B I T C H
Be (an) Idiot To C(see) Her.

YEA.

No boyfriends for me this season.
LOL.

Labels: V^V

"How can i forget?"

man,these few days had been great!
i have my cousin with me,lots of love and stuff..

First,freda came over and camped a few days..
well,i cant say that from the 25th to the 29th has been peaceful.
But well,there were crashing waves and exchanging of different opinions.
yet,all is well..

im beginning to miss her.. D:
just sent her down cos my aunt came to fetch her.
wahhhh,i miss her!! D":

hmmm,i guess i shall post a few or one picture,
to allow myself to remember her till our next stay over.. :)
I LOVE FREDA!!


CAPTION!!!
First picture;
the first night she came over,
we were watching Coffee Prince on DVD..
So i took a picture.. :D
My hair is in a mess.. ^^"

Second Picture
On bus 82,heading to compass point to get our stuff..
:)

Third picture
She help me to tie my hair..
haha,
then headed to hougang..

Fourth picture
We were at compass..
outside the arcade..
had Swensen for dinner that day...

Labels: it feels like winter yet it's so warm

words spilled @ 12/29/2007 12:08:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»

Friday, December 28, 2007

"what am i seeking in them?"

i guess i dont see the point of hangung out tgt.
when our views dont match.

no point of having a friend like that.

Labels: forget it.

words spilled @ 12/28/2007 03:10:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»Merry Xmas & A Happy New Year!!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

"The rain seems cold..I wonder why?"

im back,people..
:)
back from taiwan..
Man,the taiwan trip was rather,
fascinating..

i've met some really good friends..
some those which allows me to see who are
the real or the fake..
Some,showed me kindness that...
i would not get from some people around me.
and there are those who seemed so cold,
showed me what truth between friends is..
Thank you all those people who accompanied me throughout the whole trip..!
Credits to Jermaine,Hui Jun&her sister,Jiqiang&his sister(couldn't remember her name.. ^^")

Well,i cant explain everything in one whole shot but i'll break it down..
Bits by bit..

AND!!
I'VE GOTT A JOB THAT I LOVEEEEEEEEE!!

Well,i shall start from my holidays..


Taiwan Trip Chapter.1 "Taking Off"
12th of Dec '07
Woke up after my war in the MCR concert the previous night..
I was feeling sore all over and stuff..
watched TV and ate my cold lunch..
I did not had a great appetite since the few days before..
So i took a bite out of the wanton noodle,
and left it there while watching tv.

Then my parents came home aft leaving d car to my uncle care.
Doubled check my luggage and changed my clothes..
The usual pink striped pullover and my tinkerbell tee.
We went down to the round about and waited for a cab but no avail,
my mother called a cab down..

Reached the airport and smsed my friends that i was leaving..
Some called to wish me Bon Voyage while some others left my msg alone(?)
Looked for our tour group but ended in a heated quarrel.. :/
Met our tour leader;Jermaine in a short while..

And well,her name was some how related to a name that most of my blog reader know..
and i chuckled once in a while bout it.. haha.
But Jermaine is someone that i really,really look up to..
She's like an elder sister to me and my brother...
(And,yes..I've always yearned for a person like that..!!)

She passed us our tickets and explained the details to us,
i looked around and saw unfamiliar faces where i would explain it in;
Taiwan Trip Chapter.2 "Non-sociable"
After checking in our luggages,we decided to have a small meal in the airport's cafeteria.
well,the noodles weren't as nice as they were when we patronized the stall when we were younger..
And,i was still feeling full,i decided to stuff myself with dessert..
Before heading back to the check in,i bought some candies to much on when we were flying..

My dad decided to head inside the waiting area cos we left fifteen minutes before the gates open to allow us to board..
When my dad passed me my new passport,
i totally feel so independent and mature.. :D
Browsed through my LIME mag n occasionally turning to look a our tour leader,
chatting happily away with my parents..
(pls,i aint no lesbian..!)

Then it was time to board the plane and i've found out something soooo COOL!
our pane was a double-decked one!!
heheh!!
it was awesome..
even if i didnt had the chance to go a level higher,but im still so happy..!!
Browsed through those mag available in the plane and saw SJ's 2nd album song..
Missin' U? or some other songs..
cant really recall,BUT! it was SJ in top 10!! hahah.
Last year to Korea was SJ's single;U..
Now 2nd album..
Baby,they are as rapid as a fire..!!!

Soon,the plane started moving and i knew my ears will pop..
so i began chewing the sweet and stuff..
The plane took off and my ears went popping.. XDD
In the plane,i did nothing much..
i slept,ate,listen to music and watched Bourne Ultimatum..(?)
Arrived Taiwan at the time around 7:45pm..
collected our long awaited luggage; (we could nt see our luggage anywhere even after 10mins of waiting.. D:)
Jermaine rounded us up and found a few missing..
well,it was a family..
And..






TO BE CONTINUED
i guess,i shall leave it to the next post..
cos im gg back to HEROES season 2..
byebye ppl..!!

Labels: taiwan baby

words spilled @ 12/25/2007 01:01:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»Rock Concert,Anyone?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

"MOSH? I guess my ans is NO"

MAN,i hate moshing.
My body aches,my head hurts,my ear drums hurts badly too.
Especially those who has the 'Q-Jumppa'..
(im one of them with my bro)

we practically moshed,cursed and screamed,
for nothing..
Actually the real concert starts at 9,
when the tickets states that it starts at 8..

In actual truth,we stood on our feet for an hour..
Screaming at the crew of MCR.
LOL.
they spent an hour tuning the guitar..
and we scream for that..
-.-""

When the real concert starts,
thats when hell rose to earth.
i ain't exaggerating..
Cos i went thru that hell,myself w/ my bro..
We got stepped,pushed and i fell..
(the falling part was scary..)
i practically sank into a pit where many shins look at me..
D:
thank god my bro pulled me up..
He protected me the whole night..
He held me when i lost my senses..
I no longer wanna mosh..
its really scary..
i thought my lungs wanted to cease from existence..
DD:

I got bitched trying to squeeze slightly forward..
While i cursed a few times which children dun wanna hear..
Grabbed some chest too..
Luckily,i had my belongings safe and my body unscathed..
haha.

When i fell (with many),Gerrald the lead,
asked for the lights to be turned on..
He was being sweet even when he cursed..
He said that when someone falls,others have to pull them up..
Well,that was aft i fell..
I saw the true human soul in what people deemed as the un-sainted..

Well,i had my fill of screaming,singing,pushing,jumping..
I LOVED it,even it felt way terrible..

