand once.
Am i gonna lose it again?
Can i love u as whom u are?

What the wind said,
scares me,made me hesitate,made me think.
Is it time for me to place ur hands into mine?
I really wanna hold u so badly.
Can i have this chance.
I may bleed to death due to the cuts u inflicted.
But i may be soaked in ur love.
i want to be overloved by u.

I yearn this for too long.
I was so close to be with u.
I do not want to lose this chance either.
I have missed that beat once.
The one i wanted so badly.
I love u ever so much.

YOU

It was the first time.
The first time I saw u,my Friend.
You looked at me strangely.
I so ever wanted to talk to u.
yet i held on.
i looked at u when i could.
it was looking at someone,
who was once in the puppy love of mine.
I was so eager to be ur friend.

Finally, the chance came.
it happened so abruptly.
those days were so blissful.
i still had so many good and trusted friends.
I stood by u when it was,
rainy or sunny.

Till then.
these began history.
it passed too fast.
Too fast for me to hold on.
It slipped by me.
It is such a pain to lose this.
Why?
Has something went wrong?..
Was is what i said?

Now..
I see the huge gap.
Unfilled by this unknown existence.
That changed all of us.
We lost something so precious.
I do not want to lose another.
it pains me.
tell me what is ever wrong between us?
My Friend

HER.
Hey!
Remember once?
we totally made my house into a place filled with photos.
I felt that we were sisters.
You were there.
Always for me.
Laughther & Tears.
I trusted u.
Our silliness made everything so wild.
Went shopping in IKEA once.
Our skin came into contact,
yet we electrocuted the hair on our arms
You taught me what 'F R I E N D S' are called.
Took so many memories of our times.
We changed into big girls.
In this big big world.
Your house was our comfort zone.
CRAZINESS. XD
Shared those funny times with u.
Managed to know more friends through u.
We managed to sail across the torrents.
Is this another barricade?
You wrote those letters.
I still keep it.
Referring to all those pictures make me wanna
treasure u so much.
My sister.
Your too friendly..
But all i can do is wish u well.
Ypu've turned into an swan now.
Fly girl..! :D
i will catch up with other ducklings.
I will.
Wait for me,My dear sister.
i miss u so much,my sister

Labels: Memories Recovered.

Am i to be found in this place?

The prelims just ended.( but im getting the jeepers thou.. :/ )

On saturday 12/05/06,we went to AMK hub.
just me and my EXOCTIC FRUITS gang.
It was to STUDY,yet we turned into roamers. *lol.
I thought that i might have trekked a dist of 2km++.
But going with them kinda rocks.
Felt really happy.
Althou there was a slight disturbance in my heart.
( i do not know what's getting on me. )
After reaching Angie's hse, we took the bus to AMK hub.
then trekked a longlonglong way to a Macdonald.
it looked like it was a villa from nowhere.
(even thou it was in the heartlands. :/ )
Studied and makan there.
(the place totally looked like a cafe instead of Mac.)
After fidgeting arnd. (all those buying & ordering of food.)

:DD sam was TOTALLY my
TRUSTWORTHYhelper friend.
she kept coming & going just for our needs.
Till...the lady got slightly pissed off looking at her.
i took lots of serviette(?) tissues..
im stripping them off their profits. XD
After studying there for a couple of hrs went to where Popular was.
there was an arcade too.
So...i went there to play.. ^^"
(itchy fingers)

After all the fun,trekked back to AMK hub.
Sam was looking for Couple Lab.
for her DONGHAE bracelet.
(P.S : donghae, ur such a pain in the ass. :P *jkingjking)
im so afraid she will strip my skin off my bod. X-X"
Went round the mall.
there was SO many newly opened shops.
totally like ViVo. :DD
(more 'havens' for the shopping craze babes. :P)

Saw a KOREAN shop selling clothes. (it cost $$)
But ok la.. i wanna get the DRESS! :DD
prettypretty. :)
then saw some females boxers. :D
i WANT!
But i remembered Far East Plaza.
Cheap & Nice!
iwannagoback! D:
go there shopshop.

After Sunday,Monday passed.
Tuesday was the time to let me..
F L Y.
im FREEE.
yaya.(actually for a short period.. ^^")


On Tuesday, went out w/ my friends. :DD
Samantha (as usual) ,
3 guys (veryvery RARE.)
Alwee,Hailimi and Swee Teck.
lol.
ST so sad.Gladys dun want him :X
After they finished their Spiderman 3,
i went to meet them.
(As usual,im the LATE one. ^^")
sorrysorry.
took bus to Parkway.
play arcade somemore. ^^"
kept playing time crisis.
10 bucks fly away. *heartbreaks.
(found out that these boys are nice people. :DD)
then sam and i bought a cube. ^^"
the ones which u have to turn all to the same colour.
she manage to solve 3 colours.
DAMN. i havent. :/

While in the morning,she showed it to me.
(imma's so JEALOUS. :XXXX)
okok. I CAN DO IT. ^^"
(weak. :P)
hmmmphs.
i noticed loads of things today.
those which i dont notice often.
i know how u treat me.
i guess u aren't as nice as i thought u were.
F R I E N D S
*copy sam one. paiseh.
hmmphs.
WE ARE GONNA HAVE CHINESE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY!
*repeats dozen of times.
preparing for the chinese O's.
BIG O's..
OOOOOOOH NOOOOOO. *stresses O.

