ยปim feeling DESOLATED. )):
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
i feel like crying now..
cos im bored to my tears..
and im feeling sad.. )):
haiis,im quite DOWN recently..
last night, i cried like no one's business den got a HUGE headache.. )):
head pain until like SHIT lor..!
FUCK. ):
im pissed..cos im really pissed..
im getting senseless thou..SHIT!
- i just wanna hide my tears behind my smiling face.
either the world opposed me,OR me myself is opposing everyone else.
im throwing quite a tantrum past these few days..
either I myself is trying to be MYSELF..
OR!! i myself wasnt being MYSELF for these stupid 15 years!!?
oh god..im LOSING myself..~
HELP!!~
- i just wanna see what you look like under those smile.
i think im going to go INSANE..!~
FUCKFUCKFUCK..!!~
ahhhh.
i guess they dont seem to be like what they seemed to be..
it all makes sense..
you wanna badmouth,badmouth right in my face..
stop stabbing me from behind..
im totally walking like a ZOMBIE with KNIVES sticking out my back!!
SHIT YOU.. (:
-traces of pain etched thru your face like a piece of drawing.
ur an ASSHOLE and you know it..
*sighs* i feeling WAYY better now.. ((:
kekes..
- i wonder who i am really.
ahhh..
thank you MINGYAN!!
thanks for being concerned abt me..
and thank you Amanda for making me laugh when i saw ur lame message.. :P
aiis..my dear dear Samantha..
take care of yourself,gal!!
Si Won & Dong Hae's heart may break at the sight of you..
TAKE CARE AND REST WELL!
Ming Yan just introduced me a new forum.. ((:
Soompi..MY SUPER JUNIOR!~
ahh gawd..ming yan just doesn't wanna tell me how to get there..
im LOST thou.. )):
HELP REQUIRED..!!
- would i rather be the SMILEY or the Norm in you eyes..?
ahhh..
aloysius just got hold of a job..(lucky fella)
awww..im so ENVIOUS of him!!
i wanna work like that too!!~
awww..i dun mind working/being SM trainee thou..
hmm..BUT i seriosuly have no talents..
just a few easy dancestep can get me no where.. ^^"
- its too difficult for me to be ur SUNSHINE.
ahhh..my stomach's aching once again.. ):
it hurts!!
i hope my uterus dun come bleeding during the trip to Korea..
it will be ewww.. )):
ahhh..i wanna sleep..
my CCA starting at 25th.. )):
BLEAHS.. but still got EXCO stuff..
sian dio..
haiis..
- cos im still MYSELF. whenever i laugh or cry,its none of your business
sorry for not blogging for these past few weeks.. ^^"
words spilled @ 11/21/2006 02:54:00 AM /
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