»EMOTIONS running wild like Horses.
Friday, April 18, 2008
"what am I doing here?"
It feels so stuffy in my chest,feel like something is stuck there.
Cant breathe,cant talk,cant express my emotions out.
I feel suprisingly sad today. ):
Even thou its my darling's bday.
Sorry grace dear!
Well,should talk about what happened 2 days ago.
When i was having Sciene lessons.
I was really out of place that day.
didnt know what got into me..
I was nervous,sad,a little disorientated..
Stressed up and really,upset..
It seems like I am out of place,
like this very sharp sharp shard of glass within these diamonds.
What the hell happened to the BO-CHAP person in me?..
The 'whatever,like i care' personality..
I WANT THAT BACK.
I WANT THAT BACK!! (screams)
Man,seriously..
I am going a little mad.
im sooo depressed now.
Well,thank goodness.
Paul ( my fassi) was really caring.
He saw my cocked up face.
He asked me not to be stressed.
A tear dropped la,cos im touched that there are people who actually CARE.
Not say that my teammates dont care or what.
they do thou.
Especially,the big sister in our class.
LYN! :D
(she asked me not to be stressed when i fcuked up for the PPT.)
SHIT,i feel all shitty la.
Cos i felt that i didnt put effort.
im always feeling sooooo lazy and restless.
blame it on me,man..
Well,thats all for Wednesday (16.04.08).
For thursday,
my DARLING facilitator never come.
the one who gave me the 2nd A,
DIDNT COME..
dang,wanted to tell her that i saw her with
my first day orientation fassi.
W25A. D:
I miss Jin Jing.. D:
sheesh,she didnt come.
Instead Mas the Fassi came..
well,there was a bit of problem.
lol,SIMON the
Well...
He went out of class then came back in.
(Its not the normal go out and come back in..)
Thank god thou..
It was so scary when he went out la.
LOL,he and prakash.
xD
Like couple like that..
kekeks
Ohya,yesterday.
The 17th of April 08.
I had a BIG fall.
my butt got blue back liao.
kekes,
but well.
no big harm..
Since it was an accident,shall not go too deep..
MingFeng,never mind alr la.
Since u were like soooo EMO yesterday. D:
CHEER UP ehs..
ohyya,
i was in a very very funny team.
Consist of Mr.Lim;the
Daphne,the piggy girl.
Joshua;the IT boy.
The EMO boy;MG;Yuan Chuan.
QUOTE:
ASK said that Boys Not Bad,Girls wont like..
LOL.
Ohya,took some pictures with my teammate.
ASS always say "All Riiiiight!"..
then Simon will say that too.
kekes.
my butt hurts. :X
Well,as for today.
I AM SO MOODY!
omigosh,restless MAN..
RESTLESS.
sheesh.
allright,take care.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D
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