ยป"I knew you better than you knew yourself"
Saturday, November 29, 2008
" Its me, that I am proud of.. "
Helloooooo!
my nose is very very naughty.
keep disturbing me.
and arghs, broke sia.
broke from buying Christmas Present.
kekes.
Anyway..
I was thinking bout this in the toilet,while bathing.
I realised,
that I am really blessed.
when did i start using the word 'bless'..?
all because of daphne, no girl..
ur not forgotten!
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Because..
all thanks to these people around me.
I learnt how to love,how to care,how to share.
and yes, I learnt how to trust.
but most importantly, I have learnt to take up new responsibility.
Before these..
I live to the others expectation.
What the others wanted me to be.
What I had to do to fit in.
What I had to do to keep all of us happy..
I realised that, its all done purely for the sake.
For the sake that I would not be thrown away.
Left alone and left to hang to dry.
Even, Lies are woven to make everything perfect.
All hidden under these deceit is someone who lost herself.
But, now I deem myself as released.
I no longer feel so captivated by the need of being 'wanted'.
I just want people to want me, because I am fun to be with.
But not in a way, I pretend to be fun for people to be with me.
There are so many things done before, using all the strength and force.
Now, with just a tiny laughter..
Everything just seem to fall into place.
(But it still need arrangement to perfect the harmonization)
'Drained of better things to do,
I lay trapped in this place.
Regardless of laughter I posses,
I shall not be able to leave.
Now..
With just a trusting soul,
the strings that binds me falls loose..'
Idk..
but I am much more happy now.. ^^
I cant deny that fact,I was happy before.
I cant deny that I had great memories.
But there was so much holding me back.
So many doubts,questions and fears.
Now, I shall just do what I want to.
Not following over the shadows of what people want me to do.
But do what I deem as what I love to do.
Those people who showed me these..
I shall not be stingy on ur names..
haha! (:
Maybe christmas is a lil bit early in Eunice blog..
but just want to say a 'thanks' and give u a big bear hug..
Seriously..
I have learnt a lot from you guys and I am really really blessed.. -
those people, if u dont see ur names here.
RELAX..
its just that.. these people..
really taught me a LOT..
thats why I honour them so much..
Its not that I learnt nothing from my other friends.
but these people..
woah..
i tell u..
they are seriously POWERFUL.
and well..
if it pisses anyone of u..
im sorry.
this is not about comparing,
its just to thank them deeply for what they have done for me.
certainly, not a publicity stunt
Its just my way of thanking them.. ^^
To round it up, everyone have a part to play in nurturing the new me.
and I really thank all these people.
My friends, my classmates and those people I hang out with.
You guys rocks.
Anyway,Im throwing and so called 'weeding' the old eunice out.
The eunice that has bad habits of making her friends sad.
and the eunice who pretends to be happy when she's not.
To my dear friends, I will improve myself! ^^
-------------------------------------------------------
How come so many typos ah..?
xD
Helloooooo!
my nose is very very naughty.
keep disturbing me.
and arghs, broke sia.
broke from buying Christmas Present.
kekes.
Anyway..
I was thinking bout this in the toilet,while bathing.
I realised,
that I am really blessed.
when did i start using the word 'bless'..?
all because of daphne, no girl..
ur not forgotten!
------------------------------------------------
Because..
all thanks to these people around me.
I learnt how to love,how to care,how to share.
and yes, I learnt how to trust.
but most importantly, I have learnt to take up new responsibility.
Before these..
I live to the others expectation.
What the others wanted me to be.
What I had to do to fit in.
What I had to do to keep all of us happy..
I realised that, its all done purely for the sake.
For the sake that I would not be thrown away.
Left alone and left to hang to dry.
Even, Lies are woven to make everything perfect.
All hidden under these deceit is someone who lost herself.
But, now I deem myself as released.
I no longer feel so captivated by the need of being 'wanted'.
I just want people to want me, because I am fun to be with.
But not in a way, I pretend to be fun for people to be with me.
There are so many things done before, using all the strength and force.
Now, with just a tiny laughter..
Everything just seem to fall into place.
(But it still need arrangement to perfect the harmonization)
'Drained of better things to do,
I lay trapped in this place.
Regardless of laughter I posses,
I shall not be able to leave.
Now..
With just a trusting soul,
the strings that binds me falls loose..'
Idk..
but I am much more happy now.. ^^
I cant deny that fact,I was happy before.
I cant deny that I had great memories.
But there was so much holding me back.
So many doubts,questions and fears.
Now, I shall just do what I want to.
Not following over the shadows of what people want me to do.
But do what I deem as what I love to do.
Those people who showed me these..
I shall not be stingy on ur names..
haha! (:
Maybe christmas is a lil bit early in Eunice blog..
but just want to say a 'thanks' and give u a big bear hug..
- Jazreel
- Shandy
- Daphne
Seriously..
I have learnt a lot from you guys and I am really really blessed.. -
those people, if u dont see ur names here.
RELAX..
its just that.. these people..
really taught me a LOT..
thats why I honour them so much..
Its not that I learnt nothing from my other friends.
but these people..
woah..
i tell u..
they are seriously POWERFUL.
and well..
if it pisses anyone of u..
im sorry.
this is not about comparing,
its just to thank them deeply for what they have done for me.
certainly, not a publicity stunt
Its just my way of thanking them.. ^^
To round it up, everyone have a part to play in nurturing the new me.
and I really thank all these people.
My friends, my classmates and those people I hang out with.
You guys rocks.
Anyway,Im throwing and so called 'weeding' the old eunice out.
The eunice that has bad habits of making her friends sad.
and the eunice who pretends to be happy when she's not.
To my dear friends, I will improve myself! ^^
-------------------------------------------------------
How come so many typos ah..?
xD
Labels: im tired, sleepy, thank you speech
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