Cos i met new friends.. :D
and many helpful people..
when i lost my senses,loads of people helped..
The meaning of loss of senses meant that my body went wobbly.
i couldnt stand straight..
i was sweating like no one business..
And i kinda knocked out,a couple of seconds..
Ohman,that was hell..

I've gotta apologise to my brother thou..
He missed a song or 2 because i was wobbly and stuff..
SORRY,EUGENE!! ^^"
Met my brother friends..
A very good looking guy..
HEHE.
but my bro's age..
Not exactly as tall as what i expected,
but he was helpful..
(plus,he's attached)
I really wanna thank him..
DD:
Cos he so-called accompanied me..
But im really honoured!!
Then we talked,
exchanging names and stuff..
(no exchange of no.)
Met a girl called Natasha..
She was really sweet..
Well,everyone are such good people..
Except for some..
UGLY BITCH. D:
u call me butch?
Fine,SLUT.. :DD
*i have it strikeout to prevent an uproar..

Hmmm,loads of people helped me when i wanted to get out from that area..
A few ang mohs and some malay guys and gals plus my bro and his friends..
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

MCR performed quite a few songs..
Helena,I Dont Love You,Cancer,Sharpest Lives,House Of Wolves,TEENAGERS,Mama!!
and etc..
these are what i loved in the concert..
hahah.. ^^"
And now,my ears are still ringing..
this is the aftermath of a ROCK concert..

Saw lots of EMO ppl today..
EMO means skinny jeans..
Its not gay! D:<
Terrible mohawk and tight skinny
or some with weird looks.. D:

GUYS ( MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ),
PLEASE,
i meant pleasse..
COME BACK TO SPORE NEXT YEAR.

I've seen quite lots of young kids..
The young meant primary age..
not secondary..
Well,there were lots of teenagers..
*yay,loved that song..
I LOVE YOU,MCR!
The drummer was not present due to broken wrist.
The bassist too.. D:
but i still love u guys..

Self reminder:
If i wanna go to a rock concert..
dont go mosh with people..
NOT worth it..

anw,THE CONCERT ROCKED!
HAHA!!

WOOHOOOOO!
i guess im gna sleep soon.
Afternoon flight to taiwan..
BYE BYE, SPORE!

"i didn't catch ur name,what is it again?"
dun make me fall for u..

Some lil dramatic story (im feeling EMO)
Chapt.1

The feeling felt bad and she bit her lips while trying to look at other stuff.
"Man,i shouldnt be doing this..He's attached,for god sake!" she shook her head vigorously with the music.

"C'mon..Stop thinking bout this.." she shook her head harder while flexing her arms.
Her arms felt like they had went thru push up punishment..
"hey,you alright?" he tapped her shoulders,while looking concerned.
"Ye..yea..Im ok.."she replied..
"Aww,he's so sweet.."she thought happily..
"So what about u? and how did u get here? Arent u inside..? Ans wheres my brother?"
she asked remembering that her brother was with him..
"Ya,im ok *shows OK sign* I was feeling uncomfortable,so i came out.. Your brother is still in there,and the crowd has stopped pushing.." he smiled while looking at the amazing band playing.
"haha,great..!"she thought happily and reassured herself that her brother was alright when her phone flashed his msg.
"Anyway,i didnt catch your name..What is it?" he asked while bending to where he could hear her answer.
"Oh! My name is ****"she spoke softly trying to make herself look more gentle..
"huh? i cant hear u..what is it again?" he asked,bending down once more..
"****,name is ****.." she spoke louder trying to make her name sound when the music was over powering her voice.
"Oh,ok..Anyway,i heard that ur going on a vacation..?" he asked while looking at the excited crowd..
"Haha,yeah.." she smiled and joined the crowd by screaming
"Hmm,must have heard it from ****,ehh?" she grinned and felt the surge of warmth in her body.
"Damn,he's attached! shiat!" she cursed inside..
"And i should not even get attracted by someone who do nt have the target i want!! He's so much younger than me.. DAMN! no fresh meat for me.. " she grit her teeth and tried remaining in the high mood she was having.
"Hey,you wanna go in??" He asked her while pointing to the crowd.
"Nope.."she shook her head thinking of her moshing experience.
"Well,on a second thought yes!!" she thought and tapped his shoulders.
"HEY,bring me along!!"she shouted.
"Let's go.." he smiled.. and pushed his way thru the crowd..
"No avail" he shrugged after trying hard to make his way thru.
"haha.." she laughed and felt weird.
"I shouldn't even look into his eyes.." she thought and shook her head as her favourite song was sang..
She jumped while showing the rock sign and screamed to her hearts content.
He looked back trying to locate her and went back jumping.
"Man,i just really hope that such a guy will come into my life again.."
she shrugg and tossed that thought aside.
He reached for his pocket in his phone and saw his princess on his wallpaper,
he grinned and tried taking pictures..
There,her heart sank..
"Yea,im being stupid..Thats all.."
her heart felt like it was stepped on..
"Well,thats life..Hmm,forget it!! :DDD"
she continued partying like no ones business..
After the concert ended,she asked him where to meet her brother and he pointed out to the door.
"Ok.."she smiled and followed him to the door..
There,he stopped his tracks and headed to his friends..
She felt that she was being an eyesore and made her way out to the exit alone..
"Sighs,time to go home.."she found her brother and both siblings walked towards the exit..

END OF STORY

(hmm,the ending isnt good..
but im really wasted now..
GOODNIGHT,people..)

Labels: reaped benefits

words spilled @ 12/12/2007 01:03:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»hehehs. PICTUREPERFECT

Sunday, December 09, 2007

My Friends

Yanzhen;
this must be familiar..
hahah!
:PP
The following pictures are followed like that..
YANZHEN AND GLADYS scary
Amanda & Angeline (from right to left)
ALYSSA AND ME!
GLADYS & ME!














thats all for today.. hehe

Labels: snappies

words spilled @ 12/09/2007 09:37:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»FRIENDS FOREVER

Presenting My New Friend

ohmy,
my intro is so passe..
*rolls eyes
But im proud of it..
haha..
by the way,thats chingmay with me..
the picture was taken on the 8th..
haha..

well,im gna thank those peep who shared thier concern
for my my rage-d post..
i was just furious..
^^"

Im ok now.. :D
THANKS! MINGYAN

anw,chingmay..
i got ur picture here.. :DD

ur so gna be a star!!
heehee.. XDD

Labels: friends are for life

words spilled @ 12/09/2007 09:20:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»BURN!!

"Nothing matters when im here with u"

HIYAYA!
i cant believe im gonna fly off soon.
BLEAHS.
im practically 'no-life' now.
Not even 'half-life'.. :/
BUMMER!~

I havent even pack my luggage yet.
SIGHS.
how?
i really hate the new guideline..

