ยปbiased? i think so too.
Friday, May 16, 2008
As she called her 'sisters', she wandered into thoughts.
it seems that everything changed. From feeling upset about seperating to feeling eager to seperate as soon as possible.
She felt that something was wrong since the contest.
There was a huge hint that someone was biased against others.
She thought it was a spur of a moment that they did it,for fun,for entertainment.
She shrugged it off like nothing had happened.
But recently,its back again.
She felt something wrong this time. Obviously some people were feeling upset over this.
Well,she knew of this before.
Hah! Immature,she thought.
But it felt that something was wrong now.
The unity before was no longer in them.
The confidence,the bond..
It felt bad ever since the contest.
they were so... scary.
She knew of the word 'immature' but she never knew of such things that people could act like this.
She was always afraid of stepping into this adult world.
It is ever so scary and it was always difficult to expect what will happen next.
Ever since that incident.
But now,it is seriosuly going out of hand.
It was so obvious that they were acting that way.
She thought further but heard someone calling out her name.
"Hello,Hello..Hello?"
the reciever at the end was calling out.
"Oh Hello?! I am so so sorry,girl. I was in dreamland." she replied apologetically.
"Nahh,its ok.. So what's wrong?.." 'Sister' asked.
"Ohh,ohh. I want to ask u.. Oh man,I cant recall I wanted to ask you!" she slapped her forehead as she talked.
"Ahahah! your so cute! well,take ur time to recall.." 'sister' replied calmly,stifling her laughter.
"Ohh ohh! i recalled,I wanted to ask u.. Did YOU tell HIM?!" she asked flusteredly.
"Huh? told him what?" 'sister' asked puzzedly.
"HIM,ME!! YOU!!!" she sighed exasperatedly.
"Oh,that.. No.. I did not.." 'Sister' replied earnestly.
"You sure?" her expression changed when she heard, 'sister's' reply.
"Why? you dont tust me?" sister sulked as she heard her let out a sigh.
"No no no,I trust you... You are my worm in tummy.. :]" she laughed as she thought of the happy times with her.
"Anyway.I guess I have to hang up now. I have things to do.. Sorry LOVE." she blabbered as she remembered that she had something to do.
"oh,ok.. hahaah. see you then!" 'sister' replied ang hanged up the phone.
'If it's not her.. Then it's her??! (2nd sister)' she gasped as she thought about the 2nd sister relationship with HIM.
'sheesh,If its her,she's sooo DEAD.' she thought in her mind and dialled 2nd sister's number.
While waiting for 2nd sister to pick up,her thoughts wandered off again.
Taling about them,she had many many many different feelings about them.
Those mixed feeling do not come one by one. Instead,they come in a rush.
She always thought they were nice,but seeing what is happening around her.
She realized it's not soley the word 'nice' to describe them.
They gave her a certain feeling,
She just did not have the word to say..
TO BE CONT'D
Sighs,today cannot watch Chocolate.
Hafiz not here,syafiq not here,Raman here and Ask too.
Sighs.
NO MORE CHOCOLATE.
anw,waiting for daddy to pass me the address of where to learn certain stuff.
(Its a secret,till I make the decision of joining it and I will then reveal it..)
:]]]
I dont want "All Talk,No Actions.."
Im so tired today,
kept thinking bout the stupid movie.
'Dead Silence'.
This movie made me realised that dolls can really kill.
I learnt 3 things from the show.
1. NEVER EVER GET A DUNMY DOLL. THEY KILL.
2. SEE MARY SHAW,DONT SCREAM. u wont wna lose ur tongue.
3. NEVER EVER WATCH THIS SHOW. COS IT'S GROSS. :/
IT's SICK.
enough with Caps. LOL.
HAHGAHAHAH.
anyway,im feeling no where better.
SAM,U MUST ALLOW ME TO FOLLOW UUUUUUU!
i guess its wiser to distance myself from u. I dont wna get u into the bullshit.
And u, I think u changed. ur not nice anymore. D:
Labels: FUGLY.
words spilled @ 5/16/2008 12:07:00 PM /
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