"love overload.."

- Opening -
hey guys..
i have been trying to meddle with the picture.
but the darn picture is freakin huge.
*points at profile picture*

anyone,anyone please..
help me!

fyi : i have been using photobucket to switch it.
am i doing it right?
give me some help.

- end of opening -

im wondering if doing that, (the opening and ending),
is it weird..?
lol,i bet it does..

Anyway!...
I have started my sweet 18 celebrations since last week!..
Ok, maybe the end of last week.
It started with Shandy on the 20th of Feb (friday).
Then my parents on 22nd of Feb (sunday).
Today, with Jazreel & Yenxi, the 24th of Feb (tuesday)

And yes, tomorrow is the day where I can step a step closer to adulthood.
BUT!

Surprisingly, im not in the mood.
lol, im not sure why.
and!
im not saying i dont enjoy..

Its just that, this year is rather different from the previous years.
I have always been excited of being a step closer in being 18.
But, guess what..
Im hitting 18, yet im like...
I dont have the certain word to describe this.
But, im not that excited like how I should be.
hahah, weird in a way..

x _ x

well well, i guess its the thought of "HEY,YOU'RE AGING!" biting into me.
*chuckles*
im not sure, but yea..
i guess..?

But..
strangely, i have the picture in head..
Of me, showing my IC to the 7-11 vendor tonight at 12am.
and purchase a cold heineken.
hahah, ok,childish u might say..
its the KID in me..!

hahah, very strange.
well, i did have my fair share of alcohol..
even before I hit a suitable age.
ranging from yucky beer to sweet cloying wine to named sweet cocktails and
to different countries of alcohol types!

with the consent, I drank with self-control.
even though I have never puked.
(that it GROSS,
but i wanna try getting drunk with my parents along!)

for my bro, he had his hang-over quite a lot of times.
well,my bro drinks like he's drinking water.
O_o

(enough of the topic of getting drunked, haha)

Ok, so...
Yea, this is what has been going through my mind.
And I doubt I will rid of my childish ways.
Like getting mad (crazy) or getting high or going crazy cos of hot korean boys.
(Anyway, i think 2PM is so damn hot now!...)

Hmmm, im gonna meet yenxi at 2:30.
So,im gonna send songs into my Zen.
(yes, i want an iPod touch!)
damnit..

Anyway, will post pictures on the blog or Facebook.
and i will place the link here, aights..?

And yea!...

To my friend; Heidi.

Babe! Our 18th birthday is coming in like 12 hours from now..?
Firstly, Happy Birthday girl.
And yes, I love you so much.
Wondering where you have been.
England..?
Hahah, I guess you must be partying now.
:X
I miss you so, and yes..
When im going to give you youir present..?
Shandy helped me to choose.
Alas, again..
I MISS YOU! and I LOVE YOU!..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,HEIDI...!

25th of Feb!
Our Special Day!

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I will think of what I wanna say when I think of it. PEACE OUTTTTTTTTT.