"To know,is your choice.."

I did in whatever means I can do for Jae.
Now I only can wait and pray.

Met zul,shida,hayati at Starbuck today.
Did our jae petition form and such.
(i just want you back..)

Feeling so sad over the things I hear.
The update on Wikipedia of 2PM.
The dream concert 2009 poster being edited.
The uncertain future of 2PM.
Boycotting of 2PM in thailand.
(yes,its at thailand now.)

It continues.
I just cant bear to go Soompi now.
So heartbreaking to see the siggies with Jae all over it.

Jaebum & 2PM, we will support you as always.
I just hope that Singapore HOTTEST wont turn on you (2PM).
Even if they do, I wont.

Cos if there is still 2PM.
there is hope that jaebum will come back.

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I wanna cut bangs again.
but my pimples seriously loves me too much.
damnit.

Lemme go try a week of bangs.
lol. :D

Did the best today.
Wrote what i could in the petition.
Recieved much comments on the petitions.

I know JYP shouldnt be handling the blame.
But personally, I think JYP should do more than just that.
(no,i am not killing with my fingers.)

ohgosh, im losing focus.
so sad now.

and gosh, sometimes BGR relationship stinks.
Cant we just keep the line OBVIOUS.
Between being friends and being couples?

Some people just dont get it.
Yes, I rather over assume than taking chances.
I dont want to blame a failed relationship on a friend.
No point.

I also have myself to blame.
Trying to seperate this 2 issues is proving to be difficult for me.
First, I have been on the single status for a year plus?
Second, I seriously am too confused of what I am doing.
Third, I have tons of girlfriends. Only a minimal amnt of guy friends.
(some are not even friends. -_-)

Damnit.
What can I do?
To ignore or to carry on?
Cos I dont want a relationship to happen.
I need space.

Naww, if I were to date him..
I rather not be friends with him.
No, is I rather forgo the chances of having guy friends,
if I have to date him.

I dont want things to happen over again.
It scares me.
I dont want love to become something so.. crappish.

ok,blame me.
im in a midst of PMS-ing again.
I dont want this BGR thing to happen.
Not now, only till I found the perfect one.

Heard about this from sam.
Mind Your Language ; Kill or Cure part 3.



funny old classic.
can improve sense of humour.

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.