ยปim here..still here.
Friday, September 15, 2006
hi..!
today so siian.got HISTORY test.got SUJU test oso.
ahh.nothing seems to go well today.
sick and tired of this freaking life.
boredom is getting into me.
ahh.i guess nt much happen today though.just a bit here and a bit there.
yes.im so easily irritated by lots of things today.lols.Period~
first,it was HER which got me quite irritated.
i dunno.PMS.or watsoever.it's biting into me..
i get annoyed by people's actions easily.
may it be dumb or..(??)..
these minor stuff are getting into me..
turning me into a petty kid..
ARRGHS! stop this!~
but what comes out of her makes me feel irritated or feeling despised.
BLEAHs. SELF- pity (ing) .HATE that.
it's so pathetic. i feel that she ruling over me.which was UN-fair.
Bossing me around? No way..to hell with it.
Next was the SUJU's test.i have no grudge on anyone.
None. just a tiny bit of annoyance was biting.
-felt like a fool like no one does-
hmm.next was F&N.paaaathetic.WAAAAY pathetic.~
it was so stupid.she was like having PMS! (period)
she was basically giving off those : 'f***k off.' aura.. O.o?
arrgh.hated her for that.really felt like killing her.LOLs.
pardon me for such an shocking statement.just feeling so SICK of this.
-left alone with no one to hold-
but right after school,i went home.
leaving sam,van,bryan and amanda to eat prata.
plugged in my ipod and blasted super junior's tunes.
kept lip-synching in the bus like nobody's business.
till i went home..SOAKED.didnt bring an umbrella.don't bother to.
-im waiting for someone to come.but yet silence greets me-
arrgh.i rshed into the bathroom for immediate SOS bath.
was freakin cold.the water was BAD.it wasn't even warm.*cries*
bathed and watched 'R.V'. was bored out of my mind.
took a 5 min nap.BLEAHs.it wasn't good too.
then watched MTV.was so turned off by those songs.Period.
-the silent air called for my name.awaking my loneliness-
was so freaking bored,till my dad fetched us to ChompChomp.
ate barbequed stingray there,and chicken wings (ahhh..!).
it was awesome.LOLs.loved the chili. yummy.
then we went home,feeling contented.. (:
yes.im contented.but this feeling is still in me.
im feeling so stressed out..exams are just around the corner,
bringing me down like a boulder in the sea.
-i cried out for your name,yet the only reply was your cold gaze-
something is still churning in me..
may it be hate or anger,i hope it won't explode one day.
i wanna be the sunshine girl that i know from the bottom of my heart.
i really want to be the OLD me again.
life is complicated.it always will.
be it my senses.be it my soul.i wanna be myself again
-when would i be recieving your concerns?-
im stranded being the other me
words spilled @ 9/15/2006 10:29:00 PM /
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