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»CHAOS,FIGHTS,WATSOEVER.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Annyong Haseyo! im finally posting again.
*sighs* the exam period just "SHOOSH-ed" past me.
the weight is no longer a burden. *phews*
now is the word 'SLACK' coming outta mi mouth.lols.
aniwae,been feeling so BLEAK this few days.
mi mood is SO ruined by someone,somewhere.
i have no comments though.
im just plain whining to mi dear computer screen.
ok,here goes my whining.
please bear with me.mi dear blog readers. XP
here goes nothing.Ok...
she has been thrashing mi mood way badly this few days.
persuaded her,told her,approached her in a decent way.
but..it still goes on..it's kinda tiring though.
with the exam blues and all that..BLAHSS.
im getting highly irritated by that living pinata.
her non stop whines.oh god.this is making me insane.
it''s delirious.it's nt that she's a living one but she don't even has sweets contained in her body! unlike the fake one..easily breakable and with goodies..!
BLEAHx.ok..let's back to the topic.
so with that pinata going on and on..
all my grouchy untold feelings bottled insde me and finally i flared up.
un-intentionally.SO un-intentionally.
so i went berserk only to flare up on her.
but she is so NO longer SHE.
she used to be that carefree,happy & delighted girl which everyone could joke with.
even if u DO go overboard with ur itsy-bitsy stuff,she wun't really flare uyp..
Only a small tight slap.. :P
but now..even the most un-important stuff piss her off..
i cant stand her!! GRR!
i wonder am i the one who changed rapidly or wat?
or is it her? oh god. someone please just tell me!
she's so highly,HIGHLY irritatable.
oh god..even people who scores higher than her gets scolded.
BRR.it's freaky..REAL freaky.
not to offend her or watsoever.
but she's SO SO SO like the other one.. *un-named*
ok..i gues i better stop.
Can't start crapping my bullsh*t out.
Cos it makes no sense.
something is really wrong.
REALLY REALLY WRONG..
So morale of this thing,story,watsoever, is
nothing last forever..
Even the shine of diamonds..they dun shine like wat they do wen they were new..
Even frenship,Love..
they dun really last...
it's the matter of how u treasure the moments with them.
i did treasure those wonderful moments..
So...i dun really care if i lose them,they lose me..
It's just wheter did they treasure the happy,sad moments we shared.
BLEAHx.
im done..
Ciao!

MINGYAN! love ur blog skins.
so special lors. *jealous..
And ming yan,i am so GLAD and ecstatic to communicate with u.
i was worried at 1st but sure i was GLAD to communicate well with u.
Muacks.. (:
Kims X Kims.

Hey Sharon.Samantha,if you see this post,
just wanna say that i totally.TOTALLY enjoyed the times with u ladies.
Even if it was a short period of time,but u guys made me feel so comfortable around u ladies.
And i enjoyed being with you gals!
ROCK ON!
BLEAHx. XP

-OoxIIaoxoO-

: 29-08-06 : 9.24pm :
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»KPOP ERA! ~
Friday, August 18, 2006

ahhh! im so into Korea stuff.
im SO eager to go korea now!
so i can at least check out Super Junior.
all rite.
fullstops about happy stuff for jus a little while.
OK.now for dartx bad news.
1st my condolences for the passing of Dong Hae's dad.
2nd OUCH x 2 for Hee Chul for involving in an accident which gave him a fractured thigh.jus rite after he went to Dong Hae's dad funeral.
haiis.sad things usually happens.or else there won't be happy stuff in this world.
Dong Hae oppa,be strong all rites.
SUJU fans willl wanna see u smiling with ur cute and playful smile.
we want u back! smile..! dong hae oppa,FIGHTING!
As for Hee chul Oppa..u crazy cinderella.i know ur rushing for ur 12 o'clock time out. but PLEASE be careful.it hurts me to see any of SUJU peeps hurt!So,Hee chul Oppa,u must heal fast.Dun dance wen ur not asked to! Dun over-strain! Hmmz..
Oh ya..Congrats and Happy Belated B'days to Ki Bum oppa,Yeh Sung Oppa.
Yeh Sung Oppa be da CamWhore...! go go go!
Ur so cute..
While K Bum oppa,smile more! dun look so cool.
Very "cold" niias.
haiix.hope SUJU will come to S'pore!
But not during my Finals and O's.
They BETTER not!
haiis.im so into all these korea guys!
sam la! *beats samantha*
all ur fault!
aniiwaes,mi exams is just 2days away.
Stress siia.While Shinwha is coming for concerts.
Goood.hope they bring SJ come.
then i can drool over Suju..LOLs.
aniiwaes,SUJU crawled into S'pore Teens!
YAY! they are gonna get hot!
im waiting for all the disc niia!
SOBs.
i LOVE SUJU! yays!

-xIIaox


words spilled @ 8/18/2006 04:22:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»ANNYUNG! [good evening!]
Wednesday, August 09, 2006





hellos! aiyaya. LAGGY x DOUBLE.i have not posted for quite a time..
hmmrx.mii baddx.tuudae is Natinal Day.Nice!.got FREE hols.
lolls.budden exams comiin lerrx.baddenx again.
haiix.but luckily larrhs*he didnt make any advances towards me.phewws.
or else im gonna scream!! okkaes.
forget abourtx that incident.
aniiwaex,yesterday after that bishan park thingy,we went to East Coast Park.
"we" consisted of 3 guys 5 gurls.
Guys : Aloysius,Bryan Teo,Kai Shen [grace bro].
Gals : Grace,I,Samantha,Amanda,Vanessa.
We went there to roller blade lorrs.super niice.
fell down quite a couple of times.
Sam worse..Never put on Guards.
keep falling down.poor thing. :P
me,aloy,sam,grace are first timers la.
Pathetic first timers.Im really so pathetic.
but i managed la..pretty nice.
hhahs.im so happy wen i can slightly blade..
budden..WOAHS.Kai Shen & Amanda are PRO's.
Van and Bryan are only starters.but can la..
Very good lerhs.hhahs.way better than me.
den we went to the beach riite after we returned the skates.
it was quite "shiok" cos $5 for 2 hrs..
Actually only $5 for 1 hr budden national day eve ma..
so off price lor..but that owner vehh cheap skate..wan to change skates oso cannorts.
ok..back to the beach part..we went therte to "soak" our feet..
budden the tide was higher than usual..
cos wen i went back home,the moon was so clear,big and round.

