ยปit is just a vicious cycle.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
"trying to take a break out of this..."
I realised,some people can be insensitive to other people feelings,
while,some get concerned over others till they secrifice themselves.
Seriously,I ASK YOU,my blog readers..
what are u?
to be insensitive or be sensitive?
sometimes,my sarcasm is from the things I faced and experience.
anyway,my insecurities are piling up till the ceiling.
lols.
:]
I really thank you alot,daphne.
I really appreciate your love and concerns.
thank u.
Please,If you really think I am bitching about you,sadly. No.
i have no time to bitch about you. Your existence do not affect me. :]
Meeting so many nice people really benefit me alot.
your beautiful image is losing its water colours,I see your ugliness
well well,
Mich's sick. D:
siala,IKA also.
=_='
ohyesyes,
my resolution for this week.
"Grow up and forget about those silly things.
I appreciate the beautiful memories with you!! :]
Next,is just be REAL. hahah."
YESYESYES,i have a NEW want.
HAPTIC PHONE!
saw the functions.
OHMAN,I think changmin is very very CUTE.
he and jessica. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
xD
Yoona and YC too.
Esp the part he wanted to kiss her.
(shyyyy)
"listening to First Snow of SMTOWN.. RYEOWOOK,I LOVE UUUUUU!"
I realised that the more you are prominent,the more I feel intimidated by you.
Don't worry,I will NOT bug you any longer. I AM NOT A LEECH,alright?!
I had enough of the spotlight on you. :]
Maybe you had enough of me too. (shrugs)
I really want the old you back. I miss that. Did I scare you?
Sighs,I wished it never had happened...
As she closed her eyes,the memory of him etched in her mind like a painting.
So clear,so real..
It has been ages since she liked him.
She prayed when she saw him.
Wishing he will be as happy as her.
Prayed when he was upset,hoping she will take his sadness away.
But things have begin to change,
He stopped talking to her,stopped smiling,stopped playing with her.
His constant teasing was over.
Even though she hated to be teased but she missed it.
His smile,his eyes glittering when he smiled.
"Why has he been ignoring me?" she thought while she lay closing her eyes.
Refreshing through what she spoked to him the last day he spoked to her.
"Did it show too much that I like him?" she questioned herself.
"yesyesyes,I DID!" she moaned and slapped her forehead.
Her usual antics,to play with him,giggle at everything he said,to gossip about him in front of him.
"IT'S TOO OBVIOUS" her head screamed as her actions kept zooming in her mind like a powerpoint.
"Im the stupid-est person. Ohman.... D:" she groaned as she probed further into her thoughts.
"Wait.." she said aloud;
'Was it THEM,who told him?!' she gasped as she thought of her 'sisters' in school.
Them..
They were the 2 closest friends she had in school.
No, 1 of them was ONCE her closest friend.
Till she met the OTHERS.
She became so close with them,that she is neglecting all. D:
Never mind about her.
Well,she has so far told them too much.
From boys to MORE boys.
And those poison she spread.
"No..No..No" Not them,please..
She begged as she thought of the things she told them about him.
"Those horrendous thoughts of mine,imagine them cycling in his head..." she gasped and sat on her bed,strengthless from all those scary things.
"I will find them,and ask them..." she thought,picked up her phone and dialled a number...
-TO BE CONT'D-
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words spilled @ 5/15/2008 12:25:00 PM /
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