Must fret over what type of liquid to bring in my hand carry.

well,i went jamming ystd..
Practiced MCR's Cancer Drum tabs..
:D
im getting the hold of it..
well,eugene...
i guess drumming is
My Cup Of Tea...

Even thou it cannot play solo..
But i will do my best.. :D

I cant believe that im so lazy now..
im stll in my PJs.. :/
*yawns
I LOVE PARAMORE & TOKIO HOTEL'S
electric guitarist..
sucha a hottie..

Anyway,people..
do any of u watch 'Lian Ren'?
It's in cable TV..
the korean drama..
i cant watch the last ep..
Update me if u guys watched it..
sadly,i cant catch it cos im flying.
*sobs dramatically

Anway,im like wishing i had a big brother..
as in those mean kick ass guys..
I was so humiliated by one darn skinny monkey..

I ONLY STEPPED ON YOUR SLIPPERS, FOR GOD SAKE

I actually said "Sorry!!!!!!"
and that skinny ugly monkey just whined,
i cant believe it..
So thats how un educated people talk??..
Well,the girlfriend had a hot body.
Such a pity,she had to stick to a show off.
(he was trying to act macho)
total turnoff..
Sighs;
"I'll tell my daughter to be careful of ACTORS"..

IM NOT A SAINT,SO IM BEARING A GRUDGE ON U,
UGLY MONKEY

*hope his mouth piercing rots..
ROTTEN MONKEY.
make sure u fall on ur FACE whenever u open ur mouth to
humiliate people..
Or get into a serious accident..
See ya on the obituary..!
*I guess i must not go overboard,RELAX!!!

i had my fill of cursing him..
and yea,
DO NOT PULL OTHER PEOPLE INTO MY BUSINESS, **ugly monkey.
** I so want to call him Park Myung Soo cos of his slit eyes; but he's too ugly to be famous.. SUCKER!**
NEXT TIME WATCH YOUR MOUTH & WHO U SCOLD..

*sighs a breath of relief...

But im still burning inside,
never mind..
uneducated people,i shall ignore..
*PATHETIC FELLA.
(PUI!)

Oh ya, chingmay..
i bring the eyeliner then i help u or..?
im like so wanting to buy black jeans..
AHHH!!~
And my comp is not co-opearting with me of placing the picture.. D:

Sam,
thanks for ur offer..
Really appreciate it.. :D
WORK HARD!
gambatte;hwaiting!!


Hmm,i guess i dun want any more naggings..
Time to pack my luggage..!! :DD
Tatas!

"It seems,summer had gone.."

Labels: Winter is here

words spilled @ 12/09/2007 02:56:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»THANK YOU!!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

"Destiny pulls strings within friends

oh man,
i had a blast today.

The wait was worth it..
haha..
Cos i've made a new friend..
And she's my total SAVIOUR!

I present u...
CHINGMAY!!


Im sooo ecstatic to meet her..
hahah..
Well,it was great to know such a person like her.
(aww,dun blush.. cos i know ur reading it)

It was funny that we were just standing beside each other when i called her.
haha.
We went to Sommerset to get my thingy for My Chemical Romance CONCERT!!
and well,my darling helped me.
Cos i was not supposed to get those thingy due to certain reason.
haha.

And the sky was soo good to us too.
it drizzled a lil,then stopped.
And those emo peeps just came out and gave us those thingys.

im so so so sorry bout the improper way im talking now.
(im in a rush,meeting eugene.)
WE'RE GNA GO JAMMING,BABY!!~

well,i've just finished printing and i've got to go.
BYEBYE,and TATAs.

To Chingmay;im so totally sorry.
I've forgotten to like thank u glamorously.. D:
BUT i'll put the picture there. :D
i PROMISE.
and ohya,the damn blogger gt problems.
i cant resize.. L:
so ur name is still rather in a small font.

To Ammy;hmm.
i guess im gna master Wonder Girls 'Tell Me' dance moves..
im totally in love with them..
ohya,SNSD is in KBS music bank today.
:D
And how's work today?
Great?

To Sam;
How was work today,hun?
:D

To Mingyan;
AWW! Thank u!!
iM so glad that ur so willing to help me..
i so wna buy the book..! KIBUM!!

To Esther;
i soo ur F.T island ytd in SPONGE v.2..
chnl 100 its free.. :D

(why do i sound so much like a Cheerleader?)

I LOVE HEROES!

words spilled @ 12/08/2007 04:34:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»HEROES!

Thursday, December 06, 2007

"Save the studies, the save the world.. How bout that?"

im totally addicted to Hiro Nakamura
he isnt handsome.
just pure CUTENESS!!

"to save the world is a hero destiny."
haha,i huess he said that..(?)
i've just finished 3 disc..
which is chapter 12.. :)
byebye,tv-suckers! :P

well, a little spoilers for u if u wna get DVDs.
prepare to see Claire to be in different contorted positions.
i mean when she gets in accidents.
i tell u,it can get a lil disturbing.
i lost my precious sleep.even if i was meant to have them..
(i didnt get to sleep,cos i so called ton the night in the chalet with a sick body.)

well,now are some spoilers and my lil comments.
Before i say bout how are my pathetic days are spent.
(ohya,self reminder... PACK MY LUGGAGE! QUICK!)

*Claire has regeneration powers.
she heals when she gets hurt.
when she falls off the building,
her ribs poke out from her chest..
she just pushes it in and VOILA.
the blood goes back leaving stained skin and clothes.
(those gore moments are cut from TV.
cos the real ver is NC16.)
it can get terrible. SERIOUS!
*im like rather shaken by what she can do.

*Hiro Nakamura has powers to stop time and control it.
he focus real hard..
he squeezes his face tightly and just think.
and tadaaa!
he's in a space where things freeze or get slow mo when he starts losing his powers.
it really funny,i tell u..
he's currently (ep 11) trying to get a samurai sword to regain his powers.
*HE's SO ADORABLE! :D
i love him,u know.. he's so sweet and stuff.
and his partner addicted to *Nikki stripping vids;Ando.
haha,he's always complaining,hehe and he speaks english.

*Nikki has a split personality.
She can see her ownself as in her 2nd personality.
well,i better not spoil the show by not explaining who is this 2nd person.
haha.
well,she has a genius kid;*Micah who has powers too.
she had the kid with another person; *D.L who also has powers.

(PAUSE)

i will explain this theory.
my personal theory of where i stopped till.. :)
pardon me.