after "soaking" our feet & taking a few pics,we planned to push grace into the water.
AND we did! hhahs.she was the 1st to get soaked in the salty water.
then next was bryan,kai shen,then aloysius.
Next,was samantha.the 2nd one to get soaked into the water.
I was the 3rd.i did it voluntarily,after running like a mad woman..
Then it was Amanda & Vanessa,both volunteered to soak in the water themselves.
hhahs.i was so crazed out after soaking the water.
after countless of times we soaked in the water,we went to bathe.
Aloy,Bryan,Van,Sam,& I went to bathe.
Leaving Amanda,Grace& Kai Shen outside to dry themselves naturally.
hhahs.so funny lor.
after bathing,we went out..
and i BUMPED my head..haiix.pain siia.
lolls.then we took MORE pics..
hhahs.k le..
time for my bro to use the comp le..
See you!
*Annieyogasayo! [Good Bye]
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Friday, August 04, 2006

this day suks. * PS.ur an assh*le

omg..today is so NOT my day! first,im accused of wat i didnt do!
im so infuriated! Secondly,he did the worst job a guy could have done.
Emptying water into a girl's bag.. -.-
omg..u are so childish! GROW UP!
even IF i had given u the "finger",why are u SO uptight?
i tot that was the "in" thing for u? ...im rendered speechless by ur actions.
LOLs.and WORST,u actually whacked a girl INDIRECTLY.
and wat's that bad news,u actually used a chair..
Whoa.wat an attitude.. how nice. -.-
i cant belive it..
We were ONCE frens...that is what which pained me the most.
haiix.probably ur a "mask ON/OFF" guy.
come and confront me..why are u so..sneaky...
Be a guy..dun be a whiner..
probably u should be given the naive award.
Look at friends around u.
I dun tink they are fren though...
Fine..im not gonna say anymore...I juz dun belive it..!
im so SHOCKED by ur actions..
Wat is laughable is wat u did..
hhahs.ur PATHETIC.
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~
aniiwaes,im living my life as it is now,though...
it's pathetic that i actually went out with such people.
people who i think that they are demure..
Dunno wad went over him..
He's actually such a NICE guy!
OMG.it is so sad to see a guy like him get wasted away.
He has good traits though..
He's a gentleman...He's a guy who actually kinda protect those around him..
Haiiix.such a waste..
I juz hope that this will end..
hey...if u are the guy which i was referring to,and IF ur reading this,
im gonna make it clear to u..
i didnt give u the "finger",u got me..?!
im very upset and angry that u accused me of doing that to u...
even if u think i did that,fine,i apologise..
BUT i didnt do that..so i have made this clear to u..
so no more..ok?
and i think u better apologise in any way to the girl that shielded the chair for me.
she didnt do anything wrong..so u apologise to her...
i dun live to begrudge...so juz forget it..

-xIIaoManTou
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Friday, July 28, 2006


im like soo lagged out!
AHH.finally im updating.hees. o.0"
Finally,im over with the soccer stuff.BUT!!
im so into Super Junior now!
a korean group which consist of 13 boys (actually it was 12,a new member was introduced this year)
under the management of a company which oso nurtured BoA,KangTa,etc.
shocked,huh?! aww my gawd.
actually i was not in this craze.but my crazy super junior fanatic infected me with it!
omg..im not the only "Super Junior" victim but some of my frens were/was/is.
LOL.anyway..Super Junior has guys which are SOO sexy.yumm yumm.
They are super cute lohhs.
Cant stand them.so cute..!
anyway..go take a look on YOUtube. Super Junior Full House.
SUPER JUNIOR u will laugh ur ass off. haha.watch it.. (:

so cute.so shuai..anyway TAG pls! (:
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Thursday, July 20, 2006

Im updating,aren't i?

