"I really need a heartwarming hug and some soothing words.."

I am feeling terrible.
Emotional repercussions, I mean..

My presence is getting dimmed each time I appear.
Soon, I will become invisible in people's eyes.
I am thankful to my family for being able to 'see' me.

Sometimes, I dont feel I am there at all.
I just want to find a space alone and sit there.
If I dont need to talk.
I wont..

So, it wont be so uncomfortable.
Not for you or me.

I am being judged.
Everyone apparently has their score book ready in their hands.
Ready to strike off marks when I make a fool of myself.

I dont care what outside think of me.
But I just feel so scared and timid that I am judged over and over again.
I am going to disappear.

Another obstacle..
Another fearful time..

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.