ยปDECEPTION.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
ohwell.
i BLED.
G R E A T. :/
i was notified when sam told me..
she said my ear was swollen..
ok..
after close inspection, Y E S.
its INFECTED and it was getting a lil MESSY.
sam tried helping me to scrap the dried blood off.
GUESS WHAT?
my ear has a friggin lump of dried blood..
ohGOODIE.
after getting slightly freaked out,
took out my earstick..
(it hurts.. :( )
used the tissue to stop the bleeding.
rubbed it couple of time till i felt the pain.
(it sucks)
placed the earstick back after
a struggle with my ear.
(sam,thanks for ur earsticks.. : DD)
i guess my wound was that i went to tear it..
during history..
too much concentration cause u to get hurt.
i think i bumped it..
and i ignored it thinking that it was nothing..
and i still ate seafood at night..
to sum it up, its all a big mistake..
my ear hurts.. :(
anyway,today was as usual..
(i actually manage to forget the pain)
after my lessons,
headed down to have recess.
then something happened,
which caused some sort of a turmoil..
but oh well..
i really hope everything can be settled FAST.
no,its actually quite painful.. :(
had english..
did formal letter writing..
(oh shit, i forgot to give my work! :/)
then had other subjects before heading to
chinese..
and oh well..
checked on my ear again..
and it BLED again..
GREAT!~
why am i bleeding?
becos, i tugged at my wound..
after that, headed down..
amanda went home.
then skipped physics..
headed to hougang to check on my ear..
upon reaching there,
i noticed something is so different..
no longer what i had felt previously..
it didnt feel precious..
it felt empty..
like a hollow..
just so empty
the girl attented to me was the one who pierced..
oh yes..
saw someone piercing the brink of the ear..
OUCH.
sihui didnt dare to see.
(FYI: sihui,yanzhen and the fantastic 4 was there)
i was quite shuddered by the thots of it.. ><>my guinea pigs jokingjoking!
i think im gonna fumble with my comp then off to bed!
:D
byebye!~
needless to say,
there's lies hidden in every soul.
i see no truth when im talking to u..
no feelings. im void.
ur never gonna see me the real me again.
forever, a diamond is pure.
but yet,
the imperfections are always magnified;
like its beauty..
ur ever pure soul led me..
shooked me..
u were there..
yet,u wavered..
ur sail had went to the direction of wind.
my once memories drown in my tears.
ur ever kind words touched me
ur sail has drifted..
leaving me wandering aimlessly.
tell me..
who are u really..?
emotions,fury run thru u like the fire..
ur face leaked with expressions.
yet ur words conveyed nothing.
tamed and soothed..
yet happenings cause u to waiver.
control ur emotions.
let ur blood flow..
lest to keep ur tears back.
never cry..
hush..ur tired soul has yet found a place.
my friend..
do not waiver.
stand strong..
i still need u.. let me tell u..
im weak..
i need u..
void of materialism..
i need not that from u..
just ur soul,ur innoncence..
i seek peace with it.
ur bleak with ur words..
yet i read u like a book..
ur expressions slowly dawning on me.
ur not real.
neither ur a fake.
i just hope things weren't the same.
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words spilled @ 3/29/2007 07:23:00 PM /
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