ยปtears fell. i wonder why...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
"hey,i stumbled and fell."
oh well,whats done is done.
i wont cry,
cos i just forgotten.
i believe that i was being all naive,
and all that..
GOSH!
stupid hormones and fairytales.
i better go find a korean or an angmoh
to be my anti-depressant,
before i get a lil crazy.
(i AM crazy,aren't i..? wont make a difference thou.)
Currently,
im having stupid migraines,puffy goldfish eyes..
how nice
and i didnt sleep for more than 4 hours!
wonderful man!
total ownage. :D
to all yyss teachers,teaching 4d in every subject on monday;
pls pardon me,eunice if i ever sleep in ur class.
i think,..
i deserved it..
(totally!)
i shld not have assume that it was me,,
STUPIDITY kills!
well,
whats over is over.
im trying to forget,still.
would i be able to be normal..? i dont know..
Yao zhai ta de shen ri shang bei ju jue, zhen shi wo huo gai!
furthermore..
its like kibum's situation..
painful things on joyous memories.
I guess..
im sorry if i ever was a burden to you..
Or ever made u sad or depressed when u were supposed to be happy,
i once again apologize for everything.
Including that stupidest suggestion i made..
"trade what so whatever.."
Seriously,
i think i need to grow up and start thinking for others,
not for myself..
i will learn..
and grow up.
but oh well,
theres a saying..
"Thank that person that u have loved because that person taught you what love/like is.."
anyway,
kahmsahamnida!! :D
im still smiling..
right?!
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"aiya! it wont be me one la!"
she lamented to her friends.
"What makes u so sure..that its not you?.."
her friends eyed at her.
"But this time round,its for sure..you know, the feeling.."
eunice whined.
"Its always your feeling that is WRONG.."
B friend stressed.
"haha..im hoping for the best!"
she thought happily and carried on washing her hands.
"you both have been quite close? i presumed?.."
A friend grinned happily.
"ah..? no la.. just friends.."
she blushed at the thought.
"you know.. ahh! i like her la.."
he nudged her gently.
"you like..her..?"
she stammered,feeling the ache in her heart.
"yea.. we're kinda compatible..? i dare say.. :P"
he smiled and looked at her direction.
"y..yea...! good for you.. a v..very good taste ah!?"
her voice wavered and she felt the rush of pain.
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Labels: forget or forgotten
words spilled @ 8/19/2007 08:58:00 AM /
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