weee.im finally updating my stuff.cos toO busy for this 1 week ba..
got POA stuff to do.Alas,i finished my POA project le..phew.
aniiwae,i learnt some new steps in hip hop lesson on that day la.not bad.
then beforemy hippy lessons,i have CIP stuff.and amanda helped me to find the clippings i longed for.
YAYs.hahas.it's the pic of Portugal team playing the violin,cello,and more violins.
Cristiano look very very HOT. he's a total hottie.haha.im still not out of this "soccer fanatics" stuff.
i dun tink i ever can.lols.i already told myself to take up soccer as my CCa in poly.hope will have.**
i wanna dream or even have small close fantasies of playing with those guys.
LOLs.so farnie.aniiwae,i carried on my life like that till....
On tuesday,i was running near the backgate where the bike are parked at.
SUDDENLY,dear dear mii,i feel down.i fell on some pebbles,stones,soil.
it's a HORRIBLE mess.real horrid.but i kept running la.
wen i reached the school my leg was covered in blood.urgh.horrid.tot it didn't hurt though.
the starting and the end do not hurt.it's the process which does.im so TOTALLY agreeing it.
haiix.pain sia.but bitterness has it's small tinge of sweetness,don't they?
they sure do.cos after school i went to eat prata.bored of the schools food.bleahs. Xd
jus as i was eating my dear dear mushroom-cheese prata,i recieved an sms from sam.
she said that 'he' went to ask them where was i.then sam ask me go back skool,then i went back lor.
but wen i went back,i saw his frens only.siianx. so i sms-ed him.
then he said no.i now still pondering is it true anot..wat sam said.i know.it's wrong to suspect ppl.
but i cant help,but to feel that way. ):
but if it's TRUE,thank u for ur concern.if not.then NVM ba.
i'll juz treat it as it really happened. (:
then i juz lived my life as usual.
today is the 3rd day for my cells to be reproduced again.
im waiting for it to heal.haha.
i like to thank marmiie ba.cos she helped me to dress my wound at home.
she even got her hands stained with iodine crystals which hardly fades.
haiix.thanks mummy.thnx daddy for concerning boud me.muackz.
love u guys lots.and my little sarcarstic brother. :p
kk la.i gonna end here soon.
anyway,i begin collecting those soccer stickers cum cards of FIFA world cup players.
got lot's of CIV country.buay tahan niias,ghana,Iran oso.
bo biian.im yearning for Portugal's C.ronaldo and Figo.
Amnada got Figo.so unfair.im oso waiting for ESP,Spain's Fernanado Torres.
but i had Lionel Messi and Podolski.
Oh ya.i wanna get Michael Ballack from Germany.
I oso wanna get italy's Matarazzi,i got buffon le.
if got extra,i sure draw his face.LOLs.
yea,i oso wanna get France's Zidane.
that egghead.that super duper cute derhs.muackz. (:
he's old or u may say he's matured la.but i find him sexy.
my mum likes him..haha.
i hope can get Brazil's Ronaldo,Ronaldihno.i got Kaka le! yayas.
i oso wanna get england's Beckham,all those cute guys from England.
i got Rooney,Owen,Lampard and Jole cole with all other peeps la.only dun have some guys.
saddenx. ):
haiix.
k la..

the list of things i want NOW.

1)those soccer cards NOT playing cards.
2)Jersey's from Argentina,Portugal,Spain.France,England.oh my i want so many things. XP
3)learn how to play soccer.

k lerrx.see u guys.
will update u soon! MUACKs. <3

-xIIaox


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Im updating,aren't i?

weee.im finally updating my stuff.cos toO busy for this 1 week ba..
got POA stuff to do.Alas,i finished my POA project le..phew.
aniiwae,i learnt some new steps in hip hop lesson on that day la.not bad.
then beforemy hippy lessons,i have CIP stuff.and amanda helped me to find the clippings i longed for.
YAYs.hahas.it's the pic of Portugal team playing the violin,cello,and more violins.
Cristiano look very very HOT. he's a total hottie.haha.im still not out of this "soccer fanatics" stuff.
i dun tink i ever can.lols.i already told myself to take up soccer as my CCa in poly.hope will have.**
i wanna dream or even have small close fantasies of playing with those guys.
LOLs.so farnie.aniiwae,i carried on my life like that till....
On tuesday,i was running near the backgate where the bike are parked at.
SUDDENLY,dear dear mii,i feel down.i fell on some pebbles,stones,soil.
it's a HORRIBLE mess.real horrid.but i kept running la.
wen i reached the school my leg was covered in blood.urgh.horrid.tot it didn't hurt though.
the starting and the end do not hurt.it's the process which does.im so TOTALLY agreeing it.
haiix.pain sia.but bitterness has it's small tinge of sweetness,don't they?
they sure do.cos after school i went to eat prata.bored of the schools food.bleahs. Xd
jus as i was eating my dear dear mushroom-cheese prata,i recieved an sms from sam.
she said that 'he' went to ask them where was i.then sam ask me go back skool,then i went back lor.
but wen i went back,i saw his frens only.siianx. so i sms-ed him.
then he said no.i now still pondering is it true anot..wat sam said.i know.it's wrong to suspect ppl.
but i cant help,but to feel that way. ):
but if it's TRUE,thank u for ur concern.if not.then NVM ba.
i'll juz treat it as it really happened. (:
then i juz lived my life as usual.
today is the 3rd day for my cells to be reproduced again.
im waiting for it to heal.haha.
i like to thank marmiie ba.cos she helped me to dress my wound at home.
she even got her hands stained with iodine crystals which hardly fades.
haiix.thanks mummy.thnx daddy for concerning boud me.muackz.
love u guys lots.and my little sarcarstic brother. :p
kk la.i gonna end here soon.
anyway,i begin collecting those soccer stickers cum cards of FIFA world cup players.
got lot's of CIV country.buay tahan niias,ghana,Iran oso.
bo biian.im yearning for Portugal's C.ronaldo and Figo.
Amnada got Figo.so unfair.im oso waiting for ESP,Spain's Fernanado Torres.
but i had Lionel Messi and Podolski.
Oh ya.i wanna get Michael Ballack from Germany.
I oso wanna get italy's Matarazzi,i got buffon le.
if got extra,i sure draw his face.LOLs.
yea,i oso wanna get France's Zidane.
that egghead.that super duper cute derhs.muackz. (:
he's old or u may say he's matured la.but i find him sexy.
my mum likes him..haha.
i hope can get Brazil's Ronaldo,Ronaldihno.i got Kaka le! yayas.
i oso wanna get england's Beckham,all those cute guys from England.
i got Rooney,Owen,Lampard and Jole cole with all other peeps la.only dun have some guys.
saddenx. ):
haiix.
k la..

the list of things i want NOW.

