ยปI am disappointed.
Friday, July 04, 2008
"Never did I expect you to be like that..."
Finally, after these years..
I finally acknowledge that you are this kind of person.
After years in denial, persuasion from my parents.
I finally acknowledged the fact that you are that kind of person.
Because I have seen, experienced and accepted it.
I really could not believe that you are a sort of person like this.
But well, that is the fact.
It is the pure fact stated in BLACK & WHITE without you speaking a word.
How could you complain and whine about her this minute and
yet be so close to her the next minute..
It is seriously something I really admire *scoffs*.
You are just putting yourself in self denial..
Or maybe, your brain have wiped out its memory functions.
forgetting what you have said the time before..
I applaud you for such behavior because
i think i could preserve you and exhibit you to the future world..
To show what type of person are there in this world.
Probably, I may even put her up with you..
To have someone of same interests and characteristics to accompany you.
I may also want to name the artifact as "The Cunning and the Forgetful."
I may have been too naive to tell you to be wary of her.
Because..
you guys are just a match in heaven
I wonder..
If you are left out in the cold, will she stay with you till the end..?
Well, I can imagine you wanting to cuddle together to get warm.
but I can also see another image..
She leaving the moment she sees a chance to flee..
It seems like survival is the most harsh.
But i also realized something now..
It is because being with her got me aware of others around me.
But i noticed that this world also has its share of kind hearted and pure people.
I thank the skies, Buddha for giving me such a chance to see people like her and my poly friends.
It is just a gift from the skies.
Well well well, I have learnt a lesson.
And I am glad that I have learnt it.
So now, all I can state that.
What happens later is what will remain next.
I am just glad that I am not like such a person.
I am glad that I am all grown up.
I am glad that I have met different people,have different experiences.
I am glad that I am finally speaking up when I am not naming names.
I am glad that I have felt like this for once!
I am just too glad to be able to get over it.
I am glad that I could see this..
I think I could dedicate this song to myself for what I am going through currently.
Paramore - That's What You Get
Paramore Lyrics
Thats What You Get Lyrics
Pheww.
I just finished my dinner.
Pig trotters.
Omo, high cholesterol.
LOLs.
well,happy food makes me feel happy.
thats why im eating chocolate.
Oops,jazreel.
Im busted.
hahah!..
My shoulder hurts.
I need to go massage alr.
Dx
Jaz,thanks for all the things you done.
Thank you so much.
We should go to Novena again.
I want to get rings and earrings.
haha. xDD
And sorry about that ranting!
hehe.
YAY! tml is COSFEST.
sarah!!!!!
i wna see uuuuuu. xDD
heheeee!
And mingyan thank you for seeing my blog.
i really very happy.
*gives mingyan a hug*
*hums Paramore's song*
If we are truthfully friends, this will be able to be sorted out..
One to one.. No other people..
Because its no longer the more the merrier.
I read this online..
"Be a friend you want to have.."
lols, im learning to nurture myself into that!
those who deserves it..
please wait for me..
i will be the friend i have to be..
just give me one more chance.. :]
Ohhyes.
Jaz, i forget to give u $4.50.
for the horfun.
thanks,ya.. x]
Ika,u watch out for yourself.
take care of ur body!~
xD
and i want more HUGS.
hehe!
Labels: Be true from within
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