ยปDECEIVED.
Friday, May 18, 2007
thanks for breaking my heart.
i love you for what u did.
i hate u for what u did too.
im angered.
giving me false hope.
or am i just lying to myself?..
LET ME GO.
hmmphs.
im so tired.
just now,just asked my
EXOTIC FRUITS GANG
to come my house. :DD
almost pissed or,
we PISSED angeline off. ^^"
paiseh.
After pissing her off for quite some time,
We headed for my house.
(we waitied for like 15 mins with Van)
Van was there too. :DD
I was kinda dozing off.
I was SO SO SO tired. :(
Then went to makan first. :DD
Van left and we said byebye.
Asked her to msg me.
FORGETTING that my phone DIED. ^^"
Went to eat fish noodle soup.
ILOVELOVED this stall.
the thing is really good,
especially w/ extra milk.
Love the calcium. :DD
The amanda la.
irritating describes her the most. D:
say my house VERYVERYVERY far.
no lor!
then ask me go my house get bball,ALONE.
sosadsiia.
Went back down,then our lil mentor taught us.
Amanda is good in sports.
(isomuststrainmystamina)
i was so tired ONLY after 5 mins.
malu. *^^"
then play lor around with them.
i love teaming with Amanda.
she's good. :DD
but I made her lose. :X
im so BAD at this man.
its been ages since i went to play bball.
rusty liao. ^^"
After all the playing and sweating,
they came up and drank water.
(now i see..my frens are water buffalos. XD)
then they went to play Xbox.
shouldn't have scared them.
my bad..
They stopped playing and we sat in our room for the fan.
After chatting bout what's on the horoscope,
sam started asking us to spill the secrets we held so long.
so we spilled it.
EVEN angie did that too! o.O
And that was the time,
my heart stopped beating twice.
Finally,when my heart regain beating.
The rhythm sounded painful to my chest.
I guess, that almost killed me.
Oh well. At least i know now.. :(
BUT! im gonna be my usual self AGAIN.
i should just forget bout him.
IRRITATING shitty-ass.
(swears loudly.)
After chatting,Angie went snooping.
she found my jap comic and lamented that
it is too diff to read.
JUST READ IT,GAL!
she just flipped thru all those pictures and
start giving lame answers..
It almost killed me. XD
After browsing,she lost interest.
She took my korean phrasebook & started blabbering.
She said something like "eating" in korean.
I took the book away from her.
Then i had this sudden urge to read it. ^^"
(how ironic.)
We ate chips while My dear angie strummed the guitar.
Ilovetheatmosphereshegaveus.
How lovely.
im INFATUATED with ANGELINE.
OoooOo. :DD
she started strumming while we talked abt our past.
She sounded or LOOKED like a...
restaurant's entertainer. XD
Before sending to the bus stop,
i gave them the choco.
we cheers for the beginning of the bond..
EXOTIC FRUITS GANG.
Sent them back at arnd 6:25.
After waiting for quite a while, 62 came.
then they went home. :DD
This few days all CHINESE,CHINESE,CHINESE.
Chinese just infiltrated my poor brain. D:
but i managed to have some giggly times thou.
Today, sat with zhenling. as usual.
and i saw him kinda MIA.
so i was like looking for him.
then they came.
taking the dictionary for zhenling.
i was kinda joyful wen they sat with us.
(what's wrong with me.)
then began doing paper 1.
Goro was sitting with me,
then he asked me for the words.
( i actually flared up. D:)
im so sorry. my lil GORO. :(
but i love his words.
SO PRETTY. :DD
pretty boii boii.
then ZHICHAO la.
go scold him.
dunno why did HE have to do that.
and the junwen..
so old le still play play.
(but junwen & junjie very gd boii. strange)
i noticed i've been giglling with ZHENLING.
this girl makes me so distracted to talk to her. :X
she such a nice girl.
MYLAOPO. duntouchher.
i always bully her thou. :X
(how ironic..again..)
PS; no hope liao le.
me and him.. ARRRGHS.
my heart bled twice today. D:
later become anemic.
(touchwood!)
went to see (1)his profile.
I WAS SO UPSET.
FREAK MAN.
wh's am i SO sad?!
what's gone is GONE.
furthermore,he's attached.
i
Not telling him was such a mistake.
Ooops.
(donghae said nt to do anything regretful.)
anyway,i was like...
ARRRGH.
but anyway,gotta thank neelam.
he was willing to sign in AGAIn to help me.
saw those pic of him.
the recent ones.
*my heart broke.
he is so handsome now..
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY..
ihatehisgirl.
but she's pretty. -.-
alright!
forget abt him liao.
MUST man..
imisshim!..
SHOOS. :D
i must SMILE.
im happy i once loved him.
4years sia.
Not short at all.
it was like 1/4 of my life..
liking him..
hdskjhasfio.*Cusses.
oh well.
my ipod is spoilt.
just like my phone and my heart.
ok gotta go fix it.
money fly fly sia.. D:
ok then.
BYEBYE..!!
my heart just bled again.
I was told of something i was asked to be prepared for.
Oh well..
I guess,there is always this phrase.
"Expect the Unexpected."
I did suspect that once.. :/
Shook it off like it was nothing.
*StickwitU plays softly
I guess..
It's time to let go..
*Nobody ever made me feel this way,I must stick wit u.*
*I Don't Need A Man plays once,bringing a grin onto her face
*i dont need a man to make me feel good. :DD
LOLS.
just jking. ^^"
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