1)those soccer cards NOT playing cards.
2)Jersey's from Argentina,Portugal,Spain.France,England.oh my i want so many things. XP
3)learn how to play soccer.

k lerrx.see u guys.
will update u soon! MUACKs. <3

-xIIaox


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Tuesday, July 11, 2006


As Usual Im BORED
Today theme is Fernando Torres.
He's SUPER cute.haha.
anyway now is like 11:22.
I was waiting to see the part where Zidane went to head-butt Matarazzhi.LOL.that italy guy juz got felled down.LIKE A TREE.woah.
The news said that probably that mata guy insulted either his religion or his family. Or probably called him a n****r.That is a VERY VERY bad word.
LOLs.He really should have gotten that!
BUT zidane la..u horrx..buay tahan.
y u got headbutt him! then that stupid goalkeeper.
Buffon.keep doing that "i saw u doing it!" sign.
SO LAME.=.=
France shouldn't have lost! Even if they really thrashed Portugal and Spain's Ass.
Budden..kinda unfair la.STUPID Buffon and Matarazzi.Bo Liao peeps.
They shouldn't have lost.it's NOT fair!! GRR!
haiix.nowadays very siian lehh.
it's pythygora's for maths though.then salt and bases for chem. *yawns
Must study hard worrx.
Me and the other girls going to SIAN le.
Cos sam kiip talking boud Shi Won.YAWNs.
LOLs.k la.i tink must sleep le.
anyway i had a good time in Bryan house.We played BB at his hse.
His skills pretty good.Then me and sam became kids,we sat on the swing.

Haha.i LOVE swings.
Budden i worry lehhs.
2moro englishh presentation.YAWNs.
AND worst.Salsa dance for us.BAD BAD BAD. :(
haiix.kkaex ba..since i saw that "zidande head butting" stuff,im gonna sleep.. (:
BBuaiix.. nites. (:
MUACKZ
1) Cristiano Ronaldo
2)Lionel Messi
3)Fernando Torres
4)Kaka
5) Paul Walker
6)Zidane
7)Ronaldinho
8)hmm.dunno lerrx.NITES!
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»LALAs
Monday, July 10, 2006

URGH.TIME FLIES.

oh god! time TOTALLY flies! w00ts.
It's like how many days after the June holidays?...
Im kinda laggin now though.Kinda tired.Yawns.
It's 11:12 now lohhs.And im yearning to wake up at 3:30 am in the morn to catch
the 3rd and 4th placing..Portugal VS Germany.
But Portugal kena thrashed..LOL.How nice,How degrading.LOLs.
Im STIIL not over C.Ronaldo,though. [=
hahas.NICE!! im like still drooling over his hot bod.
Budden my heart is beating for Ferrando Torres..Haha.
Spain guy.Mohawk hairstyled dude.
CUTE! LOLs. Then today kinda tired la.BORING BORING BORING day.
Got health check up lohhs.went to the basemaent with sam and amanda.
Then amanda lent me her PDA.SUPA nice lohhs.
Then sam off it though.and the "uh-ohhs" beginned.
LOLs.we didnt know the passwords,o we anyhow put in lame numbers that we tot of.
BUT.no avail,during the last few attempts,Amanda PDA totally lagged out.
Oh god.im like soo SUPER guilty.then we tried doing it but no avail la.
cham lor.then we had CME lessons,English,Maths,Chem.
SIAN SIAN SIAN la.all i can say is this.LOLs.
Then we stayed back in skool,do our POA stuff.
I was TOTALLY slacking listening to music all that crap lor.
Then michelle left for CO,then amanda oso left for guitar.
COOL nia.left me , van , sam there lor.then we pondered wheter going for bowling,then they say nt enuff $$.
So we went to Mac,do project.Met up with Bryan & debby.
They were doing the LOCD stuff la.Our class nehh? i dun bother though.
SIAN lor.not interested. :p
then did our stuff,met up with my mummy.
We went shopping for groccery and all the necessites.
Then went home.
I have not yet bathed.AND THAT WAS eeeew.
but i juz stayed there finished my dinner and went to do POA lorrs.
Budden,this FREAKING comp lagged.and all the info i typed out dissappeared.
I had no choice but to distress myself by watching Wang Fei Hong show lor.
Relax then went to bathed.haha.
after that my bro went to post his class blog (WA),then posted his.
So i was like sitting there listening to damn farnie thing lor.
An Indian guy complaining bout KFC.LOL.(no offence worrx)
then i juz slack,till he gave me the comp,relentedly la.
haha.HEEs.then i went to do my stuff lor.
Do until now.Budden wen i was doing,sam and amanda was like chatting away,disrupting my thoughts.
Make me waste so much time,Juz joking worrx.then heard sam talking bout Super Junior (sian)
then she went bla bla bla.LOLs.
k la i tink better stop le.
Cos gonna become Ms Panda le.NITES.

PS. eugene, i relink u le.. (;
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Friday, July 07, 2006

