ยปsomething is wrong.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i was bored..so i took this pic while loading my SLOW computer.ehhhs.
annyung..just finished school a couple of hours ago.
then went home to eat 'homemade spagetthi'..
when i reached home,i was ravenously hungry.
thank god,when i stepped into the house,the smell wafted into mi nose.
yummy.hhehs.we had normal lessons as usual..
-im drifting away..
but it was better..i went to sit with amanda!
yays.then went for POA.it was really stressful,i rather attend mdm su class.
it's way better..at least i could get better results..
hmm..being in 3E is way better.less noise pollution.
having stern teachers around me,makes me feel way better.
rather those who scream and shout but do not have control over the students.
seriously,mii class is really hay-wired.it's noise polluted,rubbish polluted.i bet one day,our class would get
no..it's notorious
- with no one to hold,im alone now.
so difficult to study..
chemistry is mii enemy now..
and im not sure WHY my english is so pathetic.
it's like from 70 then drop till 50 +..
hello?! im like a BIG LOSER. mii english.sobs sobs.
i now know why adults are always asking us to compare with people with higher marks..ahh..the friggin jealousy,the feeling of losing,and unsatisfied.im not being a sore-loser.but im just very upset with my marks.
it's pathetic.im so upset.i even lost to them!!
arggh..no no no..i lost to MYSELF.
my expectation.i've lost it..im so upset about it..
really upset. ):
-was i someone that you have in mind all the time?
the End of Year exams are just round the corner.
really must buck up..i've my maths to SAVE, mii english to IMPROVE , PAY ATTENTION to my POA , BRING UP the marks of my Combined sciences.And obviously get better marks for history.im so
i dun wanna lose..
SO,i may not be able to post that frequently..
really HAVE to study. aiiis.
i guess my Super junior story have to be put on hold.
so sad.
but i guess,you and i are no longer what we are.Alas,im fading in your heart
ok le la..gotta go and bathe..even though i have not been posting B-E-A-U-TI-FUL pictures,unlike mii 2 deariies;ming yan and sam..BUT i'll be back.
after this end of year thing ends at 12/09/06.
I'LL BE BACK. *winks.
bye bye..then.. (:
but since im kinda 'free' now,i'll post some pictures of mii deariies.
adults behaving like little kids..
DongHae,in white,Han Kyung in Grey,
Kang In in Army Green,Kyun Hyun in bright green and Eun hyuk the one being carried.
kekes.this is Lee Sung Min with Hee chul,Han Kyung and IF im not wrong my Kibummie.This is taken when they went to Malaysia.They were in DBSK concert.AHHH! oh dun worry,Super junior was there. (:
that's why im freakin pissed. )x
[amanda,this is for u..!]
words spilled @ 9/19/2006 04:57:00 PM /
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