1.
a person who has powers (F/M)
+
a person who do have powers (M/F)
= the kid CONFIRM have powers. :D

2.
Or the person skill is just godsend.
that bolded word is part of the HEROES story.
that was a spoiler. haha . OOPS!

(CONTINUES)

*D.L has powers that allow his to pass walls.
(COOL!) :D
He's a poor guy..
cos he gets framed by his wife (Nikki) 2nd personality.
and well,he looks like a good but impatient and easily annoyed man.
lol!
he's sorta a criminal..
he's the father of *Micah..

*Micah is a lil boy genius whose powers can manipulate the electronical stuff.
ATMs,TV,Phones and stuff.
he's the kid of D.L and Nikki.
He's a geniyus who gets thrown out of school cos he's too smart.
That he has to be enrolled into a private school.
*wow,he's a headache that parents are proud of. :D

*Peter Petrilli; brother of *Nathan Petrilli.
Peter has powers that so called copy cat powers.
E.g He goes near *Claire; (which he will do in the show)
and when he falls from a high place..
he dont die..
he regenerate like how Claire does..
haha. :D
cool ehh?
but he remembers the skill when he remembers the person.
*this is only a guess from what i watched till.
hehe! ^^"
He's the love rival with *Isaac the future painter..
and he said this when trying to save Claire in homecoming. (Oops)
*read my first sentence*
"Save the cheerleader,Save the World"
*He's kinda handsome.

*Nathan Petrilli.
this guy can FLY!.. :D
he's like a bird..
nothing special bout him..
he always denies these powers he have.
saying that he brother (Peter) is a lunatic..
*He just looks like a meanie but yet a caring brother.
*Hiro sees him and call him Fly Man. LOL!

*Isaac Mendez has powers to paint the future.
his pupils turn somehow misty.
then vavoom,he paints the future.
Love this woman called Simone (pronounce as si-mond not as how u pronounce Simon Cowell)
who engages rivalry with *Peter petrilli.
*Ohya,*Hiro calls him adorably..
"Mr Isaac!" with a very cute jap tone..
(Its suppose to be pronounced I-zaag,and Hiro makes it sound like I-saak!)

*Mohinder Suresh an indian who follows up the research his father left behind.
His powers is not really shown out yet..
i guess only in season 2 when the virus attacks.
but ohwell,his blood can save those ppl who has virus in them.
*A cool guy thou.. :D

*Matt Parkman a police officer.
He has powers which allows him to hear what we're thinking..
He reads mind,haha.
lol,in Wiki..
It says in Season 2 he controls people action!
COOL!
He helping another F.B.I agent to crack *Sylar's case.

*Sylar is a psycho killer..
And he saw people skulls open.
the image will make u barf..
and examines brain and acquire powers thru looking at them!

*The last is Noah Bennet who adopted Claire Bennet..
we'll see claire's real parents.
REAL SHOCK TO ME,YO!
He's seems to be someone evil..
But he's a nice person..
who just uses *'The Haitian' to make people forget things.

*The Haitian man has powers to make people forget what happens.
a quiet man..
and he interrupts Matt with his listening of thoughts..

Throughout the drama;Heroes..
we will see lots of different ppl with powers. :D
thier just lil roles in HEROES.
Catch HEROES! :D

- T H E E N D -

thats all i have for those waiting for spoilers.
search for HEROES in Wiki.
it helps too.
it explains season 2 people.
not much,but good. :DD

Hmm,time for reality.
Alwee called me this morning,
to asl me wheter to head to jubilee.
was too tired.. :/

SORRY!
which i thought was too early..
actually it was already 2pm.
haha,i lack sleep..
Mingyan too.
but well,was too tired to call back..

Woke up,had no life..
went to bathe..
then watched heroes and TV.
lol.
NO LIFE MAN!
im like BLEAH.
well,heading out with sam and grace tml.
haha.

no life me.

hmm,catch a new show..
k-poppers.
Likeable Or Not.

The girl starring in "My Wife is 18years Old."
i like her! :DD
well,theres another guy that resembles shiwon in my heart.
Not goodlooking but just makes my heart melt.

ok,i guess i think im gna watch why why love.
BYEBYE!

ohyes,thank u alwee.
and sorry mingyan.
mind smsing me of what u were calling me bout?
thanks! :)

Labels: HIRO ur my HERO

words spilled @ 12/06/2007 02:07:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»nothing compares to,,

Sunday, December 02, 2007

"i heard whisper from the wind..it was about the TRUE u."

jeez, i shld be sleeping..

well i am a sort of person who makes full use of the comp when she can.
cos my comp is a slow one..
indeed,
my comp has speed that allows snail to avoid getting slammed for being slow.

i've finished doing what im supposed to do.
now im gna make my own nokia phone theme.
my phone is so old school.
so not updated.

to update my peeps,
im heading to the chalet on the 3rd of dec.
:D
hehe.
so wont be blogging on that day.

i've seen my recent post,
its rather short.
hmm, absent minded. HAHA.

well,thanks SAM
u sent a very good link.
well, me and bro loved it.
haha.

well, guess im gg back to my theme making.
hmm,fort minor in my itunes now.
"i guess this is where we had come to.."

and sorry for not tagging.
havent been a habit of recent..
and the stereos part.
im rather lazy coming to waste my time staring
at my lagging screen..
so i guess i'll use my bro comp someday to correct it.
CIAO! :D

P.S since i was a kid..
i always thought that DECEMBER is when snows come.
its not the case.
snow comes on november.
i guess.. :/
hehe. i love snow.
too cold i shiver,too hot i sweat.
i hope taiwan would be cooling.
:S
i shld have wished that korea was raining (snow!)
when i went there. SIGHS!
blah..

Labels: DECEMBER is SNOW.

words spilled @ 12/02/2007 01:11:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»KABIISH! YEAR 2007

Friday, November 30, 2007

"seek the true me,can't ya?"

wow,time really DO flies.
haha,man..
this is 'woahh' for me..
One minute,its only been 3 days after our last O's paper.
The other,man..
it's already the end of November..
bummer. :/

well,since today i cant go out with zhenling..
which i guess she is VERY disappointed with me..
" MISSA is very sorry. D:
Quote: the original is from Jar Jar Binks (Star Wars)
"Missa Jar Jar Binks"
(His picture is below in the link in Wiki.)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Jjportrait.jpg
(is this hot linking,i wonder?)

well some snapshots of me in the year 2007.
(I AINT TWIT! for goodness sake!)
i am speaking proper english!?..

For some reason i cant find the video of gladys & yanzhen.
they are supposedly belonging in the cast of The Ring.
:X
hehe.
in Kovan's Mac. :D

In the process of finding.*
DAMN!
my photos are all gone.. those taken during grad day! D:
*cries.
STUPID PHONE.
*upset... :'(
im really so freakin upset.. :/
bloody phone.
always cock up when i need it most..
f*ck up..

sighs*
well,whats gone is gone la..
bo bian.. *sighs pathetically.