THIS IS STUPID. :d

Dunno wutts wrong worrx.haiix.STUPID lor.
k la.i dun mean to hurt nayone by saying this.
SHE's SO SPOILT.!
arrgh! her "no" can bring the whole empire down lor.
omg.it's only the market.juz go la.
FINE.u dun wanna go market.NVM.
We go Mac.
Den suddenly u starts saying u wanna go to eat other stuff.
THIS IS RIDICULOUS!
oh my..! haiix.
i dunno how to say to her lor.
OMG.im SO regretful.
im so NAIVE.
i dun belive it lor!
U give 1 face then everyone juz shut up!
Hey,even Lionel Messi,C ronaldo dun do that!
Fine im nt sure bout C ronaldo.but im sure messi wunt!
Haiix.Ur not the Tzar OR the King.YOUNG LADY.
i juz dun belive it!
im not sure of wat u said is true or wat.
i dun care.u got me?
U brain wash my fren.i dun mind.but dun give me that face.
im not ur slave or servant.
Im not obliged to do anything u ask me to do!
OK?!
i juz cant belive it that they are so ignorant of wat ur doing.
URGH! i have put this up for like 1 yr++.
Fine.im gonna SHOOT it out NOW.
i dun care. (:
And i dunno why that silly gur so innocent lor.
Ppl owe her so much money.
and she juz shrug it off.haiix.Im soooo Confused lor.
arrgh! haiix.
im so confused.*splitting apart*
i dunno is it wat people said affect my view of u.
haiix.im so confused.
aniiwae,i oso very *bo-chap la..i oso dun bother so much.
I oso dunno wheter is it the rite thing to tell her.
wat i said to her was kinda private.
but..she juz spilt it.
haiix.!! wutt shld i do lorr.
anyone guide me lehhs.?
im 15 leh.but wat think is kinda immature..
LOLs.so pai sehhs.
hahas.i wanna think more like adult.
i wanna blend into the adult thinking.
ok..no..more of like the range between teenger and adult.
i dun want to think like those aunties or those 20+ ladies.
no no no.im 15.. (:
hahas.
i owaes think that everything will be ok.
like a chinese saying."Once the boat reaches the bridge,it'll go straight"
Lols.im kinda like translating from chinese to english..LOLs. XD
haiix.i dun want to be that naive anymore.
i dun wann! I wanna think more like an adult.!
hahas.wish me good luck ba!
* ` * ` * ` * ` * ` * ` * ` *
ok.so im done with this lohhs.talk abt other matters baa.hahas.
Let's talk abt soccer.hahas.
C ronaldo.Lionel Messi.Michael Ballack.
3 of them OUT OUT OUT.
lols.Argentina out,followed by Portugal,then Germany.
haiix.soo POOR thing.
all the grps i support all flunk like shiit.
LOLs.no offence hor.
3 of them very cute!
LOLs.Good tatics and all those stuff la.
Budden i oso like England,Brasil,And SPAIN!
arrr! all got shuaii derrhs!~
muuuackz! they rock lor.
i guess my perception of Soccer,Football change le.
After this 2006 Germany match.
Usually when i was a kid,the grp which won i support.
hahas.naIve.kids ma!
i was only 11.
hahas.now i look at thier footwork,dribbling all those stuff.
BUT not all these la.i oso see those guys.
Usually i oso keep thinking why 22 ppl chase 1 ball for wat.haha.
And i do these stuff :
1.I cry wen they win/lose.
2.I scream wen they miss a goal or they GOAL.
3.I stay up LATE to watch soccer.
4.I start squealing when the guys get the ball.those very professional and handsome one.
LOLs.
hahas.yumm yumm lor.their body.
lols.i nt pervert hor.relacc.
im juz like guys la.
Only guys oogle at pretty ladies with hot bods.
For me,i oogle at those handsomes with those rippled muscles.
Only soccer players and other handsome.
Not those wrestlers or weight-lifter.(no offence)
Anyway,i oso know the rules of soccer.
haha.like wen then counted as corner.
yellow card and red card meanings.
k la.i nt stupid de worrs.
juz a little sotonqq`.haha.im so blur & careless.
LOLs.

My list of hot guys.
1.Cristiano Ronaldo
2.Lionel Messi
3.Michael Ballack
4.i forgot lehhs.hmmm.next time fill u guys up! (:

hahas.TC guys (:
muuackz.
anyway portugal out..haiix.im soo sad!
but they going to be going for the 3rd placing with germany this Sat!
Guys watch! (:
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Sunday, July 02, 2006


CRISTIANO RONALDO DOES IT AGAIN!
OHMYGOD.PORTUGAL GOT INTO THE FINALS!
so nice! hahax.im SOO3 happie! Even though Argentina never
got into the finals.BUDDEN,portugal got in.!
it would be kinda nice if ARGENTINA V.S PORTUGAL.
haha.ok.back to the game.
The last kick Cristiano did was gorgeous.
REALLY REALLY GORGEOUS.
haha.anyway,WELL DONE guys!
Cristiano GO GO GO!
They won on the 5 penalty kick though.
Thank Goodness Beckham, Rooney and Owen not in Game.
Or else PORTUGAL bye bye!..
LOLs.
He yesterday VERY handsome lohhs.
haiix.wutt will happen nerr?
BRAZIL V.S PORTUGAL.
Sure BRAZIL win de lorrhs. sad. ):
but im happy for PORTUGAL.cos it's their 1st time go
thru the Finals.
Back to ARGENTINA,The manager/Coach of ARGENTINA quits.
Cos he never bring ARGENTINA thru the Finals.
Good For You.hu ask hiim not to bring Messi and why call him sub Riquelme.
Then just now the commenator said that the coach of ENGLAND said he would quit
and ask another person subsitute him.
Then yesterday got a few ENGLAND were bawling off their heads.
Then Beckham went round consoling everyone.
He look very cute lorrs.
haha.JIAYOUs lerr.

DA BEST PLAYERS IN MY HEART. <3
LIONEL MESSI <3 ARGENTINA
CRISTIANO RONALDO <3 PORTUGAL
KAKA <3>BRAZIL



-xIIaox. (:
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»OH MY GOD
Saturday, July 01, 2006

im soo SAD. ):
ARGENTINA LOST.
i can't accept the fact that they lost.SOBs.
I have so many WHY? is my head.
1.WHY didnt the coach ask Messi to subsitute other people.?
2.WHY Argentina number 10 has to be subsituted?..
3.WHY there are no fouls against that person who rammed his knee on Argentina's GoalKeeper ribs..?
4.WHY do this have to happen.?
5.WHY IS GERMANY GOALKEEPER SO POWERFUL.?
6.WHY is the goddamn refree so kayuu.? huh? ANSWER MEEE.!!
7.WHY MESSI IS NOT IN!
Im so so so SAD.
Im still in the stae of trauma that argentina lost.
OHCRAP.
i dun wanna see the TV screen with Germany's Players
1.Podolski
2.Ballack.
This 2 people i dun wann see them.
IM SO UPSET!.
ARRGH.
ARGENTINA.IT'S OK!
Get into the World Cup 4 years later.
I'll be waiting for u,Lionel Messi!
By that time im already 19+..haha..he 22. (:
YAYs.JIAYOUs!
ARGENTINA GO GO GO!
ARGENTINA NEVER SAYS DIE!
JIAYOUs.
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»BORING.
Thursday, June 29, 2006

it's so stupid today.but it's like OHMYTIAN.
i saw him twice and the third time. XP.
OOps..mistake.LOLx. XD
haiya.today very siian.but very happy.
he took the initiative to talk to me though.
LOLs.NICE!.
ok la.den F&N slack lor.do evaluation..
den listened to songs.cher let us listen.SO NICE
before that got Hist/Geog class..
waa.shift here shift dere de.
SO mafan.then amanda sent me U by Super Junior.
It's nice.better than miracle.ahem..WAYYY better.
LOls.k la.
i shall ciao.C u guys soon.
take lot's of care.MUACKs.

