»flipping inside out...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
"Fear of stopping dead at one place.."
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
I guess im going to STOP the previous post.
how nice.
the dream was the cause of the coming disaster.
they are going to something im so..
so frantic and panic-ed about!
shandy and heidi are the recipe of a disaster about to happen!
well, it happens some time ago.
something like this happened.
what happened..?
a girl just caught in embarassing moments when she stops..
his friends pointing and laughing.
crude remarks passed so casually.
and his gaze..
despise,anger,malice and the taunting edge in it..
so tiring to watch out for her back.
so strained..
please,dont let history happen again...
anyway,im just gonna to like think about other things.
I cant fail my parents anymore.
not again..
and..
im so so happy.
i managed to talk to my brother.
(its a difficult task talking to him..)
im not like someone who can talk to people who use a poker face to reply.
i cannot..
no emotions,no life..
well,but i managed to.
im so glad..
i hope i can be a better sister.
i need to be.
responsibilities that i must take..
i thank everyone and everything that i have..
i feel so blessed by all the love these people shower me with..
it gives me strength & faith.
i want to believe..
i want to learn how to trust people.
i want people to trust me.
i want people to let me grow and learn.
guide me,my friends,my family.
hey people,
its going to be
JAZREEL'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
her youth is slippin' away..
we went to celebrate ger birthday at NYDC in wheelock.
haha.
and we made her do silly stuff!
heee.
we forced her to wear a mouse ear muff.
which is called martha mouse.
(lols!)
and asked her to parade all the way to wheelock from taka.
haha.
we sang her the 'happy birthday' song on the way..
we were soooo hyper.
but damn paisei.
whats best..?
JAZREEL BLUSHED.
lol.
rare..
totally rare. ^^
had our dinner at NYDC.
and got her an OD.
the chocoloate cheesecake with oreo crust.
she was so happy!
im so glad she is..
^^
(PS: we have to keep threatening jazreel to put on the earmuffs,cos she kept wanting to remove them! tsk!)
then we went our seperate ways.
me,jazz headed to the mrt whereas yenxi's mum fetched her.
and man,she is so lucky.
her mummy help her do RJ..!
lol!
then i decided to take MRT to AMK with jaz.
she was to meet another EUNICE.
took 136 home.
shandy called and she talked to me till i reacheed my lift!
^^
thanks for that.
but no thanks for TODAY.
):
went home, see my brother writing his commonwealth.
more like typing.
then i did my RJ and stuff.
slept at 2 plus.
damn tired.
woke up at 7..
5 hours of sleep.
i wonder how can my brother tahan this.
he sleeps at 3,wakes at 6..
gosh.
3 hours..
how to do that..?
anyway.. im gg off to do homework and do the DARE.
STUPID DARE!
STUPID SHANDY..
STUPID HEIDI.
*pffffft!*
chinese name we made up in class..
^^
Shandy - 三弟
Heidi - 海弟
Charlotte - 杀楼特
Adam - 亚当
Ihsan - 一山
Vicky - 比起
Suresh - 树雷
Me (Eunice) - 尤尼斯
Labels: excited, im tired, irritated, mixed emotions., scared
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