*gives constipated expression.
im still upset.
P.S those who have the grad photos,
PLEASE!
send it to me via MSN or my emaal.
thank u.. D:
im so upset.
my email :
snow_puppy_gur@hotmail.com

well,i found the video of gladys and yanzhen.
but i guess im not uploading it.
*no mood. D:

anyway,gotta credit
Mingyan
& SAM!
Mingyan try to help me find lobang for the SJ diary for 2008.
while SAM! sends me the desktop that i was longing for.

and i have to
apologise
to zhenling & SAM! & ESTHERbunny
for zhenling is i cannot turn up to find u & chitchat even we had promise to do so.
for SAM! & ESTHERbunny is that i didnt go back to my MSN cos i was stucked on the couch.
while watching TERMINATOR 2. ^^"
*arnold's hot.
lol.. ^O^

im still feeling sore over the loss of my pic.
ohya,CHARMAINE!!
(i know she will get hold of my link once im linked by SAM!)
can send me the copy of that picture agn. :/
im seriously VERY upset over the loss of it.
(afterall she is MI classmate.. :/)

BUMMER!
i hate the phone and the computer.
DARN it.
and another think im bummed abt.
the concert in TAIWAN is postponed till next year.
5thJan'08.
KABIISH.. (punched i the face.)
sighs,really upset..
MAN.. D:

ohyes,catch EPB on YOUTUBE,
SJ fans,do catch it! :D
its GOOD,i must say.
go to GOMDORII (youtube user).
im still waiting for the upload of SUBBED EPB ep 3.
:D

funny funny.

ohman,i've something to announce too.
KIBUM IS GETTING HOTTER.
his hair is making me swirl over him.
1) his debute hair was TERRIBLE.
2) his dancing out hair is WORSE.
3) his U hair was bad too. thats why i got sungminnie's hair. :P
4) his haengbok hair made me cry for him.
5) his SuperJunior 2nd album, "Don't Don",
made me feel that i've chosen the hottest hunk in Super Junior.
and yes,amanda..
i know his ears are huge..
but he's too HAWT. :D
Sungminnie is adorable but he's SEXAYE. :D
Donghaesshii is beginning to have skinship with teuk and hyuk.
Hankyung is mr PANDA to me. hes cute :D
Hyukjaesshii is my sexaye dancing monkey (he's perverted too. :P)
he's so adorable in YSMM!~
Shindongsshii is funny,man he's hilarious. (refer to E.P.B & u'll know why)
Teukkie is rather caring (?) in E.P.B with my hubs. he held him when my chaegul* was dizzy.
Kyunhyun sshi is well weird ion the blond style.
BUT he's adoreable thou.. in some ways or so..
(refer to Star King "Charice the phillipine girl with good vocals")
Siwonsshii is a gentleman who uses handsigns (ROFL,refer to E.P.B)
the MC and SJ made fun of him. HAHA!
Yesunggiie has small hands :DD
his hands ARE REALLY VERY SMALL!
big shoulder muscles,small hands! XD
(refer to E.P.B)
Heechulsshii .. i focus on him when hes cute. not when he is sacarstic. :P
he seems to be a mean person thou. (im scared of him,but NO OFFENSE,ppl!)
i wouldnt want to make the headlines. ^^"
Lastly, my dream lover;Kanginsshii (no no no, i do nt favour him better than kibum!)
i liked his style before the Don't Don style.
and why i call him my dream lover is because...
*silence..
He .... umm appeared in my dreams as my husband!
he looked better in my dream,REALLY!
he dated me and married me.. ! lol..
i just wished the dream was longer as i was alr late for school.
*my mum shooked me out of my dreams! :/
Well,i was nt the only one.
SAM! and Antennae Amanda too!
SAM! two-timed,not exactly..
she was lucky lo!
she married Donghae sshi and then married Siwon sshii.
while Amanda was married to Sungminsshii. ^O^

lol,i was suppose to talk abt SJ but i offed-topic.
lol. :D

well,since my med is kicking in..
i shall say..
BYE BYE!

Labels: i just hope that it will b ok

words spilled @ 11/30/2007 02:49:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»i miss my blog

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

well,im here to update that im heading to taiwan on the 12th
IT'S CONFIRMED. :D

BYEBYE.

im feeling sick..
ling,i dunno i can come meet u or nt.. :/

Labels: AHHH

words spilled @ 11/28/2007 10:41:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»MONSTER KILL!

"he said lies are never meant to be told.."

hello people,im baack! :D
great to see my front of Blogger.
yeahh,baby!

Apart from my random title,
i must say i am seriosuly ill..(for the moment)
im sneezing,wheezing,huffing and coughing.
And it totally sucks.
and for ur info: i've used up a box of tissues and filled my bin with them! D:

ok then,enough of whining.
First things first..

I AM FREE FROM EXAMS! & im jobless. D:

it has been long since my O's and i know..
its my fault for nt updating my blog.
even dear yan is nagging. XD

well,here i am while coughing my lungs out,
im giving my best to blog.
Even thou my brain seems empty at this moment.
(sickly me)

and abt the big SCANDAL..
theres no need to worry..
we're totally fine.
we just need T I M E. :)
got it? :)
thanks for the concern in any ways..

regarding the 'most juiced' gossip BGR.
i guess i will help.
but not to the extent where people blabber it out.
(i know,i have a part in this. but no more blabbling! got it?!)

i guess the lady aint calling.
SHE'S SO MEAN, to say that it's MOST LIKELY confirmed.
why did u have to lie to 3 lil girls?!!
EHH?! *furious
I've got punked before too.
Dragging my friends alone with me.
made me waste my time.
BIG FAT LIAR!!! D:

well,went to Four Seasons Hotel for interview.
pls pls..
give me the job,please? ^^"

im in need of cash.PRONTO

just give me part times.
a few days would be enough.
just before i head to taiwan...
P L E A S E!
(i just hope my body can revive itself.. :/)
helphelphelp!

*wheezes*

i really hate/detest getting sick...

Labels: fluenza got me again

words spilled @ 11/28/2007 06:18:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»health tonics,anyone??

Monday, October 15, 2007

"hey,i aint romantic..i dun wna be.."