-xIIaox
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»second day of skool.BORING
Tuesday, June 27, 2006

actually,im kinda exxagerating..
it's not boring.juz that,i was pranked upon.
which i DUN quite like it..
but i did learn some new cool stuff.
Maths is actually kinda cool.
ok.it's nice.it's trigo.
had a good conversation with mi "daddie" aka Goro.
did our english stuff in the library.
saw "him" outside the lab.Mr.Lim is teaching them.how NICE.
then today oso the day i gotta learn wat is responsibility..
im nt gonna leave my wallet to anyone..TOO dangerous.. ><"
then me oso very sian lor.but overall,kinda cool la..
Juz very tired.
LOLs.
haiix.i really dun like to be pranked on.
It's not nice.
it's COOL to see that person pespire and wince wen thier belongings are gone.
Ok.how long is this gonna last?
u gotta shout "KIDS,PHONY.LAMERS."
It's not cool.ok.
but i got my attitude.u got me.
i have it,u have urs.
anyway,im gonna sign out soon.
(:
BUT! before i leave,
i ask u one trigo qns.. (:

If sin45 = cos45 =0.707,find the value of
sin45+ sin135 + 2 cos135.







NO PEEKING!
the answer down there.. (:









SOLUTION
:
(0.707)

sin45 + sin135 + 2 cos135.
180 - 135 + 45
sin A = sin B
Therefore, sin135 is equal to sin45
which is equal to 0.707.(DONE)
sin45 + sin135 + 2 cos135
=0.707 + sin45 + 2(-cos 45)
=0.707 + 0.707 + 2(-0.707)
= 0 (DONE)

TRIGO rocks! (:

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

yay.i finally changed my blogskin le!
so happie. ((:
bye bye old blogskin. (x
aniiwae.i spent abt 2 hrs to set this blog the way i want.
wahahs. XD.
my blogskin skills are gettin better.
sure they are. (;
wahas.im like SO happie lor.
aniiwae i apologise for not taking care of my poor bloggy.
anywya im posting now..?
aren't i? (;
aniwae.im like still the same.
thru the holidays.i was slacking.
either by over-sleeping.
or watching soccer.
but it's cool la.
im SO into Argentina,Germany and England.
Hope 3 of them can go to the finals. (:
but if cannot.den just let Germany and Argentina get into the finals.
i wanna see Messi play.
he is SO cute lor.
aniwae.im LIKE SO SLACKING.
argh.
im like soo bored at home.
i didnt play maple for a LONG LONG LONG time.
LOLs.
ok im like sooo bored.
so see u guys soon.Ciao.~!

* ` * xIIaoManTou * ` *
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»wat a day.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006

im like so so so DEAD.
This friday got parents meeting.
It's my dad who is meeting Mr Lim.
Do i ever give Mr Lim a good impression?.
NO.
ok.that's bad..failing his chemistry is NO-NO.
ok..im SO SO sorry.
anyway,back to my MATHEMATICS,
it totally juz blehh..
many failed..my dad aint listening to excuses.
ok..THAT'S BAD.
Bye bye girls,bye bye KK,bye bye to everyone.
im gonna DIE.
im so so so STUPID and lazy..
haiix..wat to do nehhs..
how i wonder if KK would pass his 10% hardworking attitude to me..
WAAA.it would ROCK.
ok..im stupid..knowledge is money..
would he give it to me?
how?
LOLs.
So? any advice or watsoever?.
HELP ME GUYS.
SOS.save my pathetic soul.
ok..ya ya.. ask KK teach me yarr..
k..nopehe wunt waste his time on this puny stupid lazy PIG.
ok..go go go..help ur frens along..i no need help..
i can do it!..dotz.it is so UN-TRUE.
i rather he chiong for his 'O's lorr..
haaaaaahaaaahaaaaa.
im so DEAD.DEAD.DEAD.
will i see the last of myself..
turned into a pathetic red-striped zebra..
yes..christians/catholics dun whack teir..
but ours do..and we are scared..NO.
I AM SCARED.
Pain is not in my dictionary..
i hate that word..
im so so scared..
haiix..
i wonder how did he fare..
Muz be pretty good..
cos i saw him grinning from ear to ear.
how nice. :)
but while he is grinning..
i was sobbing like a baby.
i hope he dont know..
or else im so EMBARASSED.
i cried cos i didnt get A1/A2 for my english..
PATHETIC.
im so so sad.k?
i promised lots of people le..
i told myself i had or i could do well..
but my dreams as an english teacher juz shattered.
my confidence is waivering..
my confidence is juz like the Tower of Pisa.
tilted to the side ways..
i dunno lehh..
i once aways wanted to be a psychatrist/counsellor..
but i heard miss boon said that it's not eaily..8 yrs..
can i last..i scared i "expire"
haiix..it's not easy..
w/o a.maths i cant go no where
i suck.everything suck.
no engineering..
haiix..
wat should i do?
who should i look for to help me?
pls..im juz so confused..
so so confused.
anyway,there's no need to be shocked that i place his name
so OBVIOUSLY.
cos he sure dunno de..
haha.. =P
i maybe wrong or right..
LOLS.
We oso went for CIP today..
Teamed up wif maureen (she's nice and pretty)
ivoly (my 'idol'),samatha(my gan-mei),Gladys(my 2nd wife) and lastly charmaine(my adopted daughter)
k..we went to the designated areas..
then we began asking whether they needed our help to cleans their windows,or take some crap out..
so we went knocking here and knocking there..
but there were a few problems
1.the hses that we knock were empty.
2.the occupants were mostly ah-peks,and we didnt have guys around
with us..which is BAD.i almost gave away that we were all females.
we were supposed to lie to him..OOPS.
3.the occupants were wearing boxers.i saw one guy with red underwear
some were topless..hmmm...ppl do like to go around topless..
4.some hpuses were empty PLUS freaky.
5.The windows have habitants,dead stuff..dead fly,ants..and ewww..
i dun wanna go too deep into it.
Anyway,back to our stuff..
we cleaned 2 hses la..
the 2 hses were on the same floor..hee
one was beside the house where the guys were cleaning..
JJ was so funny wen he was cleaning the door..HAHAs.
Then Mr Lim start snapping photos..
SO PAI SEH.
then maureen was like.."dun look there"..
we were told to be...natural..
LOLs.
haiix..it was nice laa..
sam saw LL while i saw KK..im so HAPPY
haha..anyway CIAO.
See u nxt time.. :)
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»WOAH.miracle
Wednesday, May 17, 2006

