ยปLEFT EMPTY
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Ahh..
im tired.
upset,drained,wasted,beaten.
yet im suppose to struggle up on my feet.
face the criticism.
face the pain.
im neither able to cry or let my emotions out.
im left empty.
your words are neither appeasing to hear.
i say..
i think we are just not fitted to be friends.
(more like competitors)
i guess..
about the SYF thing,
it left a huge impact on me.
size do matters.
efforts too.
i guess everyone is upset.
ohyes.
i've NOT yet to raise my white flag.
NEVER
oh right.
i guess people around me are changing.
ummm.
OR should i say that MY relationship with them
are alil.... (lagging?)
oh well.
i dont even have to mood to bother bout that.
T^T
just too upset.
or should i say EMOtionless.
oh well.
CHOIR girls,we still have long way to go.
or a short one.
let's aim for the 2nd SYF we will be facing.
just get a conductor! will you?!
ahhh buahhh.
had F&N Practical ytd..
and 2.4km run (ooops.im so fcuked)
did chocolate as usual.
and as USUAL,
my choco dumpling dun work.
(i've used the wrong flour! ^^")
but everything went pretty well.
ummm.
except the muffin (it went lopsided)
the eggy thing (i didnt plan my work. oops :X)
and alas the choco noodle.
(should i add cheese or not..hmm :/)
but it looked PRETTY! :DD
i really loved it.
the cheese turned out well.
just not soft enough.
the choco too!
as for the cream..
hmmm.
AWFUL! X.X
(i cant stand her face,but she's nice.. she was willing to help! :DD)
After the practical,went back to the classroom.
and THERE!
my avid supporter.
iloveSAMANTHA!
she was so hyped.
she took my muffin and started wolfing down
as for amanda,
(she looked at my cooking suspiciously)
imsohurt! :(
but oh well.. it looked scary.
but i need to be unique right.
and NOT build castle in the sky.
like what T.R always say. :/
(i SO must slap her back with what she did to me!)
REVENGE! VENGEANCE!
BUHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
imbeingsolame.
as for Them,
i,myself;
ignore,hypnotised,numb,decieve myself.
(ohwell,shall NOT go think bout them..WHOCARES!?)
(she 's so...URGGH!
*slaps her a dozne times.
(just joking,dont take me seriously.)
hummmphs.
ok,back to wednesday;
went for 2.4 run after F&N.
so heavy;sia la
ran nicely.
but dunno got pass or not. :'
worry sia. TT^TT
almost passed out during the last round
*so pai seh! :*
thankl god they were there.
LOVEDD'
.zhenling laopo
.samantha
.yanhwee
.vanessaTEO
.alyssa *my lapo.
.amanda
.neelam *my sis!~
.shimin
.cindy
.lastly,zhichao
(im not praising u.just thanking u. :DD)
oh well.
i guess i better get going.
my legs are so cramped. :/
TT^TT
PAINN....!
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(o)*__*(o)
><"
<3
:P
:X
:(
:)
:DD
:E
:S
:L
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EMO man..
tml got EL paper 1..
WEEE.
i go study le.
eat dinner FIRST!
if u love me,thank u.
if u hate me,fcuk u.
dont like me,fine.
kiss my ass.
and off u go.
stop staying around me and arouse
my insecurties.
IHATEUMAN!
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