Since the D&T students were asked to stay till 1:30,
my exoctic gang didnt show up.
(byebye frens)
So..
went home with zhenling,gladys and zhichao.
while walking i was talking and talking.
while he just kept walking and walking.
he super ... quiet. (?)
then i missed my bustsop.
totally clueless. @-@

decided to walk to heartland with them.
then i kept talking.
my mouth is like a machine gun
(anyone?! PLS STOP ME!)
after reaching the bustop,
i left for the MRT.
then zhichao oso came down.
he took the harbourfront side,
while i took the punggol side.
then after a few min of chatting,
my train came and i said byebye.

just now sam just asked me to go play bb.
i want to sia. :/
but LAZY
Ciao then. :DD






-i guess as you passed me,
my feelings soared to the sky.
I missed ur hand once.
Am i gonna lose it again?
Can i love u as whom u are?

What the wind said,
scares me,made me hesitate,made me think.
Is it time for me to place ur hands into mine?
I really wanna hold u so badly.
Can i have this chance.
I may bleed to death due to the cuts u inflicted.
But i may be soaked in ur love.
i want to be overloved by u.

I yearn this for too long.
I was so close to be with u.
I do not want to lose this chance either.
I have missed that beat once.
The one i wanted so badly.
I love u ever so much.





It was the first time.
The first time I saw u,my Friend.
You looked at me strangely.
I so ever wanted to talk to u.
yet i held on.
i looked at u when i could.
it was looking at someone,
who was once in the puppy love of mine.
I was so eager to be ur friend.

Finally, the chance came.
it happened so abruptly.
those days were so blissful.
i still had so many good and trusted friends.
I stood by u when it was,
rainy or sunny.

Till then.
these began history.
it passed too fast.
Too fast for me to hold on.
It slipped by me.
It is such a pain to lose this.
Why?
Has something went wrong?..
Was is what i said?

Now..
I see the huge gap.
Unfilled by this unknown existence.
That changed all of us.
We lost something so precious.
I do not want to lose another.
it pains me.
tell me what is ever wrong between us?
My Friend





Hey!
Remember once?
we totally made my house into a place filled with photos.
I felt that we were sisters.
You were there.
Always for me.
Laughther & Tears.
I trusted u.
Our silliness made everything so wild.
Went shopping in IKEA once.
Our skin came into contact,
yet we electrocuted the hair on our arms
You taught me what 'F R I E N D S' are called.
Took so many memories of our times.
We changed into big girls.
In this big big world.
Your house was our comfort zone.
CRAZINESS. XD
Shared those funny times with u.
Managed to know more friends through u.
We managed to sail across the torrents.
Is this another barricade?
You wrote those letters.
I still keep it.
Referring to all those pictures make me wanna
treasure u so much.
My sister.
Your too friendly..
But all i can do is wish u well.
Ypu've turned into an swan now.
Fly girl..! :D
i will catch up with other ducklings.
I will.
Wait for me,My dear sister.
Be Healthy and Safe.
Be Blissful too.
I'll Be There when u need me.
Im ur BANDAGE!
i miss u so much,My Sister,My Best pal

Labels: AHHH

ahhh.
im so tired. :(
went to school at 8 this morning.
had F&N,History and lastly maths.
im having panda eyes now. D:
slept at 11 ytd night. :(
now scanning GRACE'S notes.
she so lazy.
L A Z Y girl. :P

imma's so tired.
heard that Amanda went SHOPPING with her mom.
oooo.
how nice.

later dry cleaning my JUMPER.
yay! 3CHEERS.
imsossad.
why did she have to HAVE the jumper too? :/

YESYESYES!
i finally finished scanning the NoTES!
YAYAYAYAYA!
Y^^Y..

on monday its our prelims 1.
see..i so long nvr blog liao.
GOODgirls never lie.

First is chinese with ss.
im almost done with memorising the notes.
yays.

hmms.
i guess i will just carry on with what i have left..
WHEN my prelims end.
PEACE!

i guess i love him.
Or not?






stop agitating me.
i guess i dont treat her as my bitch frenly fren.
ur so mean and think highly of urself.
the more i DONT want to put effort in the relationship.
i think u affect everyday of my life.
UR NOTHING.
geddit?..

Please, stop bragging.
ur NOTHING.
i stress this.. UR NOTHING.
u ajdsfsk.
dont show off.
(im so going too far. ^^")
IHATEU.
you affect my daily life.


*i sound soo mean. TT^TT
but that person irritates me. :(
SERIOUSLY.


ILOVEMY EXOCTIC FRUITS GANG.
angeline ; my lil CUTE rambutan.
amanda ; longan antennae
samantha ; CHINA pear.
me ; durian.. :DD

Labels: stress, YO. :DD

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