He juz signed in again..
but he dun sound very happy..
He TOTALLY changed his nick.
he's PISSED OFF.
wa.HE GOT ATTITUDE sia.
ok that's bad..
when 2 ppl got attitude,they tend to CLASH.
but never mind la.to hell with it. LOLS.
i oso dun nid to tink abt it..
IMPOSSIBLE.man.
He's pissed..but with hu?
haiix..trouble trouble le..
ATTITUDE.
urs.mine.



Im not an angel,but i dun mind being a piece of grass in ur heart..
Love must sacrifice..haiix..which party does it?
words spilled @ 5/17/2006 04:01:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here

»MIZZUNDERSTOOD

Today still as per normal..
Boring Boring Boring.
Juz that today dun have that freaky levita-ting spider around.
it was super freaky.. x(
Let's talk about yesterday..Cos today nothing much to say.
But i'll still talk abt it..when it's abt him..I never miss in action. ;)
YESTERDAY 17/05/06
Yesterday was my last paper.. F&N.
OHMYTIAN. i totally flunked it..
Ytd,my bro no skul so he at home.
So my parents fetched me to school.
Then i met up with my 2c gurs at the usual location.
and TAADAA.he was there..
Looking so gorgeous, and all those stuff..
waaa..see bright ray of light.. xD
then vanessa was like,"eunice,eunice.. ***** leh.."
i was like ok..
Thinking of how i should say hi..
He was not alone..OHMYTIAN.then HOW?
He took the initiative when i walked past..
(Was walking with vesta,with sam and van bhind)
then he juz like..WHOOSH.he riased his arm and said hi..
ok..then my face juz 'BLING',turn red..
Vesta asked me why my face so red..
Ok,i DID felt my face burning..but i don't know my faece juz WOOSH.
Omg..too OBVIOUS le ba..
Then i used my F&N txtbook to cover my face..SO PAI SEH LOR.
Amanda told me he said hi to Mr Gaek in that way too..
Damn energetic.LOLS.
But cute la..
Then we went to the parade square to place our bags..
The field was EMPTY.
not really..juz a small portion of the skul came..
the sec 4s and 3s pluz sec 5s..should be ba.. o_O
Anyway,he was studying for his maths.
WOOT.
I was very happy lor..
Then we went to buy drink..
I was still OBVIOUSLY blushing when i passed him..
haha..then i bought barley..
drank and drank..but found myself too FULL le..
so i juz threw it away..
Went back to the parade square..
Then suddenly Mr Neo wanted them to move forward..
4a to move forward..YAYs.
But then 4c TOTALLY blocked my view.
SO SAD.
k la..then national anthem started playing..
SUDDENLY,A DAMN LEVITATING SPIDER APPEARED.
Me and sam was like praying..HELP HELP HELP..
Then we slightly moved la..we were freaked out..
Sam has a phobia of spider while i am afraid of this unknown thingy,
trying to come near me..so i was like OMG.SAVE ME.
Then after the whole assembly ended,i was supposed to study F&N.
But because i was so freaked out,i decided to observe where the thing is going..Ok..i am freaked out...
After all the crap..we went to class to do the LAST exam paper..
WEEEE.then i completed it and slept for abt 20 min..
But i got check,ok..?! >.<
Then was SO bored decided to draw..draw his name here and there..
Ok that was INTRESTING..NOPE.
Then after le!! YAY.
went to meet up wif my gals and weee..
was so nice..
Went down to the canteen..AND OMG.he is there..
talking to Jia Hao..
I overheard him saying "000000"
Not too sure..But i am sure there are lots of zero..
MATHS! what do you expect more?
Ok..Then i juz summoned up my courage and said.."HI!"
Then juz walk away..LOL.I am a timid elephant.. >.<
Haha..Amanda was talking about borrowing $2 from me..
So we lingered there to talk abt our plans..
Then amanda requested $2,i took out my wallet.
and OMG.he juz walked past me and said "erm,BYE"
WAAAAAA..I am so happy..
Then his friend was like walking behind him..
So i juz stood there,dumbfounded..
WOOT.he stout but he's CUTE.
OMG.OMG.
I am so LUCKY.
then he was walking to the bustop and van wanted to go market to eat
the carrot fingers..
Then i oso wanted to take a glance at him ma..
so i followed them..
He was talking to his frens...FEMALE frens..
ok..i am jealous.but i dun mind saying it.k?
but it's his exam ma..
who wun't talk abt it?
then walked past him and i saw him..ok..
That was the second closest i could be with HIM.
the closest is the part where he appeared behind me..
WOOT.
ok finish le..
haiix..
i miss him very MUCH.
As for today,nothing much happened..
we didnt talk..ok.I am STUPID.
I miss him so badly..
If i dun greet him,the coming months i would not be able to greet him..
SOBS.
I got another matter to cry for..
It's his msn nick..
He is asking some one NOT to TALK to him anymore..
WEHHS.SOBS SOBS.
i so saddenx..
that angry picture of his nick..SOBs.
i am so sad.. :'(
ok la..i dun wanna talk abt it anymore le..
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»MYOHMY..
Saturday, April 29, 2006