Hellooooooooo!~
hw's life,ppl?
great...?
(obviously not..)
d exams blues are biting in like the bed bugs.
shucks..
how i loathe exams..
well,well...
what have we here??....
O levels cambridge examinations. :/
ohman,i loathe u ppl! DD:

why exams?
why?..
WHY...?
for god sake,eliminate exams man!
:X

sighs,im bored to death.
but ohwell,
i love dating my chemistry book.
it's soooo thrilling to touch them thru the night;
in the early dawn of my revising hols.

HOW BEAUTIFUL.
je'taime,my love,my beloved chemistry.
while dating my chem, i two-timed it.
i went to flirt with maths..
well, well..
maths,im beginning to love u.. :D
*shit u.

(WHAT THE HELL AM I MUTTERING ABOUT!?)
im at the point where im gg hysterical.
someone,anyone.. save me from the depths of exams blues..
hais,

"down goes gravity,back up to reality."

hmmms,so updates are..
1.i've gotten SJ 2nd album.
ooohyeah baby.. visual image is so enticing..
2.im mugging hard in d presence of my lil lamp..
i love my lamp,
it seems too attractive that bugs come over at night. :/
3.im getting older,due to my unkempt lifestyle.
More pimples,Olei!...
4.im getting quite oblivious of what is gg on now.
5.im having steamboat for tonight while,
awaiting d shark fin from my previous dinner to digest.
6.im downing health supplements theses days.
From cod liver oil,to chaun pei pi pa gao,
to essence of chicken with cordyceps and finally,
the aromatic 3in one coffee mix (product of korea).
that thing taste so freakin bitter even though its said to have sugar added. XP
7.im in love with Muttons at Mignight.
They're my companions to the late dawn.
while im trying to destress,the entertain me. :DD
8.im trying to not get too jumpy over lil stuff.
its called the 'park-myung-soo' syndrome.
9.our class tshirt ready to wear on grad day.
(PAY UP $4 IF YOU HAVE PAID $10 PREVIOUSLY)
(IF YOU HAVE NT PAID A SINGLE CENT,PAY $14)
10.my boyfriend is naggy.
VERY naggy. :P
sucha woman to fuss over me. :X

Ohwell,completa!

ohyeah baby,
i guess my end year destination is either korea or taiwan!
MORE SHOPPING!
yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!~

ipod nano (new generation), come to mama,
new sony ericsson walkman phone, come to mama too.
and lastly, iMac pro, come on over to my house!! :DD

(nahh,im all over SJ...*not!
im in tech gadget era now.. :D)

i want BAPE's HOODIE!!!
i want it,daddy!...
vans slip on and high cut sneakers..
i want it too!
D:
SHOPPING..
is all i ask for after the O's..

sighs,
i wna see BLACK EYE PEAS,
with my beloved click five..

btw, MCR coming to town at december.
BABY,its time to SCREEAAAAAAAAAAAM!

*between Sj or MCR,im choosing MCR! :P



I WANNA MUG IN THE PRESENCE OF THE AIRPLANES!
it means i wna study at the airport..
but its sucha waste of time.. D:



all rites, back to reality.. here i go..
chemistry,im here!!!

Labels: exams blues

words spilled @ 10/15/2007 05:26:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»emptiness;its in me agn.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

"Let me run,let me cry.
Don't ask why..
Hug me tight when i need it.."
*SCREAMS

im tired,sad and empty.
emo-ing agn.

these mixed feelings came pouring back to me,
while flashbacks trudged back to me like soldiers;injured.
this few days tired me out.

im tired now,like i was asked to run arnd..
these feelings in me..are weird.
i cant express it,neither can i say it out..

their weary faces passed me,i felt a panged of guilt now.

tell me..
who are those people..
trying to hurt me..?
can someone tell me..?
can someone just hold my hands and tell me that im safe..?
please..
dont make this world so complicated..
tell me those people are true to me..
please..

tauntings..
are enough...
i had enough...
your mask hide the deep animosity towards me.
take it off now,
and leave my world..
go away..

ur cruel words seem so pleasant,
so entertaining..
its draining me..
i cant hold on..
i cant have faith in such a person like you.

GO AWAY,GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

"all you can blame..is you.."
tell me..
why do you have to smile at me..?
please..
stay away from me..
if you want to hurt me..go..
just leave it..

"can i hurt you back..?"
i want to say that to you..
you made me bled..
i think..
u shall pay..
just leave me alone..

i'll drain those memories of you..
you're just a person who hurt me..
i shall forget about those happy moments i had with you.
i shall forget the way you smiled at me..
i shall forget how you taught me to hate a person.
i guess,
im tainted with you..
its too scary..

i will be what i am when i first met you.
i shall grit my teeth and bear my tears..
i have learnt my lessons..
those tears will no longer fall

i'll remember to smile at you..
but i will no longer allow myself to sink in too much.

i'll nt attach too much of you into me.
your corruption shall cease.

Others will teach me..
how to know such a person like you..
i shall recognize you one day.

AHHHHHHHHH!

sorry people..
im baccck! :D
the lil elephant is back!
*smiles brightly.

hmmphs..
this few days has been great.
except for some.
getting back that lousy results.
(dunworry!i'llworkhard&catchupwithuboth!)
being treated like a maid in my hse.
(that didnt sound like a good host,more like a great maid!)
and lastly,my earhole.
(it burned agn! hw nice.. :/)

first;
it was thurs.
(the stupid results day)
went to school,
actually wanted to attend poa,
but didnt.
too depressed.
ohwell,
mistakes.. LOADS mans..
But thank god..
there was someone who cheered me up,
thanks iris..
thank you so much.
*she can be a double faced,
for all i care; but she consoled me..
Always rmb to count my blessings!
i've met a person who stood by me when i cried!

aft emo-ing,
alwee abang kept making me laugh,
then aft much sitting dwn,
i went to play soccer.
lost fats agn!
i did a better kick this time round.. :F
didnt fall!

aft that,
headed to the arcade.
played daytona,
watched the guys play ID.
then..
ant went hme,got tuition.
we hanged arnd,
we decided to head to hougang mall.
me and fish ran like dunno wad.
we kept running till charm's hse.
then we saw a.. a...chicken.
yes,u saw it..
its a CHICKEN in the heartlands!
wow!!
interesting-ness.
when we asked those ppl to come
see the chicken,they went off to another direction.
dumbass. :P
alwee took the bus and went home..
*abang! hw can u!!??
we scared the chicken off while those 2 dumbo
crossed the bridge.
crossed the road and headed to whr hougang stadium is.
when we reached,
the 2 lightning dumbos ran very fast.
me & fish decided to take a shortcut.
we strolled.
*fish;i tot we'll get lost,but we didnt!
we even manage to be faster than them!
then both of us continued to walk,
then they came chasing us back.
And we took our revenge!
we slapped them..!
lols!
then boy gt *angry.
emo-ed off.
went to the Mini Toons,
strolled arnd.
till the library,
me & fish pretended to b pissed.
i wasnt quite the good actor.
so aft the game,i gave up.
aft fooling arnd,fish wanted to go to the playground.
so we headed to the playground.
sat there for quite sometimes. :D
then the details (too long so i wnt say)
he sent me home,i sent him to the bus stop.
ilovedit..
thankyou..
it was the day whr persuasion came in successfully!
yay! mission completa!

