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Monday, September 15, 2008
" im kinda bored... "
i just kicked my toe on the table leg.
dammit.
yay!~
i saw jazreel & mich today.
hahah.
im so glad that i can meet jaz & yenxi later for lunch.
'i cant seem to smile..
the name rang into my ear like a silent hum..
the corner of my heart twitched as the name continued to ring.
Ringing like a phone call.
It hurts to hear that name.
The playful memories,the sad memories,those crazy memories.
I miss it..
These memories seemed to imprint in me like on a scrap book.'
oh yay!~
i just met jaz and yenxi because jessica meet other people.
crappy..?
yes.. x ___ x
lol, seriously, when did competition become so tough..?
oh my god.
seriously, im gonna bite my tongue when im in certain team.
i know compteition is tough.
but please, just chill la.
it just bugs me how people can be like that.
:X
SHEEESH.
im gonna make myself happy.
SMILE EUNICE,SMILE.
i can plaster a smile on me,i can bet with ya.
;)
LEMME SEE YOUR PLASTIC SMILES.
SMILE!~
lol, yes.. i just saw one BIG SMILE.
lols.
is jessica becoming another paris hilton..?
NOOO.
one is enough,
i hate double trouble.
x ___ X
im gna stuff you with food or filling if i need.
lols.
tellmewhathaveidonetomyself..?
edits: at 6:44 sengkang library
Let me see..
im aitting down, finished my RJ,evaluation and stuff.
Lemme see what i need to do.
I need to go to get my coloured contacts.
Need to pay for my shoes.
Need to buy soya milk.
Need to buy curry puffs.
Need to reflect on myself.
I realised something.
Thanks to Jazreel..
it wa proably really my fault that it had happened.
Since the preparation for the O's..
I have stopped heading out with them.
Always saying I have no time for them.
I said..
"I busy that day, not free"..
I feel like laughing now.
Cos im still like that.
It had reverted to the past.
Not considering emotions.
I thought they will ever understand.
Probably..
one day..
I want to come out and talk about it.
Still remember the days I start getting paranoid.
Asking what you guys are unhappy of me..
All you said was "you dont go out with us.."
its because..
The lack of topic to talk about.
I always feel that somethings cannot be broached about..
Dont you realised that..?
But i dare say this..
You were once my very dear friend..
You will not be forgotten...
You will always stay with the memories and items that stay on my closet.
You, my friend.. is my friend..
Forever..
This may seem like a struggle.
But im not.
Because..
what i think is important and dearest to me
is what i would treasure..
Probably, i did take you for granted..
Probably, we started hating each other, do not know since when.
Maybe..
We have drifted from the time apart.
Probably, you grew..
Probably, i changed.
But my friend..
Just take me best wishes..
Because I have made a promise..
You will always be my little sister.
No matter how old..
I loved you for your child like spirit.
I loved the jealousy you have shown throughout these years..
I loved the words ...
"So friends are not important? Fine!"...
Thank you..
Because these showed that you once cared for me..
:]
im glad i met you..
thank you for bringing these memories..
You...
are a memory..
Just like footprints imprinted on the sand.
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words spilled @ 9/15/2008 11:24:00 AM /
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