sobs.my ear..no hope lerr..
it's infected haiix..
pain pain pain..
beauty has a price to pay..
it's SO true..OUCH.
removed my stud yesterday and..
WHOOSH.on the tissue,
my PRECIOUSS blood..
ok..NO JOKE MAN!
Blood -> Iron
Never tell my parents bout it..
Haiix..dun want them to worry..
budden,the person i wanna tell it's him..
today..i saw him from far..
dunno wheter he noticed not..
this small things..i dun tink he bothers..
FORGETIT...I dun wanna care lerr..
Indeed..this generation...
Ladies could call the guy up and say
"hey hunk,wanna date me? *winks "
budden look at my calibre!
OHMIGOSH.
He's too handsome lerr..
BU.KE.YI.!.NO.WAY.!.
IMPOSSIBLE..
Ok la.. will pine for him often budden..
suan le la..
got SO MANY obstacles..
ahem..
1st is he,himself..
2nd is his friends
3rd MY friend.. (this one sure OK)
4th his family memebers (this look FARAWAY)
5th Our future..My studies,His...
6th Our situation..
SO? DUNNO!
LEAVE IT..
Find another guy to hunker on..
YAY..JIAYOUS..
SORRY gurls..so sorry to dash ur hopes..
Me and him..
I'll be happy if i can be with him..
SUPER HAPPY..
ok la..ciao..!
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»My little heart which broke..
Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Was in skool today..it was a funnie day though..
cos my tay (physics) never come..so during physics we sneaked in and out of class..lied to the relive teacher..
heeeX..k la..my BAD..
then purposely walk the long way go see him..
Walk past the lab bout 5 times lor..
hee..OBVIOUS SIA..
At first heard the commotion bout his class going lab..
den crystal,huiix,and mei xian went toilet..
Then they say they saw.. bla bla bla
bla..
(im nt saying :p)
then i was like : "REALLY! CRYSTAL I WANNA GO!"
Then we walk to the stairs located at our last year class..
then walk 1 big round past the lab..
haiix..sum time so envious of those girls in his class..sobs* ):
cos he's always ready to lend a helping hand..
wat a gentleman..hee..so the guys i like got taste wann..
haha..then we went to the ladies..went to tie my hair..
LOOKLIKESHIT sia...
then fumble here and there..
caught a glimspe of his back..his face..
CALL ME A PERVERT..if u want..
k la..i tink im NUTS..
haha..wen he see this,he'll probably wear a mask..
hey,if u c this,wear a Darth Vader mask..
ILIKEHIM..heee

heee..budden he's the most gorgeous i met la..
excpet those in US de..
US de taller than him..
Hu call him look like caucasian and have a asian average height!?
hehe..GOD la..diaox..
he's so my type..
alrite let me emphasise this AGAIN!
i think he WILL be FREAKED out..
k la..pls dun be scared k..
if no fate then no choice lor..
i'll face ur rejection bravely! I will!
AS IF MAN...
I will go slightly sucidal..
k la..wun't suicide for a guy..
the world population got LOTS handsome guys lor..
so never mind..lose one then gain another..
i tink his classmate tink i like him
STUPIDLY OBVIOUS..
my reactions,my face,my smiles..
so STUPID..
next time SELF-CONTROL..
control..act normal,dun look at him like ur prey..
ok..i WUNT!
CONTROL.CONTROL.CONTROL.CONTROL!
k la..enuff..sometime..
i very stupid..
but oso clever la..
hee..cos probably he cant even see my posts!
heeex..my blog...i tink he oso wunt see..
He MUZ study..
o level ler!
muz JIAYOUS...!
But muz take care of ur health..
SERIOUSLY!
Get adequate sleep and rest k..
If u ever see this la..
*rolls her eyes*

haiix..then muz NU LI..!
Im behind u always!
but pls,my small small request..
come back next year pls..
i'll miss u severly..
I will not know who to love..
I might not have the strength to stand without u..
Give me a small glimmer of hope!
PLEASE!
I REALLY LOVE YOU..
Or u can say like ba..

No true love?..
Ok..if u want to reject me cos im not pretty,not clever..
i would not mind..
Juz flash a small grin/smile/laugh..
I'll be alive again..
I dun mind..being rejected now..
Been thinking of u too much that i lose myself..
Almost went to hit my head on the mirror..
I think i'll probably break a piece of glass with my fist..
Then the pain wun't be so pain le..
I wun't bleed internally no longer..
No longer..i'll bleed physically..
Huiix say u'll say i love u to me..
to me,it's a dream that will never come true..
It wunt..
Could u ever let me hold ur hand,lie in ur embrace,
for a day,and say lies that will comfort my dead soul..
say "i love you' i do not mind if it's a lie..
I will accept this..
I WILL!
This is all i ask for now..
Can u please make it happen..?
At least i won't be hurt no longer..
haiix..let me truly love u and pamper u..
Juz one day!
I'll pamper the reluctant u till u say 'Go away'
I'll not cry,I won't..
At least those words are from u..
It would no longer hurt me any longer..
Let me love u till u say "please dun appear again"
Till u push me on the floor..
Push my hand away...
My dead soul will be again be in peace..
But another sun will shine on me again..
And i'll once again forget about u..

haiix..
stupidity..IM SO DAMN SIAN!
That's y den write those things..
But those are true,though
Anyway,Jia you's for ur O's!
words spilled @ 4/26/2006 06:37:00 PM / > leave goosebumps here