Then on friday,
those ppl came my hse.
pple;
sam,amanda,hailmi,alwee,neelam.
watched evan almighty.

met up with him to study an hr before they came.
we studied maths.
we still didnt manage to find the ans for that qns.
sat there, and talked.
found out shocking stuff.
but im nt gna say abt it.

there..
aft some time those ppl trudged to my hse.
those 2 ahsorhs very bigshot.
walk infront..
headed hme and prepared the vid.
but too bad..
aft 15min of fiddling the thing worked.
finally..
watched to movie,and laughed.
so funny.
ohyes,
SAM,CAN LEND ME THE DISC?..
aft that,
played burnout cos alwee kept whining.
played a few rnd of race.
won alwee! :PP
then gt into co.op crashbreaker.
i love this game.
first it was fish and me
agnst alwee and boy.
we lost thou.
then it was me and ant agnst them.
we won!
then switched to
me,ant and fish..
vs the boys.
we won..
did we..?
those guy kept getting heartbreaker.
divideneds.. LOL.
then me & uncle.
won those 2 guys la!
then my mum came home..
*my mum was nt feeling well that day.
greeted her,
and continued.
then abang went home with him.
wanted to.. but cant.
fish is a disruption!

we cntd to play.
we played Halo.
sam kept double-sixed me and amanda.
so friggin pissed sia..
then played arnd.
ohyes!
Fish was Yodler
Boy was Wiggly
Ant was Default
while i was Pirate
so funnie... :DDDDD
Aft yodler gt the 'ghost',she kept owning la.
Wiggly too..
me and amanda were like soo poor thing.
we were trying to figure out how to use the
car thingy..
lol,need cooperation sia!
but still kena owned
So we decided to change maps..
whr..
a rocket launcher is at arm reach..
kept owning them back!
amanda sticked to me! :D
lol
great!
we shall do it agn!!
WE SHALL! :DD

Had fun..
except being treated like a maid.
Hey! thanks for helping me out..
You are always there when i need you!
Ur my SuperMan!

Labels: emptiness filled up

words spilled @ 9/09/2007 12:31:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»1st week..?

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

"Yaya! im treasuring you like no one is..
And i love you so.."

AHAHAH!
im being retarted agn.
*sighs; he didnt reply my 4 msgs?
i wonder whats wrong..

Possibilities
1.his mom either confiscated his phone
2.OR he was too tired and fell aslepp.
3.he hates me. D;
(i know im being stupid..)

just talked to mingyan,sam and farhan.
farhan sent me songs!
ohjeez,local talents existing in spore isnt that bad!
and the mingyan..
i shall name her the 'Tempter..'
she tempted me to buy the earrings.. D:
darn!
itchy fingers of mine.. :(
my wallet is gna burn,burn,burn..
Sam talked to me..
*sighs,i just love this fish and the antennae. :D

ohwell!
i shall begin my journey of the 3rd and 4th Sept (today).

3rd Sept 07
Met him up in sengkang..
Got him chocs.. :D
he looks really hawwt in jeans,i must say..!
went to heartland to look for alwee and sam..
the 2nd retard left to join his mum
fishy is lonely man,damn!
lol.
Gamed Intial D with sam.
I won..
as in thrashed her.
lols.. :PP

went to hougang mann with these peep.
took the bus there.. :D
went to eat Long John's Silver.
After getting pranked on,we headed up to the library.
Borrowed some books.
Sam got me some good books!
thanks gal!
after buying rubberbands from Helen.
we went home.

He sent me home..
took the bus home..
sent him home,by walking to the LRT.
*he held my hand tight.

reached home,
then bathed,
did my work and slept.
not exactly..
i finished my book..
the one i borrowed in 2 hrs.. :D
YAY!


The next day..
4th Sept 07
Woke up after my special morning call.
haha.
washed up,
ran arnd the hse,
packed up,left for the bus stop.
met him there.
*he's real sweet. :D

took bus to school,
went to lvl 2,
wanted to use the comp,
yet the comp didnt wna cooperate.. :(

went to find those peeps,
played soccer..
i kept being bullied,
as in they kept scoring on me..
i was sweating like a steaming pau..
after that,
headed to heartland to have lunch.
ate yoshi with angie and friends.
NPCC captain came..
(i dunno how to spell her name,so i skip)
we went off to find the guys..

then took bus to the playground agn!!
played arnd.
then we took the same ride,
this time i almost went sick.. :(

after fooling arnd,
they wanted to play basketball,
so i looked on.
alweee sat down and accompanied me.
talked abt stuff and listened to music.
thanks auel for ur company! :)

he and auel then fetched me home..
lol.
i was so happy.. :D
oh well,
now he repay me by nt replying my sms.. :F

ok then..
i shall stop,but..
a lil something for u ppl.

--------------------------------------------
Chap 2..
"Hey!! have u studied??" she patted playfully on his head.
He smiled and pulled her closer to him.
"Aissh..let go of me.." she said shyly.
He grinned and held her hands into his.
' i love you ' he mouthed the words causing her to blush.
"Go away! anyhow!!" she giggled and walked off,tugging her best friend along.

"Ahhh! why did she have to do that..?
why cant she walk alone and leave my girl alone..?" his friend commented frustratedly.
"haha.i dunno..?.." he grinned and suddenly his heart weighed heavy.

His mother words returned to him.
It hit him hard that he must tell her..
He must not let her suffer..

"heyhey!! u hor..anyhow leh!"
she whacked her friend playfully on the arms.
"you oso ma.. so mushy all that.." her friend teased her back.
"ahhh. no lo.. :P" she retaliated by pinching her friend's tummy.
"Oww! how can you!?" her friend chased her down the stairs.
"okok..stop,stop.. ..... Has he held your hands yet?" she eyed at her friend.
Trying to look for any clue of reaction.
"Ummm" her friend stammered..

'darn! why did she have to ask...' her friend thought as she felt her face burned.

