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Friday, April 13, 2007
imsotired. D:
noticed that i've not been blogging..
loads of stuff went ZOOOOM..
its like so fast till my prelims.
imstartingitalready. :DD
but im still so worried..
omgomgomg.
had performance on wednesday thou..
it was SO scary.
but i managed to sing.. YAY
actually , i lost my voice..
^^"
now too..
hmmphs..
had loads of thoughts running thru my tiny brain
this week.
loads..
negative ones,positive ones,silly ones.. :/
i wonder why am i thinking so much..
*imgettingOLD.
im currently into "jiayou jinshun!"
it soooo nice.
ireallywannabelikeher.
but with loads of GOOD attitude , hardworking , positive ,
lastly have the guts to talk back bout what is wrong.
i guess..
sometimes, there are different type of people around us.
some born with knives as tongues ,
some born with air in the head (not ref-ing to oxygen) ,
some born with empty brain which do NOT know how to process words ,
and some.. heartless.
i guess i belong to one of them..
(imnotgonnatellyou :P)
and another category ;
some born with plastic masks which do not know emotions ,
some born with a WHOLE tub of emotions in them ,
some born with faces that are so FAKE that they are THICKSKINNED.
(neitheramigonnatellyouthis XD)
i've recently read a book about pretense and masks.
everyone is born with a mask.
just different types.
some are so invisible that u wont feel their presence,
while others could be felt so easily with just a sentence formed from their mourh.
(whatthehellamiblabberingabout!?)
i guess a handful around me just stepped on my nerves recently.
(amanda,dunbeparanoid!itisntalwaysyou.)
*crappingoncemore.
im just so pissed with those people. :(
talking bout paranoia,
i believe sometimes,we get to have those odd thoughts.
jealousy,fear,failure..etc..
ithinkimoaranoidboutsoemthingtoo..^^"
*ahshucks.
im spacing out..
BLAHS!
i must be CRAZY!
ohyesyesyes!!
super junior.. :DD
SJ went to china recently..
(im so happy.. :DD)
and OH MY GOD.
i totally forgot to blog on hyuk's bdae..
hyuk must have felt emptiness.
(crazyme)
SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!~ HYUKJAE OOPA! :DD
bummie was also in china.. :DD
he so handsome..
(nosebleeds)
but his hair..
urmm.. alil uncle sia..
never mind,its still my uncle bumbum..
i got my planner liao..
dun wanna use it yet.
bu ren xing.. :S
amanda and sam so lucky la..
got the person they like one the same month of their bday.
i guess,i shld be with kangin.
*i shld LIKE kangin.. ooops. :D
cos kangin is on my bday month.. :DD
youngwoon oopa.
i miss korea LOADS.
i wanna go back.. :(
ireallywannaheadback.
to the place which had etiquette,manners,gorgeous people..
a nice climate, got 4 seasons.. yummmy food..
(drools and daydream..)
i guess i shld go and bathe.. ^^"
byebye!~
annyung!
my heart bleeds as ur ruthless words cuts like glass..
ur abrupt attitude has made torrents in my mind.
ur insensitiveness caused me to shun u like a pest.
no matter what,u've changed.
i sensed emptiness in your..
brain and heart..
the horses galloped,
rustling leaves and sinking thioer hooves into the sand.
the pony yet laid bleeding..
slowly dried of its life.
its urge to gallop slowly fades.
wanting a life source to help him on his hooves.
he slowly looks far but sees only darkness.
Labels: April
words spilled @ 4/13/2007 06:37:00 PM /
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