ยปONE,TWO,THREE
Thursday, September 24, 2009
" I like bad boys, soldier type!.."
haha,
correction : BAD, HOT BOYS!
some of my girlfriends doesnt go for looks.
sadly, I do.
D:
i know its a bad thing, but at least.
you are more comfortable with someone..
worth and comfortable looking at.
-shit,im being such a bitch.-
ohwell,enough of that.
i guess, i have been PMSing way too much.
like totally.
i hanged up on people.
yes, i do that when im pissed.
well, overly-pissed.
blame it on the month.
i treat people like asses.
i know, what a bitch.
but i do it for a reason.
Not because i just do that for fun.
its because I am so irritated by that person.
or you can say 'accumulated irritation'.
forgive and forget sounds so damn easy.
but in fact, its difficult.
i tried so many times.
constantly brainwashing myself.
saying that its ok, but nawww.
it just bounces back into ur mind.
when you see that person doing the same thing.
over and over again.
I may look like some bitch that has 2 faces,
but im trying so bloody hard to hold on.
Hold on to the thread of the friendship.
All i can do is to grit my teeth and go..
Try to be nice, and hope it will work.
its kinda like hypnotizing myself.
sometimes it works,
when it doesnt, i use other methods.
DISTRACTION.
Also,
I want to clarify something.
I have been getting this response.
'I am always avoiding to talk on the phone'
Well, thats kinda true.
I dont favour talking on the phone.
Cos I realize I cant express myself clearly.
So please. dont be mad at me.
I am not avoiding anyone's call.
Nor is it I do not want to talk to you.
I just dont really like talking on the phone.
Or well, you can say I am lazy to talk on the phone.
i know,im horrible..
so please dont be angry,okay..?
to those people whom i love ever so so much.
remember. even if i dont talk to you.
or i didnt contact you.
Dont ever think I forgotten about you.
Cos best friends are always remembered in the heart.
You guys know who you are.
the G & the doubleS.
i love you guys ever so so much.
i cant say that surely for others.
but i am 100% sure i love u guys with my heart.
-----------------
AND I BLOODY HATE PP!
haha,
correction : BAD, HOT BOYS!
some of my girlfriends doesnt go for looks.
sadly, I do.
D:
i know its a bad thing, but at least.
you are more comfortable with someone..
worth and comfortable looking at.
-shit,im being such a bitch.-
ohwell,enough of that.
i guess, i have been PMSing way too much.
like totally.
i hanged up on people.
yes, i do that when im pissed.
well, overly-pissed.
blame it on the month.
i treat people like asses.
i know, what a bitch.
but i do it for a reason.
Not because i just do that for fun.
its because I am so irritated by that person.
or you can say 'accumulated irritation'.
forgive and forget sounds so damn easy.
but in fact, its difficult.
i tried so many times.
constantly brainwashing myself.
saying that its ok, but nawww.
it just bounces back into ur mind.
when you see that person doing the same thing.
over and over again.
I may look like some bitch that has 2 faces,
but im trying so bloody hard to hold on.
Hold on to the thread of the friendship.
All i can do is to grit my teeth and go..
Try to be nice, and hope it will work.
its kinda like hypnotizing myself.
sometimes it works,
when it doesnt, i use other methods.
DISTRACTION.
Also,
I want to clarify something.
I have been getting this response.
'I am always avoiding to talk on the phone'
Well, thats kinda true.
I dont favour talking on the phone.
Cos I realize I cant express myself clearly.
So please. dont be mad at me.
I am not avoiding anyone's call.
Nor is it I do not want to talk to you.
I just dont really like talking on the phone.
Or well, you can say I am lazy to talk on the phone.
i know,im horrible..
so please dont be angry,okay..?
to those people whom i love ever so so much.
remember. even if i dont talk to you.
or i didnt contact you.
Dont ever think I forgotten about you.
Cos best friends are always remembered in the heart.
You guys know who you are.
the G & the doubleS.
i love you guys ever so so much.
i cant say that surely for others.
but i am 100% sure i love u guys with my heart.
-----------------
AND I BLOODY HATE PP!
words spilled @ 9/24/2009 11:34:00 PM /
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