"Maybe this will be the last time that I'll cry for you."

I am still trying to come in terms with the psychological loss.
Do you know how it feels when suddenly..
You realise that the time you spend with that special person is decreasing.
And the signs comes out.
Maybe I am reading too much into this.

Sigh, I wonder what is wrong with me.
At times, I am crazily attracted to you.
But at some point, I get cold at you. I ignore you.
Sometimes, I am a complete fool infront of you.
Whereas, at times I want your attention.
Sometimes, i wish the spotlight wasnt on you.
Sometimes I wish you would go away.
But sometimes, I want you there; so i could see you.
Sometimes, i want you to say something.
But sometimes, I want you to say something substantial.
Sometimes I wish I was not crazy over you.
Sometimes I wonder, why did I even like you.
You are no where close from what i like.
(Ok, maybe somewhere there too.)

Sometimes, I wish you were more like the person i thought you were.
But sometimes, seeing you being like that; is pretty cute.
blah.

What am I actually saying?
Ohyes, sometimes..
I wonder what the hell am i actually doing.
-.-

Also, i have been sprouting the fucks,ducks,chickens from my mouth.
Bad bad habit.
CUT IT OUT.
Why am i even acting like this?
So i can get attention.
total fail.
ok, eunice..
JUST BE YOURSELF LA.

I totally suspect I have split personalities disorder.

Ok, I need to finish VSM, pass it up.
Then enjoy the weekends.
Ohno, forgotten about UT 2.
SHIT, study study study.
Not scoring well.
shit sia.
Work harder!

P.S
I hope one day I wake up, and wish you didnt step into my heart.

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.