"You did!? right?!" she exclaimed happily and hugged her friend tightly.
"im so happy for you!" she said after catching her breath from squealing.
"haha.thank you.. you too ma,you 2 progress until vry far.." her friend teased her.
"yea... but.." immeadiatly, her smile turned into a frown.
"Why?..what's wrong..?" her friend asked caringly.
"You see,i feel that he's hiding something from me.." she sulked as she thought.
"Oh..why not qns him.. as in lure him to tell u the ans.." her friend suggested slyly.
"Oh.. ok..." she thought it was a great idea.

'i must tell her..she must know..' he thought sadly.
'i must know! i'll find it out!' she thought energetically.


END.. : D
how was the chapter 2..?

Labels: SMILING for the 1stmonth.

words spilled @ 9/05/2007 12:26:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»preview of tshirt.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

its a lil small.
im sorry thou..
Got f-cked by my dad.
he scolded me,
which lead to malfunction of my little brains.

forfucksake,whycantheleavemealone?!
darnhim.

iloveyou,yeticanhateyoulikeSHIT!

darn!
the picture cant be uploaded.SHIT. D:
ohwell,
will post it next time.
shit this picture.

*sorry..
seriously,im really mad and hot headed now.
ahhh!!

words spilled @ 9/04/2007 08:41:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

»forgetfulness posts

Monday, September 03, 2007

"shit,i forgot!"

Ahhh..
On saturday,
went to the gym with fishy.
(i wonder how do fishes work out?)
ran the threadmill for 20mins.
shiokenism
*im losing fats,yo!

And..
i forgot one thing..
i made sam wait for me for 30 mins.
sorry. D:
ms.late queen apologise to fishy.

anyway,after running,
went to do some training on my arms and legs.. :D
tone myself up!

both elephants and fish walked to Hougang Mall.
Met the antennae.
*sighs,sometimes i really feel guilty for doing these to her.

Ate at Han's with them
Fats loss + Han's = Extra calo. D:
shyt. D:

after breakfast,headed to Challenger to see the thumbdrive,
amanda wants one. :D
after that,we walked arnd the mall.
Me and amanda bought shoelaces. :D
purple and black while amanda's is red and purple. :DD

went to ntuc to buy thing,
then we all walked to the bus stop.
amanda took the mrt,
while i took 62 home..

smsed them both and talked.
seriously,im beginning to feel clinged to them now.
they're special to me..

went home and rest..
i fell asleep thou..
went out in the noon,
went to Suntec;COMEX.
super squeezy la..
saw matthew there.. :D
Hi,Kor! :DD
he from selling cameras to selling laptops. lol!

went hime and rested.
was damn tired.
while he was out partying. :D
lol,partaye animal! :DD

currently listening to SNSD'S into the New World..
Seriously,i love Hyoyeon! she's hawwt ,man!
I wna do the dance move she did! :D
cmon,O's get over with it.
and back comes hiphop into my life agn!..

MY STORY BELOW.. : DDD
Enjoy!!

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words spilled @ 9/03/2007 04:10:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

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"hey..i really love you.." she held his hand while walking to the bus stop.
"...." there were no replies.
"Chey..Cmon,just reply me..?" she lamented while shaking his hands.
"What's wrong..?" She stopped and asked when she saw the expression on his face.
"Nothing.." He grimaced,his grip tightened as they crossed the road.
"Are you sure..?" she quizzed while blinking her eyes.
"Yea.." he reached out to her hair and fuzzed it..
"hmmph! my hair's messy enough alr!" she giggled and threw his hand off her head.
"Its ok.. I just love the way you are.Silly and really chatty.." he smiled and held her hand into his.
"Seriously..ur acting really weird,you know..?" she looked at him while shuffling his hair.

'I just love how his hair manages to stay the same even how many times i mess it up!'
she thought happily to herself.

"Anyway..what are you planning to do after you go home..?" she flashed her smile, which made her eyes squint.
"I dunno..? probably,i'll bathe,go online and do my work..?" his reply was not in the usual way.
"HEY! you are hiding something from me!!" She stood up and stated her mind.
"I can feel it!! Girls have strong 6th sense!!" she blabbered before he opened his mouth.
"Relax..it's really nothing.." He lied and reassured her.

'Sigh,Should i say..?..sighs..' he thought gloomily.

"Really...??" she stressed and moved his face towards her.
"Look into MY EYES! i wna seek the truth...!" she stared into his eyes sternly.
"Hahah.." he looked away as he was afraid that she would see that he was lying..
"Why did you turn away!" she barked and slapped his hands.
"You look very..cute when you do that.." he forced a laugh.
"You're lying..! I know.. :( I..wna.." before she completed her sentence,he stood up.
"There's my bus..Bye.. :) " he smiled sadly and walked off to board the bus.
"Off you go now! Go home.." he waved at her to go home and smiled.

After her shadow left,his bus started moving.
There he was.. thinking what his mother said previously..

"I' VE TOLD YOU! NOT TO GET INTO RELATIONSHIP!"
his mother barked at him angrily,while he remained silent.
"YOUR SUPPOSED TO FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES NOT ON GIRLS!"
his mother cried angrily as she paced around.
"Relax..relax..he's still a young man.. Young man makes mistakes.."

'Ah..there he goes again..Sighs..Why did ma know bout this..?'
he thought and sighed tiredly.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE HE IS DOING THIS TO ME!?"
his mother cried hoarsely while sitting in the living room.
"IF I HAVE NOT STEPPED OUT OF THE HOUSE, I WOULD HAVE BEEN KEPT IN THE DARK..HOW LONG YOU WANT TO KEEP THIS FROM ME?!"
his mother screamed depressingly.
"Ma..please dont get too angry.. Its not good for your health..."
his elder sister cooed while trying to calm her down.

After getting scolded and left without dinner to eat,
he went to his room.
Saw his handphone flashing..
'Its her agn,the silly girl..' he sighed and unknowingly, his tears fell.
His tears did not fall when his mother punished him..
But yet, a cheery msg from her made him breakdown.

Those flashback came back..
He looked out and thought of the days he spent with her.
He thought of her laughter and smile..
Then he thought..
'why did this happen...?'
he let out a deep breath and burrowed his face into his hands..

'How am i going to break this news to her..?
Neither do i want to hear her cry or hurt her in any other ways...'
He thought and shook his head sadly.

Why God..? Why did you make this happen..? Why is she gonna suffer along with me..?

To be continued...

-----s a r a n g h a e ; i l u------

hahah!
This story is just a lil sneak peek!
Im so back into writing stories.. :D
After the O's time to scribble!!
SMILE & ENJOY.
jeez,its gna be 4am soon.
If you ever see this,
you wont believe im gna have my O's this Oct.. :/

Dance Floor Anthem;
baby,that's MUSIC!

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words spilled @ 9/03/2007 03:24:00 AM / > leave goosebumps here ⋄

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